remember how that time i was sort of advertising to sell my A level books?
well, i listed them on trademe like a week ago and after a week, i sold 6 of them!! wooot!!! and i did make some money from that... heeeheee!!! i made 35 bucks of profit!! wahahahahhaa... meaning i didn't have to pay for my revision books for the last two years...heeheeee...and it meant that my psychology book that i bought of trademe cost on 5 bucks since i can use the 35 bucks to pay for it...haha!! i'm so happpppyyyyy!!!!!
btw.. today's (29th march 2006) the birth of my embryo named "starsha"... she's got like really small hindbrain, and a distorted midbrain and forebrain...well, i suppose she will be better?? i dno ay!! and yea... she's got weird numbers of somites... meant to have 43 pairs but she's got less that 20..hmmnn.. i wonder how she's gna be like when she's a real human.... i bet she's gna be so special!!!! coz i created it with Du-kit (cancel the KIT nd add the REX..wot do u get? DURex...lolx! i'm so random)... all by myself... w'out a guy....i'm super, ain't i?
no, i'm not pregnant.. do u think i was pregnant? GEEZZZZ!!!!! what were u thinking????? hahaaha!! it's my embryo model i had to make during bio lab today...haha! we used this thing called Du-kit which feels like plasticine but will be hardened when it's heated....and yea.... it's really munted.. spent like one whole hour doing the neural tube.. it was so hard!!!!! i think it's gna turn out real crap...but it did have everything an embryo shld hv....a heart, a brain, blood vessels, guts, lung bud, optic and auditory vesicle, kidneys, trigeminal ganglion and somites... well, except the somites weren't in the correct numbers..lolxx!! and the model is distorted...very very distorted... i hope i put the blood vessels in the correct place!!! it was really stressful!! who knew that making an embryo cld be that stressful? at least music were playing throughout the lab and we were making jokes abt our embryo....
"i'm gna name my embryo charlie and he's gna be like charlie in LOST"
"u sure it's gna be a guy?"
"well, charlie cld be short form for charlotte"
"i'm gna name mine jo.. so it can be joseph of josephine"
"mine's gna be emma the embryo"
"mine's gna be tubby the troubled one coz even making it is so troublesome!"
"hmmnn...Du-kit.. sounds like Durex.... sounds like another condom brand.. i didn't know you can make embryos if you have a condom it.. must hv been a crappy brand"
"man, i didn't know making babies is so stressful, i thought it was gna be full of excitement"
hahaha!! i like the last one the best....
anyway.. my future plans for my starsha? well, it she turns out all pretty after going through the heating process, i'll give it shaleeni for xmas prezzie or bday prezzie...haha!! coz i told her that already.. if it turns out all munted, then i'll just keep it for myself and take good care of it... coz it would be an embryo with special ability..haha!!!
omg!! i'm getting so lame.. i just watched LOST... nd INVASION.. LOST is getting so exciting!!!! can't wait for next week!! OOOOOOOOOO!!!!
ok, i've gotta do some work right now... test next week.. arghhh!!!
can't wait for this wknd!! FOOD NIGHT nd SPORTS SUNDAY!! woo-hoo!!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
sick....sports sunday=awesome,msia kick nz nd spore ass in commonwealth
i'm sick... AGAIN!!! it's always like that.. first i get a sore throat, then running nose, then block nose, then dry cough, then cough with heaps of phlegms( if that how u spell it), then only i will be fine.. what stage am i at now? well, it's the runny nose going to block nose stage...arghh!!! 3 more stages to go...grrrrr!!!!
dad went back to msia today... sent him off to airport in the morning.... it's a cold and wet and miserable day today.. hate these kinds of day.. arghh!! the sign of winter's arrival...bluekkk... newayzzz... after sent dad to airport, went home nd got changed... went to auck uni's recreation centre for sports sunday by umsa... wanted to try volleyball but was too late.. so just go for netball..... i went there ALONE, ok. ALONE i tell you!! no one else wanted to go with me..ishh!! lazy bunch of ppl!!! so i went there w'out knowing anyone.... well, saw hweigjin but she was playing badminton at that time..so yea, felt such a loner....for a lil while surprizingly.. coz i decided it's time to be brave and go mix around and approach someone without having them approaching me... wahahhahaha!!! and yea... smart me... i approached the correct person!!! her name's jo and she's in charge of netball..so yea, she xplained all the rules to me and show me how to pass.. mind you i haven't played netball in my whole entire life ok! looked a lil dumb but there's always a first time for everyone.. hehehhee...
met more new ppl after that.... mann!! i can't remember all the names...i think i do but not sure... it takes time ok... haha!! everyone i talked to are either in their last year or second year... no one in their first year.. felt so young nd out of place a little... but they were really nice and friendly ppl.. ALL OF THEM.. what can i say? Malaysians!! ohh yeaa!!!!
speaking about malaysians... let's go on to Malaysia.. we beat NZ in the medal tally for commonwealth games!! woot!! just by one gold.. but we beat them!! woah woah!!!i think we came 7 and nz came 8th.. or maybe we came 8th and nz came 9th.. bluekk.. who cares! hahaha!! so proud right now... and to the s'poreans out there.... haha! who's better now, huh? huh? wahahahahahhaa!!!!
i just did my pre-lab quiz for bio just now.. woww!! STRESSFUL i tell you.. was texting caroline at the same time nd she helped me... felt so bad for interrupting her chinese soaps... why stressful? coz there's a time limit.. lolz! i was still on my 2nd question out of 5 after 30 mins.. obviously stressful lar! wasn't confident with my answers at all... only knew 1 one of them was definitely correct..the rest was just crossing my fingers.... and and.. i got 4 out of 5!!! who's the smart one now, huh? Caroline of course! haha!!! but yea.. got question 2 wrong which was the question i spent the most time on.. ish!! so geram!!!
ok.. i have to do my psychology lab report now.. due in on tuesday... must complete it tonight nd go nd ask help from tutor tmrw... then write it up tmrw night nicely... hehehe... byeeeee!!!
GET WELL SOON to ME!
dad went back to msia today... sent him off to airport in the morning.... it's a cold and wet and miserable day today.. hate these kinds of day.. arghh!! the sign of winter's arrival...bluekkk... newayzzz... after sent dad to airport, went home nd got changed... went to auck uni's recreation centre for sports sunday by umsa... wanted to try volleyball but was too late.. so just go for netball..... i went there ALONE, ok. ALONE i tell you!! no one else wanted to go with me..ishh!! lazy bunch of ppl!!! so i went there w'out knowing anyone.... well, saw hweigjin but she was playing badminton at that time..so yea, felt such a loner....for a lil while surprizingly.. coz i decided it's time to be brave and go mix around and approach someone without having them approaching me... wahahhahaha!!! and yea... smart me... i approached the correct person!!! her name's jo and she's in charge of netball..so yea, she xplained all the rules to me and show me how to pass.. mind you i haven't played netball in my whole entire life ok! looked a lil dumb but there's always a first time for everyone.. hehehhee...
met more new ppl after that.... mann!! i can't remember all the names...i think i do but not sure... it takes time ok... haha!! everyone i talked to are either in their last year or second year... no one in their first year.. felt so young nd out of place a little... but they were really nice and friendly ppl.. ALL OF THEM.. what can i say? Malaysians!! ohh yeaa!!!!
speaking about malaysians... let's go on to Malaysia.. we beat NZ in the medal tally for commonwealth games!! woot!! just by one gold.. but we beat them!! woah woah!!!i think we came 7 and nz came 8th.. or maybe we came 8th and nz came 9th.. bluekk.. who cares! hahaha!! so proud right now... and to the s'poreans out there.... haha! who's better now, huh? huh? wahahahahahhaa!!!!
i just did my pre-lab quiz for bio just now.. woww!! STRESSFUL i tell you.. was texting caroline at the same time nd she helped me... felt so bad for interrupting her chinese soaps... why stressful? coz there's a time limit.. lolz! i was still on my 2nd question out of 5 after 30 mins.. obviously stressful lar! wasn't confident with my answers at all... only knew 1 one of them was definitely correct..the rest was just crossing my fingers.... and and.. i got 4 out of 5!!! who's the smart one now, huh? Caroline of course! haha!!! but yea.. got question 2 wrong which was the question i spent the most time on.. ish!! so geram!!!
ok.. i have to do my psychology lab report now.. due in on tuesday... must complete it tonight nd go nd ask help from tutor tmrw... then write it up tmrw night nicely... hehehe... byeeeee!!!
