procrastinating andhappy birthday thaddeus

not too happy at all today.... 102 essay (the one that i actually managed to get 2 hours of sleep hence not considered last minute) got 11/15. Lower than the previous essay which I had no sleep at all. Maybe I should consider going back to last minute. Group presentation 8.5 out of 10. I would be happy with a 9. Why 8.5??? Ahhh!! Stupid lecturer. Minus us half mark for creativity. We all want to strangle her. Crazy man!! Of all things, mark us down for creativity. We used everything that we can possibly use. Even the whiteboard!! No one used the whiteboard, we used it. We had powerpoint show, we had videos. Call it not creative? Our transitions of speakers were like so original. We treated the audience as team players, not students like every other group. Gahh!! Ok, someone shoot me, I think I expected too high. *sigh*.... Spanish oral exam today was... alright i guess. Got super nervous and forgotten some stuff. The examiner had to give me hints. Wonder how it will be. Pfftt!!

Not doing as well as last semester. I'm kinda worried. Definitely goodbye to my A- in medsci. sportsci102, i have already lost 12% out of 50%. Need a miracle to score an A- as well. Found out today we have to write an 800 word essay, 400 word essay, answer 6 short answers and 20 multi choice question in 2 hours. Crap! If like that means I have to basically understand every single thing lar... So much readings to be done... I hate this paper a lot, no right or wrong answer, or is there? As for sportsci104, i don't know where i'm sitting at but the mid-semester test, i did not score an A. So, what are the chances? Very low too. Not like last semester. Haihhhh.... Only hope left is Spanish, but spanish doesn't count towards anything, it's just a freaking main-main paper. *sigh* I really don't want Cs at all but I have a super strong feeling i'll get them this time. And here I am , procrastinating when i'm suppose to study. You see!!! Still thinking whether I should limit myself to the no. of times i blog in the next 3 weeks. How? How?

Still haven't write up study plan. How slack am I? Super!!! Die larr die larrr... still got 360 to think about. I think I'll just leave that aside. After exams only sort it out. But but...shit man!! My head hurts from thinking about it. I've already got two unis in mind. One in canada, second choice in the states. As for my papers, I already found a few for the canada uni but still have to go to the faculty and ask for approval. Still need to get the papers sorted out for the one in the states. Still need to find an academic referee. Still need to write an essay on why I want to go on an exchange, still need to fill out other forms in which I haven't gone through them yet. And my flight from kl back to auckland, still haven't book. And apparently, it's pretty full near the days I wna come back. Stupid!! I shouldn't have left all these things last minute. Serves me right lar....


On the other hand, let's think about the tiny lil good stuff today and then i'll be happy :D
- it's the last day of uni. Wow! 1st year, gone just like that! So quick!
- my apple today is super crunchy and sweet. Best apple after so many days with yucky ones.
- i saw the man under the bridge today! Yes, in case you don't know, there's a man living under a flyover. If you drive along motorway 1 and pass by the flyover/bridge whatever u call it saying OMAHU RD, you can spot a man living there. Usually it's just boxes (his house) and sometimes he's there, sometimes he's not. According to my friend, he's been living there for quite a few years already. I pass by there everyday on the way to uni and we would always look out for the man. Today, I saw him, so happy!! Small things amuses small minds
-i get to sleep in till 8 this morning
-my ankle is doing well, just need to gain my strength back. no more visits to the physio :D all up to me :D
- mum bought 4 boxes of cookies and cream ice cream today. dad bought three random flavours few weeks ago and not yet finish. still got a half eaten box from months ago. hence, we have 8 boxes of ice cream in the freezer. Settle our food problem for the next one week when mum and dad are in aussie!!!

Ooohh! ok, i'm happy now. See, it's really the little things in life that makes me happy. Just have to think hard of what they are and then ta-da!!!

Another happy note....

Happys 23rds Birthdays Thaddeusssssss!!!!!

Wills nevers forgets thoses SSssSsSs... sos funnys... thankss fors beings mys funnys friends, drivings mes tos trainings ands sendings mes homes, takings mes fors suppers afters trainings...you'res awesomelys superbsss!!!