blehhh....

i'm stressing, zits are appearing again.... but i'm not studying.. this is hilarious!!

good day turned sour

ok, i was happily checking my inbox, reading my lovely emails, being all happy because exams are over....... AND THEN...... when i was abt to delete all the junk mails in my junk mail folder... there i saw it.... from Rory Barrett, Title: Tutorials... *screams* shucks!!!! first time that sprung my mind......Scholarship exams!!! Calculus!! aHH!!! NO!!!!! so i opened it.......


Hello Young Friends (ahh!! sounds so pleasant and happy!!!! is it coz the exam is cancelled??)

Schol Calc on Sat, Dec 10, in morning( Darn!! I knew that anyway). I will be running tutorials most mornings at 9.00am(pfft!! i don't need to go to it, it's not compulsory. But if i don't go, i will lose out). Do as much as you can of this which is on conics( what the heck is conics????)

I will run through it tomorrow morning, Tues, Nov 29, in Hillary, hopefully H5. (yahh right, like i'll be there.. perhaps only ppl like adam, tom and caroline will be there, then again........)

Mr Barrett

*opens attached file on Conics* #$%^&*()!!!???$#%& ( i'm screwed)

i really want to break down and cry.... i prob won't be able to sleep tonight.... man, i don't even know how to do a single question!!! why do i have to take this exam?? gRRRRRRrR!!! what have i gotten myself into? and they will send back our papers in february.. do they have to do that? i don't want to see those papers at all coz it will most prob be blank! i'm only planning to see it ONCE, which is during my exam.. and after that, i don't want to see them anymore... but now...... i guess i will have to since they are sending it back to us.. so i HAVE to AT LEAST do one question so i can say.. I TRIED.... leaving it blank will definitely meant that i DIDN'T TRY.... mann!! this suckssssss!!!!! ok, i kno it's easy money.... easy money for braniacs... but for ppl like me, it's money you get when u r dreaming... ok, i kno i shld hv more confidence in myself and all that but what's the point lying to yourself and saying you can do it when you KNOW it's impossible? i mean, i KNOW what i'm capable of doing (well, most of the times) and when i saw the question papers, the questions are like... HUH? WHAT THE? it's like you're sitting a foreign language paper when u hv no knowledge on it.... now, how can u say that u will pass a french paper when u don't even know french??? it's just..... IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes, shermayne, you should be more confident in yourself and believe in yourself...yada yada yada.... shucks!! i can't do it this time..... serious!! i can't.... maybe i'll just go study chemistry hard out and try to understand some stats... it's understandable.. unlike calculus where u hv freaking X's and Y's and squares and other weird stuff. i call it.. the MATHS LANGUAGE in which people like tom wang and caroline jiang uses to communicate...

ps:/ to all the maths lovers, i don't hate maths.... i just hate DIFFICULT MATHS..... i like maths where u have to add, substract, divide, multiply NUMBERS that has a $ sign in front of them where NO alphabets are involved.....

ishh!!!

i learnt that you can't always have everything.. why?? well, yesterday's outing was great.. but but.. i missed my fav tv series Blue Water High!! arghh!! NO!!! and it was the second to last episode!!! NO!!!!! ok, i do know what happened in the end but but.. i want to watch it!! coz Heath is just so hot and he's involved in it so much in yesterday's episode...arghh!!!!!!

why do i really really want to watch it..... well.... a picture speaks a thousand words.... i'm gna post 3.. so, 3000 words? *lame* anywwhoooo.... here they are!!!!

isn't he hot?? he's Heath!!!! Adam Saunders.. that girl is my other fav character, Fly....

lalalalaa.. hot hot!! no, not the girl, the guy....i watched this episode!!!

holy shitt!! look at all their abs!!!! still, Heath is da best!!!!!

ok, i've posted three pics for u to drool on... happy??? damn i love this post!!!

informative yet fun night....

it's a sunny day todayy!! yesterday was so cold!!!! went to pakuranga plaza yestday coz zoe wants to pierce her ears... then walked arnd and we filled up those forms to be in a draw to win a car.. bleh!! as if they wld give a person who's under 18 a car...haha! so we also filled up our parents name...hahaha!!!