GET WELL SOON to ME!
Friday, March 24, 2006
which celebrity do i look like?
i was reading the all time favourite kennysia and i found a very interesting site that tells you which celebrity you look like by submitting your own picture.. and here's what i found out.....
if i don't put on any make-up......
then i decided to use some of my "pretty pictures" where i'm all dressed up and have make-up on for the ball and grad dinner... here's what i got....
newayzzz.. i came to a conclusion... if i want to look like zhang zi yi, i should put on make up.. if i want to look like some french singer, LOST star!!!!!! or the girl clark kent loves!!!!! i shouldn't put any makeup!!!! wahahahhahaa.... what a nice thought, eh? haha!!!
i got carried away and started to try crazy pictures..... here's what i got....
my retarded grandma picture made me look like 64% keanu reeves.. poor fella! haha! he hv to be matched up with retards...
my nerdy picture made me look like the dalai lama.. far out!!!!! that's like so cool!!! i'm the dalai lama!!!
in conclusion, if i wna look like a dude............ wear SPECS!!
and then i tried my ninja picture....
64% beyonce... ROTFLMAO!!!!!! ohmigod! ohmigod!! i'm like... like...... like... i'm sooooo Beyonce... ohmigod!!!!!! *screams and jumps around like a bimbo* man!!! i don't see any resemblance...hahaha!! just imagine that ninja shermayne running around screaming and fanning herself with her pathetic hands coz she's like..... like so totally on a high coz she's like.............. beyonce..... i think beyonce gets matched up with weirdos.. like kennysia's green face with microsoft's PAINT drawn eyes.. go search his blog kennysia.com and search for the post on 23rd March and scroll all the way down.. u'll get what i mean...
hope you enjoyed that.. haha!! u wld enjoy more if you just go check out www.myheritage.com ... no regrets i tell you!!!
bye now!!!
if i don't put on any make-up......
72% of Michelle Rodriguez with this picture taken before my makeup for the ball.... who the heck in michelle rodriguez? name sounds familiar but dno who she is.. *googles her*.. omg omg!! she's the chic in LOST!!! Ana-lucia!! it's her!! woahhh!!! i cld be some LOST star now, ay? woot!!
what if i'm in school uniform? who wld i look like?
then i decided to use some of my "pretty pictures" where i'm all dressed up and have make-up on for the ball and grad dinner... here's what i got....
ahhhh..both also zhang zi yi, one of the actress from memoirs of a geisha....
hmmmn... from michelle rodriguez to jennifer garner.. haha!!!! but that's only like 63%... so it's not really counted...
newayzzz.. i came to a conclusion... if i want to look like zhang zi yi, i should put on make up.. if i want to look like some french singer, LOST star!!!!!! or the girl clark kent loves!!!!! i shouldn't put any makeup!!!! wahahahhahaa.... what a nice thought, eh? haha!!!
i got carried away and started to try crazy pictures..... here's what i got....
my retarded grandma picture made me look like 64% keanu reeves.. poor fella! haha! he hv to be matched up with retards...
my nerdy picture made me look like the dalai lama.. far out!!!!! that's like so cool!!! i'm the dalai lama!!!
in conclusion, if i wna look like a dude............ wear SPECS!!
and then i tried my ninja picture....
64% beyonce... ROTFLMAO!!!!!! ohmigod! ohmigod!! i'm like... like...... like... i'm sooooo Beyonce... ohmigod!!!!!! *screams and jumps around like a bimbo* man!!! i don't see any resemblance...hahaha!! just imagine that ninja shermayne running around screaming and fanning herself with her pathetic hands coz she's like..... like so totally on a high coz she's like.............. beyonce..... i think beyonce gets matched up with weirdos.. like kennysia's green face with microsoft's PAINT drawn eyes.. go search his blog kennysia.com and search for the post on 23rd March and scroll all the way down.. u'll get what i mean...
hope you enjoyed that.. haha!! u wld enjoy more if you just go check out www.myheritage.com ... no regrets i tell you!!!
bye now!!!
Thursday, March 23, 2006
pectoral girdle muscles...anterior nd posterior
i'm aching in so many places due to yesterday's gym... haven't been doing resistance training since.......since 12th of february... haha!!! so yea... i'm in PAIN!!!
ok.. don't read anymore coz u'll be bored.. i'm just gna state some of the muscles that is hurting and those that i can name.. haha!!! revising my anatomy at the same time...
the obvious ones wld be biceps brachii, triceps brachii, deltoid, trapezius, latissimus dorsi....
then new ones that i learnt this year... my serratus anterior (thought that part was just part of my lat.dorsi last year.. hehe), rhomboideus major nd minor, rotator cuff muscles(supraspinatus, infraspinatus, teres minor, subscapularis), teres majorand levator scapulae.... yupzzz... all these muscles are aching!! and i can feel it.. and i can name them!! wooot!!!! basically my whole pectoral girdle is aching.... tho i can't really tell whether my pectoralis major nd minor is aching or not... haha!!! i wanted my coracobrachialis to ache so i can identify it but i can't seem to find it... it's near the biceps brachii so maybe that's why i dno whether it's the one.. ohh wellzzzz....
next mission.... make my forearm muscles hurt so i can identify some of the muscles.. coz i can't really identify them... rock climbing wld be a good way to make them hurt...haha!!! i wna go rock climbing!! wna go back msia now!!! hahahahhahahaa...maybe i shld consider joining the gym at the city. there's a climbing wall there... lolx! hmmnn...really don't kno....
ok..time to do some studying.....
ok.. don't read anymore coz u'll be bored.. i'm just gna state some of the muscles that is hurting and those that i can name.. haha!!! revising my anatomy at the same time...
the obvious ones wld be biceps brachii, triceps brachii, deltoid, trapezius, latissimus dorsi....
then new ones that i learnt this year... my serratus anterior (thought that part was just part of my lat.dorsi last year.. hehe), rhomboideus major nd minor, rotator cuff muscles(supraspinatus, infraspinatus, teres minor, subscapularis), teres majorand levator scapulae.... yupzzz... all these muscles are aching!! and i can feel it.. and i can name them!! wooot!!!! basically my whole pectoral girdle is aching.... tho i can't really tell whether my pectoralis major nd minor is aching or not... haha!!! i wanted my coracobrachialis to ache so i can identify it but i can't seem to find it... it's near the biceps brachii so maybe that's why i dno whether it's the one.. ohh wellzzzz....
next mission.... make my forearm muscles hurt so i can identify some of the muscles.. coz i can't really identify them... rock climbing wld be a good way to make them hurt...haha!!! i wna go rock climbing!! wna go back msia now!!! hahahahhahahaa...maybe i shld consider joining the gym at the city. there's a climbing wall there... lolx! hmmnn...really don't kno....
ok..time to do some studying.....
