Friday, September 16, 2005

exams are over!!!

yee-ya!!! exams are over!! mann! i hvn't been blogging for two weeks... miss me?? anyone?? lolxx!! don't think anyone would....

this exams is the hardest i ever studied in my life!!! i'm not exagerrating.. i didn't do much maths tho so i will fail maths.. didn't know how to do the whole of stats except the last question which worth only 4 marks.. and i'm not sure whether it's totally right... if it is.. then 4 marks out of 50 for stats... hmnnn.. that's 8%.... hahahahhaa!! but at least i know i will pass chemistry coz i was studying a lot of it... if i don't do well.. gosh i will be disappointed..at least a C mann.... not a D again.. if i get a D.. then it proves i am just hopeless in it no matter how hard i study..... but i am prepared to be.... haha!! the whole week i have 5 hours of sleep everyday... except on wednesday night to thursday morning where i had 6 hours coz pe was in the afternoon..... and today when i came home after my bio exam, i slept for 5 hours.....

pe and bio exams were similar.. similar in the sense that i was writing heaps of bullsh** hoping what i wrote made sense... but i think pe made more sense in the contemporary studies part coz it's like on the society and human behaviour...anatomy and physiology was alright coz it was something like bio.... but i'm so dead in the skills acquisition part.... heaps and heaps of bullsh** coz i only learnt welford's model and couldn't be bothered with whiting's.. and whiting's came out so yea. i was screwed.....and then there was this pyramid thingy in which we have to fill in.. omg! i seriously don't remember coming across any pyramid in pe... except ermm.. the food pyramid?? hahahahaha! so yea... 8 marks gone just like that....
speaking about food.. omg!!! this really embarassing thing happened during the 3 hrs pe exam... my tummy grumbled really loud during the exam.. and since it was so quiet.... u can obviously hear it.... everyone in the room could hear it... and it wasn't just like one "grrrrr".. it lasted for like at least 5 seconds!! it went :" grrrr.... grrrgrrrr...grrrrriok"... hahahahaha!!! i was so embarassed.. but thank goodness it was my pe class ppl so they weren't disturbed by it.. some giggled as it was towards the end of the exams and most of us didn't have anything to write.... and then another person's tummy grumbled after that. so it was quite funny.... haha!!!!!


as for bio.... i was cramming all of last night and this morning.. woke up at 5.30 to continue cramming.. so i had 4 hours of sleep.... and when it came to the exams...... i was so dead.. i didn't know much about the kidney and the structure of the tubule and i coulnd't answer all the questions on it.... so that's like ermm.. heaps of marks gone.. maybe a total of 10 or even more... i don't know..... and then there's like heaps more i couldn't do... there's a few questions where i left them blank as i couldn't spend much time pondering on them.. i was running out of time... so yea.. approx. 15 marks gone down the drain guaranteed... and the essay question... i didn't really know what they were asking for.. so i just wrote the whole process of producing human insulin.. i think i was meant to explain the use of DNA technology or something like that.... as for the advantages.. i only can think of two.... so yea... i'm screwed.. should have done the other essay question... don't even know why i chose that... haihhhhhh..... *cross fingers and pray i don't get a D*... i wanted a B but now.. i highly doubt it.... so yea.. shall settle for a C.....

can't wait for monday to get my results.... hopefully some of my hard work will be paid off.... right now.. i shall have a relaxing weekend..... weeeeeeeee!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

had my swimming assessment yesterday.... omg!! i did a 1.15 for 100m free!! my personal best!!! shitss!! my previous PB was 1.16.. ok ok.... 1 second improvement.. ain't much but the thing is, that 1.16 was like done two years ago?? and then i stopped trainining for ages.... so yea.. i'm a happy person.. however, i was targetting for a 1.13 which in the first place i think it is impossible.. and well, shermayne is right!! wahahaha!!! i really hope i will get a good mark.. the coach said it was a good time coz she thought i was being too optimistic for targetting 1.15...yeaa.. i told her my target is 1.15.. didn't say 1.13 coz if don't make it, then not that good... the whole aim was to reach my target...haha! but then she will also look at my stroke technique in which i don't think it was that good.. yea.. i know coz i saw it on video.. i really really wna know my marks!!! if i get like 21 out of 30... i need to get like 86% minimum in theory to get an A..... so the higher i get in my practical.. the less i need to worry for my theory.. hahaha..well... shall just wait and see......

Saturday, September 03, 2005

stupid school!

as you all know.... wednesday was malaysia's national day... we are 48 yrs old!!! so i was blogging in malay.. most of you would have probably figured it out by then like rachel.... unless you are too paranoid and thought that your computer have gone cuckoo and english have turned into some weird language that you don't understand.....

anywayzzz.. this week was alright until thursday when we heard that the talent quest finals was cancelled... wth??? i had my friday night planned for talent quest and was sooooooooo looking forward to it but then freaking school principal had to cancel it... his reason: i want you all to study hard for the upcoming exams.. bullsh**t!! i bet no one would study on a friday night... and it's just like one night only... and the performers have been preparing themselves all along.. cancelling the talent quest one day before is just stupid and unreasonable... who the heck would do that??? in fact, the time put in by all the performers in the past weeks have been wasted just coz the stupid principal is being paranoid that outsiders will egg the school and vandalise it coz there ain't much security on that night....... that's the real reason by the way.. coz it was published in the local newspaper that the talent quest will be held at the gym but it was meant to be at the auditorium... geeZ!! just a tiny mistake... as if ppl who turned up at the gym and realized there isn't anything on at the gym would get so mad and start vandalising the school..... besides, the school could just put a sign saying that the talent quest is at the auditorium not the gym and have arrows guiding ppl the the auditorium if that's the case... gosh!!!! as if we are all uncivilized ppl....and having the talent quest in term 4 isn't good AT ALL.... coz the performers will waste their holidays practising instead of studying for the real exams... and thats just dumb!!!!! it is TOTALLY unreasonable and stupid!!!

ok.. i guess i'm just really pissed off coz my friday night was just so boring last night and all i want to say is that the principal have just made a very very very stupid and idiotic decision of cancelling the talent quest one day before it... if it were to be cancelled one week before.. then it wouldn't be that bad.... GrrRrrR!!!

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Merdeka!!!

Oleh kerana hari ini Hari Kebangsaan Malaysia, saya akan tulis ini dalam Bahasa Melayu. Bahasaku tak begitu baik kerana dah lama tak berbahasa Melayu. Saya pasti semua kawanku di New Zealand tak akan faham apa saya sedang cakap.

Kepada semua warga Malaysia....

Selamat Hari Kebangsaan ke-48!!

Merdeka! Merdeka!! Merdeka!!!

Ini lagu yang saya sangat suka:

Tanggal 31

Bulan lapan Lima puluh tujuh

Merdeka ! Merdeka !

Tetaplah Merdeka

Ia pasti menjadi sejarah

Tanggal 31

Bulan lapan Lima puluh tujuh

Hari yang mulia

Hari bahagia

Sambut dengan jiwa yang merdeka

Mari kita seluruh warga negara

Ramai-ramai menyambut hari merdeka

Merdeka

Tiga satu

Bulan Lapan

Lima puluh tujuh

Hari mulia negara ku merdeka

Weeeeeeeeeee!!! Malaysia Boleh!!

Sunday, August 28, 2005

sunday

last night slept at 2 but this morning, somehow i woke up at 8.. but lay in bed till 10.... assunta couldnt' go library today coz she was still feeling sick frm yesterday's sausage.. haha!!! went to the library alone... had to get some work done... wanted to do maths but silly me! forgotten to bring my calculator.. argh!! so i did AS chem.. did one past year paper..more like flipping through my notes and copying the answers down... took like 2.5 hours to do that.... goshh!! i'm screwed! went down to eat pasta at 1.30... ate by myself.. but was good.. went back upstairs and read through some of my last year's chem notes.. decided to go home at 2.30 coz nothing else to do.... did some maths but gave up after a few questions coz all my answers are all different from the answers behind the book... grrr!!!

cleaned toilet and then showered... realized i'm fat... my tummy is bulging out A LOT! i thought it wouldn't be that bad coz i'm swimming... i suppose it's coz i am still eating more than i exercise...haha... who cares? just wait till summer... went upstairs to watch tv... had roast pork for dinner... so yum! later, made blueberry smoothie using yoghurt ice cream.... yup yup.. me eating again. i can't resist it! i just HAVE to eat... yay! tmrw morning going swimming... hope i will lose the smoothie i drank tonight... probably not coz i will need to lose tmrws breakfast!

Saturday, August 27, 2005

i want tickets!!