then went to botany and walked around somemore.. then, we had to decide where to eat... we couldn't decide... none of us wants to make a decision.... we went into paperplus and then in there, i we manage to decide...hahaha!! jo and i choose 4 magz and named each of them indian, korean, japanese, chinese.... it was so funny!! jo was saying.." don't put indian in the middle!! after they choose indian!" hahahhaa!! so we put indian as the first mag.. hahaha!! so yea... in the end, li li and zoe chose korean. phew!!! jap wld hv bn too expensive and chinese.. well, u will need more magz to decide which chinese restarant to eat! hahaha!!! so yea, went to choi's and eat.. hey!! i didn't kno we cld ask for more side dishes!! haha! i loveee the side dishes!!! so yea.. we ate two rounds of side dishes and for the meat.... well, we were trying to stuff ourselves up coz too much! haha! later, went for a walk into bakery shops!! hahaha!! bought food for today's breakfast...

then after our food was digested, we went to botany for hot drinks..man!! what happened to my plan of losing weight!!! lolxx!!! ohh wellzz.. i had a hot white chocolate.. the largest one coz li li had her student card so i got it upsized... mmmm!!! but it's a bit too sweet but still.. mmmm!!! sat there for umm... 2 hrs i think?? they were telling me about uni and everything... quite useful.. jo is gna take me to the uni on wednesday to sort out what i wna do coz i'm nt 100% sure and i can switch btwn courses or smth like that coz that's what happened to her..... so yea.. last night was useful and good! and fattening... but yea.. was good.... no wonder my mom said:" must always catch up with ppl once in awhile.. you might get something useful out of it!" heh.. thanks mom!!

ok.. later gna go check out windsurfin with cathy.... ooo! so excited!!!!

shopping!!!

went to dressmart yesterday to shop with tina, assunta and caris.. they didn't buy anything.. only i bought.. and i bought a lot.. well, not a lot but i spent a lot!! lolxx!!! *sighs*.. money hurry up come in!!! hurry hurry! need more to go shopping with peiyun!!! i just realized my scholarship exams are in a weeks time.. ahh!!! and my room is still like a pig sty after the exams.. must start doing some cleaning.. but it's raining today.. so nahhh.. wait for a sunny day then i'll do it...

yesterday after shopping, went to birkenhead to have dinner with family friends and rachel!! yayy!! and we planned our holz in msia already as well as went to meet up before we go back to msia.. heeheee.. was reading magz in her guest room at her house after dinner.. it was dated august 2005 so it's quite old already but yea... guess what interesting quote i found? it's by david schwimmer.... da guy frm Friends.. it's goes something like this.... "because i'm a schwimmer, so i'm a great breast stroker".... get it?? lolxx!! if u don't, just think dodgy...haha!! rach was so slow.. i read it to her.. then she laughed but for no reason.. then later she thought about it and cracked up so much! hahaha!!

ok.. that's all for now.. might go out later with li li and joanna and zoe n then dinner... big big sisters who took care of me in 4th form and bullied me... lolx!! haven't seen them for ages!!!! so yea... yayy!!

stuff i bought....

some of it glows in the dark!!! i didn't kno until i slept last night.... ahh! it's worth my $$$!!!

brown boardshorts! yayy!!!

white beanie for next winter and a necklace to match my bracelet.. too bad it doesn't glow :(

Total spent: $51.90

dumb things do happen when it's your first time...

sometimes, ppl do make mistakes in the most simplest task... even ppl like shermayne does.. especially when it's your first time... well, it wasn't really a mistake but i asked my parents the most stupid answer anyone could've thought of...

the story goes like this...
i had to fax my student id to mom's friend who works in this travel agency in malaysia... well, i never ever used the fax machine in my life... never ever! so my dad gave really easy instructions to follow... "put the paper through, dial the number and then press the button for FAX START then can already"... ooo!! easy.... i did everything he said.... the paper went through but came out again!! the status said COMPLETED... so i thought to myself:" hmnnn... if it's completed, why is the paper still here?? shouldn't it be sent to the other side already? it came out again.. did it got rejected or something??" ok, i'm sure u kno what i asked my parents next.. need i say more??? yupzzz.. they found it hysterical and they were surprised with my question.... argh!! i bet they must be thinking how dumb their daughter can be? but hey!! i mean when u send letters or parcels, it never comes back... unless they can't find the address then it will be returned to sender.... so yea.... ohh wellzz.. at least i learnt something new today --> how to use the fax machine.. and... No Shermayne, the paper doesn't go through the fax line and pop out the other side, your paper will be returned to you....