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
ermmm..... dno what title to put...
wow... haven't been blogging for nearly a week!
got a car on monday.. went with mom and dad to the auction..hehehe..mitsubishi mirage... looks kinda new.. so that's good.. but haven't drove it yet.. dno why today we still take the odyssey to uni... ohh wellzzz.... maybe i can drive it later when i pick my brother up...yea, i'm home already coz i finished lecture at 11.30, went to gym for some resistance exercise till 1 then came home...forgotten to bring towel so i can't shower there and i don't like doing work when i stink...
so now i'm at home.. not doing work...haha!! yesterday's exercise prescription was a a tad better... at least could answer most of the questions.. but yea, still struggle a bit.. so freaked out bout next week's lab....so much reading to do for that....
i've been talking more this week and did laugh as well... shermayne's making progress here... haha! not really... still a loner when no lectures are on...hehehehe... ooo! but i did have lunch with this girl.. crap...omg! i can't remember her name.... shucks! and i went to gym with her today.. haha! how can i forget her name? woops!! aww mann... how embarassing is that? if i see her again i hv to ask for her name again..damnnn.... bad bad me... ishhh.....
i wna go for super sports sunday organized by umsa!! but then no friend to go with.. i know i can go make friends there but then... it's better to go with a friend then make more friends from there marr...aiishhhh.... don't want to look like a loner... tho i kno i'm one... haihhh... will just wait till sunday and see how it goes...
i shall go shower now.. hehehe.. i smell...
got a car on monday.. went with mom and dad to the auction..hehehe..mitsubishi mirage... looks kinda new.. so that's good.. but haven't drove it yet.. dno why today we still take the odyssey to uni... ohh wellzzz.... maybe i can drive it later when i pick my brother up...yea, i'm home already coz i finished lecture at 11.30, went to gym for some resistance exercise till 1 then came home...forgotten to bring towel so i can't shower there and i don't like doing work when i stink...
so now i'm at home.. not doing work...haha!! yesterday's exercise prescription was a a tad better... at least could answer most of the questions.. but yea, still struggle a bit.. so freaked out bout next week's lab....so much reading to do for that....
i've been talking more this week and did laugh as well... shermayne's making progress here... haha! not really... still a loner when no lectures are on...hehehehe... ooo! but i did have lunch with this girl.. crap...omg! i can't remember her name.... shucks! and i went to gym with her today.. haha! how can i forget her name? woops!! aww mann... how embarassing is that? if i see her again i hv to ask for her name again..damnnn.... bad bad me... ishhh.....
i wna go for super sports sunday organized by umsa!! but then no friend to go with.. i know i can go make friends there but then... it's better to go with a friend then make more friends from there marr...aiishhhh.... don't want to look like a loner... tho i kno i'm one... haihhh... will just wait till sunday and see how it goes...
i shall go shower now.. hehehe.. i smell...
Thursday, March 16, 2006
chicken wingssssss
had chicken wings today.. heeheee..am happy!!! after bio 107 lecture, got onto the bus to tamaki... was feeling kinda lonely and didn't feel like being alone.. tired of being alone.... thanks to caroline who texted me and say to meet her in front of library.. thank goodness i checked my phone!!! so yea.. i had to get off the bus!!! but it started to move... so yea.. had to get out of my seat real fast and asked the bus driver to stop. felt like an idiot!! but yea.. met up with caroline and had my chicken wings!! and chips!! 4 chicken wings and chips for $4.50... man it was good! i'm happy!!!!
had lecture at tamaki at 11.30.... we started 15 mins late and ended 20 mins earlier.. haha!! it was the shortest lecture ever... coz it was a diff lecturer and he had trouble with the computer at first that's why we started late... but yea... he finished the lecture so fast..... he didn't really explain much so gta do some readings later.... but no matter what, had to do readings anyway.. ex prescription ain't that easy afterall.... was so amazed we actually finished early... wooott!!
dad got a new car... not car actually.. it's like odyssey but bigger...toyota estima.. and we're gna get a small car to go uni.. lolxx!! we sold off the nissan car.... haha! so yea, he picked me up with the new ....van? lolxxx! it's second hand tho but looks quite new... later had lunch, went home, sleep till 6 and now.. online... hehehehe..
peiyun say we shld get a recycle box so when we want to give jewellery to each other, we can use the box.. and then we were thinking of names for the box.... such a crack up!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
no la something wacky like us
Sher Mayne says:
wacky box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
thats TOO wacky
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something exquisitely wacky!! ahhahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something that sounds "what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!?"
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok no thats too long a name
Sher Mayne says:
hahhahahaahahaa
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
we will get a sorethroat everytime we say it
Sher Mayne says:
yalorrrr!!!!!!
Sher Mayne says:
everytime wld be like.. hey! can you please pass me the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahaha
Sher Mayne says:
or... hey! can you please pass me the... ermmmm..wait i go check my msn.... ohhh yah!!! the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
Sher Mayne says:
siswatsdat box
Sher Mayne says:
hahahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
huh
Sher Mayne says:
i trying to shorten it marrr
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
oi pass me the xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
so funny
Sher Mayne says:
why xob?
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
and ew
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
box xob lor
Sher Mayne says:
oohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hahaha
Sher Mayne says:
blablooblabla box
Sher Mayne says:
martian box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
i think just call it the box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
until one day we have some funny experience with it
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then we name it afte rthe experience
Sher Mayne says:
okieeee
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then if ppl ask how come that name
Sher Mayne says:
THE box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
aha! we got STORY to tell!!!
Sher Mayne says:
yeaaaa!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hehe
Sher Mayne says:
i'm sure will hv something funny one
Sher Mayne says:
atm, when we say THE box... we have to stress the THE....
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok
so yea.. atm.. the box shall be called THE box.. we haven't got one yet but will get one soon.. ooo! so excited! wahahahhahaa... ok.. need to do some readings now.....
had lecture at tamaki at 11.30.... we started 15 mins late and ended 20 mins earlier.. haha!! it was the shortest lecture ever... coz it was a diff lecturer and he had trouble with the computer at first that's why we started late... but yea... he finished the lecture so fast..... he didn't really explain much so gta do some readings later.... but no matter what, had to do readings anyway.. ex prescription ain't that easy afterall.... was so amazed we actually finished early... wooott!!
dad got a new car... not car actually.. it's like odyssey but bigger...toyota estima.. and we're gna get a small car to go uni.. lolxx!! we sold off the nissan car.... haha! so yea, he picked me up with the new ....van? lolxxx! it's second hand tho but looks quite new... later had lunch, went home, sleep till 6 and now.. online... hehehehe..
peiyun say we shld get a recycle box so when we want to give jewellery to each other, we can use the box.. and then we were thinking of names for the box.... such a crack up!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
no la something wacky like us
Sher Mayne says:
wacky box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
thats TOO wacky
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something exquisitely wacky!! ahhahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something that sounds "what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!?"
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok no thats too long a name
Sher Mayne says:
hahhahahaahahaa
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
we will get a sorethroat everytime we say it
Sher Mayne says:
yalorrrr!!!!!!
Sher Mayne says:
everytime wld be like.. hey! can you please pass me the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahaha
Sher Mayne says:
or... hey! can you please pass me the... ermmmm..wait i go check my msn.... ohhh yah!!! the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
Sher Mayne says:
siswatsdat box
Sher Mayne says:
hahahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
huh
Sher Mayne says:
i trying to shorten it marrr
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
oi pass me the xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
so funny
Sher Mayne says:
why xob?
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
and ew
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
box xob lor
Sher Mayne says:
oohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hahaha
Sher Mayne says:
blablooblabla box
Sher Mayne says:
martian box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
i think just call it the box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
until one day we have some funny experience with it
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then we name it afte rthe experience
Sher Mayne says:
okieeee
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then if ppl ask how come that name
Sher Mayne says:
THE box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
aha! we got STORY to tell!!!
