just a note... i'm fat..!! ewww.. so fat and it's so yuck.... this morning went for a jog at bukit kiara... after the jog.... i looked at my tummy and i can really see the fats bulging out.... yeeeee errrrrrrr.... and i also can pinch it and i can pinch out a LOT... and i mean a LOT... oh my goodness!! how in the world i got so fatt!!!! never realized till today... and it ain't a good sight at all... losing all those fats will be tough... it ain't that easy to lose them but it is easy to gain them.... i think it's time to diet... and seriously diet... for the first time in my life..shermayne dieting.... noo!!!!! mannn, dieting is hard... all u get to eat is fruits and veges and boiled food...yuckssss... but then if i just eat fruits and veges, i will have no strength to exercise.. i will lose weight but ermm.. my muscles (not like i have much) will turn to fatsss!!!! dammmm... this is hard... i shall decide on what i will do with this issue when i'm in new zealand... not here, not in malaysia coz i wanna eat... but yea, have to cut down though.... and continue jogging... but jogging doesn't lose the fats on the tummy though... heck! i dun even know why i'm going jogging when i want to lose my tummy fatss... to keep the weight off i suppose.... last night had big dinner... tomorrow night, another big dinner.... the food will be so nice tomorrow i dun think i can resist.... gonna have dinner at kajang...the duck!! mmm... but but.... i .... i ... n..need to lose weight!! arghh! screw it! i will just eat rice and duck and the desert --> ice cream! and veges.. i'm going over to new zealand in 17 days.. so soon ehh? less than 3 weeks.. goshhh... it's fast!! well, shall start losing weight then... now is just trying to maintain what i have and not gaining more...haha! i hope i can manage it... coz the temptations here are really really really strong!!! woahh!! i've just go me my new year resolution... lose weight and lose fatssss .... shall try to aim for 50 kgs before year end exams... can't be after coz during the end of year exams i will start gaining coz i need to eat when i study.... so yea... 50!! it's pretty hard but i will try.... well, at least 52 larrr.... but yea...target 50!! go go go!!
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