my timetable

My other half is going back to NZ tmrw!!! lolxx!! (swannie swan swan, happy? lolxx!!!) nyehehehehe...have a safe flight, go find a job and don't forget to treat me...heehee...see you in Auckkie!

Finally finished my application forms for the 360 exchange programme. Yes, I know, it's super last minute. Deadline :Feb 1. Gosh!! I'm really terrible at being on time. Forever last minute. Big big thank you to Henry and Sheng who will be handing in my application form in tomorrow :) Thanks so much!!!!!

Tomorrow I'll be going to Pudu to pay for my air ticket as well as bringing in the design to print the UMSA shirts. I seriously think I'll get lost. I have to find the air ticketing office, I have to find the printing t-shirt shop. And I haven't been to any of them nor have I seen how they look like. And my sense of direction in KL is pretty bad. All I know is Petaling Street, Puduraya, Sungei Wang, Times Square, Low Yat. So I'm guessing I'll get to Puduraya via lrt and find my way around? Hope dad is free so he can take me there instead. Hehehehe....

Finally did up my timetable. It's so pretty, well, I think it is. It's colourful. Hehehe....

What I like about my timetable:
- Monday no classes at Tamaki Campus. Get to sleep till 7.00 if I'm catching the free bus or sleep till 8 if I'm driving straight to city. But can't really drive to city because there'll be no more parking.
- Break from 9-1 on Tuesday. I actually hate long breaks but I figured I could use that huge break to sleep, go gym and study.
- Wednesday is major sleep in day. Can sleep in till 11. Bwahahahaha!!

What I hate about my timetable:
- I finish at 4 on Mon, Wed, Fri
- I have to wake up at 6 on Tue, Thurs, Fri
- Thursday no rest from 8-1. That tiny empty slot there is used for travelling from City campus to Tamaki.
- I have to travel so much on Friday. From Tamaki to City, City to Tamaki, Tamaki to City and then City to Tamaki again to go home if I catching free bus from Tamaki.
- I don't have a set lunch time for everyday :( Last semester it was always 1-2. *sigh*

All in all, I guess it's pretty alright larr.. So many opportunity to study and go gym (why do I have a feeling I'll use those breaks to sleep in level 3 ic like last year? hahahahaha). Maybe get a part time job in between those breaks? Who knows?

counting down the days...

On the 27th of January 2007, it is...

1 Day till Caris goes back to NZ (28/1) - shopping with you was awesome!!!! And thanks for buying me my first 3 pairs of earrings...haha!!

And Happy Belated Birthday to you (24/1/2007)

we just love our bandannas :)

2 Days till Miao Sern goes back to perth (29/1)- why u hv to go back so early??? pearl's been taken away from me, now you? Hmph! I'm gonna miss you, actually I already do. Haha!

6 Days till Selangor Age Group(2/2-4/2)- me is helping out this time as an official. Me is not gonna swim for once! Me thinks me is gna get paid but not alot. but me is happy!

7 Days till Shaleeni goes off to Adelaide (3/2) - i'm gonna miss you!! Go or don't go, I'll also miss you. But hey!! We would be much closer now- aust and nz...heeheee :p You hot sexy mama!!

11 Days till I go off to cameron highlands for a mountain expedition course (7/2) - last year it was Mt.Kinabalu. This year it's 3 mountains that I haven't heard of. But we're not climbing to it's peak, are we? Haha!! If yes, I die. But the itenary sounds damn interesting but I only know one person - siew aun. Well, better than not knowing anyone when I climbed Mt.K. Heard the others are triathletes or runners or smth that sounds very fit.. so hmmn... triathletes VS an american guy who looks like those Survivor dudes.. which one will rest more? I hope it's the first option...hahaha!

15 Days till I come back from that trip (11/2) - Will I even come back? Will I even survive? Reason why I got myself into this? Coz I wanted to do something interesting and memorable.