I really really reallly really really really x 1000000000000000000000000000000 want tickets to Jesse Mccartney's concert!!!!!!! please please please please please!!!!! someone give it to me for my ermm.. be-earlied 18th bday prezzie!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! the concert is on the 18th of sept! da wknd after my exams!!! such a perfect timing!!!!! pretty pretty please??

tired n exhausted

friday was a very very tiring day.. as usual, had training... my brother was meant to go that morning but he cldn't wake up when i woke him up.. he sent me to school after that tho... during pe at school.. we played this game which was super tiring... 5 ppl in each team.. each team of one end of the gym... when the teacher call out the number 3, then 3 ppl from each team will run to opposite end of the gym and back then run to the middle and start playing a game.... had like 6 types of games... dodgeball, indoor soccer, bball, headache(passing the ball is like netball but scoring is like soccer but only can use head to score), a game very similar to volleyball, frisbee(score but throwing the frisbee and hitting the backboard of the bball hoop.... the running was tiring... and then after the running, straight away hv to play the game... and most of us were like sprinting coz we will get possession of the ball if we got to the middle first.... and when a goal is scored, we have to run back to our end of the gym.. first team that sits down gets one point and the team that score a goal will get 2 points... and then the number calling starts again.. every1 in pe was panting after each game... played this for 45 mins non-stop.... at the end, we were all begging mr.morrison to stop the games....

martial arts after school was good in the sense that rossanna got us pizzas but bad in the sense that i my body is aching right now and i have a big bruise on my ankle... at first i thought it wasn't that bad but this morning when i woke up, it was blue-black and bengkak... so painful!!

went to auck uni open day with assunta...the uni is HUGE.. can get lost easily.... thanks to my lovely koko who showed me where the science building is and the places i would be going for the day.... n also telling me to go for the year 10 free bbq instead of the one at the Quad which will be super crowded.... very useful... happy with the choices i've made when applying to uni... biomed, health science, sports n exercise science.... at 12, we went for the year 10 free bbq... ate 4 sausage sizzle.. it was so good.. first time in my life eating 4 in a row.....the queue wasn't as long as the one at the Quad and they had three tables instead of just one.... bad thing is, we both got diarrhoea after that.... it was so bad... and i'm feeling quite sick right now... i'm also really sleepy... meant to go to aunt theresa's house tonight for dnr... mum said aunt janet will be going means rachel will be going but rachel said she's not going so i won't go... hehehe... plus, i'm kinda sick of food right now... i mean... 4 sausage sizzle!!!! ughh... so so sick.... gna sleep nw...

Thursday, August 25, 2005

what a i-don't-know-how-to-describe-week

this week was such a i-don't-know-how-to-describe-week... we had our list for the elective prog. that's gna be held last week of term.. can't wait for the white water rafting.. 7m drop!!! woahh!!! i'm sure it's not 90 degrees tho... and i'm sure we won't die.. assunta was freaking out that day and was repeating "7m! 7m! 7m drop!!" in maths.... she said she's gna bring 7 whistles with her to call for help.. i think she won't die due to drowning. she is more likely to die due to the choking of 7 whistles in her mouth....
i've decided not to go to the snow trip organized by the school... the main purpose i wanted to go snowboarding so badly was because i want to make full use of my snowboarding pass.. but then come to think about it, i'm not really saving much if i go with the school.. it's a rip off n i don't know all the ppl who is going.. plus the money for the elective prog is a LOT!! i just checked out the white water rafting @ kaituna river website.... the cost is 79 bucks.. and the school is charging us 154 if i'm not mistaken... so i suppose the other 75 is for the transport, mountain biking and hot pools? can't be that expensive.. plus we wld hv group discounts...i guess ripping people off is what makes the world goes around? blehhh.... buying the lift pass this year was a mistake... well, nxt year my holz will be the same as my brother's and if he buys it, then only i will buy it... should just do what i always have been doing - Follow my brother.
it's battle of the bands this week.. monday's instrumental made me sleepy..ZZZzZZzzzZ... tuesday's was good.. but would hv been better if ADD played at the start or at the middle.. not at the end!!! they managed to play only one song which is the song that they played during house assembly... GrrRrrR! to be really honest, rachel is a really good singer and nikita is just screaming all the time.. i'm not the only one who said it, other ppl agree with me as well..... i really hope they get into the finals tho they were disadvantaged coz the other bands played 2 songs... ishhh!!!!
wednesday morning my brother was too lazy to get up and go swimming with me.. went there myself.... training was great.. "felt" fast.... i overtook 2 guys from st.kents that was swimming on my lane... there was a bunch of st.kents ppl training that morning.... woohoo!! haha! but then again it might be coz they were tired... they were doing 100m sprints.. dno how many sets.. and i was doing only 4 sets... so yea.... that explains it i suppose... martial arts after school was alright....hv a new member-sandra- a german exchange student... we decided to perform first wk back of term 4 coz she won't be here during the last week of term 3.... she's only a yellow belt in germany but gosh! she's good!! i had the opportunity to spar with her and woahh!!! she's got the skills and i lost to her... i didn't manage to hit her once.... guess i will hv to start practising my sparring coz i hvn't sparred for ages...
ok, time to go now.... mom's making roast pork and it smells GOOD!!! i'm hungry! *drools*

Sunday, August 21, 2005

hmnnnn

yesterday woke up at 8 and went swimming at 9.. swam for an hour... i THINK i'm improving a bit.. coz i managed to swim wout fins and managed my target time for 150m.. yea..150m.. what a weird length.. haha!!! later on, went for social bball.. we lost.. by 2 points!! arghh!! it was a tie until the last 30 secs, the other team scored the last 2 points.. i suck at bball anyway but yestday was my lucky day. i somehow scored 6 points.. wahahaaha...

came back, showered and made myself a cup of hot chocolate... MMmMMm... the choc drink didn't make me high tho.. i was sleeping after that... went to botany at 3 to check out the 8 hrs sale.... it was sales everywhere... heaps of ppl.. it's so unfair how the food weren't on sale tho..

today, went to the library with assunta.... managed to get my bio notes done... so many pages i tell u!!! two of my G2 pens died while i was making my notes.... bio = pen killer!!! newayzz... for lunch... *grins*... we had chicken lagsagne and macaroni n cheese.. MMmMMmMMM.. the lady was sooooo generous... gave assunta heaps of macaroni n cheese... i wanted the bigger piece of chicken lagsagne but she gave me the smaller one.. i told her to get the inside one but in her view, it was meant to be the outside one.. arghh!! silly me!! or maybe assunta just charmed the lady with her "hot" looks that's why she gave her heaps of mac n cheese.. hahahaha!!! and i'm not "hot" enuff that's why the lady gave me a small piece of chicken lagsagne.. *sobs*.. it's all good tho. i was so FULL in the end... so we walked around botany after lunch to digest our food while looking for eeyore books coz of assunta... haha! later on, went back to the libarry and did maths... hate maths still.. haha!! i've got yummy breakfast tomorrow.. weetbix crunch!!! i bought them today!!! and then i bought up n go as well... mmmmmm.. i love vanilla ice...not many ppl like that flavour... but it was cheaper than usual so i bought 3 packs of 3 boxes.... meaning 9 boxes in total.. it was cheaper than the 6 boxes in one pack.... omg!! i think i'm speaking nonsense.. no one wld actually understand what i'm talking about.. lolxxx!!!

ok, time to sleep now.. it's gna be 12 soon and tmrw hv to wake up for training again... *sighs*....

Friday, August 19, 2005

Friendship Week

WARNING: SUPER DUPER LONG ENTRY. A SUMMARY OF MY WEEK....

it's friendship week this week... well, it's the end of friendship week... caroline gave us lemons for friendship week.... she have her reasons to why she was giving lemons on friendship week.... but i forgotten... lolx!! i will put the reasons up one day... ppl were selling friendship bracelets around in school... i was selling them as well.... yoon young wrote a letter to me... on a dolphin letter!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! yea... it has a dolphin picture on it... omg!! it was sooooooooo nice... when i saw it.. i couldn't stop grinning.... ahhh!!!!!!!! then assunta got jealous... don't worry assunta, i still love the dolphin key chain.... and it loves me as well :) *muakzz* i love both of them... but sorry, i have to share my love between the letter and the key chain.... hahahaha...
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although this week was friendship week, it wasn't really a nice week.... in fact, it was a stressful week and for once i wanted it to go slower....first of all, i got back my resits results... not good... had same grade as last time for maths and physics.. and bio, just improve by a grade.. i was actually happy with it until i heard heaps of ppl got A for it... proves that i'm dumb.... monday, woke up early to go for swimming.... was racing with my brother so i finished quite late so had to rush to school.... and at the same time, finishin up the ice cream my brother bought for me... yea, eating ice cream in the morning...crazzyyy!! after school, came home and do some of my chem assignment, maths and bio worksheet in which i had the answers to it but i don't understand the answers!!!!! tuesday i was doing more of the stupid bio worksheet and maths.. didn't hv time for chem assignment... then at 7, went to lloyd elsmore for time trials... *bluekk* did 17 sec for 50 fly... dats quite alrite judging i hv bn training 4 only a week... did 40sec for 50 back... was aiming for under 40 but yea... it's alrite.. i'm slow anyway... then then then.... 1.18 for 100 free!!!! omg!! am satisfied!! ok ok, i know it's super slow for my age and all that but yea... when i'm training, my timing for 100 free was like 1.45... so i was aiming at like 1.30... coz with fins during training, i'm doing 1.30... hah! but i did 1.18... BUT this means that on sept 6, i have to do faster than 1.18... arghh!! the coach is asking me to aim for 1.13 in which i highly doubt i will manage that judging my PB 3 yrs ago was 1.15... n now after not training for ages, i have to do 1.13?? arghh!!! should have swam super slow on my first time trial....
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wednesday morning, i SOOOO didn't want to go training... but forced myself anyway... my brother was too tired to go... training that morning was pretty good.. didn't regret for going..... why??? hmnnn... shld i tell u? nahh.... let's just say the lane i was swimming and the lane nxt to mine weren't empty and the ppl swimming in it were very fast... after skool, stayed back for martial arts practice.. wasn't really a practice.. more like a discussion coz no one turned up.. only ben, johnny and i turned up.. rossanna had doctor appointment... so yea.. we had a super long discussion on what we should do for end of term 3.. we decided to hv a performance on the last day of term 3 in the auditorium... man it's gna b so kewl! we r gna hv beams of lights on us while we do our stunts...and then hopefully some raw sparring... gosh!! i hope we can do that!! i hope there's nothing on on that day... if not i'm gna be super gutted n we will hv to do it in term 4 which is also exams time!!!! came home at arnd 5... cooked some nuggets and talked to 4th aunty online... mom came home from hospital at arnd 6 n i had to cooked for her coz she was too tired and she was hungry as she haven't eat since 7 in the morning.... later on, cooked dinner.... finish dinner at arnd 8 something and then i started reading on bio coz gna hv a bio prac the nxt day which counts towards the end of yr skool exam... didn't hv time for chem assignment.. i'm telling u, that assignment is never ending!!!!!!! slept reali early..slept at 11.. was sooo tired....

