just some thoughts...

It's amazing how time really flies and you hardly noticed it.

It's only today when I just realized so many things during the one hour bus ride home. I really think lonely bus rides for me is the thing that triggers my thoughts.

My blog turned 3 on the 16th of september (I usually would have noticed it on the day itself but not this year). Looking back just one year ago on my post this time of the month, I have to admit, I changed a lot this year. I changed for the better.

My bus rides last year tend to have me thinking of really unnecessary silly, emo stuff. I read back on my posts and I just giggled on how silly I was. I gotta say, I was pretty down last year around this time. On what? Sorry, it's just for me to know and not for anyone to find out. Ask me and I'll say NO. Nyehehehehe.... But I'm sure you can guess it larr.. typical. But don't even think I'll elaborate on it :p

Just today during the bus ride home, I realized the way I think is different. No more of the last year's stuff. I'm pretty much a happier person, really living life to the fullest, trying my best to make the most out of everything and just ... just stop thinking. Move on, the past is the past. Maybe all of us have to go through that phase, but one day, we'll grow out of it. I think I have. Pretty fast eh? I've definitely moved on.

Somehow, something (which honestly do not know what) just made me realized that... Hey! IT isn't everything... it's just an extra something, no rush into it, it will happen if it's meant to happen. Alright, to put it the wiseman, darren's way.... IT is usually either money or guys. So, go figure! Haha! just click on September 2006 archives and you'll know my emo-ness.

But yeaa... just today I realized, I'm no longer like that. I've changed. Maybe it was actually just last year as I wasn't like that the year before. Haha! Lonely bus rides? I don't dislike them anymore. In fact, I'm enjoying it. I sleep :p

Hehehehe... yea.. just a lil something i realized and i'm amazed with it. I'm happy with it. Haha!! Time flies, people change, we move on, and we start fresh, don't you think so? ehehehe...

Current time: 8.26 p.m.
Date: 28th September