15 Days till I turn 19 (11/2) - i don't even feel like celebrating my birthday. 19 sounds old. I wanna stay 18 forever. Thank goodness I'm coming down the mountain in the evening so I would be too tired to even celebrate. Haha! But...no birthday, no presents? lolx!!!! I'm still a small kid, I love opening presents, I love nice wrapping papers and I love tearing them up. Bwahahahahaha!! Thanks Yingswam for giving me my birthday present in advance...shoebags are useful ;)

22 Days till Chinese New Year (18/2)- Why am I not feeling excited about this right now? Hmmnnn...maybe coz chinese new year means damn hot weather!

28 Days till I go back to Auckland (24/2)- Right now if you ask me where I rather be, I have no idea. So am I looking forward to go back? Well, I'm looking forward to go back but not looking forward to leave Msia. I don't make any sense, do I? Think sunny beaches, nice weather, weekends sports, friends, lovely jogs without worrying to step on dog poo or get robbed or get raped.... ahhhhhh!!!!! but but...mamak food, no school, friends, hawker food, cheap movies..... how ler? How I ask you? Now is this called emo? I think it is.. mixed emotions when I have exactly 4 weeks till I go back. Happy or sad to leave? Both. So it's emo. Hahahahaha!! But it's not emo as in I'm down, coz I'm currently laughing at myself :p

Looks like I'm pretty occupied for the month of february so that's pretty good. Still waiting for my RM288 pay. Dad said I should frame the cheque up. I think I will actually do that. Nice number ok! Y'all have a great week ahead!!

singapore trip 2007

Was in Singapore from the 18th - 23rd of January.

Had a great time over there...

- Went to Sentosa with Perzen, ex-classmate from Macleans whom I didn't see at all the whole of last year, funny how we only met up in Singapore...

- Enjoyed the sun at Siloso Beach...

- Had a tan...

finding sher mayne

- Hugged coconut trees...

- Got burnt as I fell asleep on the beach.

- Had my favourite japanese cheesy noodles(modanyaki), octopus balls (takoyaki) and steam egg (chawanmushi). Sorry no pictures available coz I was too busy eating them.

- Had my favourite prawn mee as well. I like singapore's prawn mee coz they have huge prawns and you can have the option of not having it spicy :p

- Met up with singaporeans friends that I met in NZ during my time in Macleans.

Clockwise from left: Ajita, Denise, Kah Wen, Me, John, Shiun, Laureen

Had lunch with them at Changing Appetites where Denise and Ajita are currently working. It was a great lunch. As in the company, the food was just so-so. So nice catching up with Denise and John who are now currently in Singapore. Denise who abandoned us and went back to Singapore for her studies after 6th form(i really miss those days where our experiments in bio and chem never work out, the lunch days where we would hop houses and hope we don't get caught), John who had to go back to Sgp for NS and now serving as a cop(miss those beach days where we wld just hang out by the beach and talk).

Me, John, Denise

- Played with Cameron and Fraser (cousin's kids who made me quit my job when I was in Msia) for the last time.

- Played with Joash (another cousin's kid who's turning 2 soon) who's so cute. He's got really nice eyes, long eyelashes! Gosh! I wish I can have eyelashes like him!!!

he just wants to grow up fast hence wearing huge slippers...

i'm a big guy!!!

- Caught up with aunties and having them stuff me up with food, which resulted in a fat shermayne.

- Finally get to see mom and dad who arrived on Monday from NZ.

Proof that I'm really fat:

Aunt said I'm slimmed down whilst I was in Sgp, told her it's coz I'm just darker that's why I look thinner. And mom said:"No larr.. she did not slim down, she put on!! with all the junk she's been eating, she's fatter than what she was in NZ.". Haha! Thanks mom for backing me up.

And yes, I do miss my mom and dad so so much!! So happy to see them after two months!!!

