Tuesday, May 30, 2006

stuffed up.. if u have a bad day, just keep smiling... the next day will be better...

#6

i was trying not to blog till this wknd but since ying swan and darren asked me to update (refer to tagboard, ying swan's gone mad), i shall obey them and blog.... haha!!! bear in mind that this post is full of whining so u're probably better off not reading it.... and it's really long coz i tend to cramp a lot of things in one post since i have a limit.....

i hate today.... 105 practical test was just a nightmare.. i really wanted to cry.... haha!!! reallyyyy!!! melissa wanted to cry for me as well ok!!! the course outline didn't say anything about fitness level testing procedures.. only said stuff about resistance training exercise and how we must know the correct techniques and know how to demonstrate it to a novice client and explain it in a non-technical manner.... the first part of the test was alright.. had to demonstrate a pulldown.. mel had to do bench press.... our demonstration and explanations was good... but we stuffed up in the amount of reps that shld be done for muscular endurace coz it was in the THEORY NOTES.. this is a PRACTICAL TEST..... the outline stated "you will be asked several questions which will be related to what you have done in practical classes"..... urghh!!!

then second part, she had to deal with the medicine ball... she was lucky coz before that, someone had the same question and told us what she said and she got it right... as for me..... i got asked to explain the whole testing procedure of an aerobic fitness testing using the stationary bike and it has to be in a non-technical manner so a novice would understand me......*starts cursing the lecturer coz she didn't mention anything about that in the course outline for the practical test* it memang stated "this piece of assessment will require you to instruct a novice client through a pre-determined number of RESISTANCE TRAINING EXERCISES".... how can she ask stuff that wasn't mentioned in the outline? if she want to ask those kinda stuff, at least mention it in the outline so we would have an idea of what we should know.... so unfair!!!! 10% gone just like that for me.... *sigh* i need to do well in my assignment.. 15%.. due on friday...late night for me tmrw night....

after the practical test, continued with the current lab.. learnt about plyometric exercises.. no weights involved.. it's quite tiring but fun...cld hv much more fun if it weren't for the major screw up in the practical test.....my body is aching AGAIN! just recovered frm the wknd and now..bluekk.... tmrw hv netball from 4-5.... and maybe 5-6 if no one using the court... at least tmrw will be a better day.... it better be!!!!! hope i don't screw up in my 5% lab quiz.. every % is PRECIOUSSSSSSSSSSS.... i'm so sleepy now.. but need to study for it.. stayed up till 2am last night writing a stupid psych essay that's worth 10%.... eleanor stayed till 2.30 so she's worst than me... we were both multi-tasking.. msn-ing while writing the stupid essay..

the whole essay is stupid... i only like my first paragraph... title of essay: What is a mentally healthy person?

In the cartoon Tarzan, he swings from trees to trees, walks with both his hands and feet, is he mentally healthy? Yes. But what if you see someone right now, swinging from trees to trees along Symonds St, would he be considered as mentally healthy? No. To determine whether a person is mentally healthy, we must look in both their overall emotional and psychological condition. Occasionally a mentally healthy person may display characteristics of a mentally unstable person such as depression but yet they are still considered to be mentally healthy. To me, a mentally healthy person is someone who’s happy, lives a good life and pleasant to be around with.

Like my opening sentence?? TARZAN!! probably get marked down from it but i need to entertain myself marr.... heeheee..syiok sendiri again...

i've only got 4 more post left.. i've got 4 papers to sit...

8th june- biosci 107
9th june- sportsci 105
17th june- sportsci 103
23rd june- psych 108

hmmnn.... so maybe one post before the exams, one post on the 9th of june, one post on the 17the of june, one post on the 23rd...wahh!! me and my perfect *ahem* planning skills...

ahhh!! i feel so much better after blogging...congrats if u manage to read up till here!!!

Shermayne's Theory:
"If you had a bad day, don't go singing a sad song just to turn it around. Coz u'll make other ppl's day bad coz u'll probably suck. Just keep smiling. The next day will be better." This is yet to be proven...haha!!!!

Enjoy the rest of your week!!!!!!

My blog is too wordy these days... here you go...

teeeheeee!!!! so innocent!!!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

happy birthday yi wen!

#5 (halfway thru my limit of 10 posts!)

ehe.. yingswan just made me realized i would be playing netball 4 days in a row if i go for netball practice tmrw. Friday-Monday!! kinda crazy, should be studying instead. but playing is so much more fun than studying.. DOH!!!! body is kinda aching, even my butt is aching-very stiff...haha! after 2mrw, will hv 3 days rest before the next practice...heehee!!

I think I better start being a loner and go to library instead of hanging out in my one hour break every monday, tues,thurs and fri. just two more weeks!! two more weeks of hardwork!! followed by 3 weeks of shitting out all the information that i crammed in my poor lil brain. I can do it!! I have to!!! Go shermayne GO!! You can do it!! bluekk, cheering for myself, syiok sendiri.... haha!!

learnt to play touch today. more like just throwing the ball. it's quite fun actually. don't need to worry bout any stepping and u can just run with the ball. Hug the ball! hug the ball!! haha!! i'm still having my ball phobia for volleyball. still dodging it instead of trying to save it. bluekk!!! i'm such a coward. afraid to get injuries that's why. i never injured myself in my whole life and i don't want that to happen. just those occassional bruises, never ever sprained anything, dislocated anything. wait.. i actually injured myself A LOT when i was really young. but that was before playing sports.

had stitches on my forehead coz i bang into a wall when i was really young, twisted my wrist coz i fell frm monkey bar, twisted my arm coz my cousin was trying to feed me holding my hand and i tried to run away, got slammed on my index finger by a door....

that's it.. well, it's enough for me! don't want anything more to happen to me. i guess that's why i chose swimming. it's the safest sport. u can't really hurt urself. ok lar.. i did bang my head a couple of times on the wall frm swimming backstroke but that's it. as for taekwondo, well, all i get was bruises, that's it... no injury that would stop me from doing anything.

that's all for now.. smile and have a great week and happy studying!!! happy birthday to yi wen!!!!


Saturday, May 20, 2006

what a day!

#4

2 more weeks till exams, not liking it at all. if only i can skip the whole month of june. i wld be darn happy... anyhuuzzzz.......

