i dun hv discipline

it's so tough, so tough for getting myself into a study mood... i thought this year would change, have i not learnt my lesson from the last two years? two years of disappointment.. it mustn't happen this year... i don't want to disappoint myself again... i want to do well like my brother, so i can say i'm as good as my brother or just a wee bit below him but not WAY WAY behind him... but at the same time, it's tough.... i think i'm easily influenced which sucks... all my friends at sportsci all just want to pass... they're not aiming for A's....biosci is the hardest paper for us.... they want to pass it, they're struggling to pass it.... all they say is :"i hope i pass, i hope i pass...man! u're sweet for biosci, u just need 6%".... yea, true... i just need 6%.... why study? the paper is worth 40%... so easy to get 6%... but i don't want to just pass, i want to try to get an A!! but with what everyone is saying, half of me is like" yea yea.. i'm all sweet for biosci...." and half of me is:" shucks!! i need to get 90% for this exam to get an A-!"...... *sighs* really don't know what to do.... today was meant to study the whole section of Cell processes, where am i up to? first two pages of the first lecture.... and what's the time now? 9.25p.m.....

here's my plan for the next dno how many weeks..three wks i think... last two weeks ain't detailed coz i can't plan that far... i'm just worried for this week...if i can stick to this week's plan, then i have a slight chance of getting A- for my biosci 107..given up on sportsci105 coz i screwed it up so far....

Sunday 4/6 (right now!!!)
10pm-2am: Cell Processes

Monday 5/6:
Will wake up late
11am- vacuum the house so need not worry abt mum bugging me to do so
12pm- sportsci 105 lecture 1-5
go uni dno at what time with bro : sportsci 105 lecture 6-12

Tuesday 5/6:
9am-12pm: touch
12pm-1pm: shower and lunch and if lucky, quick nap at city
1pm-6pm: sportsci 105 lecture 13-17
6pm-8pm: dinner, rest
8pm-2am: Blood and immune system

Wednesday 7/6:
10.30- travel to city
11am-3pm: Neurons
3.30-7.30: Muscle
After dinner: Past papers

Thursday 8/6:
9.15-11.30: Biosci 107 EXAM!!!!
11.30-1pm: Lunch, rest at city
1pm-5pm: Sportsci 105 lecture 18-24
After dinner: Past papers

Friday 9/6:
9.15-12.30: Sportsci 105 EXAM!!!!
woohooo!!!!!
1pm: Netball at windmill!!!! yeee-ya!!!
Tank juice after that? Yes? heeeheeeee

Saturday 10/6:
10.30-12.30: Netball at rec
Tank juice again? lolxxx.... i want!!!!!!
Rest whole day...enjoy!!!!!

Sunday-Friday 11/6- 16/6: Sportsci 103 study, maybe some netball in between

Saturday 17/6:
2.15-5.30: Sportsci 103 EXAM

Sunday 18/6:
Maybe netball in the morning?

Monday to Thursday 19/6-22/6: Psysch 108 study

Friday 23/6:
2.15-4.30: Psych 108 Exam!!!!!!!
4.30: MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah baby!!!! bring on the holidaysss!!!!

ahhhhhhh...can't wait for it to be over.... i shall be keeping my laptop now...if need to use internet, will use bro's computer (so later he can shoo me away!!!) or the uni's computer... if you see me online this week at all, be it AWAY or BUSY, please ask me to go off and just annoy me heaps till i go off..okiee?? to chase me off, here's what i did to my wallpaper for my laptop...



good luck to me trying to stick to my plan!!!!!! Shermayne Boleh!!!!

Good luck to everyone else in their exams!!!! You Can DO IT!!!!

Have an AWESOME WEEK!!!!!!
Smile and Stay Happy (eventho exams are dreadful :p)