So yeapzz...that's the end of my singapore trip. Did some shopping here and there. Mambo clothing were on sale- 70% and 80%!! Hence I got a boardshorts for 16 SGD and a top for 13SGD. Heeheee... Got another boardshorts from takashimaya, those cheap unbranded ones but nice material still :) and a black top for 20 bucks. Ahhhh..me is happy girl :) Think mom would scream at me if she finds out all I've bought are all beach/summer wear :p

Ok, that's it, have a great week ahead and don't forget to SMILE :D

happy birthday papa

On the 19th day of January, there are 19 reasons as to why I am the luckiest girl on earth to have such a great man in my life for almost 19 years....

1- You always make our family dinner time a funny one
2- You always come up with very interesting EXCUSES
3- You are filled with all kinds of spontaneous jokes
4- You never want to lose in an argument which makes it very funny
5- You don't play golf like most dads do, YOU'RE super duper SPECIAL
6- You always make sure we spend as much time as we can as a family together
7- You've taught us that Family Always Comes First no matter what
8- You are always very supportive with my decisions
9- I am always very proud to talk about you when I talk to my friends- You're the coolest dad ever!
10- Some people are actually jealous because I have such an interesting dad, they wished their dad could be like you when I tell them your jokes.
11- You make the house lively - everytime when you leave, it feels empty and it's feels like something is missing and not right
12- You never force us or pressure us to do something we don't want to do
13- You're a great husband to mummy
14- You're a great papa to koko and I
15- You always give us the best and make sure we have everything we need
16- I always enjoy spending time with you
17- You have never gotten angry when I disturb you when I'm bored
18- I always look forward when you come back to NZ from Malaysia- on the day you arrive, I will always wake up with smile on my face
19- Since I was a little girl, I already knew that you're the greatest dad in the whole wide world

Happy Birthday papa!!

I love you from the bottom of my heart, always and forever!! You're the greatest daddy in the whole wide world! Thanks for everything you've done for me. Thanks for everything you've given me.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

finally revealed

The time has come. All you people must be waiting for something juicy, real juicy. For once in my life, I'm letting it out... (bear in mind that those other posts I wrote in nz have nothing to do with this)

What is love?

Can you love someone but not having them?
Can you love someone but you're not willing to accept them into your life?

If the answer is NO, then I'm perhaps not in love. Then again, if it's yes, I'm most probably also not in love.

Why?

Because I don't know what love is. Ok, I do love my family, my friends.. That kind of love, I know what it is. Coz family always comes first!! But I'm sure you know what kind of love I'm talking about.

Maybe I'm too young to be even thinking about this. Maybe it's just puppy love. Maybe it's just a crush. No, wait... I definitely know it's not a crush. Coz if it is, I'll probably start blushing when that person is around, I'll probably have butterflies in my stomach when I see him or read those sweet text messages, I'll probably get tongue-tied the first time I see him or talk to him.

But no, he'll never make me blush, and he'll never send butterflies to my tummy despite those sweet words he can come up with. Other girls will definitely fall for it, believe me, he's a man of sweet words, too much I should say, But sorry, it doesn't work for me, I know him for too long(he only knows how to make my tummy happy and I'm sure most of you do know how!!). And he never made me tongue-tied or stuttered before.

I'll never say "I LOVE YOU" to a guy until I really mean it, until I really know what it means. Coz these days, "Those three words, Are said too much, They're not enough". But I want it to be enough. Then again, I still believe action speaks louder than words.

There are so many reasons as to why I said no. And I've been questioning myself all the time as to why I chose that answer. At first, I thought it was him. Him and his actions. The things he had done, the things I saw what he had done to others. I was angry with what he did to them. I thought that was the reason - I don't want to end up like them.

But I realized, that was just an excuse. Because everyone makes mistakes, and there's always a Forgive and Forget. Now I realized it's me. It's me all the while. The burning desire to go on with my search as I feel like I am yet to see the world. There are still so many fishes in the sea, to be caught, to let go and during the process of fishing, maybe find the best one and keep it forever.