Dear Diary,

friday:
ooo! this was yesterday... super eventful i tell u....frm tamaki campus, walked to mcd's with melissa for mc.nuggets...then on the way back, dropped by at kfc to get popcorn chicken.. man we were really pigs!! after that, had psych..... it was so funny in there..thank goodness i decided not to wag it... couldn't stop laughing most of the time.... we were just making jokes at what the lecturer says.. turned it into dirty jokes.. lolxx!! man we were so high!!! guess it was the chicken ay!!

after that, went to library to print out some questionnaire required for the 105 assignment.. at least can say i've started.... it's kinda hard to find norms for a touch player and to write an exercise programme for a touch player when i haven't played touch in my whole life.. how am i suppose to know what freaking muscles wld be used?? damn mel! y do u hv to play touch? haha..she must be cursing me why i hv to choose netball coz she can't find norms fr mine as well...heeahahahaha.... after the photocopying, rushed to the city coz had to pick audrey, yean and henry up to go windmill road for netball... haha!! so rajin right? i was thinking to myself, it better pay off on saturday man!! wld be so gutted if i kept on missing shots on saturday.... practiced till 4.30.. me and yean one team, audrey and henry one team.. we lost 6 to 10.. not bad larr ok.. we are both shorter than them...hahaha!! excuses excuses.... audrey's bf came for a lil while to give us some tips as well on how to defend them....was really good... that's why can get 6 larr..if not i think it'll be 0-10...haha!! left at 4.30 coz henry had to rush home...so three of us went to queen st to have juice..yummy!! parked at the free parking behind the engineering building.. went over the curb...oops!!! my bad!!! but yea, got to find a parking there.. then there was this dude that couldn't start his car so we helped him....

anyhuuuzzz..juice was real good..very refreshing...had a berry sublime this time.. so yumm i tell u!!!! after that, yean and i walked back to the uni to meet yingswan then only go to the car...audrey went home after juice.... when we walked back to the car, i started the car and start moving it lar..duh!! then yean was like:"is ur car meant to sound like this?".... it sounded kinda weird to me also.... so i went down and check............. OH NO!!!! front tyre punctured!! aiyooo..... flat to the ground...far out!!!! i got into a panic mode...hw can this happen?? everything today was going so well.. now i hv to face a flat tyre....ishhhh!! so yea, got out the spare tyre and tried to change it... i'm basically hopeless..nv change a flat tyre in my whole life.. thank goodness yean was there.... i was just walking around the car and OMG!!!!!!! the back tyre was also flat!!!! shit man!!!! i felt sooooo hopeless...i dun hv two freaking spare tyres man! yean started calling here and there to get help..... as for me, my brother didn't answer his freaking phone, parents also didn't answer their phone, house phone no one picked up..urghh!!! i was like...man!! this sucks SO much... spoil my day only... thank goodness her friend has the same kind of car so managed to get another spare tyre.. but he had to drive all the way frm meadowlands.... so thankful! we were there for almost two hours... luckily it wasn't freezing....went to wellesley student apartment after that to hang arnd puili's place....when i was driving there, it just felt so weird...coz the spare tyres are smaller.... and yea, guess i'm still in shock.. not like i got into any accident but i was just so piss at myself for going over the curb.. i think that was the cause of it... it must be!! orelse how can i get flat tyres just like that? at puili's place, my mind still wasn't at ease.. was just thinking abt the ride home the next day... hv to drive on the motorway with that car alone!!!! what if something happen to me? ohh, also had to give ppl rides to laserstrike later on... decided to call my brother nd see if he's still at uni.. and he was!! he was still at ccm so i got him to change car with me.. got the odyssey frm him... he had a few friends with him so if anything happen, he wld be fine.. hehehe.... thanks koko!!! the next challenge was to parallel park the odyssey.. yingswan came down with me to help me...hahaha!!! thank ying swan! i suck at parallel parking.. and odyssey is just huge.. to me larr.... felt a bit better by having the odyssey instead of the mirage... no need to worry abt the ride to laserstrike or the ride home the next day.... at 10, went for laserstrike...filled the car up to the max... 7 ppl.. i was driving so slow..guess i was still in shock abt the whole tyre thing..i'm traumatised!! haha!! not that dramatic larrr....well, everyone got there in one piece...so i guess it was alright....

didn't really have the mood to go and play at first but the girls were all like so hyped up wanting to beat the guys and started strategizing.. so i just join in.. and it got me all hyped up as well...hehehe... so yea....i had fun in the end.... but at the back of my mind, i was still thinking abt the annoying tyres... coz i know i will have to go to the tyre shop during the week and get it change or repair...and mom and dad will definitely start lecturing me to go driver slower next time, don't go over anymore curbs bla bla bla coz it will spoil the alignment of the car as well..bla bla bla... yea, those thoughts were there the whole night....but it didn't stop me frm having fun lar..... first two round, we lost....3rd round, the girls won.... so happy!!! then the 4th round, decided to split up and play with no strategy.....ehehehe...it was fun....and won as well.. haha!

went back arnd one something.. meant to stay a night at yingswan's but i really didn't hv the mood to drive all the way to northshore.... thank goodness puili let us crash at her place for the night...felt kinda bad coz it was so last minute and well, she can't really say no right?

slept at 3...freezing my arse off the whole night coz the window was open and the sleeping bag was quite thin...woke up at 7.45 to drive my car to the engineering place again to park...ying swan went with me. frm there, we walked to queen st and had mcd breakfast....i hd a kiwi big breakfast.. tummy was all satisfied and happy after that... bought breakfast for puili, suping and celest coz felt bad for crashing at their place.... that's the least we could do to show our appreciation... thanksss!!!!!

went to rec centre at 12.. time to see if all those practices helped.... it better!!! not just coz of self satisfaction but also coz i don't want to make it feel as if i have wasted audrey's time.. all the time she spent for giving me extra practices during the weekdays... so how did it go? well, my shooting improved for sure (so perasan, but i really think it did! can't be too confident... maybe i was just lucky today again.. maybe it was the mcd's breakfast) but i still can't do the catch-the -ball-nd-spread-legs-wide stunt (action name created by yingswan...hahahaha!!!) audrey was playing GA for the opposing team and i kept on see her doing it.... i guess part of me didn't dare to do it coz i was afraid i will be so un-coordinated and end up in a really awkward position instead...haha! honest!! i'm a real gumbie.. super un-coordinated...

ok larr.. i think i shall stop here.... i cld go on and tell u the rest of my day but nahh... u've had enough boredom.... tmrw got netball again... hehe...monday going to go practice with audrey and yean again....but before that i've to go see if i can fix the tyres after psych at 1.30...shld be able to make it back to city in time...5-6....

Friday, May 12, 2006

happy anniversary and happy early mother's day!

