Another disappointment coming along my way ... *sigh* I can feel it. I always have a high tendency in getting disappointed. Everyday, I check my mail. Hoping to get a reply. But so far, nothing, nil, zilch! Now just waiting for that mail to confirm my disappointment. Ohhh wellzzz.... at least I tried. At first, I was half-hearted but as it gets closer, I really really want it. Gives me a chance to run away from responsibilities and tasks that's gna come in the 2nd semester. But yeaaa.... guess I'm not that lucky afterall. I've given up on hoping.
The only thing I'm looking forward to in semester 2 is my nutrition paper and weekend sports. Nothing else. What I dread the most? Sad to say, the UMSA Ball. Why? A lot a lot of reasons in which I don't really want to say. Just...... just unhappy with some things and some people that has been accummulated over the past I dno how many weeks. People say forgive and forget but for this little girl here, no, she can't for certain stuff. I guess it's because I know they themselves have something against me and are unhappy. They won't say they're unhappy but I can see it from the way they react towards me. Or maybe, I'm being paranoid. I doubt it tho. I've gotten over some stuff but not all. I tried. I thought I have forgotten everything but there's this trigger in me that can be pulled and then I can go all GrRRrRRR!! As you can see, it's been pulled today. Lolx!!
*sigh* Only two more days, what are the chances right? Might as well just give up now. As I said, at least I tried....
Au Revoir McGill!!
*not all is bad. Mid exam break was great yesterday. Today's waffle was awesome. And........ I felt appreciated yesterday. Just the thing I need. To know that at least I've done something right for once and it's been appreciated :D
5 comments:
hahaha I know wat is it and I muz say you did a wonderful job on that. Proud of ya! =)
I tell you, wat if u got in ar.. definitely u want to delete this post right. hahaha..
1 more day! 1 more day! i'll be waiting to konw eagerly too. dun worry! watever the outcome is, YES you have tried! Going through all that process wasn't easy. you can be proud of that that you got through it, juz that the outcome isn't in your hands to decide. that's not something u cud control. so all smiles! and lets see tmr lah.
haha! i know u know what was it dat made me feel appreciated.. thank you thank you.. lolx!
won't get it d lorr.. it's already the 16th of june... *sigh*... the post won't be deleted lorr....
ohh wellzzz... juz gta go on with the flow right? gta try to look forward to the ball eh? hehehhee... it's gna be fun...wooohooo....................................
hey!
I'm like that too, u know!
I blog the most especially during exam times.
Anyway, I think I'm too forgiving.
I forgive too easily. *chehh...*
:p
Who cares if they feel uneasy bout you!
I know there're people who hates me in college. :p
Who's the fella bugging you?I give them a hiding...
rawr~
hey chia!! hehehe... everyone blogs heaps during exams i guess.. relieve stress hor... hehehehehe....
haha! gjin u wldn't want to do that.. u are too nice.. lolxx!!
i'm alright la..decided to brush it off and ignore whatever they say now... not gna be that nice to them nemre...they dun deserve it.. lolx!!!
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