There are certain people I just keep coming back to
He is right in front of me

I've only started searching for a year. And I didn't really start looking properly.

Would two more years be enough?
Someone please tell me.

Or should I just go with what I have now?

No, actually don't answer that, coz I won't listen to you if you say yes coz I've made up my mind :p I'm stubborn. He said I'm the best he ever had.. sweet words again? Or maybe it's true, coz he has done his search. But is he the best I ever had? I wouldn't know, coz there's this feeling in me that thinks there's so much more I haven't seen.

Maybe I want him, maybe I need him

Maybe I started to compare to someone not there

I wouldn't know whether he is the one till I have done my fair share of looking. Maybe I'll come back to him, maybe I won't. And it is a risk for me to take. Maybe when I come back to him, he's not waiting for me anymore coz......

But he won't keep on waiting for me without a doubt

Much longer for me to sort it out

But I'm willing to take that risk. He said he'll wait 10 years, that's a bit too exagerrating. But I hope when a better girl do come by, I hope he take that chance and go for her, as I do not want him to let her go just like that. I can't stop him from waiting, I've tried. Perhaps it's nice to know that someone is waiting for you, letting you feel secure, to know that you have someone to fall back to in the end. But to me, it's not. It feels like a waste of time. For someone to just wait for something that's not even there, that's not going to even happen. Perhaps there's this slight hope, tiny chance...

But what for waste your time?

I tried telling him that, but he said he still wants to wait eventhough he knows his dreams are not going to come true. Gosh!! I really wish I had the mind of a guy, go through their weird lil heads and see what they are actually thinking. Maybe it's all lies, to make me go all soft and say :"Ok la ok la.. after all u are willing to do, i'll take you la!!". If that's the case, sorry, it doesn't work for me.

Maybe I want it, maybe I need it,

Maybe it's all I'm running from

Perfection will not come

Maybe maybe maybe. I do not know.

That's why I'm asking, is two years enough for me?

Is two years enough for my prince charming to come by and quickly sweep me off my feet and take me away from this misery?

How many bad relationships do a person have to go through before they find the right one?

How many mistakes do they have to make?

And how do you know who is the right one?

I am yet to get myself into a relationship, I am yet to make my mistakes. I could have just jump into one right now and go for it.

But why no?

Maybe because I'm scared. Maybe because I'm a coward. Or maybe because I know I'm not that special afterall. Hence I am bound to be making mistakes. From driving a car to choosing that significant someone to spend the rest of my life with.

So what's wrong with making mistakes?

Well, I guess nothing is wrong with that. People do make mistakes in these kinda stuff. So why am I not taking the risk?

Answer: If I were to make a mistake, I wouldn't my first mistake to be you. In fact, I don't want you to be a mistake to me at all. You are too great of a friend to be one of the mistakes I make in my life. Too great of a friend to lose just like this.

I hope that answer is good enough. And sorry, sorry for all the rejections, sorry for hurting you, sorry for not giving you what you want, sorry for my stupid rules, sorry for my burning desires.

And thank you. Thank you for all the times we spent together this time.

Thank you for the food:

The countless dinners at Murni, tong sui, ramli burgers, sweet corn, pasar malam fried chicken, the search for Steven's corner, the overload of pasta at Williams, kajang satay but not at kajang, the hunt for sago with gula melaka, ordering 7 kids meals at TGIF for 3 big kids, roadside rojak and cendol, helping me finish one whole ipoh chicken at home, nasi pataya and a lot more that I can't remember.

Thank you for all the crazy and fun times:

Crazy gym workout, going on a competition to see who gets darker, christmas, new years, movies, thrashing me in pool, playing bball with ur cousin and ur friends, team work into steering the wheel of the car, go on a brain freeze on purpose, drinking coke and panadol to get high, washing your car, raking rambutan leaves and get bitten by mozzies, mixing slurpee flavours etc etc.

Now you all know why he is too great of a friend to lose, right? You all should probably know who I'm talking about. Especially regular readers in here. A friend that I've known for 8 years but only started talking to 6 years ago.

Mc.Hottie - a lil lie that he keeps on telling himself. Haha!!

So what now for me?

Go to NZ, open my eyes and look!! Be brave, take risks, make mistakes, it's alright to do that. Wake up!! Prince Charming might really be lost and cannot find you so you have to go to him!! But.... I'm shy. *sigh* We'll just have to wait and see. Besides, I'm still a teenager, I still have so much more time in the world. Or do I? Two more year till I finish my degree. That's why I ask is two years enough. Then again, there's another two years if I do physio. Haha!! That gives me more time. Two years is quite a lot right? A lot can happen in two years, right? Someone please tell me.

For now, I shall enjoy every moment I have. 41 days more for me to leave you and face the exciting world filled with uncertainties and surprises. I'll never forget what we shared. Thanks for letting me go for my search and thanks for understanding me and my decisions. And if one day, say in 10 years time, we do end up together, the first thing I will do is LAUGH and then it will definitely be fate if that do happens. And maybe this is just a fairytale/love story in the making. Haha!! I doubt it...:p coz fairytales only happens in dreams :)

THE END

Gosh!! sorry for the long post. At least it clears a tiny part of my life up, right? Orelse you all will still be hanging there, guessing my thoughts and hidden meanings in my posts. Hahahahaha!!!

me and my job....

Missing In Action

That's the condition my blog has been in the past one week.

Reason: Working. Yes, I didn't even blog about it since I started on the 1st of Jan.
So now, I shall talk about it. I've been working part time at Billabong at one utama since 1st Jan. So far, only done 5 days, 9 hours per day with an hour break. It's my very first job in my whole life. Why did I decided to work? Coz I got kinda bored in December so I went job hunting. And I figured I would be even more bored in January since college is starting and all my friends are going back to college.

What a "nice" way to start the new year eh? It's a boring job. Especially on weekdays when there's no customers and the aircond is super cold. Actually love it when people come in, unfold the clothes, make them all messy so at least I have something to do to kill time. Haha!!

I made a bet with my brother. If I last till the end of this month, he'll be driving to uni on the days we go to uni together. If I quit, I'll have to drive. Also made a bet with his gf. If I quit, I have to treat her haagen daze chocolate fondue (RM50). If I don't quit, she'll treat me.

And guess what?
I'm losing the bet.

Reason: Kids... Irresistably cute lil kids!!! I really do have a soft spot for kids.

On the 5th, my cousin from perth arrived with her two kids, Cameron and Fraser. Omg!! They are so cute!! Played with them for an hour on the 6th before I go to work. They've got aussie accent and they look like lil koalas. Hyperactive!! I can just babysit them the whole day!!!! My cousin was telling me my one day pay is equivalent to the amount she pays her babysitter per hour. Bahhh!!! And Cameron said my one day pay is equivalent to the amount he gets for pulling weeds for my 3rd auntie. Ishhh!!!

When I reached work, the whole day I was considering whether to quit or not. If I quit on the 14th, I would have earned RM288. Not much but it's enough to buy 5 chocolate fondues. The remainding 38 bucks would go to petrol and parking. Haha!!

On that night, I decided I'm going to quit. Besides, no one is really being supportive with me working. Auntie don't even sound happy with me working, keep on asking me to quit. Guess it's coz the pay is crap. But I wanted to work coz of the experience, not really for the money. People is making me feel real bad too. After a meal, they'll say my one day's pay is gone. How encouraging...

So yea, I'm going to lose the bet. Ohh wellzz... I've been driving most of the time last year so I would be used to it, just have to sleep earlier this year so I won't be tired and get myself into accidents. And for the chocolate fondue, it's settled too. Don't rugi. Haha!!

When am I quitting?
Not sure. Hopefully by the end of this week. I wanna spend time with my cousin and her kids, only get to see them once a year. Will probably go to Cameron Highlands and Frasers Hill. Yes, that's how she named her kids, cool eh? Hehe....

Need to write resignation letter now. And it's almost midnight. And I'm sleepy. Thank goodness I'm having a day off tomorrow. Working life is boring which makes it tiring too. Didn't even have the time to sit down and blog. But good experience for me (tho it's only like less than a week). Next time when I want to find a job in NZ, I know what kind of job I musn't get myself into - Sales Assistant!! Now now, hopefully when I go to NZ, I can find a better job. I think any job in NZ would better than this, the pay will definitely be better. Haha!!

*at least i'm not as bad as my cousin who worked one day at a dim sum shop and quit coz she doesn't know how to speak cantonese. Lolx!! That made me felt a wee bit better for quitting. haha!!

Ok, I'm off to bed now. Have a great day tmrw!! I'm sure I will.. heeheehee :p

new year's eve and new year's day recap

New Year's Eve
- wantan mee for breakfast with great company, thanks!!
- stayed home during the day
- made heaps of phone calls
- rojak for "dinner"...so spicy!! i still prefer subang's rojak :)
- chaffeur duty begins
- got rewarded with durians :D
- expecting to be late for everything because new year's eve=traffic jam but was early in fact thanks to good planning.. heehee:p
- Parked at shophouses and made a 15 min walk to The Curve to avoid the jam later on
- Had tong sui
- Caught a movie - Love Wrecked. Not advisable to watch at cinemas, not worth the money, just go buy dvd and watch la!! Me thinks it's a stupid movie but there was a part that made me kinda emo.....
- Killed time whilst waiting for the countdown by having Starbucks and walking with the crowd
- Saw lots of familiar faces

New Year' s Day
- Happy New Year!!!!
- Fireworks was nice though we didn't really have a good view of it
- The company was great.Thanks yiwen, jo, matt, siew aun and yit weng. Supposed to be more but they ffk-ed :( It was still great!
- Stuck in jam for only half an hour
- Hang out at sinseanne's place for a lil while. Apparently underage drinking was being done there which resulted into a few tipsy ppl there.
- Went home at 3
- Woke up at 10
- Start the new year with my very first job in my life at 12 and ended at 9

Lots of stuff happened in between as well but I shall only talk about the good and hope to forget the bad. Really a new year celebration to be remembered. Once again, Happy New Year!!!!

recap of year 2006

I typed this out on new year's eve but I couldn't log into blogger yesterday hence I'm only posting it up today. Bear in mind this was being typed out on the 31st of December, 2006 :)

2006 is coming to an end. I've been waiting for this day to blog about it. But when today arrived, I didn't feel like blogging. Feels like I don't really have time to sit down and think about this whole year and blog. But on second thoughts, this year is too much of a great year that it would be completely wasted if I just forget about it.

Academically...
This year is way better than the last two years. I can officially say I finally achieved at least an A in a subject. I've finally broken the curse of not getting an A. Then again, I have to admit, uni is way easier than A levels. I mentioned earlier on that A levels was a nightmare. Well, hopefully next year I can continue doing better. Shows that I still have hope to do well. Mustn't give up!! Was really a great boost of confidence just to see the alphabet "A" in my results though it was accompanied by a MINUS (-) sign. Haha!!

There were a couple of times where I regretted taking Sports Science and I should have gone with the majority and do Biomedical Science. But in the end, no regrets at all. Am really enjoying what I'm studying. It really feels like I'm studying something useful, something that actually makes sense most of the time. If I would have taken Biomedical Science, I think I would still be stuck in my curse, not getting any A's. Haha! And also I still wouldn't know to what area am I going into for the future. Would still feel like studying in college, doing all the science papers, still figuring what I am interested in. At least for now, I sort of have a rough plan of what I'm going to do after these two years i.e. go to AUT and study physiotherapy.