Happy Anniversary Papa and Mummy!!

going for japanese tonight for their anniversary dinner.. and just so you know, YES, my brother and I get to tag along! Well, they always take us out during their anniversary anyway.. we celebrate it as a whole family. kinda weird i suppose coz usually anniversary is meant to be just husband and wife. I guess they just love us too much!! i love you too mum nd dad!!! u see, without them, i wouldn't have existed!! both of them are equally important. i wouldn't want a different dad nor would i want a different mom. if either one is different, i would look different, my brother will look different or i might end up not having a brother!!! i remembered when we were really young, we used to write happy annniversary cards to them. it used to go something like this:

Happy Anniversary Papa and Mummy!! Thanks for being the greatest mummy and daddy in the whole wide world. We love you very very very very x100000000000000 much. Thanks for taking care of us and scolding us when we are naughty. Love, Khay Shern and Sher Mayne.

heeheee.. i think to my brother and i, their anniversary is like Parent's Day. ha-ha!

And yea.. they have two anniversaries a year! haha!! i guess it's just another better reason to go out and celebrate. the other one is february the 4th. the feb one is the day they registered. today is the day where they have those big wedding ceremony thingy. quite far apart i reckon... feb-may.. hmmnn..ohh wellzz, my family's special:)

I'm going to wish my mum Happy Early Mother's Day today!!! Won't have time to blog on sunday. Will be out from 10-5. blehhh!!! Feel kinda bad but i'm still going to wake up early and make her mother's day breakfast. probably wake up at 8am and have breakfast at 9.

What's on the menu? All I know is her favourite ice coffee(need to go buy vanilla ice cream tmrw!) and yea.. my brother will be doing the main stuff i suppose.. he better!!! coz if i were to do it, it'll end up being pancakes wrapped with ice cream and maple syrup.... she will have a super sweet breakfast...haha!!! got her pj's for mother's day present last yr... was too lazy to make a card.. at least she's wearing the pj's nearly every night!!! very worth it!!!! this yr, i made her a....... hmmn.. i dno what it's called also.... i'll just put the picture up....

don't u think it's so pretty? so kiddy-ish..so cute!!!! all the little hearts with smiley faces and it's shinyyyy!!!! oooo!!!! haha! praising my own art... self praise is no praise.. someone praise me!! nahh.. joking larr.. i know my art skills suck...but it's the thought that counts.... and it's filled with L.O.V.E. !!! hope mom loves it and hope she hangs it up somewhere.. gna do the final touch later which is screwing in a picture hook...

now... just an update for this week... ermm.. it's super cold nd super wet... time really flies.. exercise prescription assignment is due in 3 wks and i hvnt started nd most ppl are like halfway thru... too lazy!!! but but.. i got 20/20 for my psych lab report!!! that's 10% for me thank you... and 8% out of 10% for my exercise prescription test... i'm a freak in sportsci nw.. haha!! i dun wna know my anatomy marks.. lolxx!! nd yesterday, went for lunch with yingswan, yin, wei en.. then later go to rec centre with yin to practice netball shooting...yingswan didn't want to come in coz it's $6.50 for her... hehehe... later audrey came and taught me how to shoot.... she's really good...made me more confident in shooting.. thanks so much audrey!! sheng and henry joined in after that to play defence...puili came for a lil while but had to go for classes.... played for 2 hrs... was meant to be for 1 but no one came for the courts...hehe... felt really satisfied with yesterday's practice... hope i can still remember hw to shoot on sunday!! lets just hope tmrw's not gna rain so can go to windmill rd and shoot some balls before going to yin's place....

ok, gna take a nap now.. dinner later and foam party after that! gna b my first time.. same goes for caris....shuckss!! i dun feel like going now coz it's FREEEZINGGGGGGG nd i'm gna FREEZE my arse off!!! and....................................... i can't dance, i'm like a freaking stick!

but but... bubbless!!!!!!!!!

Today's Pearl's bday by the way.. Happy 15th Birthday Pearl!!!!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

first week back and i'm happy..

#2

first week back after the easter break.... it's been pretty good apart frm the crashing of my laptop... well, it's all good now... installed everything back all by myself!!! well, a wee bit help from my brother.... felt so bad disturbing him coz he was playing his games...lolxx!! took a long time figuring out why my laptop cldnt detect the usb hardware... i mean, i downloaded some sort of thingy called usbehsci.sys or smth like that so the usb can be detected...but still cannot... restart my computer like so many times but still can't be detected.... got kinda pissed off.. then i tried once more, unplugging the usb then restart, then plug it back.. then voila!!! man!!! that simple...urgh!! felt so dumb!!! now i know.. now i know.... hehehe....

so that's one good thing.. my laptop is all sweeeettt!!! gna format it again once i downloaded all the songs i want and my brother want.. another good thing is that i have tamaki friends to eat lunch with and hang out when there's no lessons now... we fooled arnd, studied for our anatomy test together, wagged exercise presciption lecture just to get an extra hour of study..wow! first time wagging.. felt so bad.. but i wld have just lost 7 marks just like that if it weren't for that extra hour of study....on the bus, not sitting alone anymore.... and this grp is just huge... so when one person is absent, there wld still be others to talk to.. so it's all good.....eleanor even asked me to go to medschool day before the test to study anatomy together.. we did 3 hrs of study straight... and for the first time in uni, i laughed till i hd a tummy ache.. haven't had that for ages!!! felt so happy.. guess my uni life was just miserable all this while apart from the wknds.. i was just looking forward to wknds...now, i can look forward to both.. if this coming week is good as well, then it means i'm all sweet with my social life... hehe.... i sound like a loser wanting friends...gosh!

another good thing is that i'm not shopping anymore!! don't really have the time to shop during wknds and thus, don't even think about it! wknds is just filled with sports which makes me happy and not guilty...and umsa ppl are just so friendly.... that 6 bucks of petrol to travel to uni and back is worth it.... it makes me feel that i did not waste my weekend.. tho i didn't get much work done this wknd.. hey, i had to fix my laptop ok! i'll do work next wknd... hehehe...

right now, i feel a bit guilty for not studying(i'll study later to get rid of the guilt). but overall, i feel really lucky to hv this super happy feeling... screw u ppl who thinks once u get a bf/gf, u have everything in the world.... whatever!! they're not that great.. that's what i think.. what am i saying? i nvr had one... but bluekkkk...shermayne's always right.. haha!!

i mean, maybe u can feel the happiest when u're with them but u'll feel the saddest when things don't work out.. whereas the presence of friends will always make u happy all the time... and when u lose one, u still hv heaps!!!! u might be sad, but not the saddest! haha!! i rmbr i said when i'm 18, then only i'll start looking for one... when i was young, mum always tell me i can only get into a relationship when i get into uni.. hmmn. i've been listening to her all the while..... bluekk.. right now, i'm not even thinking of getting one yet... not even looking..haha!!! sorry peiyun, i dun wna go fishing...lolxx!!!! to me, prince charming will come one day... he might just be on his way but got sesated or decided to stop and enjoy the scenery and take the scenic route. not shortcut... haha!!!

i know most ppl wont' agee with my last two paragraphs... but hey, that's just the way i think about this.... sorry if i offended anyone of u.. didn't mean to... have a great week ahead!!!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

all gone... so sad....