woah!! for once this is a short story.... laugh all you want on my stupidity but i bet at one point of your life, u do wonder why the paper goes through and comes back to you and the task is said to be COMPLETED....

it's overr!!

i watched sisterhood of travelling pants before my bio exam.. watched it on sun.. too tempting.. it was good... hv no regrets watching it before my exam...hahaha!! the show is good.... not just coz of the major hottie but the storyline was good as well....

btw.... my exams are over!! YESS!! it was over yesterday but didn't hv time to blog... busy me.... hahahaha.. busy going out... after exam, went to the beach till 1... then later went to manukau with peiyun and shopped for 5 hrs!!! after that, we were kinda clueless where to hv dnr coz we were quite full from the chillo.... ate sushi in the end... hehehe.. later, watch elizabethtown..orlando bloom looked so hot in his black long sleeved, collared shirt.. ahhhh!!

ok! gotta go now.. it's 4pm.. time for a run.... my plan for the next one month ---> lose weight!!!

sisterhood of travelling pants

yee-yaa!! i downloaded sisterhood of the travelling pants and yayy!! it's finished!!! i can't wait to watch it after my exams!!! and good thing is, it wasn't a porn video in disguise!! yeaaa!! bad thing is, it's quite soft.. need to turn my volume to max to achieve a decent volume.. but, it's all good!! clear as well but hv chinese subtitles....

was talking to my bro on skype just now.... don't u just love skype? hahaha!! woah! he did really well in okh swimming meet... 6 and 7th place!! wow!! it's the best performance ever and the least amount of training.. heck! he didn't even train.. only a warm up on that day... my bro is just super!!!

apparently nxt yr's okh is in negeri sembilan! wow! nv been there before... i wna go!! i wna go!!! tho i can't swim to save myself anymore but yea.. i wna go!!!! get t-shirts!! i will just float for 50m.. doggy paddle the freestyle coz it's FREEstyle.. so any style is acceptable... haha! and yea.. visit negeri sembilan... i've stayed in msia for 13 yrs and hvn't been there.. what a shame!!! so yea.. must go!!

ok.. it's gna be 2am soon.... tmrw i'm going to the library to study... hopefully i hv the ability to drag my bum out of bed to go... hv to!! gna sleep now!! nitezzz!!!

cute lil aussie kids!

i got bored... well, i shld be studying but anyway.. here's what i found... well, i knew i have them in my comp all the while but yea.. never showed it to the world before.... so now, i'm gna share.. hope i didn't breach any rules or anything...

they are my cousin sister's sons.... so cute!!!! cute lil kidsss born in ozzie!! ahh!!!! no, i'm not a paedophile....

Fraser.. the youngest... he looks like a lil koala....

Cameron aka Cammy boy... the big bro... ahhh.. so adorable!!!!

they are adorable... But.... mischevious!!! ahhh!! still so cute tho!! still look so innocent!

the end....

these photos were taken in 2004 jan at sgp.. so yea... haven't seen them since then... hopefully they'll be back nxt yr's cny so i can see them.. so cute!!!!!!

i nearly fainted

like every normal exam day, i got up, change, have breakfast, do some last minute cramming, walk to school and line up for the exam, walk into the commons and do my exam....

today, wasn't like every normal exam day.. today was FREAKY!!!!! i nearly fainted when we were lining up for the exam.... at first, i cldn't really see properly, thought it might just be the sun and the reflection and all that.. then later, my vision was blurred, everything around me was just white.. i guess i can't say i was blacked out... maybe... WHITE out?? i cldnt' really hear what ppl were saying arnd me, all i could hear was noises... hopefully no one talked to me coz i didn't reply anyone so i must hv been really rude then... newayzzz... i felt like fainting.. i cld actually just fall to the ground and faint.... it wld hv felt much better than standing up and trying to make up what's around me....

