my results

Medsci: B
Spanish: A-
Functional Anatomy: A-
Sports and Society: A-

Why can't we just be happy with what we've got? Maybe it's just human's nature to strive for more, to want more. I think the only way for me to be happy is to get A+ for all. But then again, I might yearn to get even closer to 100%. See, never happy. This is stupid. Referring back to my October 20th post.....

"Not doing as well as last semester. I'm kinda worried. Definitely goodbye to my A- in medsci. sportsci102, i have already lost 12% out of 50%. Need a miracle to score an A- as well. Found out today we have to write an 800 word essay, 400 word essay, answer 6 short answers and 20 multi choice question in 2 hours. Crap! If like that means I have to basically understand every single thing lar... So much readings to be done... I hate this paper a lot, no right or wrong answer, or is there? As for sportsci104, i don't know where i'm sitting at but the mid-semester test, i did not score an A. So, what are the chances? Very low too. Not like last semester. Haihhhh.... Only hope left is Spanish, but spanish doesn't count towards anything, it's just a freaking main-main paper. *sigh* I really don't want Cs at all but I have a super strong feeling i'll get them this time."

Reasons why I should be happy:
1. I did better than 1st semester. 1st sem: 2A-, 1B+, 1 B-. 2nd sem: 3A-, 1 B
2. I said I need a miracle to score A- in sportsci102(sports n society). A miracle happened, I got my A-.
3. I said the chances for scoring an A in sportsci104 (func anatomy) is very low. And I got an A-.
4. I didn't have any Cs at all.

Reasons why I'm not happy:
1. Wanted to score better than an A- in Spanish (if only I actually put in more effort in it. But the motivation to study really died after Nov6.)
2. I'm like most people- Never satisfied with what they achieved. Always complaining.
3. I tend to compare myself with other people who did better than me. Hence, never happy.
4. I'm stupid.

Someone please whack me for not being happy!!!

Why? Why are you like that? I don't understand. I really don't. I said don't disappoint me. You said you won't. But in the end, I having a feeling you're in the process of disappointing me. Lies, they're all lies. Now I don't even know what you say is the truth or just another lie. People do make mistakes, and from there, they learn. But I think you're not learning. I thought I could trust whatever you say from then on. But it doesn't seem like it. I'm hearing different stories from other people. I want to believe that you're telling the truth and they're making up stories. But somehow I tend to believe them more than I believe you. Do what you want, I don't want to say much anymore. I can't do much anyway. It's all up to you. In the end, you're the one who makes the decision. All I'm doing is just telling you what I feel is right. But I know there's so many things for you to think about. There's other people who influence your decisions, your actions. I think no matter what you do, whatever the choices you make (even if I'm so against it), I'll still end up supporting you. Why? It could be because I'm just plain stupid or it could be because I'll always be by your side no matter what.

I feel like all I'm doing is slowing the process of you messing it up. I have a feeling you're gonna mess it up in the end. Now I hope reverse psychology works and you prove me wrong!!

I'm just not the happiest person these few days because of........ (nahh, i shall not blame it on others... i'll just blame it on myself la...)

Ahhhh!!!! hope tomorrow onwards will be better.
Smile smile smile smile smile!! :D :D :D :D :D

of medsci result and joash

PHEW!!!!!! *lets out a great sigh of relief* Heard that medsci142 results are out. Logged onto ndeva. My heart was beating super fast. I was so scared. What would it be? If I failed, I'd cry and won't enjoy my holidays at all. If it's a C, I'd be disappointed and feel shitty but it's as expected; if B, I'd be satisfied; if A, I would jump for joy. I'm satisfied. I got a B. Phew!!! the moment I saw the B, my heart rate returned to it's normal level. The exam didn't go well ok, I really thought I might fail it (yingswan saw the look on my face after that paper, it wasn't a good look at all). It was possible to fail. Usually my papers are impossible to fail, just need like 10% then can pass. But this time I really thought I can actually fail it. But yea.. so relieved!! Now now, shall wait for the rest of my results to come out. Why do I have a feeling I would be disappointed? Maybe I'm just aiming too high. But medsci I was aiming low, hence satisfied.