#1

i was actually waiting till the end of this week to blog so i will have more stuff to say but well, screw that!! i'm so..... i dno...angry? sad? i dno.... i think more like sad.. the kind of sad when u lose something that have a sentimental value and u will never get it back....FOREVER!!!!! *sob* here's how it goes...

this evening after my shower, i decided to go check my emails before i study. turned on my laptop, everything was working fine. was signing onto msn and then suddenly, the power just turned off. well, i guess it was coz i tripped over the wire and the plug to the power got disconnected. no harm done, just have to turn the the power back on and i'm good to go. BUT... NO! when i turned it back on, it came to a screen saying that my files have been damaged or smth like that larrr... lots of words that's all i know. so i asked my brother to help me. he tried everything and said i have no choice, need to format my computer. the moment i heard FORMAT.. i was like..... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all my files gone!! i didn't back them up and he tried to recover them but couldn't coz couldn't even get windows xp to load. we tried REPAIR windows but also cannot. so, no choice but to format my computer. how can this happen? virus? don't think so coz i didn't download anything apart from team america from bittorrent and that was like a week ago. and there wasn't any annoying pop ups or anything weird going on. haihhh...so sad.... all my files.. gone!!

my music files- it's ok larr. .i can download them again from limewire, most likely to get virus but can back the files up and format the comp again.
tv series LOST and movies- can get them from shiun, still having his harddrive with me, hehe..
so it's ok.
book-marked sites- nvm larr.. can slowly search for them again
cambridge past papers where some of my money comes from there by printing them and selling them- ermm.. i shall find another way to get money.. i think i still hv the cd anyway.. hiding somewhere

ok, all those i'm fine with them being gone. i will have to download windows media player, divx player, real player, msn msgr and all those again but i'm used to doing that, so i'm fine with that lar....

now, here's the part where i'm sad.....

all my past assignments, essays written when i was in macleans.. all gone!! ok, u might be thinking, why the heck do i keep them? such a weirdo.. ok i am a weirdo but well, for memories sake.. u know, it's quite funny reading them over again... there was my 4th form science fair project and i find it really cute. plus i took a lot of time writting my essays, especially the english essays in 6th form. all the satire writings. ok larr.. not that bad i suppose, coz i have them somewhere in my blog i think. but i don't think i have the one i wrote on romance publish anywhere. it's quite dodgy but very funny. that essay made the whole class laughed and even the teacher. and i threw away the copy that i printed out. haihhhh....

now, here's the part where i'm really really sad, the kind of sad that i explained earlier on....
all my photos are gone!!! ALL of them!! i did not back them up... i have the ball photos on yahoo so i guess i can live with that eventho they're small... but but... all the family photos that we took since 2002 when we came to nz are gone!! all the travelling photos... all gone!!! i guess we can start going back to all those places again and take photos but.. it's different... *sigh* all the funny poses the whole family did, all the lovely brother and sister photos, mum and dad photos.... all gone... *hits self on head for deleting them from the harddrive*... what i have left wld be those in my geocities website... tiny tiny ones.... and then there's the childhood photos... that's not too bad i suppose coz i took them from the video my dad recorded when we were young and i still have the cd.. video better than pictures so that's alright.

then there's the college photos.. all the funny photos i took during the last term at macleans... we were just taking as much as we can coz it's our last year of college life and want to remember it. all the crazy poses we did and made ourselves looked psycho. those were photos that i treasured a lot. those were the photos where in 10 yrs time u look back at them and will just start cracking up. ok, i have a few of them in my msn space but they are small, i want the original huge ones!!!! omg!! and then there's the photos from my 18th bday!! those are gone too!!! and the photos i took during my trips back in msia....man!! those are precious!!!! the pictures i took during climbing mt.k! those are gone too!!!! NO!!! nvm lar.. that one can go climb again and take again..hehe... but but. 18th bday!!! i won't be 18 anymore.... bugger!!

and then there's the folder where all my files on my geocities website are stored at... i haven't been updating that website for ages...2 yrs already perhaps but every single time i format my computer, i always back them up as well tho i kno i won't touch them anymore....never have the heart to delete them.. guess it's coz it's like what kept me occupied during my first 2 yrs in nz where i'm seriously bored and hated nz so much!

well, i guess i have to learn to let go.. all i have now would just be memories in my head... not from photos anymore... at least not all is lost.. i still have them on my msn space, some at yahoo, some at geocities....it's not the best but i'm thankful that i still have some of them. i suppose sooner or later this day will come, the day where everything in ur precious laptop just can't be retrieved... happened to so many ppl i know, never thought it wld happen to me... and now i'm making such a big deal... typing such a long post.

maybe this year calls for some changes eh? since i leave college, i also have to leave those photos behind i suppose.... start a new chapter, a new collection... i'm still young, got so many more great events to capture... i learnt my lesson... at the end of every year, i shall burn the photos and files into a cd... that way, if this ever happened again, i'm all good!!!

ok, time to study for my practical test.. it's tmrw!! that was another reason why i planned not to blog till end of this week... so i won't waste time... my laptop really cannot use till end of this week also.. hehehe.. need to install so many programmes... grrrrrrrrr!!!!!

Smile and Be Happy!
Have a Great Week!!!
BYE!!!!!

