Goodbye My Lover

It's time. Time to let you go and move on. Or maybe it's the other way round. You made the call, to leave me. Leave me here, missing you. I'm already missing you. But I will learn, learn to let you go. There were many times where I thought you would leave me, but you came back, telling me you'll stay a lil' while more.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

You made me happy, you made my day. But this time, I guess I really can't hang on to you any longer. I waited today. Like how I waited the last time. For you to come back telling me you'll be here with me. But, you did not come. I guess you're gone, gone forever. Perhaps it's really time for me to move on and see what's next in store for me.

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

I won't forget you. Your company on those countless sleepless nights. Or your presence that kept me awake, preventing me from falling asleep, encouraging me to go on, hang in there. Or the sleepy me, trying to stay awake, to await your arrival. Yes, that's how much I like you. Willing to stay awake just to wait for you. I enjoyed myself. I always had something to look forward to - YOU, your arrival.

I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

I'm feeling a bit lost now. Without you in my life anymore. What's there to look forward to now? What am I to do without you? Can I make it? Will I make it?

And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Yes, I believe I can. I have to believe in myself. I managed 17 years without you. I can do it! Though I gotta admit, I really cherished that 1.5 yrs with you. Gosh!! Why? Why? Why do you have to go?

BYE BYE FREE TEXT!!!!!!!!!

-heeheeheee...feeling cheeky AGAIN (u'll soon kno why it's AGAIN..haha!!) it's the exams i tell you, the exams... i bet james blunt is singing about free text too!!!