Sher Mayne says:
yeaaaa!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hehe
Sher Mayne says:
i'm sure will hv something funny one
Sher Mayne says:
atm, when we say THE box... we have to stress the THE....
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok
so yea.. atm.. the box shall be called THE box.. we haven't got one yet but will get one soon.. ooo! so excited! wahahahhahaa... ok.. need to do some readings now.....
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
last whining session for the month...
whining session 3..hopefully the last one.... don't read if u hate my whines... this is gna be long...
"sorry we didn't spend much time together... when u're free, i'm not, and when i'm free, you're not. and when we're both free, WE don't have transport coz YOUR parents don't let YOU drive or YOUR parents aren't free to take us around" omg!!! wth?? first u said i didn't mail u and that i've forgotten u.. now u say this.... i've been mailing u so much nd no replies... nw u blame it on me.. nd u make it seem that i'm the reason y we didn't meet up so much... geez! who's the one with appropriate full license nd drives in that kind of traffic more often? i dun even kno if my license is valid.... u think it's alright for me to trouble my parents and not urs? nd then urghh!! ppl who saw me quite often now say i didn't spend much time with them as well... but at least they say it in a nicer way and don't blame me.... they say i've changed tho, say i don't organize things anymore... say i stayed home more as if i can't be stuffed going out... man! it's really hard to please both sides as said earlier on....
u think u're always right and ppl hv to always suit ur time.. u think it's alright to always cancel plans last minute?? and the one day that we decided to go out for lunch.. heck! u didn't eat..u left me eating and u went off to exchange ur top... it seems like the main reason for u to go was to exchange ur stuff... and then u had to rush home ... and i had to finish my lunch fast....i kept the whole day for u and u told me last minute that u hv to be home at a certain time... u didn't even bother to tell me earlier... i cld hv planned other things...
all the time i've fallen for ur reasonings....and i always say it's alright.. i always say it can wait....now................. u know what? i didn't even bother to wish or have a small hope that u came that day (that day shall not be mentioned or ppl will kno who it is).. but u turned up.... u turned up late and left early.... to me, u just came for a show... let them stare at u, the way u dress, act as if u care... then u left to another... i guess i'm not important to u anymore even when u say i am... and all those times when u asked me to go for the functions at ur ch, now it seems u juz want me to change...not want me to have fun.... y dun u respect what i am? i'm happy with my religion, i respect urs, respect the teachings as well... now, i'll still respect ur religion.. but not u... coz u're not right.. u dun make ppl happy.... ppl who hv good teachings will make ppl happy... but u don't nd u go arnd complainin abt me as well.. guess u dno who's close to me, and who isn't... u tld the wrong ppl nd it got to me.... u came up with a reason to avoid it but u gave others a diff reason.. how am i gna make u happy if u dun tell me what u really want? argh! screw it!
u say u'll go back eoy and we'll meet up for sure... u know what? bullsh**! even if u go back, u won't hv time for me.. u nv will.. u'll come up with so many reasons... and even if u do, it will just be for an hour or so where i'm eating and u're doing ur stuff...
as i said.. i'm not gna get pushed arnd so much anymore... i'm gna stand up for myelf... i'm nt gna get ur fav stuff, i'm nt gna drive u arnd(not ur chauffeur).. u can do all the plannings if u wna meet up.. i'm just gna wait for ur call... wait for ur offer... and then..... i'll do what u did to me=ffk.. i'm not the nice person u think i am anymore... not to u of course... u still consider us best buds, i don't... they're just words.. they dun mean anything to me anymore.... to me, i see that u're just using that term to maintain our friendship...yupz, friendship will be maintained... u'll just be my HI-BYE friend so i won't feel bad anymore....
THE END (i doubt u'll read this coz u're still so busy.. but i'm nt gna reply ur mail)
this is the end of it... i think? i've got nothing to else to say already.. i've said everything i wanted to say.... it's out.. it's out for the world to read it.... but person still remain anonymous.... i'm a happy person right now... both sides been sorted... or shall i say 3? lolx!!!
I hold no grudges. Ignorance is bliss. Nothing ever happened. Forget the past(forget that u existed), treasure the present, plan for the future.
IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED IF YOU DON'T QUESTION THIS ENTRY AND THE PREVIOUS 2 THAT WERE SIMILAR TO THIS. ALSO I ASK U NOT TO DISCUSS THIS WITH OTHERS AS THEY JUST MIGHT BE THE ONE I'M TALKIN ABT. HAVE A NICE LIFE :-)
"sorry we didn't spend much time together... when u're free, i'm not, and when i'm free, you're not. and when we're both free, WE don't have transport coz YOUR parents don't let YOU drive or YOUR parents aren't free to take us around" omg!!! wth?? first u said i didn't mail u and that i've forgotten u.. now u say this.... i've been mailing u so much nd no replies... nw u blame it on me.. nd u make it seem that i'm the reason y we didn't meet up so much... geez! who's the one with appropriate full license nd drives in that kind of traffic more often? i dun even kno if my license is valid.... u think it's alright for me to trouble my parents and not urs? nd then urghh!! ppl who saw me quite often now say i didn't spend much time with them as well... but at least they say it in a nicer way and don't blame me.... they say i've changed tho, say i don't organize things anymore... say i stayed home more as if i can't be stuffed going out... man! it's really hard to please both sides as said earlier on....
u think u're always right and ppl hv to always suit ur time.. u think it's alright to always cancel plans last minute?? and the one day that we decided to go out for lunch.. heck! u didn't eat..u left me eating and u went off to exchange ur top... it seems like the main reason for u to go was to exchange ur stuff... and then u had to rush home ... and i had to finish my lunch fast....i kept the whole day for u and u told me last minute that u hv to be home at a certain time... u didn't even bother to tell me earlier... i cld hv planned other things...
all the time i've fallen for ur reasonings....and i always say it's alright.. i always say it can wait....now................. u know what? i didn't even bother to wish or have a small hope that u came that day (that day shall not be mentioned or ppl will kno who it is).. but u turned up.... u turned up late and left early.... to me, u just came for a show... let them stare at u, the way u dress, act as if u care... then u left to another... i guess i'm not important to u anymore even when u say i am... and all those times when u asked me to go for the functions at ur ch, now it seems u juz want me to change...not want me to have fun.... y dun u respect what i am? i'm happy with my religion, i respect urs, respect the teachings as well... now, i'll still respect ur religion.. but not u... coz u're not right.. u dun make ppl happy.... ppl who hv good teachings will make ppl happy... but u don't nd u go arnd complainin abt me as well.. guess u dno who's close to me, and who isn't... u tld the wrong ppl nd it got to me.... u came up with a reason to avoid it but u gave others a diff reason.. how am i gna make u happy if u dun tell me what u really want? argh! screw it!
u say u'll go back eoy and we'll meet up for sure... u know what? bullsh**! even if u go back, u won't hv time for me.. u nv will.. u'll come up with so many reasons... and even if u do, it will just be for an hour or so where i'm eating and u're doing ur stuff...
as i said.. i'm not gna get pushed arnd so much anymore... i'm gna stand up for myelf... i'm nt gna get ur fav stuff, i'm nt gna drive u arnd(not ur chauffeur).. u can do all the plannings if u wna meet up.. i'm just gna wait for ur call... wait for ur offer... and then..... i'll do what u did to me=ffk.. i'm not the nice person u think i am anymore... not to u of course... u still consider us best buds, i don't... they're just words.. they dun mean anything to me anymore.... to me, i see that u're just using that term to maintain our friendship...yupz, friendship will be maintained... u'll just be my HI-BYE friend so i won't feel bad anymore....
