It's only mid-terms
It's only the mid-terms and I feel like I'm pretty stressed out. The past week, the max I get is 5.5 hours of sleep. The other night, I stayed up till 4. I studied till 3 and just couldn't sleep till 4. Was just flipping through my notes, biting my nails and just so nervous.
Right now, I have come to the point where it's like... man! I just want Friday to be over and done with. I still have a lot I do not know, and the more I study, the more I realized I don't know heaps and the more I start to panic. Screw Neuroscience! Seriously, I do not know why we're taking it. Arghhh arghhh!!!!
I try to tell myself not to worry, it's only mid-terms. If I fail, I still have the finals to make it up. But I do not know why in the world I'm still so stressed out. Where's the ignorance-is-bliss sher mayne?? Aikzzzzz!!! Need to go and find her!
On a brighter note, I was procrastinating last night for awhile and decided to drop leighton and mel an email and see what they were up to. Everytime I study, I always remember them because they were the ones that made me pull it through my undergrad years. I got a reply this afternoon and it just made me smile. Just knowing they're doing well, wishing me all the best, cracked up some old jokes and knowing that I'll be seeing them during graduation. Ahhh! I just love mails like that in my inbox because my inbox is usually now filled up with titles like this ... "week xx reading list", "pracs practice get together?", "splitting muscle charts", "independent study or group study this wknd?", "reading summary from so and so article/textbook" .... I am glad I have a group of study friends over here where we help each other out to lighten the burden. I am very thankful for that but yeaa.... sometimes i just need something in the email that is not study related. And that email today made my day. I really needed it to just get my mind away from study for awhile. Felt so much better after that.
and oh! plus ying swan's text on her lil drama with her assignment. wahahahaha!! it sounds so you la! lolxx!!! that made me smile too although it wasn't really a good thing but still.. haha!!!
I can do this. I'm almost 1/8th there!! Wahahahahhaa!!
And netball tomorrow! yeaaaa... couldn't say no to that. I was meant to study but I really need to clear my head. I'll study in the morning :p
It's only the mid-terms and I feel like I'm pretty stressed out. The past week, the max I get is 5.5 hours of sleep. The other night, I stayed up till 4. I studied till 3 and just couldn't sleep till 4. Was just flipping through my notes, biting my nails and just so nervous.
Right now, I have come to the point where it's like... man! I just want Friday to be over and done with. I still have a lot I do not know, and the more I study, the more I realized I don't know heaps and the more I start to panic. Screw Neuroscience! