choices...

so many things to think about after getting my results... there's actually so many pathways.... i could just apply to go into uni and do some random course.. like journalism or somethin like that.... who knows? i might be good at it....and i get to travel as well..... u never know if u never try.... but it's a risk to take.... and i hate to take risk... but at this point in life, everything is risk-taking... i mean, i don't even know what i want to do in uni or what i want to do in the future... look at it, all my science subject are pretty crap... am i not a science student anymore? maybe i should just quit studying and work for people..... money won't come in huge amount but one day... one day, it might be possible...... or maybe i could start some random talk show.... and be rich one day like oprah winfrey.... lolzzz.... ok, the above three suggestions are like really random but yea... it's something i can do..... now.. i still have to think of what subjects to take... and making those choices are risk taking.....
say if i manage to continue my biology to A2, then i will take A2 maths as well.... i will have to re-sit my AS bio mid year to bring my mark to an A, and then for A2 bio i need to get an A and that would give me 120 points. as for maths, i won't re-sit it, but i need to get a high A in A2 maths to get an overall A and that would give me another 120 points. then i will take AS business studies eventho i suck at business and economics, and i will try to achieve an A in it and i will repeat AS chemistry and try to get an A. so overall i might be able to get 360 points which is the max... but that would be kinda impossible... but if i have faith, it might still come true. this is the most likely path i would take but there's still risk in it coz in reality, i might not be a good science student... maybe i might be good at other stuff in which i haven't tried like history, geography, classic studies and those kind of subjects.... who knows ayy? should i go for it? should i just like dump all my science subject and go for history AS, geography AS, classics studies AS, literature AS, repeat AS language and AS maths, and get A's for them and i will get 360 points as well. ... this choice is the biggest risk taking choice... another choice would be is to start doing all the sports subjects...... and if i dun like it, i can just stay another year at college and stick to science.... i mean, i 've already saved two years in msia so i might as well stay another year next year in college and repeat them all over again if i did really bad.... i could probably repeat all the subjects i did last year.... and see how well i do.. and then next year move on to A2... isn't that great?? tat's something to think about, right? i mean, i still manage to save one year.. and that's already good.. my brother saved one year... so maybe i should also just save one year and repeat last year at college next year.....
or maybe i could just come back to msia and study..... nahhh.... forget it, it's quite expensive as well to study at taylor's college.....
so many choices ayyy?? well, will tell my final decision when school starts...... tata