thursday- bio prac... damnit!! my stupid litmus paper didn't change colour for both test tubes!! so i had to make a wild guess.. and guess what? i made the wrong guess!!! i said F1 changed color, F3 didn't.. when i looked at cathy's (yes, i cheat), it was her F3 that changed color... so i looked at tina's.... for hers, all of them changed! so yea, i decided to stick to what i wrote down... and damnit! i should hv followed cathy's... haha! so in the end, i didn't cheat and copied others... after skool, had lvl4 chem tutorial.. my mind wasn't really in there as i was worrying abt my chem assignment... all i did in that tutorial was just copying all the answers down when she wrote them on the board... i really need to study my AS chem stuff n know them really really well.... coz lvl4 chem had stuff on AS... grrrrr... came home.. sewed the zip for my school skirt.... did some maths and later on was all on chem assignment.. i guess i take a really long time to do it becoz i dno how to do most of them.. which made me felt dumb and depressed.... *sigh*... in the end, i gave up and went to bed... this morning, was soooo sleepy so i didnt' go for training.. hope the coach weren't there to check on me.. *cross fingers*.. gna train tmrw morning instead....

i need to catch up on a lot of work this weekend.... gonna have to finish my chemistry assignment.. thank goodness she totally forgotten to ask us to hand up our assignments today.. i was busy doing it during bio... so i didn't pay attention to what was going on at bio.. didn't manage to finish it after bio.. then at chem, she was making nylon!! took the whole lesson which was good coz everyone got excited and then she forgotten to ask us to hand up our assignment.. meaning i have this whole weekend to do it properly... weee!!! and i also hv to do my bio notes which is a lot as i was meant to make the notes on wednesday but caris had the txt book.. plus today's notes and hwk from bio = HEAPS ..... maths test 2day was horrible... didn't finish tho i spent like 2 hrs and more doing it....why? coz i have NO IDEA on how to do it.... didn't hv lunch at all as i spent lunch doing the maths test.... yea, mr.barrett gives us unlimited time to do it... PE was boring today... only 5 of us.. the rest went for geo trip.. we played indoor bowl which was super duper uber BORING!!!! but.. me and bronwyn won.. we beat sarah and monique...10-7.. if the game were to go on longer, sarah n monique wld hv caught up coz they were getting better and me and bronwyn were getting bored of the game... after school, martial arts discussion again.. not coz no one turned up but coz we were brainstorming on what we should do since the ppl dats gna perform turned up.... we had food while discussing as well.. which was really good as i was super hungry.... i really want the outfit to be all black!!!but then again, the only black bottom i have is my black jeans which won't be comfortable for me to do kicks.... haihhh.... we r still unsure on what to wear.. definitely not our uniform...
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ok, that's about it for this week... it super long.. doubt that anyone wld go thru it.... but well, the purpose for me writing it is not to entertain anyone.. i'm not kenny sia... go to kennysia.com n u will kno wat i'm talking abt.... as for my blog, it's more for me to read back next time n bore myself to death..... ta ta for now!!!!

Sunday, August 14, 2005

my weekend

woahh! didn't update this weekend... was rather busy i'd say... so yea.. will update now before i go ZZzZzzZZ...

friday was funny friday...imagine the 7th form dean chucking a cylinder made of white cardboard in the air a SEVERAL times while he is in the middle of a maths lesson... imagine a fierce looking teacher throwing one side of a school shoes towards the ceiling a several times.... well, too bad u've gotta imagine while lucky me manage to see it with my own eyes.. so is the rest of the a level maths class that have maths with mr.phillips.... yes, he is the 7th form dean and yes, he is a fierce looking and a strict teacher.... so.... why was he doing that? well, to get paper airplanes down from the ceiling.... now u must be wondering how in the world paper airplanes get stuck in the ceiling... it's just made of paper.. and the ceiling is pretty high judging that mr.phillips had to throw the shoes and the cardboard cylinder a couple of time... well, beats me... i dun even know how in the heck the paper airplanes get up there.. all i know it's done by ppl who has study in that class... gosh i've gotta admit they have good aiming skills.. they shld participate in the olympic for shooting.... my maths class is very interesting..well, more like the ceiling is very interesting... there's pens stuck on the ceiling and even a scissors... but on friday when i looked up the ceiling, the scissors wasn't there anymore.. which then keeps me wondering how in the heck the scissors got down? did it just drop on someone's head?? or did the study class ppl just got so bored one day and stack like 5 or 6 chairs or even more on top of a table and got the scissors down coz they needed the scissors to cut up something? strange things do really happen i suppose....

i've got another thing to tell.. i'm not done yet.. lolx!!! it's about ME!!! me being "distracting" according to some.... i was drinking water by the water fountain before school and mrs.o brien bumped into me.. and then she striked up a small conversation with me... here goes...

ob (mrs.o brien): hey shermayne! how r u?
me: i'm alright
ob: so have assunta been up to any mischief lately?
me: errr..nope
ob: do u sit next to her in any classes this year?
me: nahh, she sits in front or behind me
ob: i see, that's good
me: *laughs coz i knew why it's a good thing*
ob: i bumped into cathy and assunta yesterday when they were going to physics.. and i asked cathy whether assunta have been behaving...
me: what did she say?
ob: cathy said she has been behaving because you are not sitting next to her anymore.
me: *laughs*
ob: so when u see cathy today, u can give her a pinch!!
me:*laughs again* *speechless*

so yeaa... hmnn.. guess i really do have a bad influence on assunta last year... i'm was distracting her..... lolxx!!! some ppl just can't study together i suppose.... i mean, both of us go to the library nearly every sunday... and we can't really study.... especially after lunch when our sugar level is super high..... but we do get some work done.. like today(sunday)... we got quite a few maths questions done.. haha.. felt so proud of myself... lesson learnt from maths: DON'T SKIP ANY STEPS, WRITE IT DOWN. PUT BRACKETS. hahahaha!!!!

ok, that's about it for today.... tmrw is monday..*sighs*... gna go sleep now...tmrw have to wake up early for training.. am training monday, wednesday and friday morning for this whole month.. just one month and it will be over....arghh!! well, at least i get to keep fit and will have more reasons to EAT.... wahahahhaa.... *sings* ALWAYS THINK ON THE BRIGHTT SIDE OF LIFE!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

mufti day

mufti day was yesterday.. it was fun.. assunta and i each wore a tie... she wore a silver tie with a black top.. looks really good.. not weird at all... whereas for me, i wore a checkered blue and silver tie and a striking green shirt...lolxxx... it's really striking.. monique said that whenever she saw a striking green shirt, she would know it's me.. haha! took some pictures yesterday as well... most of them are of the same ppl.... shld hv taken pictures of more ppl... will put the pictures up on my yahoo photos account... too much hassle to put them in here.... will be doing that tomorrow(friday).... hopefully i'm not too sleeepy to do it... have been having 6 hours of sleep this whole week... and well, i usually need 8 hrs...couldn't think properly today...

linkage in biology was sooooo confusing today... my brain hurts after that.. i still don't understand what she was talking about.... and during maths... was doing integration and i got stuck on ONE question for nearly the whole maths lesson.. it wasn't a hard question by the way.. shows that my brain just isn't functioning.... i couldn't even tell the time on a clock.. it was meant to be 2.50 and i read it as 2.10.. why? coz one needle is pointing to 2, and the other pointing to 10!!!! so i thought it was 2.10.... ohh wait a minute.. shouldn't it be 1.50 instead of 2.50? hmnn, i shall look at it again later on in my bookmark.. my bookmark have a picture of a clock.. that's why.... the funny thing is that after i realized it was 2.50 instead of 2.10, i decided to ask assunta what the time is on the clock and she said 2.10 as well!! haha!! couldn't stop laughing.... i couldn't even speak.. tina was laughing hard out but tried to hold her laughter in coz mr.phillips was just in front of us.... goshh!! what a day!!!! thank goodness it was Play Time in PE after that.... played Bluff in PE...haha... last thursday we played Mafia.... Thursday's PE is play time from now onwards... WEeEeeEeEEEeeeEE!! that's the joy of doing PE as a subject.. wahahahahaha...

Saturday, August 06, 2005

wowwww!!

wowww!! this week have gone by really fast.... really can't remember what i did... except that i slept at 1 something every night except on friday night.. slept at 12...haha.. was so sleepy... played mini golf last night as well... 12 bucks for one round.. quite expensive.. but it was fun... apparently the one near the airport is 15 bucks unlimited... so will go there next time... woke up at 12 today.... meaning i had 12 hrs of sleep... felt soooo good!! went shopping at manukau today ...bought a jacket for myself... 2 for 30 bucks.. so peiyun bought one.... haha!! we can be twinssss!!!!! later bought coffee from gloria jean's coffee... please don't buy coffee frm there.. not nice!!!! well, to me and peiyun, it wasn't nice.... but luckily we got charged 80 cents cheaper.. hahahaha.... ummm..nothing much to say already..... 9 more weeks to a lvls... ahhh!!

Saturday, July 30, 2005

i'm sick

i'm sick.. i'm so so so sick...i don't know why? what have i done to deserve to be sick? i ate my vitamins u know!! i hate eating them but i did.. but yet i am still sick.. this sux! hate being sick.. can't text after midnight last night.. was just too tired.... and txts just kept on flooding on... hmnn.. my fans are huge!haha... *jokes*.... in the end, had to put my phone on silent.. this morning.... woke up at 11... and i'm still sick... feel so tired.. and tonight have to go to caroline's house for the msian club party... i hate those 4th formers!!! they all suck!!!!! i hate them!! they are idiotssss!!!!! i want to choke them to death!!! they were the one who wanted the party and now... one don't come, the rest ain't coming.. GrRrrR!!! stupid chains of 4th formers..... and renting the singstar and playstation costs money$$$$! *rawr*!!! at first can cover the cost of renting it by having every1 pay 2 bucks.. but now........ they just don't know how to keep to their words... and they were the one who raised their hands up saying they will definitely come... *screams*!!!!!! i suppose i am overreacting.. my sudden burst of anger... hahahahaha.... i'm alright now....

but i'm not gna have anymore msian parties anymore.. no one is interested in it... i'm useless coz i can't host interesting parties....but hey... think of the brightside.... thank goodness my brother, yuen, ajita is gna go... they are fun ppl.... i hope peiyun and kevin can go as well.... haha.. the outsiders are just the best!!!! and hopefully rachel is gna go... she's darn good at singing and she's cool!!! and stephanie!! she's one crazy girl!!! i didn't know she can be crazy but she is...
blehhh... i'm gna go off now.....

Monday, July 25, 2005

school's started

school's started... 77 days more to a lvls.... meaning 11 weeks more.. as for the school exams, 6 more weeks....school was umm......ok.. but could be better but won't be... because... ummm..hmmmnn..haha! don't u just hate it when i leave u pondering?? haha... i love it!!! happened today during lunch.. assunta went for her meeting after sit down lunch.. yoon young, caris and i were standing outside tk talking about getting a part time job and stuff.. then assunta came along....... and .........

me: hey, we were talking about u just now... *grins at caris and yoony*
caris n yoony: *nods and grins back*
assunta: *weird look* what about me?
me: it's a secret.... sssshhhhhhhhhhh... *pretends to whisper to yoony and caris*
me, yoony n caris: *stares at assunta*
assunta: what about me???? *touches face* *thinks something was on her face*
me, yoony n caris: *smiles and stared at assunta head*
me:*cracked up*
assunta: what????? *touches head*
me: it's a secret!!! can't tell you!!
assunta: why not?? just tell me!!!!
me: if it's a secret and i tell u, it won't be a secret anymore! ask yoon young to tell u
assunta: *looks at yoony* what about me?
yoony: can't tell... not allowed to.. secrets are meant to be kept
assunta: *looks at caris* tell me!!!!!!!!!!
caris:*giggles*
me: you really want to know? you really really really wanna know?
assunta: YES!!!!!
me: it's a secret.. can't tell.. wahahahahaha
*mr bentley came along*
caris: ohh! look! there's mr.bentley... he's gna tell u off.. u bad bad girl...
me: yea.. we are so disappointed in you....
assunta: *checks whether her shirt is tucked in* *checks whether shoe is polished* *checks whether skirt length is long enough* *checks whether she had the right type of socks*
*mr bentley walked away*
assunta: what's wrong??????
me:give me 5 bucks n i will tell.....
assunta: i dun have money...
me: yoon young will tell u during maths
assunta: what??? that's like an hour more!!! what is it? tell me now!!!!! i bet it's nothing ay?
me, yoony n caris: yea.. nothing nothing... *smiles cunningly and laughs*

*bell rings*...
assunta: tell me nowww!!!!!
me: we'll tell u later in maths.. bye!!

*during maths after chem*
assunta: so.. what about me?
me: ask yoon young... she's sitting nxt 2 u..
assunta: y can't i ask u?
me: coz then u will punch me
assunta: *looks at yoon young* what about me?? tell me!
yoony: *felt unsure* *turned and look at me n whispered* there's nothing about her, right?
me: yea....
yoony: *looks at assunta* there's nothing!!!
assunta: real? hahahahahha
me n yoony: *cracked up as well*

THE END
hahahahaha.... poor assunta... wondering what the "secret" was.. in reality, there weren't any... it was just so fun seeing her worrying.. hahaha..yeaa.. i'm mean.. but hey! 1st day of school! gotta have some fun since i won't be looking forward to go to my classes because..........ummm...hmmmm..haha! figure it out! lolzz.. gosh this is fun!!!! whether there's something or nothing to figure out, u nv know.. except me! well, not many ppl read my blog tho.. so i'm basically talking to myself...haha! kinda fun.. coz i can say how cool i am...weeeeeee!!!! yea. i'm so cool.. ehehe.. i'm my own ego-booster.... wahahahaha...
dats all 4 2day.... grrrr..school....GrRrRr

Friday, July 22, 2005

holy shit!!

*pushes panic button* RiNngGgGGgGGGGGGGGG!!!!! *screams*

WHY? Huh?

well...80 more days till A lvls!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! that's 11 more weeks...uh-oh!!!

*blueksss* i'm so scared..HmNnn... what shall i do now? *thinks* *light bulb brightens* *decides to go to sleep*... nitEez!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

woww!!!

scrubs was good...as usual.. jake (the guy elliot is dating) is quite hot.. lolx! Grey's Anatomy is also good... it's quite interesting actually.... but.. LOST is still better.. but in the meantime, while i'm waiting for the next season of LOST, i shall just watch Grey's Anatomy and like it..haha!!

found out that the show Numbers is written as Numb3rs... good show...really smart.. that guy is super super genius.... maths freak for sure!! but he doesn't look like one... he's quite cute.... wahahahaha.... was watching contender most of the time tho... hehehehe....

ok, that's it.. might try to sleep a wee bit earlier tonight....

maths today....

today was maths day ...kinda forgotten everything..took like 2 hrs to complete the 10 questions in the assignment sheet given on the last day of term... for nearly every question, had to flip through my theory book, then to the text book, then to my exercise book, then to a question similar to the one on the assignment sheet and then only go back to the question in the assignment... gosh i'm so terrible! and i'm not even sure whether it's right... just hv to wait till school starts and get the answer.... i actually found writing the date on every page of my theory and exercise book really really useful....coz then it's sooo much easier to see which theory notes relate to which exercise in the book.. heeeheee..primary school habit.. lolzzzz!!!

felt quite proud of myself coz i was doing maths the whole time.. didn't daydream like yesterday coz i wasn't hungry... had rice and egg for "breakfast"...yea, i woke up at 12 today again.. haha! so went to the library at 2 again...

so for the last hour, did umm.. dun really know what it's called... had something to do with the trapezium rule... and then umm.. one of them had to play around with numbers.. well, i was playing around with numbers to find the root...what is it called?? hmmnnn..... blehhh, i'm so blur.... is it called iteration? i think it is... pfft!!! whatever...haha! speaking about maths....hmnn... it reminds me of numbers.... no, not numbers as in numbers... numbers as in the show Numbers! haven't watched it yet.. but it's on tv tonight.. i think? tv3.... clashes with The Contender... so i will have to swtich channels during the ads... the contender isn't that good but yea.i've been following it from the start so i've gotta continue.... ok..Scrubs have started.. wEeeeEE!! hopefully Numbers is nice.... tomorrow shall be chemistry day..l8rzz

boring boring

today...tuesday.. was a boring day... woke up at 12.... ate my "breakfast" and went to the library at 2.. went home at 5... stayed in the car for an hour coz silly me left my house key in the other car... wasn't progressive in the library.. was doing bio. hehe.. finishing up stuff that were meant to be done in term 2.. haha!! read the whole chapter on evolution and natural selection coz it was the last chapter being taught at the end of term 2 and well.... i am so blur in that topic.. i hate it!! blehh.. stupid allopatric and sympatric speciation... like i would even care about it.. pfftt!!!

ohhh wellzzzz... on the brighter side of today........ ummmmmmm... can't think of any~!! damnit!! let me see...ummm.. *thinks*.... *thinks harder*... *thinks even harder*.. ohh!! i just had milk and milo just now... yea... my day would be a wee bit better if the bakery didn't have to close at 5.. wanted to buy a choc eclair.. haven't eat it since last year.... but heck!1 i didn't get my choc eclair... i deserved to have one judging that i didn't have my lunch.... but ohh wellzzzz.. hopefully tmrw (wednesday) will be a better day..

damnit! no more LOST.. no more JOEY.. what the? at least there's still SCRUBS... Greys Anatomy that replaced LOST is quite alright.. but umm.. two and a half men which is gna replace JOEY is well..umm.. i dun really like the ad..so yea.. doubt that i will be watching it.... so TV time tmrw shall start at 8 instead of 7.30....