I also realized if I keep myself busy with other activities, I will actually end up studying more compared to having no activities and have all the time in the world to study. Makes sense? I don't think it does to you. Hehe... Well, I really do hope I will do better this year and will try not to do my assignments last minute. Then again, I've been saying this all the time but always end up doing it last minute. We'll just have to see.

As for the social side of life this year...
It has been GREAT!!! Stepping into uni was really a big scare for me, not knowing what I am going to get myself into. New friends, new environment. Took me quite a while to settle in but by the end of the year, I managed to do just that. The friends I've made this year are friends that I will want to keep forever. They're just great! They make me feel like I DO belong to somewhere and I DO fit in. The last few years in NZ, I was always the one who acted stupid and make people laugh, sometimes I do feel like an idiot. But not this year, there's so many more funny and crazy people out there, making me laugh so much, making me happy everyday. People who are willing to do crazy stuff with me. Really do cherish all those moments, thanks all of you!! You guys are all wonderful!! Don't know what I'll do without you!! Perhaps rolling down the hill by myself? Have to admit, UMSA did play a part in it. without it, I don't think I would be able to find this amazing bunch of friends :)

The birthday dinners, the lunches after super sports sunday, the bubble tea nights, the spontaneous dinners, pot lucks... what a year! Filled with food!! I should be putting on so much weight this year but I actually lost weight and only gain weight just before I came back to Msia (blame it on exams!). Reason? Coz there's sports to keep me fit, and eating won't make me guilty at all.

Never in my life have I played so many sports. Picked up netball, volleyball and touch for the first time in my life. Though I gotta admit, I still can't play volleyball.Still having ball phobia, being afraid that the ball will hit me. May this year be the year where I'll get rid of that phobia!! I really really want to know how to play volleyball and not look stupid! As for Touch, I just have the phobia of spraining my ankle again. I sprained it twice due to Touch and the experience wasn't pleasant at all. Then again, when we fall, we have to pick ourselves up and try again, right? Never give up. And thanks to everyone who cheered me up during my very first sprain. It was really nice of you all. It was a pretty tough time to go through it since I having had any major injuries before. It was hard to cope with but your presence really do make it easier.

Netball was the sport that built up my confidence by a LOT! Though I still have so much more to learn from it. Was really lucky to have such great people to help me in this sport. Thanks!! You guys know who you are!!! Don't want to mention names coz I'm afraid I'll miss out some people. Be it helping in a bit or a lot, or just there encouraging me, you still rock! Thank you! I learnt how to communicate with others, learnt how to express my views, learnt how to criticise without hurting the other, learnt that I must never say never, learnt that if I say can, the likelihood of the ball to go into the hoop is much higher, and last but not least, I learnt how to thrash talk, haha!!

All of these wouldn't have happened if I didn't have such great, awesome friends to do them with me. Hence, I'm going to thank you guys once again!!

Also, it's the year of me turning 18. Turning 18 for someone means

1. Can buy alcohol - I didn't use this privilege. Perhaps next year then? Hehe...
2. Can go clubbing - Went clubbing twice only
3. Can buy ciggies - I don't smoke hence this privilege shall be deemed useless
4. Can vote - Not a political person, don't really know what's going on, did we even have to vote this year? Bluekk
5. Can get into R18 movies legally - Very useful in Msia :)

And just for me, it means I can start my search, start looking for the siginificant someone.......
Now now, you've been waiting for me to talk about this part right? Hehehehehe... I bet you are!! But time's run out, I will talk about it another day. Very soon ok?

Happy New Year!! Welcome year 2007!!! Let us all make 2007 a better year. Smile and be happy! Live life to the fullest! Enjoy and cherish every single moment. Do not be afraid of making mistakes, treat them as part of the learning process. Appreciate your loved ones, do not take them for granted. Try something different, be brave and take risk at times for that step you make might just be the best thing that ever happened to you.

Happy New Year to my family, my relatives, my bunch of beloved friends and anyone else that reads this blog. You guys rock my world!!!!!