medsci test.. and disappointed me

First of all,

Congrats to Yin, Zaf, David, Sean, Chris and Lawrence who graduated yesterday!!

Went to albert park yesterday to take photos with da oldies.. heeheehee.. ok, put it in a better way, the graduates!!! I'm gonna be like them one day!!!! Hopefully in two years time. Nyehehehehe.....

Medsci test today. Stayed up till 3 last night. Was it worth it? I don't think so. Still came out feeling URGHH. Why? Coz no matter how much I read, how much I tried to make sense of the materials, it still doesn't make sense. Having a very bad understanding on the concepts. Finals are worth 65%. I need it. I really need it. Gonna go for tutorials from Monday onwards. Sportsci department having tutorials twice a week for us from Monday onwards. I really need all the help I can have. This means I finish at 5 on Mondays and Wednesdays instead of 4. Nvm, afterall, it's just 7 more weeks! 7 more weeks and no more medsci at all!!! That's why I gta pass this stupid paper.

Told mum my plans tomorrow. Will be gone from early morning and coming back late. Weekend really not weekend at all. Realized I don't even have much time to spend with them. Sunday also sports again. Don't even have time to go out for dim sum anymore. But next Sunday (May 13) confirm I'm gonna be home! Have to. No excuses. Tempted to go for sports but it's mummy's day!

Hmmnn.. i wanted to blog about what happened on Monday but... nahh... i'll keep it to myself. But if it ever happens again ............ I shall blog and show my disatisfaction. Besides that, I also have been disappointed by several other things. Let's just say there's this huge amount of energy in me that sometimes just makes me want to move and not stay still. I want to go all out and use all the energy in me. That's the only way that I can be satisfied with what I do. I have this attitude of just focusing on one thing and be good in it. But now I feel that I'm not allowed to do that. I feel like I'm being pushed around to just feel out anything that's empty. Sux! Ohh wellzzzz...just gta live with it and respect the decisions of others. Afterall, I'm just a kid :D And maybe, it's good in a way. It would teach me to be more flexible. Mum have been saying I'm never flexible since I was young. Hate changes and I do get annoyed with it. Yes, I've been annoyed with it the past few times but I'm keeping it to myself. No point letting others know how I feel coz it's jsut real bad for me to feel like this. Bad attitude. Can't help it. So the only way to not show my bad attitude is... keeping it to myself. Hopefully, I can keep it in me and then who knows? one day it might disappear.

ok, off to bed now. Waking up at 6.15 tmrw. I think it's gna be a great sunny day!!!