THE END (i doubt u'll read this coz u're still so busy.. but i'm nt gna reply ur mail)
this is the end of it... i think? i've got nothing to else to say already.. i've said everything i wanted to say.... it's out.. it's out for the world to read it.... but person still remain anonymous.... i'm a happy person right now... both sides been sorted... or shall i say 3? lolx!!!
I hold no grudges. Ignorance is bliss. Nothing ever happened. Forget the past(forget that u existed), treasure the present, plan for the future.
IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED IF YOU DON'T QUESTION THIS ENTRY AND THE PREVIOUS 2 THAT WERE SIMILAR TO THIS. ALSO I ASK U NOT TO DISCUSS THIS WITH OTHERS AS THEY JUST MIGHT BE THE ONE I'M TALKIN ABT. HAVE A NICE LIFE :-)
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
so screwed.. so blur... so not happy
my body hurts for no reason.. didn't do anything during ex. prescription lab today.. coz only 1 person in grp of 3 hv to do it... they had to cycle on the stationary bike for 40 mins in total but can rest every 10 mins... got diff level they hv to cycle and diff time intervals and so on.. nd after that we gather the info on heart rate, RPE and calories to finish up the assignment.. omg!!! it was so freaking hard!!! we have to write up training programmes including warm-up, stretching, main programme, warm down for 3 diff kind of ppl.. one was the 40 yr old dude who's lazy but healthy.. another was this 20 yr old chic who goes to gym everyday and she's fit... last one was a netball pro who's preparing the for the new season.... wth? we have to give reasons for every single programme... be it short interval, constant pace, med interval, mixed interval bla bla bla. omg!! i don't even know what intervals are appropriate for each of these ppl!!!
i mean, all we did was the bike!!! takkan u get the netball chic to ride the bike at mixed intervals.. doesn't make sense! she's training for netball.. not cycling.... grrr!! and i don't play netball so i wldnt kno what kind of training she needs... and i don't kno hw the treadmill works..dno whether the levels are the same as the bike... dno whether the cadence wld be the same as bike as well... besides, wth is cadence??? this is so unfair!!! and what's worst is that these weekly lab assignments count towards our final mark!!! got 8 out of 11 for the first one.. that's not that good already... i think i'm gna get like 2 out of 11 for this one?? crap!
tmrw's bio lab... urgh! better try not to lose so much marks! ishhh.. need to go do some readings now....i prefer ppl to set hwk for me.. heehee... if i dun hv a set hwk like now, i'll be blogging, surfing the net.. and hvin a laptop in my room is kinda distracting.... ishh!!! *offs laptop, unplug it and study now*
i mean, all we did was the bike!!! takkan u get the netball chic to ride the bike at mixed intervals.. doesn't make sense! she's training for netball.. not cycling.... grrr!! and i don't play netball so i wldnt kno what kind of training she needs... and i don't kno hw the treadmill works..dno whether the levels are the same as the bike... dno whether the cadence wld be the same as bike as well... besides, wth is cadence??? this is so unfair!!! and what's worst is that these weekly lab assignments count towards our final mark!!! got 8 out of 11 for the first one.. that's not that good already... i think i'm gna get like 2 out of 11 for this one?? crap!
tmrw's bio lab... urgh! better try not to lose so much marks! ishhh.. need to go do some readings now....i prefer ppl to set hwk for me.. heehee... if i dun hv a set hwk like now, i'll be blogging, surfing the net.. and hvin a laptop in my room is kinda distracting.... ishh!!! *offs laptop, unplug it and study now*
Sunday, March 12, 2006
i miss mt.kinabalu!! wna go climb it again!!
was just looking through the pictures i took at mt.kinabalu....so beautiful..made me feel like going back there again as the photos i took for the sunrise wasn't that nice and i don't have a proper one of me at the peak of the mountain.... if only i can be there without having to climb it again...haha! then again, the self-satisfaction won't be there nd the feeling won't be the same... won't have the WOW factor...haha!
if i have a chance to go to sabah at the end of this year or start of next year, i will definitely take it.. want to be there for a longer duration.. maybe a week? then i can go climb the mountain again, go around exploring, snorkelling maybe? hmmmnnn... but i will do the mountain last... i'll pack less and MUST take nice photos of sunrise (got heaps of nice sunset ones already) and me at the peak!!! teeheee...
man! this post is so random! hehehe... me talking about holidays...end of the year holidays...haha! hmmnnn..maybe i should go join the diving club at uni, then go for lessons, get a cert for diving then when i go back to msia, i can go diving!! ooo!! hmnnn... anyone up for it? 320 bucks i think.... apparently to get a diving cert elsewhere is way way more expensive....hmmn.. i really dno.. need to find someone to do it with me....
ok... yea..that's all.... nitezz!! 3rd week of uni here i come!
if i have a chance to go to sabah at the end of this year or start of next year, i will definitely take it.. want to be there for a longer duration.. maybe a week? then i can go climb the mountain again, go around exploring, snorkelling maybe? hmmmnnn... but i will do the mountain last... i'll pack less and MUST take nice photos of sunrise (got heaps of nice sunset ones already) and me at the peak!!! teeheee...
man! this post is so random! hehehe... me talking about holidays...end of the year holidays...haha! hmmnnn..maybe i should go join the diving club at uni, then go for lessons, get a cert for diving then when i go back to msia, i can go diving!! ooo!! hmnnn... anyone up for it? 320 bucks i think.... apparently to get a diving cert elsewhere is way way more expensive....hmmn.. i really dno.. need to find someone to do it with me....
ok... yea..that's all.... nitezz!! 3rd week of uni here i come!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
angry, upset..cnt bliv u did this to me... i'm stronger nw....
This is what i figured out on what i should do.......
Just because you're unhappy with it and think it's unfair, it doesn't mean that it's right to voice it out to others and convince them to think they should be unhappy as well and make complaints. It's just wrong, morally wrong. I can't believe someone like you, someone who came from a good religious background, would actually do such thing. You don't gain from it, you gain nothing, in fact, you lose someone's respect towards you. You think you can get what you want just because you can make others complain? Think again! It doesn't work that way. I respected you all the while. Now I know a different side of you. Can't believe you're so petty over tiny little things, and what more, you need to complain to others behind my back? But I'm willing to forgive and forget and I shall not talk bad about you to others because I don't gain anything from it. All it would do is just ruin a relationship. And I don't want to lose someone just because of this. As for my respect towards you, you have to gain it back. How? Go figure! But I guess someone like you wouldn't care. Just bear in mind that I'm not going to give in so much anymore. I've been giving in all the while and I guess you didn't really realize it. I want to let you know I'm not that easily bullied anymore.
ok, just what was that about? well, i'm not gonna tell the whole world about it because then it would be wrong as well to talk bad about someone. now it's just anonymous so it's all good. you have no idea who it is, what it was about. heck! you don't even know whether this person exist or not.
>>>>> What all of you should learn from this post: Forgive and Forget. Give and Take. That's how it should be for the world to go around. For everyone to live a happy, harmonic life.
Just because you're unhappy with it and think it's unfair, it doesn't mean that it's right to voice it out to others and convince them to think they should be unhappy as well and make complaints. It's just wrong, morally wrong. I can't believe someone like you, someone who came from a good religious background, would actually do such thing. You don't gain from it, you gain nothing, in fact, you lose someone's respect towards you. You think you can get what you want just because you can make others complain? Think again! It doesn't work that way. I respected you all the while. Now I know a different side of you. Can't believe you're so petty over tiny little things, and what more, you need to complain to others behind my back? But I'm willing to forgive and forget and I shall not talk bad about you to others because I don't gain anything from it. All it would do is just ruin a relationship. And I don't want to lose someone just because of this. As for my respect towards you, you have to gain it back. How? Go figure! But I guess someone like you wouldn't care. Just bear in mind that I'm not going to give in so much anymore. I've been giving in all the while and I guess you didn't really realize it. I want to let you know I'm not that easily bullied anymore.
ok, just what was that about? well, i'm not gonna tell the whole world about it because then it would be wrong as well to talk bad about someone. now it's just anonymous so it's all good. you have no idea who it is, what it was about. heck! you don't even know whether this person exist or not.