Man, I just realized I've been blogging everyday. Must be really bored. Ohhh wellzz.. bear with me. I'm really bored. I should really go think of something funny to post. My blog isn't exciting anymore.

At the moment, let's just drool over cute pictures of my distant nephew, Joash. Super uber cute!!!

Come my lady... Come come my lady...You're my butterfly sugar baby...

Hey sexy!! want a ride? we'll be looking flashy in my Mercedes Benz

I'm coming up so you better get this party started

Now don't you just feel like playing with the cute lil' boy? I want I want!! My cousins' kids are all so cute!!!!!! My kid next time better be cute too!!! Bwahahahahahaha!!!!

fun night

Tonight wasn't too bad. Went to club (no, not clubbing. for a second, me, yusheng and siewaun thought it was clubbing when matt asked us whether wanted to go to club) and played badminton. Wahahahahaha!! I won I won!! I love winning. Nyehehehehe.... Team up with siewaun and we won! All the games.. never lost a single one.. bwahahahahahaha!! Yea man! It's my charm, my sexy charm.. haha!!!

I was too hot that the lady said I'm not allowed to wear sleeveless shirt when playing badminton and asked me to put on a t-shirt. Ok, I was joking about being HOT but yea... I'm serious about not being able to wear sleeveless shirt on court. Apparently it's a rule and I didn't see that rule when I went on. For a moment, me thinks it's a stupid rule. I'm so used to wearing sleeveless back in NZ. But then again, it's understandable. This is Msia. And the club is a very malay-ish sultan-ish club. So yea...... thank goodness I brought a t-shirt along but I had to wear the same t-shirt after I showered. Wore back the sweaty stinky shirt.

Went to murni's for dinner, then to asia cafe for fuzball then went home. Big thanks to Matt who drove from pj-subang-shah alam-ss2-subang-pj. Thanks man!!! Ok, now I'm sleepy. I wanna sleep. Nitezzz!!!!!! Have a great day tmrw!!!

boreddddd

Question: Who is bored?
Answer: Sher Mayne!!!

Yes, I'm bored. I haven't gone to any malls yet (unless Giant is counted). I haven't watch any movies yet. I've just been going to coffee shops and eat and eat. Then again, I've only been in kl(more like s'gor but kl is shorter to type) for 3 days. And, no transport. Probably got if aunt lets me drive the naza, I haven't ask her yet, don't dare to ask. Hehe...Also, kinda lazy to call up ppl and plan to meet up. Also, meeting up means shopping. And I am not letting myself shop till I can fit back into my jeans. Movies, come to think about it, I don't even know what movies are showing in the cinemas now. I'm terrible. Lazy until like that. Maybe I should go check it out later on.

Can't wait for my brother to come back. Want him to fix my wireless internet on my notebook. Then from there I shall slowly gao dim my 360 stuff. Yes, I'm not done with that yet. I'm just lazy, I'm SIEN.

*15 mins later*

Yay! Got something to do tonight. Going to club later. Probably badminton, gym then swim. Will see how it goes. Matt's giving me a ride for the very first time! Woohoo!! yusheng's back from oz, siewaun's back from nz. Gna see them tonight at the club as well. Now lil shermayne got smth to do. I'm seriously that bored.

Training resumes tmrw, To go or not to go? That is the question. Matt says we do relay training. I swim 100, rest 100, he rest 100, swim 100. Take turns. Lolx!! We'll see, we'll see.

Ong kee hui?? President's cup....

I'm back!! Finally back from Seremban. Slept for 10 hours last night. So tired. The past few days .....

ong kee hui isn't as fun as last time anymore. In fact, it was pretty boring. Well, ong kee hui is no longer called ong kee hui, it's called the president's cup now. Don't know most of the swimmers from ksas and the big ones are all gone. Only know two people(as in two ppl i can talk to and am close with)- sinseanne and matt. Big thanks to both of you who made me not so lonely. Even both of them agreed with me that okh/president's cup is not the same anymore. Not as interesting. Sort of felt left out. The big ones are all gone. I miss the good ol' days where we would sneak into other ppl's room, play cards, hide in the toilet when the parents come knocking on the doors. Getting caught sometimes and then sneak to other rooms again when they have gone to sleep. Now, no point doing that. It's so boring.

Also, had to wait ages just to jump in to swim 50/100m or wait for the others to complete their swim before we can go back to hotel. Last time we would play cards with the old ones and laugh our asses off during our card games when waiting for the others to finish. Now, no point playing with the young kids coz they scream and shout and whack u up and they don't listen. If you scold them, they tell their parents and their parents are on their side. My gosh!!

Now now, my swim. Hehe.. there's only max 11 people in my age group. Coz SPM is going on so not many people can swim. Other age groups, it can go over a hundred, 20 over heats. Points will only be awarded up to the 11th placing. 1st place 11 points, 2nd place 10 points and so on. Hence, I scored points for every event I swam in eventhough I got last for all of them. For 100 fly, I scored 8 points coz only 4 swimmers. 40 seconds behind the 3rd person!! So malu!!! But I finished!! So happy I finished. After the first 50m, I felt I was gonna die halfway back. Can hardly lift up both my arms and swing them forward. One pull after another. And I finished it in the end. Happy!! I didn't DQ!! It's all good. The only event I came second last was 50m backstroke but apparently I DQ-ed coz I moved a bit on the starting block. Argh!! all my timing sucks. Even slower than the young kids in ksas. How embarassing is that? But heeheee!! I scored points and they didn't. Nyehehehhehe... first time scoring points ok. Last time couldn't even score when I was training. Wahahahahahaha!!!

Have been eating quite sucky food the last few days in seremban. Only the siew pao was good. Packed lunch was horrible - so much veges and the meat is kinda tasteless and so lil sauce on the rice. Dinner so-so. Ended up eating so much veges coz the young kids didn't want to eat them and we have to finish up for them. Urgh!!!

Ok, not all is bad larr... I still had fun. Catching up with some old friends, ex-coaches, playing with some cute lil kids who listens, get a tan, cheering for other swimmers, meeting some new ppl.... Hmmnn... I hope mentakab is going to be better. It's a friendly meet. And yiwen is going, pearl is cmin back from aust and she's going too. Plus, friendly meet, so will be ermm...more friendlier? hehehehe.... Now now, I'm gna go train a bit and see if I can still improve my times and lose some weight!!! Have been eating and eating, so fat. Can't go shopping till I lose some weight. Coz no point buying clothes that I won't be able to wear when I go back nz.

Now, dinner time. Today's dinner: MANGOES!!! I had johor laksa for breakfast, pan mee for lunch and I feel guilty. Hehe!!

Bye!!! Have a great week!!!!

elmo's song

one of the reasons as to why i slept late the night before i left was because of this......

this is a song, la la la la...elmo's song.. la la la la la la...

so cute!!!! so easy to sing along... la la la la la la la....don't you just feel like a lil kid again dancing around? made me grin like a lil kid only...

ok, ENJOY!!!!! heeeheeeheeee.. let's all be ELMO!!! all u emo ppl out there, i hope u not emo anymore... hehehehehe.. *sings* la la la la... elmo's song.... la la la la la la

screwed...

Woohooo!!! Back in Msia!!!
The flight back was great. Before flying off, was kacau-ing yingswan and nat the whole time. I just got so excited that I couldn't sit still or stay quiet. Hehehehe.... But thank goodness for the movies!! Pretty good ones too. Too many to choose from also. Watched 4 movies (The break up, poseidon, just my luck, the devil wears prada) and 1 cartoon (Strawberry Shortcake.. it's good ok.. strawberry shortcake is my fav when i was little).

The plane food was kinda sucky tho. Had a tummy upset. Came home, decided to cancel on mamak. Stayed home instead unpacking and figuring out how to set up the wireless internet on my laptop. Unsuccessful. Ohhh wellzzz.....

