3 D's.. depressed, disappointed, demotivated

omg! this is so depressing... 52 for chemistry.... median is 70 something.. meaning i'm way way below the median....arghhh!! how am i gonna move on? basically lost my hope in getting good grades for chem.. i could perhaps feel a wee bit happy coz last year i got 47 for chem.. but heck!! that doesnt' really cheer me up much..... plus there's a chem test on tuesday!!! right after queen's bday weekend.. meaning i can't go burger king and drink unlimited soft drinks and i can't really enjoy my weekend... getting my chem exam back today basically brought my mood really really down... man.. there's still maths and biology.. i wonder how i will fair in them.... please please please give me an A in maths.. please!!!!! if i get an A in maths, then i will get back my motivation to not give up..... please please please... and for bio.. please please please give me a B... i will be disappointed with a C and depressed with a D.... i hv a feelin i'm gna be disappointed or maybe even depressed judging by what chemistry have done to half of my feelings... but but... i have to remember my brother's speech.. believe in myself and don't give up.... go me! will blog again tomorrow..... btw, starting swimming today.. gonna get accessed in 2 weeks time for PE.... so yeaa. need to get my stroke right and dont' swim like a turtle... wish me luck!