You know how at times when you just feel like running away and disappear? Shut everything around you and so you won't need to care anymore? When you just feel like dropping everything down because no matter how hard you try, you can't possibly please everyone around you? When you feel that everyone, mostly everyone is against you? When someone is definitely prone to be unhappy, unsatisfied with the decision you make? Where you can't exactly take time to breathe because after solving a problem another is being thrown at you?
I'm feeling like that right now. It's what I've been feeling the past I-don't-know-how-many-weeks. Not all the time tho, just ... occassionally. It can't be helped I guess. This is life, it's unfair, tough luck! I just wish for the day to come. The day where I know I've actually done something right. Will that day ever come? Will just have to wait and see.
I am so looking forward for the winter break. Where everything will be over or on standby for a month. But right now, I need to get through the exams. I can do it!!!!
Regarding my exchange programme, I don't think I got it. They haven't got back to me yet. *sigh* and I thought going for an exchange would be good in the sense that I can run away from everything. Too bad for me then. Just gta live with it. As you can see, I'm not a person who can handle things very well, I tend to run away from problems rather than to deal with it. I guess it's time to change.
Minor issues really. Maybe I'm just taking some things too personal when it's not. But other than that, I'm good. Real good.
Next post: Belated birthday shoutouts to all the ppl born in May. To be honest, I nearly forgotten two :S.... *sigh*
6 comments:
that was actually how i felt before the mid-sem break. so many things juz keep coming and coming and it doesn't seem to stop. but i'm so over that already.. much in control of wats happening..
it is overwhelming! kesian you're still feeling that way after so many weeks. and i know wat is it lah. hahaha..
well all i can say is life's always a challenge lah.. that's just the way it is. so love n face the challenge and learn from it! =)
u know i'm always here to help! "sometimes you can't make it.. on your own".. wahahahahaha.. its ok to ask for help wan. =0)
i am here too! that goes to u to swan.
=)
swan dont make sher mayne emo also lar...kidding kidding
why not weekends we go emo together? go choc boutique? be happy ?! wat say u ?
thanks guys!! i kno u guys are awesome and will be there for me :) guess i've just taking some things too personal la.. must learn to care less.. heeheee.....
but yea... life is a challenge.. gta face it and learn from it...
thanks to gjin who texted me too! thanks fr caring!!! i'm all good! u guys are awesome!!
wait wait.. i'm emo...very emo ...very very... so when are we going choc boutique? nyehehehehehe
lol...when u are free..i'll txt u hehe
OooOOOoOO!! YES.. I'm super emo now.
CHOC BOUTIQUE!!!! Choc boutique!! hehehe..
i've been feeding on cadbury choc bars these days man... going choc boutique nw won't be that worth it as i'm not deprived of chocs yet...haha!!
btw swan, since u hv so many chocs, u shld actually try to melt one and eat it!! it taste so GOOD!!!
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