Monday, July 18, 2005

today todayyy

today was a rather an interesting day... and tmrw... it's to the library... howick library coz can't go to botany as i don't have the car... GrrRrR!

anywayzzzz.. today.. reached the city at 11.. went to starbucks with rachel woon... had a rhumba frap...MmMmM!! and yea.. got so high!! after we finished our drink, rachel mak and her cousin turned up... went to this arcade to take sticker photos... lolzz.. my very first time taking those kind of photos... so excitinGg!! WEeeEee!!!! took two card photos.. one with makky one with woonie... man!! the one with woonie was such a crack up.. we wanted to choose the DOLPHIN one but accidently chose........................ Happy Anniversary!!! OMG!!! such a crack up.... yea yea.. happy anniversary to me on the 18th of july.... anniversary for what? UmmMmm... it's a secret!! SHhHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhHHHHH.. wahahahahhahaha....

later on.. went into Jay Jays... makky tried on the belts.... and SHOPLIFTED!!! well, it was an accident.... she didn't kno she was wearing the belt.. lolzzz.. so well, we had to walk back in to return it....was so afraid that the sensor on the door might start beeping... but we were lucky.. it didn't.. a message to the Jay Jays along Queen St: Go get ur sensor fix!! after that, walked in and out most of the shops along queen st...tried on the sunglasses... wahahaha.. went into those really really asian shops... ouch! my eye hurts!

then had lunch.. had smorgasboard(dno how 2 spell)... ordered a small plate but ....... i think the amount i fit onto the small plate is the amount that ppl usually fit into a big plate.. ahahahahaha... SKILLS! skills is what i have! whahahahaa... i had like 3 chicken wings, 5 spring rolls, heaps of fried eggs, two pieces of curry chicken, heaps of noodles.... so much till i had a stitch after that... lolzzz! after lunch.. umm.. walked arnd more, checked out the train time, went back to the arcade, took more photos, played some games and then rushed back to the train station... stopped by Supre to buy a white hoodie.. mmm.. i love the material.. very soft...WEeE!! catch the 5.30 train.. should have showed him student card to get a cheaper fare.. ohhh wellzzz.. the next time i spose....

right now.. i'm quite sleepy....so yea.. gna sign off.... photos.. ummm.. will be up soon.... probably on friday night.. hehehehe... study day tmrw and wednesday and thursday... Go Shermayne! You can do it!! tata!

ummmm...

hmnnn..ummmm... my room still stinks.. well, not as bad as the few nights before.. but yea.. it still stinks... my poor dehumidifier... i've turned it off today to let it rest... coz then it might blow up and well, it's my FRIEND... it helps me get rid of the damp air so i won't get sick... see! what a nice friend it is.... nothin much happened these few days.. meant to clean my room up but umm.. ended up doing my nails.. lolzz! it's silvery white now.. heeeheeee.... before that it was a very "cacated" french manicure... looks more like twink of my fingernails... wahahahahhaa.... i need peiyun to help me do it again! might get those stickers to do it properly.. hehehehe

mann.. one more week of holz left... grRrrR!! not enuff!!! blehh! have to start studying already.... but not tmrw (monday) coz gna go city shoppinGGg with two rachels.. how cool is that? lolzzZzz... haven't seen rachel for AGES!! 3 months! tmrw finally gna see her... heeheeeheee.... then tuesday.. the studying starts provided i get to go to the library.. no library=no study coz can't concentrate.. gna go with assunta.. then we are gna eat... hahahahaha. love to eat... weeee!!!! ok, i better go to sleep now.... must hv enuff strength to shop tmrw(monday)... hehehehe.... niteEezZzz!

Friday, July 15, 2005

me and my stupidity

*sigh* here's something u've been waiting for.... another of my stupidity.. it happened yesterday.. yesterday afternoon...

ok... being the clean freak i am.. i decided to clean my toilet yesterday.... it was sparkling clean after an hour of cleaning and i was so proud of myself till i decided to clean my room.. when i was rinsing the cloth, i decided to sms peiyun coz she hasn't call me yet.. meant to do my nails at her place in the morning but was already 11 something.. so i went to sms.ac coz free sms.. yea, me and my saving-as-much-as-possible habit...... newayzz... sent her two txts and well........i ended up chatting for an hour or so... after getting bored, decided to go back down and clean my room....

i went into the toilet and........... surprise surprise!!! the toilet was flooded with water.... the carpet outside the toilet was soaking wet... the tap water was running and the sink was being clogged up by the cloth i was rinsing.. i was so shocked!!! i quickly turned off the tap and pulled the cloth out to let the water run down the sink... i wasn't really thinking of how to clean up the mess.. i was just thinking of how much water i have wasted. i mean, letting the water running for more than an hour is A LOT of water!!! omG!!! the water bill for this month will go sky high!!! i'm screwed!!!! damnit!!i should have just spent 40 cents to txt peiyun.. so yea... after that.. was the cleaning up.... i didn't really know how to soak up the water.... first i took a floor mat and throw it on the floor..... and well, it did soak some water up but not really a lot.... and well, it was kinda tiring to keep on squeezing the water out from the mat... so i decided to take a cup and slowly scoop the water up.... halfway through, i thought of another idea.. which is... using a sponge to soak up the water!!! it is way way faster than using a cup which can only scoop a small amount of water up.... silly me! so yea.. started using the sponge..... started at 1 something and finished at around 3 something... that's the amount of time it took me to dry up the toilet..

that's not all... i still had to dry the carpet outside the toilet.. and and.. i realized that there was a huge patch of water on my room carpet..this time, i can't use a cup.. and i didn't try using the sponge... don't know why.. i used a piece of cloth to soak the water up and then squeeze the water out.... did that like so many times.. more than 20 times for sure... i lost count after 20 something.... and yea.. it wasn't dry yet.. in fact, the patch of water in my room became a larger patch.. wth????? i gave up when peiyun came to bake brownies.... decided to turn up the dehumidifier hoping it will dehumidify the carpet as well.. didn't really work.... my room still stinks... the patch of water on the carpet outside the toilet is finally gone when i woke up this morning but the patch in my room is still there.. it's already been 24 hrs and it's still there... and i had to sleep in a stinky room last night... dun even know why it stinks... it's just water!! hmnn.. toilet water... i guess that's why... yuck!! hopefully later when i go down, the smell as well as the patch of water will be gone.. poor humidifier.. it's been on since this morning....

Moral of Sher Mayne's experience:
1. do not clean the toilet when you know you will be using the computer half way through...
2. just SMS using the phone when you are cleaning the toilet.. don't go to sms.ac just to save a few cents. u will end up wasting a few bucks...

ps:/ if you are wondering.... i ended up not cleaning my room.. haha!

Thursday, July 14, 2005

back frm snowboarding

i'm back from snowboarding.. came back on tuesday.. only boarded fr two days coz my parents wanted to come back early... i HAVE to go again in september... hopefully the lower mountain will be open by then.. this year ain't much snow.. only upper mountain was open... so can't board all the way from the top to the bottom... ohh wellzzz... it was still fun!!!!! can't wait for september...

obviously holidays have started... wahahaha.. one more week left.. time flies.... last day of school was ermm.. pretty good.. coz didn't do much.... slept at 5.30am on friday morning coz i was doing me PE portfolio for trampolining since thursday night 10pm... yea.. took me 7.5 hrs.. not bad actually coz i was meant to start doing it since march... was on a high on friday despite the 1.5 hr of sleep... must be the chocolate milk i drank.. yummm.... wrote a circular note on friday during assembly..gave it to caroline to pass it on... what was in the note? it's a secret..sssshhhhhh... LoLzzzZzzzZ!! friday night, went out with yun to hv dinner at subway and watched OC at my place and make biscotti. the biscotti was ermm..... let's just say it's edible... heehee... yun did french manicure for my nails.. looks more like twink on my fingernails coz my nails are too short... she sleptover..slept at 4am... was texting before that.. was such a crackup.. why?? it's a secret as well.. SssSssHHhHhhh... it's between me and her.. wahahahahhaha...

saturday woke up at 9... was meant to watch movie but yun was sleepy... so i went online.. later went to botany to walk around and window shop. had a frapuccino.. was so yum... keeps me awake... watched bye bye birdie at 2.. 5 bucks. the acting was good.. i love the purple hair mom... reminds me of da lady in ally mcbeal.. dno her name.. but there's a lady that looked like that...at night, packed for my snowboarding trip and slept at 1. woke up at 5.30...

basically i was deprived from sleep.. when i came back on tuesday night, i slept at 12 and woke up at 1 the next day.. now.. i'm all pumped up.... but........................... nothing to do! peiyun! wake up and take me for a moviee!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Ewww!!

went to caroline's house last night for her party... before that, went to botany with peiyun to watch Herbie.... cinema was full of kids!!!! peiyun looked like them!! wahahahahaha... anyways... caroline's party was ermm.. well.. not the kind of party i would like to go.. they played spin the bottle.. but peiyun and i didn't join in.. we were watching OC.. HOT HOT HOT!!! some other also pulled out of the game.... and i reckon' those that pulled out are real sensible people coz i just think that is a game for desperate people who wants to kiss others real badly!!! and yea... caroline kissed two guys that night... i was so shocked! i thought that was her first kiss.... but apparently she said it wasn't... but maybe she was lying so she won't feel that bad after what she had done... coz it's just wrong to give out a first kiss just like that... i know i wouldnt! even if the guys there are hot! but the guys at her party weren't hot at all...
plus, i still have my beliefs.. or is it called vows? i would only kiss someone that i really love and i'm going out with .... and i wouldn't date till i'm 18... so basically, i wouldn't kiss someone before i turn 18.... pretty dumb eh? but it's just me!! welcome to my life!