>>>>> What all of you should learn from this post: Forgive and Forget. Give and Take. That's how it should be for the world to go around. For everyone to live a happy, harmonic life.
Friday, March 10, 2006
of statistics and conclusions...
stats: 50% of sportsci student failed bio 107 or medsci 142 or both
stats: there's an average of 10 ppl per year from sportsci who graduates. that's around 10%.
stats: sportsci students who went for 107 tutorial that was organized specially for them passed their 107 paper last year.
conclusion: screw the time at the library on fridays, don't take a nap ... go for tutorial to pass and be one of those 50% end of this year and those 10% in 3/4 yrs time!
what i learnt from today's tutorial: the above and get a textbook if i want to pass!
stats: there's an average of 10 ppl per year from sportsci who graduates. that's around 10%.
stats: sportsci students who went for 107 tutorial that was organized specially for them passed their 107 paper last year.
conclusion: screw the time at the library on fridays, don't take a nap ... go for tutorial to pass and be one of those 50% end of this year and those 10% in 3/4 yrs time!
what i learnt from today's tutorial: the above and get a textbook if i want to pass!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
ewwww...disgusting!
i wasn't that late to bio lecture this morning.. so i managed a seat in the lecture hall that has a real lecturer in it, not just an image. it's so unfair for paying few hundred bucks to just see an image of the lecturer and sometimes u can't even see him, only can hear his voice..... talked to 3 new ppl today...yayyy me!! haha! but then i can't remember one of their names...woops! hehe...told u i'm bad at making friends......
newayzzz... after exercise prescription, took the bus to city as we have a anatomy tutorial at grafton.... i didn't go alone... went with melissa, the first friend i made during that 7k run...haha! and then two other girls who guided us there..... coz we were both kinda lost in the city.... so yea, we just followed them.... didn't know the med school was actually so far... 20 mins walk frm the city campus.. i reckon' they shld hv a shuttle bus... man! imagine if it's winter.... brrrrrrr......
what did we see in the med school? well, let's just say i'm studying anatomy..... so it's got something to do with the human body.... some of the stuff was pretty cool but disgusting at the same time..... was having goose bumps most of the time... kinda freaked out but it's all good.. will get use to it.... HAVE to anyway coz if not, i'll flunk my anatomy....nd i don't want that to happen....
after that, we walked back to city campus...another 20 mins.. for some reason, the city stinks!!! stinks like rotten eggs...like what u smell in rotorua... ewwwww.... maybe it's just today or maybe it's just the city... i think i prefer tamaki....not so crowded and not so lost... heeeheee...
hallelujah! it's friday tmrw!!! will just keep the day before yesterday, yesterday, today's work for the weekend...teeehee!!
newayzzz... after exercise prescription, took the bus to city as we have a anatomy tutorial at grafton.... i didn't go alone... went with melissa, the first friend i made during that 7k run...haha! and then two other girls who guided us there..... coz we were both kinda lost in the city.... so yea, we just followed them.... didn't know the med school was actually so far... 20 mins walk frm the city campus.. i reckon' they shld hv a shuttle bus... man! imagine if it's winter.... brrrrrrr......
what did we see in the med school? well, let's just say i'm studying anatomy..... so it's got something to do with the human body.... some of the stuff was pretty cool but disgusting at the same time..... was having goose bumps most of the time... kinda freaked out but it's all good.. will get use to it.... HAVE to anyway coz if not, i'll flunk my anatomy....nd i don't want that to happen....
after that, we walked back to city campus...another 20 mins.. for some reason, the city stinks!!! stinks like rotten eggs...like what u smell in rotorua... ewwwww.... maybe it's just today or maybe it's just the city... i think i prefer tamaki....not so crowded and not so lost... heeeheee...
hallelujah! it's friday tmrw!!! will just keep the day before yesterday, yesterday, today's work for the weekend...teeehee!!
relaxing day..aching body
today's a very........................... relaxing day? but my body hurts frm yesterday.. think i really need to start exercising to prevent this frm happening again.....
had anatomy lab from 8.30-10.30... played with skeletons...haha! naming the bones nd identifying them was kinda hard tho.... it looks diff from the pictures in the book...so yea, was just spending a lot of time standing next to the skeleton shaking its hands.. i've wanted to do that for quite some time ok.... macleans had a skeleton in the bio lab but well.... we weren't allowed to touch it.... or maybe we just didn't dare to.... anyway, i remembered it has a name...it's charlie... nd we wld go on and on saying how much we love charlie...haha! ooo!! made another new friend...yay for me!!! ok, i kno i only hv two friends atm.. i told u i'm shy...geez! she helped me a lot in remembering some bones that i always mix them up last year.... now i know... tubby tibia, fina fibula.... i remembered last year i was like.... tibia is the Thick one coz it starts with T, fibula is the fine one.... then i got sorta confused coz...... tibia cld be the thin one coz thin starts with T as well! oh no!!! haha!
at 10.30, went straight to anatomy lecture..... so confused!!! man, it's getting harder....ohhh no! gta start studying....
lectures for the day ended at 11.30...woohoo!!!!! mum nd dad picked me up at 12...went for lunch then went home... i slept till 5...... hehehehe..how nice... woke up, had dinner and now i'm blogging...read over bio just now..... confusing again...bluekkk.... this weekend i MUST update my notes..... hvnt been doing much this whole week.... so sleepy... gna sleep again.
had anatomy lab from 8.30-10.30... played with skeletons...haha! naming the bones nd identifying them was kinda hard tho.... it looks diff from the pictures in the book...so yea, was just spending a lot of time standing next to the skeleton shaking its hands.. i've wanted to do that for quite some time ok.... macleans had a skeleton in the bio lab but well.... we weren't allowed to touch it.... or maybe we just didn't dare to.... anyway, i remembered it has a name...it's charlie... nd we wld go on and on saying how much we love charlie...haha! ooo!! made another new friend...yay for me!!! ok, i kno i only hv two friends atm.. i told u i'm shy...geez! she helped me a lot in remembering some bones that i always mix them up last year.... now i know... tubby tibia, fina fibula.... i remembered last year i was like.... tibia is the Thick one coz it starts with T, fibula is the fine one.... then i got sorta confused coz...... tibia cld be the thin one coz thin starts with T as well! oh no!!! haha!
at 10.30, went straight to anatomy lecture..... so confused!!! man, it's getting harder....ohhh no! gta start studying....
lectures for the day ended at 11.30...woohoo!!!!! mum nd dad picked me up at 12...went for lunch then went home... i slept till 5...... hehehehe..how nice... woke up, had dinner and now i'm blogging...read over bio just now..... confusing again...bluekkk.... this weekend i MUST update my notes..... hvnt been doing much this whole week.... so sleepy... gna sleep again.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
busy tuesday... exhausted but interesting
Happy Birthday to my mummy!!!!!!!!
today was a very busy day.... reached the city late coz we drove there.. reached bio lecture late so had to go to the lecture hall that doesn't hv a real lecture... just the image of the lecturer... unfortunately, the camera wasn't working so we can't see the lecturer at the other lecture hall and can only hear his voice... grrrr!!!!