Slept at 12 something last night and aunt woke me up at 6 to go jogging. Surprisingly no jet lag for me. After jogging, had chee cheong fun and chee yok fun and kat chai shim moi for breakfast. MmMmMMMmm.... Afternoon, went for a haircut!! Finally, after 9 months!!!! Nothing spectacular. Looked like a school girl coz I told him I don't want layered anymore.

At night, went to gym with matt, swam for 30 mins then got chased out coz of lightning. So we went to gym again for another hour. Why? Coz I realized I'm so screwed for OKH and I have only one day to train for it. Last minute work doesn't work for sports. Haha!! After gym, went and swim again. Did a 50m fly and timing sucked. It's as slow as the very first time I started swimming. OMG!!!!!!! Quote matt:"you gonna die larrr... who ask u to take 6 events? 100 fly somemore. the problem is not you getting last, the problem is whether you can complete it!!!" Thanks man! thanks for being supportive...poof!!! But yea.. it's quite true. Can I even finish it? 50m fly is already killing me. 100m fly, confirm die!!! Man!! Gna be so embarassed. *sigh*

I'm leaving tomorrow. To seremban till Tuesday for OKH (swimming competition for those that do not know). I'm an idiot who's taking 6 events and haven't been swimming for 9 months. How smart!! If I managed to finish that 100m fly and not chicken out, I'll be proud of myself. And please!! I hope I do not get last for all the events!! At least a second to last placing for one lar... please please please!!!

Ok, sleeping time. Gna be 1 already. And I'm not packed for tmrw. Just finish unpacking all my stuff and now have to pack again. Sien sien sien.

last post in nz

I'm sleepy. 2 hours of sleep last night. I'm allowed 30 kgs. That's what stated in my ticket. So mom and dad kept on giving me more stuff to bring home. Hence it felt like I am packing non-stop. Slept at 6, woke up at 8. Cleaned my room, vacuum it. Now, it's neat and tidy (to my standard la...).

Let's have a look see....

BEFORE: packing and clearing up my books/notes/exam papers. One whole year of work into that box. Can hardly see the carpet.

AFTER: Muahahhahahaha.... it's clean now. TADA!!!! No more nagging from mom now.

Okie dokie...... that's it. My last post in NZ for 2006. Fly fly fly!!!! Bye everyone!!
Thanks for an awesome year in NZ!! All the new people I met this year, I'm so thankful to meet all of you. See you next year!!!!

Have a great holiday and those flying back to Msia, have a safe flight. Those who are still here working, enjoy ur weekends!! Enjoy summer!!!!
Byee!!!!

ps:/I just had Strawberry Brandy Baileys Cheesecake made by my brother!! So good!!! heeeheeheee... my last meal in nz shall be that.. wahahahhaa..byeeeeeee

going back

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from 16th November onwards

Places to go
1. murni
2. raju
3. petaling street
4. summit usj
5. 1 utama
6. sunway pyramid
7. mid valley
8. that mamak near lim kok wing building where the owner is the brother of the boss of murni
9. coffee shops
10. ss2 pasar malam

Things to do:
EAT, movies, bowling, rock climbing, archery, EAT, swim, badminton, squash, ice skating, EAT, shop, brushing up my bargaining skills, jog, cycle, EAT, play under the rain, go online, blog, watch smallville, EAT....... wahh!! is there anything else I can do??

Things to eat/drink
roti special, roti pisang, roti salad, lo shi fun, cheese naan, air kelapa, raju's ayam goreng , milo ais, horlick ais, kat chai shim moi, kai fan, chee cheong fun, gong fu chao mai fan, tofu goreng, cendol, roadside rojak frm subang, koon kee wantan mee, living food lam hor fun, pan mee, sarawak mee, satay, durian, nasi pataya, white thingy that looks like bee hoon but eat it with coconut and brown sugar, crunchy thin pancake thingy with peanuts and corn inside, you char guai, kuih koci, ondeh ondeh, super unhealthy pisang goreng, keropok lekor, cheow yang's duck, sei ngan chai's duck, auntie anne's pretzel, famous amos cookies

That's all I can think of for now. I have a feeling I'm forgetting a lot!! It'll come to me when I go back, I hope!!!