so many thoughts rushed through my head then and there..... what happens if i can't see throughout the whole exam?? how can i even read the question? do i even hv the ability to see where the boxes are and shade them in randomly? omg! and there's A level chem right after that.. what am i gna do? i was even contemplating whether to faint or not.. i was thinking to myself.. if i faint, they wld use my school exams to give me a mark. i got an A, 87.... why not ay? even if they give me a B, i wld be happy coz no way can i get a B or even a C or even a pass for that matter if i were to shade the boxes in randomly and write reflux/heat as answers in my a level paper..... fainting is really a good idea... i don't see why i shldn't faint... maybe coz i dun wna embarass myself in front of such a big crowd... i was praying and praying so hard to see.... and i was feeling really hot and sweaty....

when it was abt time i go in, i still cldn't see, but cld see shadows moving in front of me so i just assume that it's time to walk in the commons.. when i got in, i got my vision back slowly.. yayyy!!! but i still cldn't think.... my head hurts, i cldn't sign my signature(had to rub it off twice and sign again) and i was still sweating... but felt cold.. really cold... thank goodness it was quite sometime before we start so i cld actually settle down... i found the paper hard.. i had to read the questions several times before i understand it... mannn.. i'm gna do crap in this exams... my tummy hurts so much when they were collecting the answers back... cldn't wait to go to the loo... after the loo, felt so much better... A lvl was bad.... i forgotten all my reactions in organic when i was spending sooooo much time on it the last two days memorising it.... grrrrr!!! i'm really pissed at myself.. arghhh!!!

ohh wellzzz. that's my day... a really freaky one... got home and slept and am feeling better....i hope this won't happen to me during bio on monday and tuesday.... i hope nothing is wrong with me and that this is just a one time thing.. hopefully it's just coz of a bad breakkie.... nxt time, don't eat a full breakkie before exams!!!

going back!!!!

*screams* *jumps around* ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

no... i didn't flood my toilet again...

no... i did not get married to a dolphin....

no.. exams are not over...

I............................... I.................... I, Sher Mayne Chan.................. is..........................................
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Going back to Malaysia on the 23rd of December and coming back on the 18th of February!!!!

C'mon everyone!! dance and scream with me!!!!!!! it's pretty good.. coz i've got 10 days to exercise over here and lose all the fat i've been gaining since exams..... and get a tan at the same time.... and enjoy the beach and shopping..... and not eat!!! mustn't eat.. mustn't get fat.. must lose weight so can pig out in msia... must get a tan..... ooo!! must go cycling up macleans rd everyday.. to get ermmm... nice leg muscles.. that's what my koko say.. must listen to him.. hahahaha!!!

so sorry peiyun!! i didn't meant to break ur heart.... we cld still spend time together after my exams... i didn't mean to lie...... (ewwwww!! sounds so lesbian... yuck!!!!) lolxxx!!!! i will see u in singapore.... that is if u go back... u have to go back.... hahahaha... then we can go crash denise's school!!!!!

ok.. that's all.. yayy!! shermayne is going back!! *jumps for joy*

kids asking god....

Got this from Yi Wen's blog.. and decided i really have to share it with you guys coz like she said... it's so cute and innocent!!! and like she said.. it made me smile as well :) thanks yi wen!!

now now.. here's what little shermayne wants to ask god.....

chemistry paper..

arghh!! chemistry was terrible yesterdayy..... i'm screwed!!! darn it!!! now i have to study super hard for the theory... and i'm not in the studying mood right now coz i'm just so darn happy that i'm finally halfway through my papers... well, more than halfway through.. after like 1 month!! 8 down, 4 to go!! excl. freaking scholarship papers.... i am not gna care bout them nemore.. i shall declare my freedom after the 22nd of nov...

i did go to school on the last day... yoony went as well... we were the only two ppl sitting in maths.. was fun.... if i were to stay at home, i doubt that i'll do any work anyway...... house assembly on tuesday was by far the best house assembly... we had some guys wearing skirts and some girls wearing shorts or pants.... and... we are the SURVIVORS of 7th form... we survived!!! the only bad thing was that the powerpoint show cldn't work.. i really wanted to watch it.... ohh wellzzz.. here's some of the photos.....

we are the survivors of 7th form!!!