went to tamaki nd had an hour break.. and then there was a fire drill..... interrupting my sleep in the library...haha! at 11.30, went for exercise precription lecture.. 12.30 went for psychology lecture... 1.30 to 3.30, had psychology lab... then had to walk to the unisports training centre.. that's 8 mins walk if i walk fast... the lab is from 3.30-5.30... but i finish psych lab 10 mins earlier... so yea... reached the training centre in time, got changed and then went to the field...it was drizzling by the way..... played a game for around 5 mins to warm up then started our lab session...first lab for exercise prescription.... ooo! i made a friend today!!!! coz yea, had to get a lab partner...haha! so yea.. go me!!! ok... i've only one friend right now...how saddening is that? haha!! nvm... slowly...
anyway... first we had to run 1k to see the route..... (bear in mind it was drizzling and getting heavier)..... then later the next 1k, we had to do 4 step breathing and then measure our heart rate after 1k... it's kinda hard to jog 4 steps then breathe in, jog another 4 steps and breathe out nd so on... i can't multi task! hv to concentrate on my breathing nd at the same time the no. of steps i take! hahahaha!!!!! then later it was 3 steps breathing for 1k, 2 steps breathing for 1k....
nope.. it aint over yet.. the next 1k we have to make sure our heart rate was btwn 120bpm nd 140 bpm... this time we had to walk real slow.. kinda hard to bring a heart rate of 200 down to 120!! dno why... hahaha!!! then the next k it was 155bpm..had to walk faster...... and the final k, 180bpm.... but my heart rate monitor wasn't working.. it was remaining at 164 all the time... omg!! so i had to run faster and faster and it was still remaining at 164... and then somehow... it shot up to 224!!!! wth?? how can it be 224? it's like...... impossible? coz a person's maximum HR is 220 minus age.... haha!! maybe i had an heart attack or something.... we were both laughing... and then few seconds later... it went to 53bpm!!! hahahahhaha.. it was just crazy!! so yea.... got back and then told the tutor abt it... so we had to make up a result... after that, had to do or lab report... we were soaking wet and we were doing the lab report outside!! it was shaded but yea, not closed up... so it was really cold! how lucky! we had to draw bar graphs and line graphs for our lab nd we didn't hv rulers.. and the lab reports count towards our final mark.... hahaha!! ohh wellzz.. hd really crooked lines and the book got kinda muddy... heeheee.... i was shivering so even my handwriting was terrible....
finished lab really late.. was meant to finish at 5.30 but in the end, we finished at 6... and i was meant to meet my brother at tamaki campus at 5.30..... so yea, half an hr late.... ran back but went the wrong direction. i got kinda lost....haha! so yea.. it was so tiring... after 7k and then to running with carrying two bags! must've looked like an idiot!!! got there and yea.... my brother said he wasted 20 bucks to find me coz he missed called my phone so many times and called my dad nd asked him about me.... nd my dad also missed called me.... and........ they seriously thought i was kidnapped!!! my brother wanted to report to the police and go to the city and find me.... woah!! felt so bad! but i cldnt really text coz my bag was locked up when i was doing the lab.... nd i din kno it wld drag on till so late.....
went for jap dinner for mom's bday... yum!!!!!!! so full but not guilty at all coz i only had breakfast and i ran 7k! well, 6 actually since the other 1 was walking...haha! came home and had cake.... now i'm really full... didn't do any notes today...ohh wellzzz...tmrw i finish at 11.30!! yayyy! so i'm gna go home early and complete my notes......
ok..real sleepy now... heeheee..i'm back to my normal self!! weeeeeee!!!
today was a very busy day.... reached the city late coz we drove there.. reached bio lecture late so had to go to the lecture hall that doesn't hv a real lecture... just the image of the lecturer... unfortunately, the camera wasn't working so we can't see the lecturer at the other lecture hall and can only hear his voice... grrrr!!!!
went to tamaki nd had an hour break.. and then there was a fire drill..... interrupting my sleep in the library...haha! at 11.30, went for exercise precription lecture.. 12.30 went for psychology lecture... 1.30 to 3.30, had psychology lab... then had to walk to the unisports training centre.. that's 8 mins walk if i walk fast... the lab is from 3.30-5.30... but i finish psych lab 10 mins earlier... so yea... reached the training centre in time, got changed and then went to the field...it was drizzling by the way..... played a game for around 5 mins to warm up then started our lab session...first lab for exercise prescription.... ooo! i made a friend today!!!! coz yea, had to get a lab partner...haha! so yea.. go me!!! ok... i've only one friend right now...how saddening is that? haha!! nvm... slowly...
anyway... first we had to run 1k to see the route..... (bear in mind it was drizzling and getting heavier)..... then later the next 1k, we had to do 4 step breathing and then measure our heart rate after 1k... it's kinda hard to jog 4 steps then breathe in, jog another 4 steps and breathe out nd so on... i can't multi task! hv to concentrate on my breathing nd at the same time the no. of steps i take! hahahaha!!!!! then later it was 3 steps breathing for 1k, 2 steps breathing for 1k....
nope.. it aint over yet.. the next 1k we have to make sure our heart rate was btwn 120bpm nd 140 bpm... this time we had to walk real slow.. kinda hard to bring a heart rate of 200 down to 120!! dno why... hahaha!!! then the next k it was 155bpm..had to walk faster...... and the final k, 180bpm.... but my heart rate monitor wasn't working.. it was remaining at 164 all the time... omg!! so i had to run faster and faster and it was still remaining at 164... and then somehow... it shot up to 224!!!! wth?? how can it be 224? it's like...... impossible? coz a person's maximum HR is 220 minus age.... haha!! maybe i had an heart attack or something.... we were both laughing... and then few seconds later... it went to 53bpm!!! hahahahhaha.. it was just crazy!! so yea.... got back and then told the tutor abt it... so we had to make up a result... after that, had to do or lab report... we were soaking wet and we were doing the lab report outside!! it was shaded but yea, not closed up... so it was really cold! how lucky! we had to draw bar graphs and line graphs for our lab nd we didn't hv rulers.. and the lab reports count towards our final mark.... hahaha!! ohh wellzz.. hd really crooked lines and the book got kinda muddy... heeheee.... i was shivering so even my handwriting was terrible....
finished lab really late.. was meant to finish at 5.30 but in the end, we finished at 6... and i was meant to meet my brother at tamaki campus at 5.30..... so yea, half an hr late.... ran back but went the wrong direction. i got kinda lost....haha! so yea.. it was so tiring... after 7k and then to running with carrying two bags! must've looked like an idiot!!! got there and yea.... my brother said he wasted 20 bucks to find me coz he missed called my phone so many times and called my dad nd asked him about me.... nd my dad also missed called me.... and........ they seriously thought i was kidnapped!!! my brother wanted to report to the police and go to the city and find me.... woah!! felt so bad! but i cldnt really text coz my bag was locked up when i was doing the lab.... nd i din kno it wld drag on till so late.....
went for jap dinner for mom's bday... yum!!!!!!! so full but not guilty at all coz i only had breakfast and i ran 7k! well, 6 actually since the other 1 was walking...haha! came home and had cake.... now i'm really full... didn't do any notes today...ohh wellzzz...tmrw i finish at 11.30!! yayyy! so i'm gna go home early and complete my notes......
ok..real sleepy now... heeheee..i'm back to my normal self!! weeeeeee!!!