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

*blehh*

nearly 2am on a weekday and i'm online.. doing what? well, just finished writing an essay for bio... benefits, hazards and ethics of genetic engineering... pfft! i basically copied it off the internet but took me like so many hours to change the wordings and well, find appropriate informations...grrrr... ohh wellzz... at least i did complete something today.. was meant to make notes on mass spec for chem.... was last year's stuff with a wee bit more info.. she basically went thru it today w'out notes on the board leaving me really really blur at the end of the day... GrRRr.. hate chem! thank goodness the test is postponed to friday.. meaning i have an extra day to study.. the bio essay is due in on friday as well.. so i decided to get rid of it first so tmrw i can study for chem.. i hope i don't fail it... failing the organic chem was really a heartache... *sighs*... the thing is, spectroscopy is a topic that i hvn't really learn before.. only learn a bit bout it last year... so yea... new stuff just don't want to get into my brain!! my brain is like rejecting in...GrrrRRr.. coz it's foreign to my body i suppose?? ok, just a short blog b4 i sleep.. ain't that sleepy.. slept when i came back frm school.. tmrw is the second last episode of the season for LOST... ahh!!! it's gna end!!! *sob* *sob* and assunta can't go snowboarding.. dad said it's too expensive.. *sobs* again...

Monday, June 27, 2005

Flu Season

it's the flu season.. so many people at school are absent.. one thing i find amusing is that the school assembly was cancelled due to the flu season.. you see, a sneeze travels at 300 km/h... so yea.. we can easily catch the flu if the whole school crowds together in the gymnasium.. i have a feeling that school assembly is gna be cancelled this coming friday as well... yayy!! i hate school assemblies... always get pins and needles and it's usually BORING! i reckon' they should cancel house assemblies as well... the flu can spread easily as well with 350 ppl in the commons... All in the favour of cancelling house assemblies say I... "I!!!!!"is it meant to be spelt like that? or maybe is Ay! *bleh* as long as it sounds like it, it's all good.....

Winter holzz in 2 weeks time!!! this girl here blogging is SO DARN FREAKING XCITED!!!!! can't wait for the winter holzz.. my snowboarding drip is confirmed despite the amount of ppl going.. i've booked my own accomodation... so yea.. even if no one goes with me, i will just go and snowboard myself.. my parents aren't snowboarding tho.. so I'm hoping that i will have some friends going with me.... I hope assunta can go.. she's already asked her mom and her mom said to ask her dad... please please please say YES Mr. Wong... hehehehe.... going to go from the 10th to the 14th of july.... snowboarding for three days! Yeee-yaaa!!!! or maybe 4 if i'm allowed to snowboard on the day i arrive... heeeheee!!!

ok, that's all for now.. c'yazz!!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

snowboarding anyone?

anyone interested in snowboarding during the first week of our winter holidays??? here's something i came up with coz i can't sleep....

Snowboarding/Skiing Trip

Option A: Sunday to Friday
Accomodation
$20 per night x 5 nights
Food
$10 per day x 6 days
Equipment rental
$20 per day x 3 days
Full Mountain Lift Pass
For 3 days
$ 196
Transport
$40 for petrol $24 wear and tear

Total
$ 480

Sunday: Travel in the morning, have lunch on the way. Arrive in Ohakune in evening. Get equipments sorted. Check into station lodge(place we are staying), have dinner.
Monday – Wednesday : Snowboarding/Skiing on Mountains
Thurday: Rest Day
Friday: Breakfast in morning, leave after breakfast.

Option B: Sunday to Thursday/ Monday to Friday
Accomodation

$20 per night x 4 nights
Food
$10 per day x 5 days
Equipment rental
$20 per day x 2 days
Full Mountain Lift Pass
For 2 days
$134
Transport
$40 for petrol $24 wear and tear

Total
$ 368

Sunday/Monday: Travel in the morning, have lunch on the way. Arrive in Ohakune in evening. Get equipments sorted. Check into station lodge(place we are staying), have dinner.
Monday-Tuesday/ Tuesday-Wednesday : Snowboarding/Skiing on Mountains
Wednesday/Thursday: Rest Day
Thursday/Friday: Breakfast in morning, leave after breakfast

Option C: Sunday to Thursday/ Monday to Friday

Accomodation
$20 per night x 4 nights
Food
$10 per day x 5 days
Equipment rental
$20 per day x 4 days
Full Mountain Lift Pass
For 3 days
$196
Transport
$40 for petrol $24 wear and tear

Total
$450

Sunday/Monday: Travel in the morning, have lunch on the way. Arrive in Ohakune in evening. Get equipments sorted. Check into station lodge(place we are staying), have dinner.
Monday-Wednesday/ Tuesday-Thursday : Snowboarding/Skiing on Mountains
Thursday/Friday: Breakfast in morning, leave after breakfast
(Difference from Option A: No rest day)

Option D: Sunday to Friday (most expensive and ultimate crazy)
Accomodation

$20 per night x 5 nights
Food
$10 per day x 6 days
Equipment rental
$20 per day x 4 days
Full Mountain Lift Pass
For 4 days
$ 258
Transport
$40 for petrol $24 wear and tear

Total
$ 562

Sunday/Monday: Travel in the morning, have lunch on the way. Arrive in Ohakune in evening. Get equipments sorted. Check into station lodge(place we are staying), have dinner.
Monday-Wednesday/ Tuesday-Thursday : Snowboarding/Skiing on Mountains
Thursday/Friday: Breakfast in morning, leave after breakfast
(Difference from Option A: No rest day and snowboarding for 4 days instead of 3)

* Transportation fees might be less depending on the number of ppl going and the number of cars driving.

Petrol costs for a car both ways: 150 (or less)
Wear and tear for a car: 100 (or less, depending how much the driver wants)
Total cost: 250

* Charging 64 per person but will refund money. 64 for transportation is the maximum cost it will be. (sticking to the safe side)

A deposit of $10 bucks will be required.

Go to http://www.stationlodge.co.nz/ to view info about accommodation and skis/snowboards rental.

Email me at shermayne@hotmail.com if u r interested!! latest by this thursday

good social basketball game

went window shopping with peiyun yesterday.. hvn't seen her for ages! was so happy to see her.. we were meant to bake biscotti.. so we bought ingredients at pak n save.. then put the stuff in the car, went to no.1 shoe warehouse to laugh at the weird shoes they have. then we continued our window shopping inside botany.... decided not to bake anymore coz was too late.. so close to 8.30 and 8.30 = OC!! so at 8, went to subway for dinner.. went home, watched OC.. wanted to watch monster in law after that but had trouble playing the dvd.. watched house of D instead.. was a pretty good movie..

this morning, played social bball... for once, we won!! 22-0 to Pulse. we played them during our very first game and they won us.. they didn't trash us tho.. this time, we thrashed them badly!! woohoo!! i scored 2 shots!! woot!! was lucky shots man!!! i was so surprised the ball actuali went in coz i was standing pretty far from the net... i think one of the girl hated us.. but i think it's caused by stress... she was like asking us to watch our language when we were talking to OUR OWN team mates.. GEEZZ!! mind ur own business! and all we said that time to each other was :" idiot, why didn't u catch it?" and we were jokingly saying it.. weren't mad at each other or anything....
and i heard her called some ppl in our team b****es when we were playing... so dumb!! just coz she's losing...and they made like so many mistakes and blamed it on us... like throwing the ball out coz we were blocking the view and stuff.. we have the right to do that!!!! n there were a few times where they were the last one to touch the ball before it went out but the referee thought it was us that touched it.. but none of us complained and let them have control on the ball... (see how nice we are) and then during the game, i was marking that moody girl and she was running around the court the whole time and i was basically chasing her and to make her more annoyed.. she deserves it.... i started going lalalalala.. i think she was really annoyed and said:" stop chasing me!!!".. and i'm like:" pfft!! i have the rights to chase u.. lalalalala"... in your face!!!! the other team mates were fine.. had friends in that team like sarah and fiona....
after bball, walked home .. went to airport to pick my dad up.. had lunch after that.. went to spotlight with yun, caris and cerys.. bought a mini penguin that's really really cute.. it's gna be my good luck charm.. then bought some ribbons to make a keychain next weekend... went home at 5 something.. was quite sleepy.. decided to take a nap.. slept till 11pm.. n now, i'm so awake!! gna do my bio now.. byeee!!!!!

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Feelin' Random

i'm just feeling random... so yea.. here's something that i came across in my junk mails and well, it's pretty funny...

Chinese Names to avoid ----------------------
Anne Chang (Mandarin) - Dirty
Anne Chin (Mandarin) - Keep quiet
Faye Chen (Mandarin) - Dusty
Carl Cheng (Hokkien) - Buttock
Monica Cheng (Hokkien) - Touching your buttocks
Lucy Leow (Hokkien) - You are dead
Jane Tan (Mandarin) - Frying eggs
Suzie Leow (Hokkien) - Lost till death
Henry Mah (Mandarin) - Hate your mum
Corrine Tai (Hokkien) - Poor fellow
Paul Chan (Mandarin) - Bankrupt
Nelson Tan (Mandarin) - Bird laying eggs
Leslie Tong (Mandarin) - Rubbish bin
Carmen Tng (Hokkien) - Leg hair long
Danny See (Hokkien) - Squeeze you to death
Pete Tsai (Hokkien) - Nose droppings
Macy Koh (Cantonese) - Never die before

*rolling on the floow laughing my ass off*~!!!!!