Shermayne's most likely: MOST LIKELY TO MARRY A DOLPHIN AND FILE FOR DIVORCE STATING IRRECONCILIABLE DIFFERENCES AS HE NEVER GAVE CHILD SUPPORT....

My very first house challenge... against helen.... eat weetbix and whistle after that....

and the winner is.......SHERMAYNE THE GREAT!!!!

ok.. the end.. more photos during house assembly can be viewed at my msn space.....

silly me!!

i am having two chemistry papers in a row in two hours time.. so, why am i blogging?? well.... all the while i thought my exam is in the morning and i have been so stressed up abt it coz had stats in the afternoon yesterday and i thought i only have the night to study all my AS chem stuff as well as A2 spec and trans.metals.... and the next morning i will hv to sit two chem papers in a row.... so yea.. was cramming hard out and didn't really sleep well.. somehow was dreaming about transition metals... vanadium, chromium, manganese, iron, cobalt, nickel, copper.... and all the colours... hahahaha!! anywaysss... so this morning.. woke up at 7, got changed and was cramming more on AS chem....at 9, i walked to school and didn't see any seniors.. was all juniors. then i thought it might be at batten.. at least i wasn't that dumb.. i checked my entry slip and realized it's p.m.!! felt stupid and walked home.. but was happy coz it means i have more time to study!! so yea.. now i'm blogging coz i jst got sick of studying and i know i'm gna do crap anyway.. so, what for study?? ohh, stats yesterday went pretty well for me.... am quite happy with it.... hopefully it will save my pure maths.. lolxx!!! ok, back to my lovely colours of transition metals.... weeeeee!!!

pictures during guy fawkes

here are some of the pictures i took during the night of guy fawkes.... my computer is all sweet!! virus-free and all prog. hv been installed!! yee-ya!!! if u want to see more pictures and in bigger versions... go to spaces.msn.com/members/waterdiva .....

caris, shermayne, tina

this is so cool!! fireworks shooting up from the ground... looks more like fountains of fire!

on the left is one picture, on the right is another.. the one of the left looking like green shooting stars!

this is by far the best!! i have this as my wallpaper... it looks nicer when it's bigger...

another fountain of fire... can u see the human shadows? cool ay? looks as if it's raining fire on them!!

guy fawkes

guy fawkes day today.. was kinda drizzling but it was all good..was at the beach with caris, tina and chris.. had a hard time finidng caris and bumped into tina.. then later caris and chris found tina so i went back to tina.. lolxx!!! took heaps of pictures of the fireworks and they are so awesome!! what can i say.. it's just my skills.. unfortunately, i can't post them up anytime soon coz i just reformat my computer and don't have the programme to upload the pics to my comp... yea.. my comp was flooded with virus before this.. and now it's all clean and empty.. heck i don't even have microsoft word!!

yesterday was year 13 assembly.. it was by far the most interesting assembly ever and it moved me.. was kinda emotional and didn't feel like leaving college anymore.. it's really full of memories, good ones and bad and i really won't want to forget them.... come to think about it, nxt yr wld be so scary and so different.. there won't be any teachers who wld bug us to do our work, no one to bug us on writing swot notes, no detentions, no one bugging us not to walk on the grass, no more uniforms (uniform is kinda good in a way coz we won't be judged by the way we dress...yeaa... more like i don't want the world to know i have bad fashion sense), no more sit down lunches, no more play time after sit down lunch, no assemblies(yes!), no more nice view during lunches... mann!!!! i will have to really treasure my last few days of college life... wednesday wld be the last day.. not meant to go school this wed coz have study leave but might still go.... depends whether yoon young is going or not.... thank goodness there's still grad dinner.. am definitely going for that...

kayzzz.. sleeping time..... nitezzz!!

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya to all the malays out there!! it's hari raya today!!

and....

Happy Birthday to Sin Seanne which is today!!!
HappyBirthday to Siew Aun which is tmrw!!!

can't wait for this saturday.. gna go for a hari raya open house!! FOOD FOOD!! here i come!! and then it's guy fawkes day as well.. so... FIRE WORKS!!!! peeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww POP!! it's gna be crowded at the beach... can't wait to see the crowd!!!

ugh! prizegiving today.. hate it coz it's boring esp. when u hv to sit there for hours and applaud and applaud and applaud more... pffTT!!