Monday, March 06, 2006
u think i'm inconsiderate? think again!
i'm feeling sooooooooo.................. bluekkkkk right now.... arghh!! not a nice feeling at all.... everyone's grumpy.. it's not nice at all... grrrrr.....can't sleep... that's why i'm blogging.. hopefully i'll feel better by the end of this.....
u know what? i just realized that i'm always giving in too much.. it sucks.... coz when u always give in, ppl wld expect u to give in all the time and do things for them.. and when u make a mistake, u get blamed..... nd when u try to stand up for urself for once, it's hard... it's hard to say no.. when u say no, u'll automatically hv this guilt in you and u'll feel that it's ur fault straight away..... it's hard to say what u really want.... it's also hard to please everyone around you.... i hate this feeling.. i really really do.... i mean, you please one side but it won't favour the other side..... i hate it!!!! nd u will be called inconsiderate, inflexible just because u made the wrong choice but actually u think of a lot of things before making that choice..... and when u want to try to fix it and make it easier for someone, u get rejected....man, this is the first time where i blog and hv tears in my eyes at the same time.... kinda weird....
i think i'm not going to do it anymore... will just let the rest do it.... all i get is all the blames... "why didn't u do that?"..."you should have said it earlier on!"... "perhaps u're too young that's why u can't understand."....yea, i prob agree with the last one... and i can't handle the blames... and i can't take it.. maybe i'm making it such a big deal eventho it's just minute... but how can it be minute when everyone is grumpy???? even getting a freaking ruler can be grumpy? ishhh!!!! i hate feeling bad...... even if i do this, i'll just do it once awhile when help is really needed...or when they beg me...hah!!!!! i'm gna get a proper job.. gna go check out student job search one of these days..maybe on wednesday... hopefully i can get a coaching job.... pays well... 13 bucks an hr.... keep myself busy so they can't drag me into it... i can even say.. i'm getting experience frm it..something that will be useful in my course... or maybe get a job at the gym... i dno.. i'm inexperienced.... but hopefully get a job that has something to do with my course.. or maybe work at countdown or something first if they require some working experience.... i mean the one i've been doing all the time isn't really working experience.... it's not even certified or anything....
i'm just gna forget everything.. i'm gna try to be a bit more assertive.... to the right people of course.... i must learn not to feel bad all the time... screw it if you're not happy! u might be thinking everything is always going my way coz i'm all happy all the time... and i'm making this such a big fuss just because it's not going my way.. think again!! so many things happened and i'm not happy with it but i learn to live with it, compromise and make it seem as nothing happened and just put on a fake smile.... but now, i really can't.... ENOUGH is ENOUGH... maybe next time i shldn't give in at all so one day when i give in, then i'll be appreciated.....
on the brighter side, caris delivered cape seed bread and hot Xsss to me today!!!!! ahh! it's hot X's season again!!! oh yeaa!!!! nd she lent me her super thick bio book in exchange of me helpin her in chem.... hahaha! more like i just told her to search google and gave her my notes frm last year.... didn't get much work done but at least we did get some work done.. learnt a new word.... toluene... haha! thank goodness i'm not doing chem this year.. poor her.... and my bio notes are up to date atm....
tmrw's the start of week 2 of uni....arghh! i'll survive.... hopefully i'm alive on wednesday.... tuesday we are apparently gna do 10k of exercise in total for lab in exercise precription.... haha! fun! NOT!
nitez nd i'm feeling heaps better! do not question what i was really talking abt.... it's for me to know, and NOT for u to find out.... byeeeee!!!
u know what? i just realized that i'm always giving in too much.. it sucks.... coz when u always give in, ppl wld expect u to give in all the time and do things for them.. and when u make a mistake, u get blamed..... nd when u try to stand up for urself for once, it's hard... it's hard to say no.. when u say no, u'll automatically hv this guilt in you and u'll feel that it's ur fault straight away..... it's hard to say what u really want.... it's also hard to please everyone around you.... i hate this feeling.. i really really do.... i mean, you please one side but it won't favour the other side..... i hate it!!!! nd u will be called inconsiderate, inflexible just because u made the wrong choice but actually u think of a lot of things before making that choice..... and when u want to try to fix it and make it easier for someone, u get rejected....man, this is the first time where i blog and hv tears in my eyes at the same time.... kinda weird....
i think i'm not going to do it anymore... will just let the rest do it.... all i get is all the blames... "why didn't u do that?"..."you should have said it earlier on!"... "perhaps u're too young that's why u can't understand."....yea, i prob agree with the last one... and i can't handle the blames... and i can't take it.. maybe i'm making it such a big deal eventho it's just minute... but how can it be minute when everyone is grumpy???? even getting a freaking ruler can be grumpy? ishhh!!!! i hate feeling bad...... even if i do this, i'll just do it once awhile when help is really needed...or when they beg me...hah!!!!! i'm gna get a proper job.. gna go check out student job search one of these days..maybe on wednesday... hopefully i can get a coaching job.... pays well... 13 bucks an hr.... keep myself busy so they can't drag me into it... i can even say.. i'm getting experience frm it..something that will be useful in my course... or maybe get a job at the gym... i dno.. i'm inexperienced.... but hopefully get a job that has something to do with my course.. or maybe work at countdown or something first if they require some working experience.... i mean the one i've been doing all the time isn't really working experience.... it's not even certified or anything....
i'm just gna forget everything.. i'm gna try to be a bit more assertive.... to the right people of course.... i must learn not to feel bad all the time... screw it if you're not happy! u might be thinking everything is always going my way coz i'm all happy all the time... and i'm making this such a big fuss just because it's not going my way.. think again!! so many things happened and i'm not happy with it but i learn to live with it, compromise and make it seem as nothing happened and just put on a fake smile.... but now, i really can't.... ENOUGH is ENOUGH... maybe next time i shldn't give in at all so one day when i give in, then i'll be appreciated.....
on the brighter side, caris delivered cape seed bread and hot Xsss to me today!!!!! ahh! it's hot X's season again!!! oh yeaa!!!! nd she lent me her super thick bio book in exchange of me helpin her in chem.... hahaha! more like i just told her to search google and gave her my notes frm last year.... didn't get much work done but at least we did get some work done.. learnt a new word.... toluene... haha! thank goodness i'm not doing chem this year.. poor her.... and my bio notes are up to date atm....
tmrw's the start of week 2 of uni....arghh! i'll survive.... hopefully i'm alive on wednesday.... tuesday we are apparently gna do 10k of exercise in total for lab in exercise precription.... haha! fun! NOT!
nitez nd i'm feeling heaps better! do not question what i was really talking abt.... it's for me to know, and NOT for u to find out.... byeeeee!!!
Saturday, March 04, 2006
still friendless...
nope.. uni's not getting any better.. still remaining as the loner.. no friends.... this is so depressing.... why can't i be more friendlier? why can't i be more outgoing and just hv the guts to make friends? why??????? gosh!!!! i'm gna hate uni soon if i don't get any friends.... damnit!!! i can't!! this musn't happen!!!! shermayne wants to go back to macleans...where she actually have FRIENDS! *sigh* mom's always saying i have to be more sociable... is that hw u spell sociable? coz somehow it looks kinda weird... newayzzzz... socialble? hmm...socialbel? nahh...socialbal? def not it...ok... whatever it is, u understand me....
on the bright side, i ended my week with shopping along queen st with peiyun!!!! and had bk nd had cookies.... nd i bought a top frm glassons for 10 bucks.... that' 26 ringgit.... it's quite alright... the quality is good compared to msia ones...... so, i'm happy...and mom came back frm msia today.... heheheehe....
to sum it up...............
uni life sux atm bt others are sweet!
on the bright side, i ended my week with shopping along queen st with peiyun!!!! and had bk nd had cookies.... nd i bought a top frm glassons for 10 bucks.... that' 26 ringgit.... it's quite alright... the quality is good compared to msia ones...... so, i'm happy...and mom came back frm msia today.... heheheehe....
to sum it up...............
uni life sux atm bt others are sweet!