Have a great day!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

What to do in my life?

had careers evening at school yesterday... not much of a help coz i don't know what i want to do now.... listened to bachelor of science, psychology and bachelor of health science.. all the while i wanted to do health science... after listening to psychology, it sounds so interesting that it made me feel like doing psychology... i mean, one of the advantages is making people do things for u through psychology.. gosh! i might be able to manipulate a guy and make him like me and do things for me.. *evil laugh* so now i'm thinking of doing bachelor of science and do psychology at the same time ... but then there's so many subjects to choose frm in bachelor of science.. so i'm quite confused.. arghh!!!!
and i'm so lazy to read the brochures coz i dun even understand them!!! plus, i don't even know when my application form to uni is due in.. all i know is that it's not THAT soon..haha!!! my mom says i'm still immature to go into uni coz i said i might consider being a marine biologist so i can play with dolphins!! and then i also said that all i want is a phD, i don't care what i do.. as long as ppl call me DR.Chan in the future, it's all good... so i think that's why i dun really know what i want to be.. coz every single time i want to do something, i will go and ask whether can get a phD or not... so yeaaa... i have to grow up first and then make my decisions.. and i have to grow up really really really SOON!! GrRrrrRR... ok, TV time *sighs* signs of immaturity.. haha!!! i need to enjoy my childhood man!!!

Monday, June 20, 2005

mondayyyyy

today at pe, bad news... our whole class marks were all scaled down coz apparently our median was too high.. school policy: the median of every subject must be between 45-55%... and apparently our median was 70 something.. so yea.. i got scaled down from 80 to 67!!! how gay is that??? from an A to a C...*pissed* .... at bio... watched a video on gene mutation... did the lovely AM (activity manual) book.. btw, i was bein sarcastic with the word "lovely"..newayzzz.. caris got really high and she scribbled my AM book with her orange highlighter..GrrRrr!! why my book? why??? ohh wellzz.. was really funny.. i was twinking off the highlighter marks and then she started scribbling again!! so i used my twink and and put a huge WHITE BLOB on her red blood cell picture.. and i came up with this really lame sentence...." haha! ur red blood cell is now a WHITE blood cell!!!!!".. and she started cracking up coz it's not a really white blood cell, it doesn't even have a nucleus! but since i coloured it white, so i called it a white blood cell.. ok, u guys probably don't think it's funny.. but it was funny at that time...

new tuck shop is opened... they were giving out free milkshake... hot milkshakes.. apparently we are the first school in new zealand to have steaming hot milkshakes... or maybe even first shop in new zealand to have steaming hot milkshakes... 3 flavours to choose from.. mocha, iced coffee(how can it be iced coffee if it's hot? weird.. don't question) and vanilla... i have no idea what i had.. it was either iced coffee of mocha.. was pretty yum! some ppl didn't like it tho... but i do... yoon young got really high in maths after drinking the mocha milkshake...man! she was singing!! she never sings in maths... omg!!! caffeine really does have an effect on the body... assunta's expression when drinking the milkshake was so funny...couldn't stop laughing... i got really high as well.. started jumping around like a monkey after school..i think yoonyoung was freaked out coz she was walking home with me.. we were laughing nearly the whole walk home....

*sighs* what a day! quite a good way to start of the week i reckon'!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

heehee

just watched spanglish on dvd... pretty good.... i thought it would just be all bout humour but no.. quite touching and meaningful in the end....my brother just borrowed some dvds from his friend... there's lemony snicket's series of unfortunate events.. i have been waiting to watch that for ages! not coz i read the book (like i ever would read books)... it's coz jim carrey is in it! he's always a crack up! caris's dad just came frm msia.. brought over some dvds... and all are shows that are showing in the cinemas over here and i really really want to watch them.. Madagascar, Mr & Mrs Smith, Monster in Law..

lalalalalalalala.. i'm so happy right now! i can't wait to watch all of them.. would be great if i can have a movie marathon... but my dad is coming back this saturday.... so dun think can have it this saturday.... perhaps on friday... wow.. my this coming weekend is quite packed.. wanted to do so many things on saturday.. first, was meant to go play squash with peiyun then later go spotlight shopping coz they have sales and then she was meant to take me go for movie... then now.. my dad coming so definitely no movie on saturday and maybe squash hv to put on friday.. as for watching the movies, was meant to watch mr.mrs smith on saturday at my house with caris but since my dad coming back, he would be tired so hopefully can watch it on friday.. but friday there's OC on tv.... and now, maybe peiyun gna take me watch movie on sunday... i HOPE!!!! wowww!!! so exciting!!! all these excitements is keeping me wide awake! ohh no! n i hv school tmrw!!! GrRRrrRR.. g'nite!

Today is Sunday

today.. sunday.. went to the library with assunta.. we had a yummy lunch after studying for 1.5 hrs... well, not really yummy coz it was spoilt by the kumara and bacon soup... yuck!! we had chicken and lagsagna.. omg!! it's soooooo YUM!!!!! we shared one lagsagna and one soup.. thank goodness we didn't order two soup or we will have to force it down our stomach... i think nxt time i'm gna have one whole chicken lagsagna myself coz it's just so so so super duper good!! well, next week we are gna have some bacon potato onion thingy and chocolate cheesecake.... we sharing again just in case it doesn't taste good.. hahahaa.. we planning to try every dish in Daily Grind at botany food court... yes, we are crazy... but heck! at least we would be actually looking forward to go to the library on sundays... haha!

right now.. here's the food i recommend u to EAT:

Fettucine with smoked chicken
Chicken Lagsagna

Food i recomment NOT to eat:
Beef Lagsagna
Bacon and kumara soup

that's all fornow.. by the way.. check out denise's blog.. it's so cool with my fav bear!!! http://everlasting-raindrops.blogspot.com ...tata!

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Something to SHARE

Here's just some stuff i wna share with all of you....

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.


To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.


To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.


To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain
.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.


To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

Friday, June 17, 2005

*sighs*

why?? why does bad stuff have to happen to me constantly????? got my chem test back... failed miserably..... 13 out of 38.. u do the maths.... the worst test ever done...*sighs*.. the lowest girl out of both the A2 class.. i don't think i'm meant to do a level chem... but heck.. i'm still hanging in there and still BELIEVING IN MYSELF... i seriously am still believing in myself... after i got back the test.. i said to myself.. "don't worry, it's not the end of the world..i still can improve"

after interval, was meant to hv a math test but was late to class due the photo taking for water polo.. so mr.barrett said i will hv to do it during period 5.. my real maths class... i go to 2 maths classes... so period 5.. math test = difficult!!! couldn't do most of them eventho it was open book.. got really frustrated coz i wanted to do good in this test so that i know i still hv hope in maths...

ohh wellzzz... at least PE during period 4 was fun... we did some practicals to learn about information processing...practicals were easy but we haven't learn the theory behind it... gna learn it on monday....we were divided into two groups.. my group won 2 out of 3 games... 1st game was sorting out black and red from a deck of cards.. next was a practical outside... 8 numbered cones and we had to stand in the middle.. teacher call out a number n we hv to run to that cone and back and fastest group wins... we lost that game.. last game... sorting out all the 4 suits in a deck of cards and we won. i really enjoy pe.. i guess it's coz it's fun and well, applicable to life.... well, my life that is... or maybe coz it's easy and it's something i can actually understand and make sense to me.... in conclusion, i love PE! best subject ever taken!!!!!

Thursday, June 16, 2005

it's over...

did my trampolining assessment today.. did it like so many times and still can't do my routine perfectly.... in the end, it wasn't a perfect one as well... but it's the best i can do... i couldn't make it more perfect coz i was tired and the more i do, the more mistakes i will make.... so i finally decided to stop and be satisfied with my routine... it's the one that will be sent off to UK..

hopefully i will still get a reasonably good mark judging that i started off with nil experience...in the very first lesson, we were also being video taped to see our initial abilities.. and well, i couldn't even do a proper seat drop.. and well, it's kinda good that that tape will also be sent to UK so they will see the improvements i made....hopefully it's good enough... i was quite satisfied with my backflip i did today... but not my seat drop full twist seat drop.. was very untidy.. so that's the bad point... so was my straddle jump.. u see, now all the easy tricks are the ones i couldn't do good coz i was worrying bout my front flip and back flip....*sighs* ...

need to do good in my comment and analysis for trampolining.. so now, i've gotta do some reading on good techniques so i can comment and analyse a trick perform by a person.... then if i do good in that, then maybe i won't get so low marks....if i do bad in it, then well, my marks will be dragged even lower...

right now.. SMILE n B HAPPY!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

My Milo Heaven....

this is how i define HEAVEN....


busy saturday....

yesterday... saturday was a really occupied day.. woke up at 10.30... was meant to wake up at 10.. had social bball at 10.40.. meaning i woke up pretty late..so i got changed, brushed my teeth and ran to school.. was a good run by the way.... needed some exercise... reached school in time.. the game was ermm.. lets just say... we lost... haha... 44-12.. i scored 3 shots... quite happy with that judging that i'm hopeless at aiming... after that, walked home... when i was about to reach home, i realized i 4gotten my jacket so i had to walk back to school and take it..

reached home at 12 something... got changed and went to lloyd elsmore to swim.. why swim? coz well.. last week, mr.morrison said that in a few weeks time i'm gna get accessed with my 2nd sport-swimming.. 1st sport in trampoline.. coz we have to hv to sports overall for the AS PE... so he asked me to start training up.. and then earlier this week, he asked me how was my swimming going.. and well, being the lazy one, i only went swimming once.. so decided to go for a swim.. after swimming.. went to warehouse... for what? choc shopping!!! yes!!! 4 milo bars for 3 bucks.!! meaning 75 cents each.. usually is like 1.09... so i bought 12 milo bars, 4 kit kat chunky, 4 kit kat fingers.. the night before, i bought 7 milo bars.. only 7 coz this damn lady took like a basket filled with milo bars.. GEeEEZ! there's a word we often use in the world called SHARING! hello??!!?? i was so pissed at that darn lady that night.. ohh wellzz.. it's all good now.. i got my milo bars and i'm happy already.. by the time i reached home.. was 2.30.. realized i have to meet sarah at school at 2.45... coz gna go to her friend's house to practice trampolining.. so i showered and then ran to school again...

trampolining was ok.. can't do backflip yet.. coz i don't hv to the guts to do it w'out any guidance..but i changed my routine to make it easier after the backflip.. instead of having a pike after the backflip, i will put the pike before my front drop... way easier... by the time i finished trampolining, was already 4.30.. i forgotten i hd to go to school at 5 to help out for indian dance competition.. so rushed home.. didn't even hv time to shower and then rushed to school.... drove there so ain't that bad... we finished cleaning up at 10.30 something.. gosh!!! those audience are sooooo darn inconsiderate... seriously!!! gum and food being chucked in the auditorium... GEEZZZ!!!! i seriously wanted to strangle those darn ppl....inconsiderate and rude... and who had to picked the gum up? me! yess.. me! in a nice blazer picking up gum.... GRrRRRRrR... but the day ended well... had burger king at 11 with rossanna and stephanie... yea.. my first proper meal for that day.. before that... the whole day, all i had was a crunchie bar and a kit kat chunky.. yea.. feeding on chocs... we were at burger king in our uniform and blazers at 11 in the night... so funny... every1 was staring at us.... but heck... it was fun!!

so yea.. that was my day yesterday.. today ain't that interesting....

