birthday shoutouts

Birthday shoutouts that I missed for the month of May

4th May- Rachel Mak

Happy 17th bday!!! Be GOOD ya!! you'll be 18 nxt yr!! Sorry couldn't make it to your party. I'll be there fr next year's one. Curfew la.. curfew... but i'm sure u had a great time!! hope to see you soon babe!!!!

11th May- Gladys

"yerrrr.. i don't like u to take my photo. u dno how to take, make me look like i have double chin!" wahahahahaha....One of the craziest and interesting girl ever!!! Hope you had fun that night. Really a blessing to know you. Happy 19th bday!!!! Enjoy the last year of being a teenager!!! All the best with everything you do u crazy siao char bor!!!

18th May - Sheng

Happy 21st bday "My name is Sheng!". Thanks for all the laughters, your medsci lab reports (heeheeheee) and giving me the chance to learn how to play volleyball. Very very very much appreciated. So thankful to have you as a friend, never fail to make me laugh all the time!!!

And all the way back in Malaysia...........................................

I met this girl when I was 12. And her name is WABBIT.

21st May- Yi Wen

Great times in the pool. Happy 18th Bday!! Hope you had a splendid 18th, enjoy this whole year of being 18. Trust me, you don't want it to go away just like that. I think 18 is one of the best age to be!! So, treasure and enjoy it!! Thanks for being such a wonderful friend throughout all these years. In distance we are far apart, but never in the heart.

Won't be updating for the next two weeks. Lots of study to be done. Just wrote out my study timetable and realized I've got heaps to study in two weeks before Medsci approaches! Maybe I would blog to relieve stress. Who knows? But yeaa... right now, panic mode have been switched on after realizing I'm pretty much screwed for medsci and exercise physiology. Tata!!

thanks swan, darren and gjin for ur concern regarding my previous post. i'm all good now. it was just a spur of the moment, when i felt that everthing's crushing on me. But i'm alright now. Just gta learn to be stronger and welcome all the challenges life has to offer and conquer them!!!

when things doesn't go ur way

You know how at times when you just feel like running away and disappear? Shut everything around you and so you won't need to care anymore? When you just feel like dropping everything down because no matter how hard you try, you can't possibly please everyone around you? When you feel that everyone, mostly everyone is against you? When someone is definitely prone to be unhappy, unsatisfied with the decision you make? Where you can't exactly take time to breathe because after solving a problem another is being thrown at you?

I'm feeling like that right now. It's what I've been feeling the past I-don't-know-how-many-weeks. Not all the time tho, just ... occassionally. It can't be helped I guess. This is life, it's unfair, tough luck! I just wish for the day to come. The day where I know I've actually done something right. Will that day ever come? Will just have to wait and see.

I am so looking forward for the winter break. Where everything will be over or on standby for a month. But right now, I need to get through the exams. I can do it!!!!

Regarding my exchange programme, I don't think I got it. They haven't got back to me yet. *sigh* and I thought going for an exchange would be good in the sense that I can run away from everything. Too bad for me then. Just gta live with it. As you can see, I'm not a person who can handle things very well, I tend to run away from problems rather than to deal with it. I guess it's time to change.

Minor issues really. Maybe I'm just taking some things too personal when it's not. But other than that, I'm good. Real good.

Next post: Belated birthday shoutouts to all the ppl born in May. To be honest, I nearly forgotten two :S.... *sigh*

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Of many many dates.....

Ooo!! How exciting... I have so many dates. Man, I have so many till I have to write them down to keep track of them. Mustn't miss any at all. These kind of things are important too! I'm SO looking forward to them!! Wanna know who my dates are? Heeheeheee :p
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Assignment DATES!!!
21/5- Final Medsci Lab Report 4%
23/5- Stats Assignment 8%, Sportsci 203 Tutorial 2%
24/5- Sportsci201 Lab Assessment 5%
29/5- Sportsci 203 Lab Test - 25%
30/5- Sportsci203 Tutorial 2%
31/5- Sportsci 201 Lab Assessment 5%

Exam DATES!!
7/6- Medsci 205 65%
11/6- Exercise Physiology 60%
18/6- Biomechanics 30%
19/6- Stats 108 60%

Don't you just love these kind of dates? Heeheeheee....
Good luck to everyone with assignments and exams!!

18 days till the exams arrive. <----- highlighted in RED! My priority!!! :p
31 days till the exams are over.
38 days till I'm off to Christchurch.
41 days till the Bersatu Games begin.

wishes

Fuhh!!!

Busy busy busy. 3.5 more weeks till the exams!! I should start studying now. But there's so many things to do all the time. Lab report due in tomorrow and I'm not even started. How lovely. Medsci test results are out. I'm below average. *sigh* At least I passed....borderline.... Gta start working hard. Have been saying that all the time but still not doing anything. When when when? When will I learn?

It's going to be a busy week filled with sports. And then there's the medsci lab report and sportsci lab assessment. Still thinking if I should go for netball on Thursday. Should really spend some time concentrating on studies. Body do need a rest.
Anyhuuzz... here's some wishes I've to make....

12th May

Happy Sweet 16 Pearl!!

Getting hotter and hotter every year....

Happy Anniversary to Daddy and Mummy!!!

The greatest parents on earth! Unlike most parents, you never pressure us into doing things we don't like. Thanks for being supportive in the decisions we make. Without both of you, we(koko and i) will never make it to this world. Heeheehee :p Love you!

13th May - Happy Mother's Day!!!!

19 years and I still feel the same way about you. You are the best mummy in the whole wide world! I wouldn't trade anyone else for you coz you're the best!!! I love you to bits!!

You have taught me to be strong and the importance of family. Thanks for handing down the important values in life and the idea of not giving up to achieve my goals. I'll always love you, forever and ever.