I think I'll be going to
Penang
Singapore

and I want to go to
Sabah but no cheap flights :(
Pangkor Island/Langkawi/any other nice beaches!!! but no one to go with

*sings* I'm leaving on a jet plane, I don't know when I'll be back again. (seriously, I do not know when I'll be back again. Haven't got my ticket yet) *sighs*

-Currently stressed up about a lot of stuff. I wish they can just disappear just like that. But no, can't get away with them this time. I have to get up and act!!! *sigh*

happy birthday david

Happy 22nd Birthday Mr.David Liu Sai Kong!!!

Hope you had a wonderful birthday. It's really been a blessing to get to know you this year. I'm so thankful to meet such a wonderful person like you. You're truly amazing. Lame at times (more like ... at ALL times) but it's all good. The world would be very dull without people like you.

Rock on!!!

exams are over!!!

Exams are over! Merdeka!!!!!

1st year of uni finished! Wow!!! It's gone by pretty fast. Still can't believe I've finished my first year. Feels just like yesterday I stepped into uni grounds, getting so lost. But yea...woohoo!!!!

These exams....
Snack food consumption not as much.
2 kit kat chunky, 128g of wafers, 200g of dried mangoes, 200g of dried apples, 4 bars of cadbury brunch bar.
See!! Quite healthy!! wahahahaha!!! Didn't drink V or red bull, didn't eat that much choc.

I realized A lvls was a killer!!
Uni exams can't beat the A lvls. Well, first year uni exams that is.
During my study at the uni library, saw some college students doing CIE past papers. Wahahaha.. just one glance at it and I know it's THOSE papers. Arghh!! nightmare nightmare! What did I do? I laughed. Inside of course.. wahahhahaa.... i was telling myself "Thank goodness it's over for me!" Made me remembered of last year, worrying for the a lvls. Maths and chemistry especially. Scary scary thought. I even had a white-out just before my Chemistry exams. Was about to faint but didn't. Wanted to tho to feel how it's like. Haha! but yea... It was bad, it was horrible, it was a nightmare, but it's GONE!! nyehehehehe... pity all those doing their a lvls now, 1.5 months of exams. Crazy!!

I had time to relax
Go to the beach, go jogging and and.....no pimples!! wahahahaha!! ok ok, got neck pain but yea..... it's not as bad as last year. Heeeheee!! I went online everyday and even had time to surf the net. Wahahahhahaa!!!!

Now now
3.5 months of being stress-free!!
3 months till my bday
4 days till I fly off
1 week till okh = me drowning in the pool

OoOoOO!! Can't wait can't wait!!!

What have I been doing since 6th november 4pm?
- Watched Smallville SE4 10 episodes
- Slept at 5.30am, woke up at 1 the next day
- Went for a swim after 9 months! and then followed by 30 mins of cycling. Heeheee...mini duathlon? Lolx!!
- Clean away my notes. I decided to keep them. Shall throw them away after I'm done with my course.
- Half packed my luggage back to Msia
- Bought some junk food to bring back

Ok, now.... belated birthday shoutouts.. Sorry!!!
3rd Nov
Happy Sweet 16 Ng Sin Seanne!!! Yes, you can still come to my house and steal my keropok and open my fridge and eat all my chocolates. Coz I always enjoy ur company when I'm dead bored at home. I got your cookie time, your eta uppercuts. I'm so nice right? heeeheeheeee... Now now go swim hard and make me proud!!!

4th Nov
Happy 21st birthday kung-lim siew aun. Despite the countless times you zat me, the countless times you spam my phone, the countless times you wake me up, the countless times you tickle and torture me, I'm still considering you as my friend. Coz you made me learn how to accept criticism, made me immune to ppl zat-ing me, made my phone noisy and I always have someone to kacau.