Sunday, April 30, 2006

the end of easter break

April 30th- last day to purchase mt.ruapehu season pass at $299!!!! tomorrow onwards, it will be $569... so hurry while it's too late!!!!!! lolxxx!!!

yeapzzz.. in the end, i got it.. in the end, i key in my dad's credit card number and there's another 300 bucks gone... in the end, i'm a spoilt brat who spent 600 of her dad's money and soon, it will be even more..

i feel so guilty! i actually decided not to buy it but my brother and his friends said they will only go to ruapehu the 3rd week of holz coz will have more snow and not so rocky..the snow only came in september nd i had to study for stupid a lvls.. hopefully this yr both times will be awesome. omg!! and i'm planning to get a snowboard!!! far out! another 400 bucks or so.... shucks!!! coz if i use the board for more than 20 times, then it's definitely worth it.. one day is 20 bucks.. hmmmnnn...man!!i feel that i really should work my butt off and earn some money orelse i will feel really guilty coz i don't deserve it. but, there's no job and they don't want me to get a job in like countdown or the cinemas. frm nw on, i'll just do whatever they ask me to do with no complaints!!!

omg!! the april holz just ended and i already sort of planned out my july holzz.. lolxx!!!

26,27 june- first aid course compulsory for all sportsci students
29/6-8/7- otago
9th - maybe 14th- ruapehu

wahhhh!!!!!!! lets see how much money will be spent during that holzz...
first aid course-free
otago- hopefully not more than 800
ruapehu- season pass 299, snowboard maybe 400, accom for 5 nights 100(bugger! otago is double the price!! grrrrrrr), petrol 50, food 100

Total: $1749!!!! far out!!! that's a flight back to msia with some leftover money!!! bugger!!!! ok, i shall make myself feel better.. say if i dun buy the snowboard, then it will be $1429... ahhhh!! that's a little bit better... a flight back to msia with very little leftovers...

hmmm... the september holz (here's me thinking so so so far ahead) will definitely be cheaper.. let's count... petrol 50, food 100, accom for 5 nights 100.... total $250!!! wahahahahahhahaa!!! 7 times less!!! lalalalalalalaa!!!!!!

8 more weeks till holiday!!!!!!!!!!!! 5 more weeks till exams!!!!!! 8 weeks of working my butt off!! have to!!!!! it's a MUST!!! let me see.... i shall allow myself to 10 posts from tmrw onwards till the 23rd of june..... if i blog more than 10 times, i will pay 5 bucks to all of u that tag me and tell me that i blog more than 16 times.. currency in ringgit of course.... hehehe... the current exchange rate is 2.6 something.. but i shall be nice and put it to 2.5..... so it will be 2nzd....i dno what u can do with 2nzd(ice cream or pie at mcd's or wriggly insects at two dollar shop) but u can do heaps with 5 ringgit!!! at ss2 murni, satu roti special 3.50, satu ayam goreng 1.50..mmm!!! or 5 bucks worth of roadside rojak and cendol near yiwen's house till u cirit birit but it's all good coz it's so yumm.... or wan tan mee with extra wan tan and lime with sour plum juice.... or chicken rice and lime with sour plum juice or milo ais... lalalalalala.... i'm getting hungry.....

anyhoooo...... so from 1st may 12a.m. till 23rd june 4.30p.m., i can only blog 10 times orelse u get ur money!!!

ok, i'm so sleepy nw.. slept at 5am this morning and woke up at 9.30.. was meant to stay up the whole night watching lost but... but.............. i got scared!! my fingernails are...wait, i dun think i have any left!!!! all bitten off!! it got kinda freaky.... that dude just creeps me out..... what dude? he might be................................. no, i won't spoil it for u all.. so yea, decided to go and sleep.. couldn't really sleep.. was suddenly freezing... i shall go take a nap and finish up my notes on bio.. hehe, was meant to do it on friday but didn't.....bye bye and happy schooling!!!!!!!!

Saturday, April 29, 2006

omg!!! lost!!!

with 8 new episodes of lost to watch tonight, scary movie 4, ice age 2, the ringer and maybe some smallville episodes, i don't think i'll be sleeping... thanks shiun!!!

i have my reasons watching them tonight ok... good reasons.... u see, if i watch lost now, then next time i don't need to make wednesday my tv night for the next 8 weeks.. then i can study...wow!!brilliant eh? of course i wld not look forward to wednesdays anymore but heck!!! nvm larrr...study comes first right? of course i cld study tonight instead of watching but..... no mood... and i wldnt hv the will to study the whole night and not sleep... but i do have the power to stay up and watch lost....who doesn't??

ok... oc and dinner time and later.....heeeheeeheee

weird dream

(seriously, don't read this post, u won't find it interesting and it's super long, i blabber too much)

had a really weird and scary dream this morning... seemed so real but when i woke up, the location and everything was just weird and impossible.... why this morning? well, woke up at 8 something after a really nice dream then slept back again since netball was cancelled... wanted to go back to the same dream(i was talking to a hot guy man!) but no!!! went into a weird, nice and later.... a scary one....

i was at this hotel (dno what hotel larr) and they had this really nice swimming pool but it's weird coz it's really huge and really deep.. deep like the one in ksas(msia) .... usually weird shaped hotel swimming pools aren't deep.. but this was really deep.... so syok!!! so i jumped in and then i realized i was still having my bag on me and my phone was inside!!! then it was like as if i didn't care about the phone.. i just took the bag off and chuck it to the pool side....

then yea, was playing with matt and then i pulled him all the way to the bottom of the pool and then somehow i accidentally hit his head on the floor and he became unconscious!! omg!! and then so funny, i tried to wake him up when i was still under the pool and then i was like.. wake up wake up!!! come to think about it, how can i talk under the pool and how is it possible that i was able to hold my breath for that long? anyway, i tried to pull him up to the surface.. but then he was so heavy...matt is heavy? lolxx!!! then now come to think about it, he wld just float up what.... so yea, i carried him and slowly climbed the stairs on the side of the pool.. stupid lar!!! the stairs at the ksas pool is so short only.. haha!! where got go till the very bottom!! haha!!! so yea, halfway up he woke up! apparently he was just faking it.... and then we started kicking each other and wrestling underwater...

anyway, we got all the way up and guess what??? mr.ang was there!!!! aiyooo!!! what dream is this man?? hahahaha!! then mr.ang was like.... if you all don't want to train properly, pack ur bags and go home!! and then yiwen nd shaleeni came running to us and said, yayy!! water polo time!!! omg! so random!! and then we played water polo!!! and then in the game there were ppl from macleans as well!!! like all the ppl that i played water polo with last yr at school..they were all there... playing with the ksas swimmers and we knew each other and stuff.... it was so fun nd filled with laughters....

