i nearly fainted

like every normal exam day, i got up, change, have breakfast, do some last minute cramming, walk to school and line up for the exam, walk into the commons and do my exam....

today, wasn't like every normal exam day.. today was FREAKY!!!!! i nearly fainted when we were lining up for the exam.... at first, i cldn't really see properly, thought it might just be the sun and the reflection and all that.. then later, my vision was blurred, everything around me was just white.. i guess i can't say i was blacked out... maybe... WHITE out?? i cldnt' really hear what ppl were saying arnd me, all i could hear was noises... hopefully no one talked to me coz i didn't reply anyone so i must hv been really rude then... newayzzz... i felt like fainting.. i cld actually just fall to the ground and faint.... it wld hv felt much better than standing up and trying to make up what's around me....

so many thoughts rushed through my head then and there..... what happens if i can't see throughout the whole exam?? how can i even read the question? do i even hv the ability to see where the boxes are and shade them in randomly? omg! and there's A level chem right after that.. what am i gna do? i was even contemplating whether to faint or not.. i was thinking to myself.. if i faint, they wld use my school exams to give me a mark. i got an A, 87.... why not ay? even if they give me a B, i wld be happy coz no way can i get a B or even a C or even a pass for that matter if i were to shade the boxes in randomly and write reflux/heat as answers in my a level paper..... fainting is really a good idea... i don't see why i shldn't faint... maybe coz i dun wna embarass myself in front of such a big crowd... i was praying and praying so hard to see.... and i was feeling really hot and sweaty....

when it was abt time i go in, i still cldn't see, but cld see shadows moving in front of me so i just assume that it's time to walk in the commons.. when i got in, i got my vision back slowly.. yayyy!!! but i still cldn't think.... my head hurts, i cldn't sign my signature(had to rub it off twice and sign again) and i was still sweating... but felt cold.. really cold... thank goodness it was quite sometime before we start so i cld actually settle down... i found the paper hard.. i had to read the questions several times before i understand it... mannn.. i'm gna do crap in this exams... my tummy hurts so much when they were collecting the answers back... cldn't wait to go to the loo... after the loo, felt so much better... A lvl was bad.... i forgotten all my reactions in organic when i was spending sooooo much time on it the last two days memorising it.... grrrrr!!! i'm really pissed at myself.. arghhh!!!

ohh wellzzz. that's my day... a really freaky one... got home and slept and am feeling better....i hope this won't happen to me during bio on monday and tuesday.... i hope nothing is wrong with me and that this is just a one time thing.. hopefully it's just coz of a bad breakkie.... nxt time, don't eat a full breakkie before exams!!!