i lost weight?

Before I left NZ, a lot of people told me ... Everyone who goes overseas will put on weight ...

I said to myself... it's ok. It's alright to put on some weight as I will be able to lose it when I return Auckland. Plus, it's gonna be cold so it's normal to eat more and put on weight. I need the fat to insulate me anyway :p

I came here, I told Evangeline and she didn't believe me as we were walking around so much!! Sure, we did lose weight for the first week during our house hunting. But after settling down ... you can find Ev cooking in the middle of the night, walking to the kitchen for midnight snacks. She put on ...

I have been baking, eating most of what I baked. I eat ice cream, yoghurt, waffles, cheese, chocolate. I eat my meat, my rice, my fruits.


And just today ... I received an email from mum. And little did I know.... the parents, aunties, the cousin in NZ all said I am thinner. That was shocking. I was thinking to myself... Nahh.. can't be, maybe they just think I'm not eating enough since I don't have mummy to cook for me. Besides, they haven't seen me for so long.

Told Ev about what mum said to me. And she told me.... I definitely lost weight. She only realized it after looking at the photos from the semi formal. Lolx! She sees me everyday but only realize it from the photos. Then I told Swan what my mum said, Swan also said the same thing ...



*sigh*



Should I feel happy to have lost weight? I should right? But no, I'm not. Why?Coz it just seems like I can't take care of myself and I'm not eating well. I looked back and realized.... one thing I am doing wrong here is skipping lunch. I'm too lazy to prepare lunch and bring it to uni to eat. In Akl, I have ppl to teman me for indian food *thinks chicken korma, butter chicken, naan bread* Here, I don't have anyone to teman me during lunch time. Besides, I don't really have a lunch time. After my class at 2.55, I need take a 15 min walk to the bus stop to catch my bus to go for another class. I eat my lunch on Tues and Thurs because I finish class at 1. I hardly eat out because of $$$$$$. And we all know the fat comes from eating out because they put a lot of oil in their cooking and outside food is way tastier so you tend to eat more.

Thank goodness it's getting colder now. Sports are over for me. Time to give the ankle a proper rest anyway. So I'll be eating more and putting on weight! One more month of uni and then I'll be on holiday and I'll be eating even more then! Woot woot!! But I hope to go back a wee bit thinner so I can stuff myself up on mum's cooking!!! Bwaahahahahhahaha!!! But right now.. mission is to EAT WELL!