then after the game, i got out and realized my phone was really flimsy.. the part where u flip the phone open was like just danggling there.... i was like.. omg omg!!! and then matt and yiwen came and look at it and the whole thing just got dismantled!!! the numbers and everything just fell to the ground..... then matt was like, nvm, can fix one.. i fix before... wtf?? then he took out an instruction book and started fixing the phone... where got instructions on how to fix back a dismantled phone? maybe got such thing but i dno lar....but tak jadi still.... then my laptop was there as well.... and it was also really flimsy and the screen was just blank.. when u turn it on, it's just a screen of white light... and then couldn't really keep the laptop open.. it kept on falling down..... i was like.. ohhh no!!! how can? both my phone and laptop rosak!!! i was so sad.... so so sad..... then............



ding dong!! i woke up.. got a text from siewaun.. lolx!! first thing was... yayy! it was just a dream and my phone is still working.. and my laptop on my table is fine!!!!! i was so happy!!!! but the dream about being in ksas was just so nice.... now i kinda miss the pool and the good times and friends there.... ok, i even miss the training days and mr.ang's scolding... i hvnt had a dream about being in ksas for a very long time.. actually the whole of last year i never dream about that.. when i first came to nz, i always dreamt that i was training in ksas but schooling in nz.. haha!! but this morning, i dreamt about that suddenly... but the phone and laptop was the main point of the dream lar...i was seriously so sad.. coz both also very new.... wow!! just realized that i've been away from the pool for so long... my last swim was in february 12th... didn't go lloyd elsmore this year to just go for a swim...maybe that's why i dreamt about being in a pool? i dno.... but lloyd elsmore is boring nd shallow... what makes swimming fun is the friends and sometimes, the exhaustion is fun.... if just swim leisurely, it's quite boring.... unless the pool is real deep and then u hold ur breath and go all the way down and try to touch the floor!! heeeheee.....

Friday, April 28, 2006

1.70.9 petrol!

Btw, petrol prices are now 1.70.9

someone just shoot me!

hvnt blogged the last two days

weeeee!! blogging time!! ok, so i did use the laptop the last two days. I have my reasons ok! Wednesday I had to finish downloading team america and had to check my bank account coz mom said it had some weird transaction. Still can't find it. Then also brother wanted me to check my bank account to see if some money went it or not.. so yea, have to use the computer.. didn't go on msn tho!!!! ok larr.. i appeared offline.... just curious to see who's online... heehee! ooo!! and wednesday peiyun came to my house!!!! so surprise to see her!!!!! felt kinda mean when LOST started coz i stopped talking to her already and she was just waiting... sorry yun!!! but yea.. lost that night was so cool!! omg!! they met The Others!!!! woah woah woah!!!

anyhuuuuzzzz.... thursday had to go online and book my flight for otago... and had to go on msn to ask yingswan whether she wanted to do the same as me- fly down earlier and wander around otago and perhaps sleep in the airport (like tom hanks in The Terminal!)... ok larr, maybe go to some really cheap-ass budget backpackers lodge and sleep and explore the tiny town. so yea.... by flying down earlier, we save around 68 bucks or more. We can use the 68 bucks to stay at some cheap place, feed on a box of cereal. of course it will cost more than 68 bucks but yea....better than being stuck at auckland and have nothing interesting to do.... probably would go shopping again and spend much more. so yea, we were discussing this online yesterday and made our decision to fly down earlier. Hmmnn.. come to think about it, it wld be so cool if we go and hitch-hike cars along the highway.. then don't need to pay for transport..haha!!! south island ppl more slow-going and more kind what.... coz crime rate less than north island so still may give rides to strangers, right? i'm such a genius!!! *coughs*

btw, clap ur hands for me coz i resisted from logging on to friendster for TWO days!

there's evidence!!! it was so tempting to go on yesterday.. seriously, what's so good bout friendster? there's nothing on it really.... but why do i still want to log on? habit i suppose.. haha!!! and yea, i also resisted from blogging... heeheee....

i did not manage to learn 50% of my anatomy but i updated all my psychology notes, that's one achievement at least!!! ohh!! and today went to tamaki to get help from the tutor on my pscyh lab report, realized i actually got everything right in the first place.. my interpretations of my data were correct!!! thank goodness i wasn't bull-shitting when i met the tutor.. hehe.... so yea, got it typed out and print and weeee!!! so two achievements!!! ok, didn't touch my biology when i was meant to but hmmm.. will do it later larr.. hehehe.. hopefully!!!! and oooohh!! Team America!!!!!

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

so much work! so lil time!

cleaned my room today so can start getting some work done tomorrow and the rest of this week.... after dinner, decided to start on my psychology lab report and finish it... got up to a third of it and realized i don't really know what i'm doing. i don't even know what the data meant! so yea, couldn't interpret the data at all. went thru my lecture notes briefly and flip through a few pages of my textbook and then..................... i freaked out. i realized in order to complete that lab report, i have to read both chapters on development.. argh! and yea, i haven't been reading the textbook for quite some time and wasn't paying much attention during the lectures.... boring lecturer and the whole thing on development just did not interest me... but well, for the sake of passing, i shall start reading tomorrow and hopefully i can complete my lab report so i need not worry about it.... hmmnn.. got lots to do before school starts... i think i need to keep my laptop again so i won't get distracted..... but i hvnt finish downloading team america..

my plan for the next few days...

wednesday: read both chapters on development and complete psychology lab report(draft). write up notes on individual differences and basically finish up all the unfinished notes for psychology. no laptop!

thursday: study anatomy at tamaki campus, must know most of the muscles and ligaments at the end of the day. must be at least 50% prepared for the practical test and mid-term test. no laptop!!

friday: do some work on biology, write up unfinished notes and be very prepared and organized when uni starts. take out laptop and go online!!!! type out psychology lab report for handing in.

saturday: shopping with peiyun!! finally!!! organize exercise prescription notes, go through anatomy at night.

sunday: netball. revise anatomy. get ready for school!!!!!

btw.. i've decided not to get my season pass for snowboarding this year.. last year one was wasted coz my winter holz was diff frm my bro so didn't go to the mountain for many days...and this year, don't think i can go with him during the july holidays coz he said he'll most probably go during the 2nd week of holiday..arghh!!!so yea, not worth for me getting it if i am only planning to go during the september holzz.... and my bro is definitely going to go in september as well so i'll follow him... i'm sure i won't snowboard for more than 5 days straight!! to make the season pass worth it, must go to the mountains at least 5 times.... season pass is 290... 4 days lift pass is 274... so yea.... the most i will snowboard for will be 4 days straight.. it wld be enough.... so i guess, no snowboarding for me this winter.... haihhh.. i was looking forward to it since last year!!! on the brighter side, i'm so looking forward to go to otago so it's all good...


since today's anzac day, i shall do my part.....

