Holiday is coming to an end... so fast!! hardly done anything and it's back to school already. *sigh* medsci 142 test this wednesday. 28% and i still have heaps to do. Started on it on thursday and I'm not even halfway through. Me and my last minute-ness in EVERYTHING. Mum's right, i've gotta get my priorities right. When will I learn? When? When? Still haven't decide which uni to go to for exchange next year's semester 2. After my test this Wednesday, I'm gonna do something about it already before the nagging starts again. Hope I'll keep to my word this time.
Highlight of this 2 week break? Ermmm... I'm actually quite proud of myself coz I settled the whole accident thing by myself :D. Ok, not the money part la... not my money larrr.. but yea... I got the price down from 1136 all the way to 600. All those bargaining experience at petaling street do come in handy :p. Bargained with the car shop ppl, asked the indian fella to pay some. Heeheee... as for my car, 500. It's all good now, all fixed. No more worries. Phew!! gotta be careful next time.
I also learnt that if you cry, you actually can get some sympathy and people won't be harsh on you. If you hide it all and just keep it to yourself and put on a strong face, you'll even get more shit. Wahlauuu.. not a good thing la.... what now? next time i just cry if i want something? no right? cannot cannot. This accident really built up a lot of tension between my mom and I. That's what i felt the whole holidays. Even things that's not related to car also she scold. Bahh!!! Important thing is, it's all sorted out and it's all good. Thank goodness everything's back to normal already. How? Tears. I couldn't handle it already yesterday. Car all fixed but then she wasn't happy with something then complain complain. I just yelled: " Enough already la... you think I no feelings? whole week scold scold scold. u think i'm not affected by the accident at all? I am!! I just didn't want to show it and throw a tantrum. I put on a strong face but I'm feeling very bad inside the whole time. Today I finally sort everything out then you come and complain again. Everything I do also it's never right." then, i cried. This happened when I was driving. And, had to go to post office after that to renew the car license.. with my red, swollen eyes. so malu!!! Later, mom came and apologized to me. She realized she was being a bit too harsh on me (i think she only realized it when i cried.. see, tears work...yes? no?). But maybe I also too much, felt so bad for yelling at her. Felt so rude. She was just doing it for my own good, teaching me. So yeaa.. it's all good now. *lets out a great big sigh of relief :D* Mom, I love you and I'm sorry for being rude.
This holidays could have been better but just unlucky that the accident happened hence my heart and mind wasn't fully in a relaxed, happy mode. Perhaps that could explain my horrible tummy ache and diarrhoea this week too? Haha!!
So sad tomorrow no super sports sunday. Can't end the holiday with sports and laughter. So sad. And I'll be at uni instead. Hopefully studying from 10-6 since my brother's going to go uni as well. Ohh wellzz..... time to work hard anyway and not everything will always go the way I want it to be. Live with it and still enjoy it!!!! Nitey nite...
Smile!
Don't Worry, Be Happy for Worrying is like sitting on a rocking horse. It keeps you occupied but will get you no where. ehehehe... saw that at the back of a lorry. It made me smile =D
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