ok.. so i broke my own rule and went online today.. tho it was meant to be a month later.. but i can't help it.. i was dying to check the school's webpage to see myself (self-obsessed freak), dying to check out the pictures posted by tina, dying to post pictures in my msn space http://spaces.msn.com/members/waterdiva/ and basically just dying to check my mails.. and i realized lots of stuff... i realized shaleeni is on holz -finally! that's why she mailed me twice, and i realized thaddeus's birthday is on the 20th not the 24th and realized woonie's 16th bday was on the 20th as well.... yea, i change the bday dates in my previous post.. lolxx!! and i was also dying to read about the news about our first lady who passed away yesterday..... after reading the news, it made me all sad.. shaleeni's mail was also very touching.... ahhh! i'm all emotional now.....
"our first lady past away today.. although i never knew her, this feeling of sadness and some sort of weird uncomfy kind of feeling just lingered around me today.watching the funeral really triggered a little fear in me. and it was so sad to see the PM so sad and quiet. although he was not crying, it was imposible to hide the sadness in his eyes..
things happen so suddenly.. u never know what's going to happen. it's kinda scary ya.. just imagine if u lost someone you love all of a sudden.. i'm just not sure if i'm all ready to live my life without that someone who left all of a sudden.. what would happen to me? would i break down? would my life be the same? wouldd I be the same.... i don't know... and honestly, i don't think so...
life is so unpredictable.. just hope that the ppl i love know that i love them a lot..
and that applies for u too.. before its too late.. i just really want you to know that i really really love u loads and you are a very important person to me.
if i were to lose you.. i would be lost, broken and really really sad.. honestly. so i hope i won't lose u at all.. although i know one day we may go separate ways.. or lose contact.. just want you to know that u will always be someone important to me. always." - by shaleeni jayamani-
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