"At the going down of the sun and in the morning... We will remember them"

don't die on me!!! and shermayne's anatomy?? haha

far out!! bittorrent just had to die on me!!! i was so excited... from 30.5% this morning(monday morning) and then to 91.5% and it died!! alahh!! i tot i can watch team america tonight... it was going quite fast... then ishh!!! pfft!!! hopefully tmrw morning when i wake up, it will be finished.. right now, it's not downloading at all.... 0KB/s.. a lot of ppl say team america is very dodgy... but i kept on thinking.. they're just puppets!! how dodgy can it be? not real also.. lolxx! so yea.. decided to see it for myself... haha! hopefully i'm downloading the correct one... sekali turn out to be some sort of joke then i'll hit myself on the head dno how many times....

hmmnn.. it's 1.18am already.. so it's considered tuesday already. meaning..... i didn't blog on monday!!! hahaha!!! anyway.. so yea, monday... went to tamaki campus with melissa, amy and christine.. practical on wednesday 15%... mid-term test on thursday 20%... shucks!! realized i have HEAPS to study.... worked with the skeleton from 10am till 2pm!! hmmn.. what bond we have eh? i named it sawyer the skeleton.. he's the hottest skeleton ok!! haha!! wanted to name it charlie coz of the british accent but hmmnn...hot accent or hot looks? of course go for hot looks lar.. so yea, that's 4 hrs with the skeleton.. learnt 40 muscles today!! but ermm.. right now, i can hardly remember any of them... i mean, i can name them all but ask me their insertion and origin.. i have no idea.... so confusing... got another 40 more to learn on thursday.... gosh!! still got the ligaments!!!

i was so stressed out at the lab today.. panicked quite a bit... haihhhh... after 2pm, got bored of sawyer so used the dynatomy prog on the computer.. copy and pasted so many pictures so i can go home and learn them... went home at 4pm..i feel so proud of myself.. did 6 hrs of work straight!! hehe... i deserve a break tmrw.. lolxx!!! took few photos of sawyer's hand to learn all the carpals...one of the phalanges of sawyer's hand is dislocated.. just realized it when i was going thru all the photos.. haha!!! so funny!!! i'm laughing by myself.. how saddening....

ehe! go me!! no pictures for this post!! wahahahaha...yayyyyyy!!! dad's arriving frm msia on 26th april at 3am in the morning.. so excited!! he's not bringing any food tho coz he hd to go down to sgp first... well, at least i'm getting my A4 lined refill!!! msian paper - better quality and cheaper.. heeheee!!

Sunday, April 23, 2006

dinner and pool pictures

i didn't blog yesterday!! yayy!! go me!! was so tempted to but nahh.... i controlled myself... haha! so now, i deserve to blog... like it or not, i'm gna blog... wahahahaa.... i won't blog much when uni starts so now blog till very sien then stop blogging... i guess when i'm damn free, i wld tend to put pictures in my blog.. coz i just realized that since holiday started, nearly every post have pictures in them.. coz hv time to slowly wait for them to upload... sorry for damaging ur eyes!! i think it's a record, this is the month where i have the most picture post and then super uber funny video clip.... sorry abt the pictures.....

yesterday, didn't bike to airport, bro didn't wake up also... stayed at home and sleep till damn syiok... like a pig only... cooked dinner for the first time after don't kno how many months....

ok, be honest.... did i just made u throw up or drool? hehehe... i hope it's the second one...duh! but then again, it looked burnt.. so hmnnn.... at least it's colourful right? haha!!!

got pictures of me playing pool the other day.. carol was snapping them... i'm too attractive to her... haha! jokes!!! so perasan.... realized i do hv lots of expression when playing pool... the top 5 would be here... vote ur fav one by tagging me! cheers!!

this is my fav! the zoolander/ :-o look....

have a great week!

Friday, April 21, 2006

barbie boys? bloody idiots more like it

what do u get when there's two white guys lipsync-ing?

answer:





got it off chia wen's blog.... thanks chiawen!!! u made me laugh!!!!
darn freaking hilarious!!!! u have to go see it!!! i couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole thing!!! seriously... watch it to the END!!! take my word for it! thank goodness no one was around me orelse they'll think i'm an idiot laughing by myself... what to do? bored marrr.. but seriously, go see it... hahahahahahaha!!! tummy ache!!!

butt hurts

i think i shld really get a bike pants.. my butt really hurts... cycled to botany today to get a bike lock coz i lost mine and at the same time, was finding for bike pants but cldnt find.... coz i cldnt be stuffed going across the road to rebel... was just at k-mart.... there was hedgehog bikes but hehe... was too lazyy and i was all sweaty... my main reason was just to get my bike lock anyway.... was so tired.... haven't cycled for ages... but yea!!! road bikes are awesome!!!! managed to cycle up macleans rd w'out stopping and walking the bike up.. wahahahahaha!!!

followed my brother to the city today coz he had some activity thing... met up with carol and went shopping.. more like window shopping coz i mustn't spend anymore money... hehehe.. at 4, we were so bored... there's nothing much to see except the price tags which scares us off... so yea, went and try playing pool and be fools... ooo! that rhymes... shermayne and carol playing pool, they really looked like fools! hahaha!!! i won btw!! muahahahaa!!! then again, i played a couple of times when i was in msia making a fool out of myself and she never played before.. so yea.. heehee! i did won once tho when i was in msia by luck..hehehe... black ball went in first.. wahahahaha! don't u love it when that happens?

tmrw i might go biking with my brother to the airport!!!! MIGHT! if i can wake up and if i'm not aching and if i've got nothing on...haha!

btw.. here's the ONLY picture we had at rach's sleepover... two night two days and we only took one... so terrible...i remembered a yr ago, we took like hundred over....haha! guess i'm not in the mood...... rather watch dvds and fall asleep.. sorry rach!! haha!

White and Black

Thursday, April 20, 2006

petrol discount for a LIMITED time only!

i really don't have a life.. i either sit at home the whole day staring at a screen or listening to a box lying down on my bed.... but, listening to the radio do have benefits....

here's what i found out at 6.38pm today which made me jumped out of my bed....

What the?? Can you guess??? what's so interesting with cars?


well, i was one of those cars..... petrol discount only till 7pm at participating Shell outlets..... so i rushed out and drove the car to the nearest shell station and that's what i saw.... i guess so many car owners also don't have a life.... then again, they might just be on their way home when they saw the fall in petrol prices by 5 cents for a limited time only!!!

reached home at 7.. but on the way home, i saw Mobil having the petrol price at 1.62.9 as well.. so i got home and drove the Estima to Mobil and fill it up...