Happy Mother's Day once again :)

of silly answers...

In the very first medsci205 tutorial for sportsci students yesterday ...

Q: We'll start off with which part of the body does glomerular filtration occurs?
A: In the glomerulus!!!

Q: Where is the glomerulus?
A: Errrr.... somewhere in the body.....

Q: What does the kidney do?
A: It's responsible for filtration

Q: So, what does it filter?
A: It filters ......................... STUFF!!!

I am actually looking forward to tomorrow's tutorial :D

happy birthday henry

Happy 23rd Birthday Mr.Henry aka oONri!!!

Hope you had a great bday today and a great pre-bday celebration yesterday with choc mud cake and the cold shower the vball team plus a few randoms gave u! I'm sure the tatoo will be fine :D

I remembered you as the guy who comes and help out with netball training along with audrey, yingswan and yean and last year on weekdays. With all your fancy and funny moves, always a great laugh. Haha! Thanks a lot! And this year, thanks for letting me join ur volleyball trainings and giving me the opportunity to learn how to play volleyball properly and be less afraid of the ball. I'm learning, just very slowly but I appreciate it heaps! You're awesome!! You're like a big bro to me la... May you have a great year ahead and many many happy moments! All the best in everything you do!!! You are someone who deserved the chocolate mud cake ;) heeeheehee :p

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Yesterday i've been out for 18 hrs. 6.30am Saturday til 12.30am Sunday. Netball (7-9), volleyball (10-12) then touch (12.30-2.30). After touch, it was food night preparation but swan and i managed to make a small detour and grabbed subway for lunch. They ha 2 for 1 subs that day!

Exhausted but at least it was appreciated. Glad to get good feedbacks from members who enjoyed the foodnight. The skit was so last minute, especially the dance.. but we managed to pull it off thanks to the dance guru - Vanessa! She's talented la... she's great!! We only had two days to learn the dance. Gta admit it wasn't that synchronised and i felt very stiff. Imagine what it was like before the real one. The practice in the afternoon was filled with laughters. I think yean enjoyed herself the most laughing at us, especially me and jeremy since we both very kayu and placed at the same corner... evil evil!! But yea, it was a good experience. If only i can dance like vanessa...hehehe...

Today... I'm sick. But still had to go city to get id cards off players to book courts tomorrow morning. *sigh* I can't wait for this Bersatu Games to be over. A lot of sacrificing especially when staying so far from city. Need to wake up at 5 again tmrw. I hope all these will pay off. It wld suck big time if UMSA don't even get third place. But hey, this is all I can do and I think I've done my best, I can't think of anything else to do. All up to the players on how much and how badly they want it. Mum said I look horrible. Not enough sleep, over-worked. She's good at telling these kinda things just by looking at my face. Mummy's instinct I guess. And my bro says I'm doing lotsa shitty stuff as a sports officer. Especially the waking up part on Monday mornings. Could ask other committee members living in the city to book for me so I don't need to wake up but no, none of them would be willing to do that unless getting me to fetch them to rec centre. But a promise is a promise. I promised to wake up at 5 and book courts during the AGM last year so I'll have to keep to it. Hence, I can't wait for the Bersatu Games to be over!

Right now, it's sleep for me. Didn't do any work this weekend at all. Have a great week ahead everybody :D

medsci test.. and disappointed me

First of all,

Congrats to Yin, Zaf, David, Sean, Chris and Lawrence who graduated yesterday!!

Went to albert park yesterday to take photos with da oldies.. heeheehee.. ok, put it in a better way, the graduates!!! I'm gonna be like them one day!!!! Hopefully in two years time. Nyehehehehe.....

Medsci test today. Stayed up till 3 last night. Was it worth it? I don't think so. Still came out feeling URGHH. Why? Coz no matter how much I read, how much I tried to make sense of the materials, it still doesn't make sense. Having a very bad understanding on the concepts. Finals are worth 65%. I need it. I really need it. Gonna go for tutorials from Monday onwards. Sportsci department having tutorials twice a week for us from Monday onwards. I really need all the help I can have. This means I finish at 5 on Mondays and Wednesdays instead of 4. Nvm, afterall, it's just 7 more weeks! 7 more weeks and no more medsci at all!!! That's why I gta pass this stupid paper.

Told mum my plans tomorrow. Will be gone from early morning and coming back late. Weekend really not weekend at all. Realized I don't even have much time to spend with them. Sunday also sports again. Don't even have time to go out for dim sum anymore. But next Sunday (May 13) confirm I'm gonna be home! Have to. No excuses. Tempted to go for sports but it's mummy's day!

Hmmnn.. i wanted to blog about what happened on Monday but... nahh... i'll keep it to myself. But if it ever happens again ............ I shall blog and show my disatisfaction. Besides that, I also have been disappointed by several other things. Let's just say there's this huge amount of energy in me that sometimes just makes me want to move and not stay still. I want to go all out and use all the energy in me. That's the only way that I can be satisfied with what I do. I have this attitude of just focusing on one thing and be good in it. But now I feel that I'm not allowed to do that. I feel like I'm being pushed around to just feel out anything that's empty. Sux! Ohh wellzzzz...just gta live with it and respect the decisions of others. Afterall, I'm just a kid :D And maybe, it's good in a way. It would teach me to be more flexible. Mum have been saying I'm never flexible since I was young. Hate changes and I do get annoyed with it. Yes, I've been annoyed with it the past few times but I'm keeping it to myself. No point letting others know how I feel coz it's jsut real bad for me to feel like this. Bad attitude. Can't help it. So the only way to not show my bad attitude is... keeping it to myself. Hopefully, I can keep it in me and then who knows? one day it might disappear.

ok, off to bed now. Waking up at 6.15 tmrw. I think it's gna be a great sunny day!!!