Ok, that's it! I wna sleep now! Tennis tomorrow! Rolling down the hill too!! I mean, today...wahahahhaa..*prays for good weather*

i finish tomorrow

*sings*
Tomorrow! Tomorrow! I finish... tomorrow, it's only... a dayyy...... AWAYYY!!!!
*applause for myself*

hurry hurry hurry!!! last paper, spanish... my only hope for an A.. gahahaha...and i just realized yesterday it counts towards my gpa score..hence it matters to do well!!!

laaa deee dumm dummm.. i am mini celebrating already tho it's not over...
*sings again*
Tomorrow! Tomorrow! I finish... tomorrow, it's only... a dayyy...... AWAYYY!!!!

at least my brother finishes same time as me for ONCE!!! actually, he finishes at 5.30. me 4.30...wahahahhaa!!

Guy Fawkes Night

Guy Fawkes night. It isn't tonight. Stupid me. Last two years, it was on Saturday. Well, 2004 was on Friday but we went and lit fireworks on Saturday. Hence, I assumed this year would be on Saturday too. Every Nov 5, the road along eastern beach is blocked up, there's a few policemen and an ambulance on standby. This year, Saturday, I went down to the beach.... no police, no ambulance, not as many people as last year.

This is my current wallpaper. I took it just now. So nice right!! Me skills!! bwahahahaha

Reason: It's Nov 4th u stupid girl!!!

Sparkles in a circle on the beach! Looks like a massive bday cake!!!!

However, I still managed to witness some fireworks. I didn't light any fireworks this year, no time to buy, no mood, don't have the company. Hence, 2004 is still the most memorable year. The joy of starting the fireworks up and see it being lit up in the sky is undescribable. It's like... I created what's being lit up in the sky!!!! I started it!!! Eventhough it is smaller and not so grand, it still feels better and more satisfying. I like I like!!!

Fireworks on the ground. Fireworks in the sky.

Though I did not light any fireworks this year, I still had fun seeing a whole bunch of people lighting theirs. It's still a great feeling watching those fireworks in the sky. Some are pretty impressive!!! And what do you get when small tiny little fireworks are combined together?

You get massive ones.

The whole stretch of the beach, from one end to the other end, have fireworks being lit up in the sky. Magical feeling. Just when you think it's over, someone would start lighting theirs. And it goes on and on. I was there for 2 hours and when I left, there's still fireworks going. On my way home, I saw some people walking carrying huge boxes of fireworks to be lit up.
Man!! Tomorrow night would be even bigger!! Police and ambulance, road block. AhhHhh!! Maybe I will just pop down for one hour... hehehehe.... then again, i already had my share today. I'm a happy girl =D


Short video clip on some of the fireworks....

Make a wish.... No, make some WISHES....When you wish upon heaps of shooting stars....

photo blog

because of exams...i've been taking a lot of photos.. anything also i take... if i get bored, i will just whip out my phone and then snap pictures... hence, here's a photo blog on what i hv been doing/seeing the last few days....

sunday 29th

i was at lvl M in the library studying and got distracted by this. This was the second car getting towed. The first car was a bimmer!! rainy wet sunday, parking officer still so rajin. i guess they want more money.

Tuesday 31st

i saved on buying lunch by making my own sandwhich and bringing my own fruits. and so did caris! except smaller. haha! mine's the big one :D

own notes, textbook, course manual= can't see table..and i still came out feeling shitty with the i-think-i-can-actually-fail-this feeling on wednesday.

they were giving out free cans of juices on that day. how did two of us end up getting 3? go figure!

wednesday 1st- pinch and a punch on the first day of the month. yingswan actually set a reminder to do that on me but she still forgotten!!!

swan drawing up tree diagrams...no, not to help her study. it's to plan for things to do after the exams!!

thursday 2nd- mr.sunshine was shining. it was actually HOT!!! i love it!!

albert park on a sunny day. now what is shermayne doing at albert park? hehehehe...studying and soaking up the sun....kill two birds with one stone

it is so hot till my chunky kit kat bar melted..not so CHUNKY anymore :( but i love melted chocolate!!

and it's so hot till my skin became like that