*sigh* i really don't have a life (c'mon! i'm hvin 2 entries per day, that explains everything!)... computer, tv, radio, pump petrol.. how sad is that?

bio results and random thought on lynx

wow!!!29% out of 36% for my biology mid-term test! that's 81% for that test..... wahhh!!! i'm so happy!! i've been deprived from A's since...... since...... since 5th form.. so that's 2 yrs having no A's at all.... i'm serious!! but i don't think i'll get an A overall for this paper... just counted.. i only can bear to lose 8% the next half of this term if i wna get an A... which is highly impossible coz next half of this term wld be harder.... ishh!!! and the practicals are just killing me!! pulling my marks down so much!!

ohh wellzzz.... i shall be happy for now.. actually, i was happy for this holidays but now i shall be even more happier... i just don't wna kno what i got for exercise prescription coz i think i'll be disappointed as i'm aiming high but i hv a feeling i won't get high coz i didn't finish the multi choice.....

anyhuuuuzzz..... this morning when i was still lying in bed... i just thought of something random....

u know how the ad for the new LYNX deo called CLICK? where ben affleck goes arnd counting how many girls check him out and then when he got into the lift, this dude that's not hot at all had like way many more girls that checked him out compared to ben coz he used the new LYNX-CLICK ? well, i was just wondering.... say if u spray lynx click all over a girl and get her to go around, would other girls check her out as well coz of the smell? hmmnn....... suddenly u go shopping then u smell something real nice and thought there's a hot guy coming towards u, then u turn around, alah!!! just a chic only.... then she will click her clicker thingy coz u "checked" her out... quite an interesting experiment to do during the holidays, huh? go spray lynx click all over and walk around the shopping malls...haha! is the deo that effective? maybe the not-hot janitor looking dude got some inner hotness or something as well eh?

ok.. that's all... my tummy is grumbling....

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

satisfied me....

spent so much the last two days with rachel..... 50 bucks on her sweet 16 bday present, 15 bucks on food.... $135 on myself which got me everything i wanted hence i don't need to go shopping anymore....... heeeheeheeee......



$100 bucks on this pair of lovely nike cortez... i always wanted this kind of shoes!!! what more, it's baby blue!!!!!

i'm not a shoe lover so when i get shoes, i must really like them.... hehe.. dun think i'll be getting anymore shoes this year...jandals aren't considered.. then again, i'm happy with my current jandals....hehehehe.... now, i've got two shoes to switch during winter.... my nike running shoes and this nike cortez.... during summer, i switched btwn my running shoes and jandals.... only wear shoes when there's lab....haha!! yayy!!!


$10 army skirt from jay jays..

i only buy cheap stuff... haha!! i dun wear skirts(big thighs as u can see) but it's so cheap! maybe i shall consider wearing them the next summer... ooo!! with my new shoes... it'll be so awesome!!!! LOOK!!!!

taa-daa!!!! not bad right my mix n match skills!!! *ahem*

now, where did the other 25 bucks go to?? i bought a white racer back frm the warehouse for 9.88 and running shorts for 14.84.... so that's 24.72 actually... but i round it up lar.... don't u just love the warehouse?? everyone seriously gets a bargain... esp my white racer back...it was actually 15.41 before.. then now it's 10.. so happy... as for running shorts, no discount... but well, saves me the petrol frm going to dressmart and get the nike ones for 20 bucks. cheap lar for nike shorts but who cares lar? my ACTIVE running shorts is comfy!!!

*sings* The Warehouse.. the Warehouse... where everyone gets a bargain!!! ..................... with your money back guaranteed! *ends singing and sign off while laughing like an idiot*

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

rise of petrol prices just killed me

i feel so......... BETRAYED?? CHEATED?? HURT? ANGRY??

all because of.....................................................................

the rise in petrol of 11 cents in less than a WEEK!!!!!!!!! it was 1.56.9 on wednesday the 12th, then on the 13th, it shot up to 1.61.9... i already thought that was CRAZY!! that's why i was lining up for 10 mins on wednesday night to fill up the car full tank.... 5 cents rise!!! i thought "ohh well.. maybe it will remain like that for quite awhile..." mana tahu today on the way back from rach's house and saw it to be 1.67.9.. wtf??????? crazzzyyy!! 6 cents rise this time... this is too much!!!!!! too much i tell you.... ishhh!!!!!! what are they trying to do man??? why are they doing this to me? why?? why??????(shermayne feels like crying) so all in all, 11 cents rise in petrol in 6 days.... maybe taking the bus is cheaper already.... ish ish ish!! i want FREE PETROL!!! anyone? my ermmm.. super belated bday present?? petrol voucher perhaps? hehehehe....

the rise in petrol just kills the mood for shopping.. after i saw the rise in petrol, i was like..... nahhh, not going shopping anymore.. if i want to shop, i'll just bike to botany and shop... if suddenly just run out of milk and there's nothing else to buy, i'll bike to countdown and buy it.... besides, i got what i really wanted already at northshore today when i was at rachel's place..

this holiday, i actually planned to go shopping at st.lukes, dressmart and manukau with peiyun...also told caris and caroline that we shld go shopping during the holz coz hvnt shop for ages!!!! but now.......... really don't feel like it.. even the thought of just turning on the engine just hurts me... u know what? i am even considering cycling to the rec centre this wknd for netball... i'm just afraid that i'll be too tired to cycle back or it might rain and i'll hv to get my brother to come pick me up and then waste petrol....hmmnnn... there's a risk to take.. but if i cycle to and fro, i'll save maybe 6 bucks? it's a lot ok, i could go get a bk meal with that...

now i just hv to think what to do to meet up with peiyun.. i really miss her a lot!!! maybe we cld bake some cookies (and get fat) and then watch a movie? borrowed some dvds from rachel but peiyun works at the movies so i bet she hv watched all of them already...haha! but maybe we cld try to bake a proper cake... lolxx!! and for movies, maybe cld do that with caris and caroline and just hv to tell them i don't wanna go shopping coz of petrol prices.. if they want me to take them, pay me, haha! 6 bucks to st.lukes or to dressmart or to manukau.... 4 bucks to botany....i'm getting calculative now... blame the petrol prices!! blame the govt??

ok, that's all for today's procrastinating session.. wahahahahaha!!! sorryy!!!