Getting there.. slowly but surely...
today for once.... i did not sort of dozed off in class.. yes, the past one week... i never fail to doze off in at least one lecture/tutorial everyday. i had no idea why i didn't doze off today judging i only had 4 hours of sleep last night.
tomorrow is hell wednesday.. taking a short break from studying now.. procrastination.. that's the word.. haha!! i just realized i find it hard to get my mind around these two words... i'm very SLOW....contralateral.. ipsilateral.. man i hate these fancy words when u can just say "same side" and "opposite side".... left n right is already hard for me...
i had some thoughts last night..... and i'm slowly pulling myself together....
this first year is definitely going to be the hardest. i'm actually looking forward for next year as it will be mostly placements and more hands on. but for now, i need to get the techniques and theories right which i'm really bad at for now. don't know my anatomy well at all. it is going to be the hardest because it's a new environment, i will have to form a new method of studying and i need to be strong. somehow, i just have to pick myself up and march forward. there's no point regretting coming here. i have been having thoughts on how i should have just stayed at auckland and go to AUT. it'll be a long 4 yrs but at least i will be in a familiar environment and it will be more relaxed as there's a longer time frame to cram all these stuff in my head.
But as i said, there's no turning back. i've made the decision months back, i have wished so hard for this opportunity. i got it now, my wish was granted and i should make full use of it. for my dream to come true, it is now all up to me. i've been given the key to my future, now i just have to find the lock in the next two years, stick the key in and open it up.
On a different note ....
More money came into my Bring Back Sher Mayne for Graduation fund!!!! Thank you to all of you who contributed!! thank you thank you!!!! really really appreciate it!
And now... back to the spinal column
tomorrow is hell wednesday.. taking a short break from studying now.. procrastination.. that's the word.. haha!! i just realized i find it hard to get my mind around these two words... i'm very SLOW....contralateral.. ipsilateral.. man i hate these fancy words when u can just say "same side" and "opposite side".... left n right is already hard for me...
i had some thoughts last night..... and i'm slowly pulling myself together....
this first year is definitely going to be the hardest. i'm actually looking forward for next year as it will be mostly placements and more hands on. but for now, i need to get the techniques and theories right which i'm really bad at for now. don't know my anatomy well at all. it is going to be the hardest because it's a new environment, i will have to form a new method of studying and i need to be strong. somehow, i just have to pick myself up and march forward. there's no point regretting coming here. i have been having thoughts on how i should have just stayed at auckland and go to AUT. it'll be a long 4 yrs but at least i will be in a familiar environment and it will be more relaxed as there's a longer time frame to cram all these stuff in my head.
But as i said, there's no turning back. i've made the decision months back, i have wished so hard for this opportunity. i got it now, my wish was granted and i should make full use of it. for my dream to come true, it is now all up to me. i've been given the key to my future, now i just have to find the lock in the next two years, stick the key in and open it up.
On a different note ....
More money came into my Bring Back Sher Mayne for Graduation fund!!!! Thank you to all of you who contributed!! thank you thank you!!!! really really appreciate it!
And now... back to the spinal column
3 comments:
was never worried about you. i know you'll get back on ur feet in no time. it's okay to feel that way sometimes, it'll only make you stronger the next time n u'll be able to cope easily.
think bout it this way, if u did 4yrs in AUT, when we're 25yrs old GOT MONEY GO BUNGEE JUMP MEHHHHH???? hehehehehe.. maybe u need to do another 'SUPPORT SHER MAYNE BUNGEE JUMP FUND' too lol lol..
oklah that's a crap reason lol
be happy. relish the opportunity. enjoy life. 1 step closer to being called Dr. Chan. =)
Kambate Shermayne!!! I know you can do it :D you have so many people to support you!! And if I come back to NZ, I think I will come visit you too ;)
It's a bit lonely here in the UK too without friends like you...
hahahaha!!! that's true!!!! if i do 4 yrs in aut, i wld be coming out broke... but now 2 yrs here, at least i have 2 years to pay my debt before we go on our mission!!!! perhaps still need to do a support sher mayne bungee jump fund then.... or we cld have "support swannie and shermayne's bungee jump" fund!! lolx!
dr.chan?? that will never happen la.. two years is the max.. i won't wanna go any further.. lolx!!! i wna be like those working ppl who can play ps3 every wknd!!! ahahaha!!!
gjin.... when u gna come back to akl??? blog laaa... u been MIA for a vERY LONG time.... wna know what's up!!!!
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