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Ahhh!! Trampolining Assessment!!!

my 10 bounce trampoline routine:

- front sommersault
- swivel hips to full twist seat drop
- front drop
- tuck
- back sommersault
- pike jump

END

the day i dread is very very near.. it's next week!! AHhhHHH!! my trampolining assessment! and guess who's first up on the tramp? ME!!! ohhh myy!! so unlucky!!! coz the order is randomly chosen.... there's a pile of names... and then each person will take turn to draw out a name from that pile...without looking at the names of course.. and my friend monique was first up to draw.... and when she was drawing.. i was like.. "monique, it'd better not be me!"... tough luck! it was me.... what in the world did i do to deserve this???? arghhh!!!!! just ain't my day... i'm not ready!!! i still can't do my backflip.... i just started doing it without the harness today.. and believe me, it's not pleasant at all.. my hands are all over the place, it's not consistent, it's not smooth, it's jerky and i lack dexterity... all the points that show i'm a novice.. and i can't be one coz then i will get less marks.... i cant' get less marks coz this worth 20% of my end of year AS PE results! (i've a feelin this is gna be a long post)

i'm happy that my 10 bounce routine is all written up.. and it's really 10 bounce... meaning 10 contact on the trampoline.. not 10 tricks....i can do everything well except when it reaches to the part where i have to do the back sommersault... i'm happy with my front sommersault coz my exit is pretty well controlled and i have enough height to do the swivel hips (seat drop, half twist, seat drop) and then straight to full twist seat drop( 360 seat drop)... but after my tuck jump and the eye sore back flip.. i'm screwed!! i couldnt' land in a well-controlled position where i can go onto a pike jump and end.... i do the tuck jump, the back sommie and right after that, my hands go flying all over the place.... looked like an idiot! honestly i don't know how i look but i can imagine judging that my teacher was laughing as well as other ppl having badminton training at the gym!!! i laughed as well coz i felt like an idiot.... my teacher is very encouraging tho.. he believes that i can do it next week and i will be ready after a few practice.. he's even more sure than me! haha! so i suppose, trust the teacher? (yupzz.. i'm rite, it's a long post n gna get longer)

it was kinda scary after school doing trampolining in the gym.. yea, i stayed back for another hour to train. i HAVE to coz i'm being assessed next week! and we only hv trampolining once a week.. so basically nxt thurs i will hv like a few minutes of warm up and then start to be assessed... why is it scary? well, i trained in the old gym.. and the badminton training goes on in the new gym... and the new gym and old gym is right next to each other separated by a sliding door which was slide open coz tmrw is school assembly... so yeaa.. there's so many ppl and some of them just stare.. and then there's those ppl who just got changed ready for rugby standing outside the gym, looking inside, being amused at us trampolining... i was a bit pressured by them when i was practising my routine (exclude the back sommie)... at first couldn't do the front sommie.. coz they were looking! and if i dun do it good, then i will be embarassed... n true enuff, i was... i did a front sommie and cldn't go straight into my seat drop.. so i had to stop and do it again.. kinda frustrating coz i'm nt reali comfortable with front sommie... it's not like every single time i will do it correct.... but later on after a few embarassments, i managed to do it.. so i'm pretty happy... (wow.. i wonder how long this post is gna be)

so now, all i'm worried is the ending of my routine.. the back sommersault and then straight to pike jump.... i'm afraid i can't do them.. i mean, i took like AGES to learn the front sommersault.... to be able to do the back sommie in like 15 minutes next week.. i'm not really sure.... if i cant' do it, i will just have to swap it with a lame ass back drop.... GrRRrRR... then my level of difficulty will drop which leads to a drop in marks.... ohh wellzz.. life's life... i will definitely tell u all about it next week if i do actually get assessed coz i sorta beg the teacher to have it next next week but he said that we were running out of time... but he'll try to make it next next week.. but i have to prepare myself for next week....n if i do finish nxt week, then i need not stress out anymore... right now, i need to stay focused and determined... and gotta believe in myself.. (ahh, finally thsi post is finished! thnx for readin!)

Monday, June 06, 2005

thnx 4 long wknd

it's the end of the long weekend... was queen's bday weekend.. it's pretty good... tho i have a chemistry test tmrw.... just feels great having a tiny lil break... didn't do much work although i promised myself to complete my trampolining log.... ishhh.. have to do it next weekend.. hopefully i won't have any test next week so i won't need to worry and i can complete my log... more like.. LOGS!!
yesterday, went to family friend's house for dinner... being the quiet me and all that, i kinda felt left out... thank goodness i was able to leave at 8 coz gonna watch Pacifier at my place.... the show was alright.... thank goodness i didn't spend money on going to the cinemas and watch it.... was just fun having friends over... although i prefer to be at friend's place...haha!!! btw.. my phone got topped up 20 bucks!!!! i'm so happy!!!!!! will definitely last till next year.. thanks to the person who topped it up!! weEeEEEeeeEE!!!!!
was meant to go to the city today with caris.. called her up in the morning and she said she can't go coz she went out too much this week already.... i was like.. YES!!! i can sleep longer.. and so, i slept another 1 hour before fully gettin up.. washed the nissan car today... was much better than yesterday coz when i was washing the odyssey yestday, it rained while i was doing the final touch- DRYING it... thanks a lot stoopid sky!! but today, it didn't rain till the evening.. so ain't that bad.. i could at least see the sparkling clean car for a few hours...
that's all for now.... BE STRONG, LIVE STRONG!

Sunday, June 05, 2005

like my new skin?

alalalaa.. like my new skin? if u hate it, too bad.. u hv to bear with me for ermm.... a year or so?? coz i'm loving it... wahahahaha..

anyway... the purpose i came on was..... well... u see, i was watching tv and then after tv, i came online at 1 something.. and then... i saw like three ppl on msn having the same/similar nick.. one is LIVE STRONG by yi wen, and two other ppl had BE STRONG.. one from my primary school friend, and one from a friend in macleans... it's pretty freaky coz they were all online the same time.. all having the word STRONG... then i thought to myself... is it a sign? a sign telling me to be strong despite the results i got during my exams? and then another friend came on.. having her nick as "got 2 B true".. now what? another sign telling me to be true to myself? and stay strong at the same time? what's with motivational nicknames all at once? freaky!!!! or maybe i'm just being paranoid and it's just a coincedence.. maybe yes, maybe not? who knows? *freaky music plays in background*

Saturday, June 04, 2005

GrrRrR

life couldn't get any worse, can it? i think it can.... got back my other results.. so in conclusion......

chemistry- 52
maths- 57
biology- 66
Pe- 80

it's just so sad.. sometimes i wonder how much more work and effort do i hv to put in?? maybe i'm just not that smart.... or maybe my study method is wrong.. i think it's that... i mean, i studied till i hv panda eyes and yet..... such crap results... this sucks!!!!! how am i gonna move on? then again, there's this lil voice in my head still saying " shermayne, believe in yourself"... GrRrR!! that lil voice is starting to get annoying... i thought i wld do better in maths.... coz i did pretty well in those math tests in class... all also above 80.. and now.... 57!! how can it be? where's the confidence booster when i need it? i think i'm not good in maths afterall... i did good just bcoz i just learnt it so i know how to do it.. but after a few weeks, i would forget about it already... this sucks.. i've got bad memory... most ppl did well... i'm below the median for all subjects except PE coz ppl who take PE ain't that smart...maybe i'm just a score high PE student but suck at other subjects.... oh my goodness!! that lil voice is speaking again... "shermayne, believe in urself n be positive... u know u can be smart as well" ...

omg!! and i'm gna have a chemistry test this tuesday.. i feel so demotivated till i couldn't be bothered to study anymore... which isn't good because i will definitely regret it next time.... can't believe i'm so stressed up even after the exams... i'm so worried... i'm worried bout my studies.. i'm worried bout my future... sometimes i even wonder if i can be Dr.Chan.... little voice:"shermayne, nothing is impossible, believe in urself"... well, i've got nothing much to say already.. my life is just like this.... and well, i have to accept it.... little voice adds on:" u have to accept it and make it better"..... thanks my little voice....

The little voice in my head won't let me forget
The little voice in my head is never misled