GrrRrR

life couldn't get any worse, can it? i think it can.... got back my other results.. so in conclusion......

chemistry- 52
maths- 57
biology- 66
Pe- 80

it's just so sad.. sometimes i wonder how much more work and effort do i hv to put in?? maybe i'm just not that smart.... or maybe my study method is wrong.. i think it's that... i mean, i studied till i hv panda eyes and yet..... such crap results... this sucks!!!!! how am i gonna move on? then again, there's this lil voice in my head still saying " shermayne, believe in yourself"... GrRrR!! that lil voice is starting to get annoying... i thought i wld do better in maths.... coz i did pretty well in those math tests in class... all also above 80.. and now.... 57!! how can it be? where's the confidence booster when i need it? i think i'm not good in maths afterall... i did good just bcoz i just learnt it so i know how to do it.. but after a few weeks, i would forget about it already... this sucks.. i've got bad memory... most ppl did well... i'm below the median for all subjects except PE coz ppl who take PE ain't that smart...maybe i'm just a score high PE student but suck at other subjects.... oh my goodness!! that lil voice is speaking again... "shermayne, believe in urself n be positive... u know u can be smart as well" ...

omg!! and i'm gna have a chemistry test this tuesday.. i feel so demotivated till i couldn't be bothered to study anymore... which isn't good because i will definitely regret it next time.... can't believe i'm so stressed up even after the exams... i'm so worried... i'm worried bout my studies.. i'm worried bout my future... sometimes i even wonder if i can be Dr.Chan.... little voice:"shermayne, nothing is impossible, believe in urself"... well, i've got nothing much to say already.. my life is just like this.... and well, i have to accept it.... little voice adds on:" u have to accept it and make it better"..... thanks my little voice....

The little voice in my head won't let me forget
The little voice in my head is never misled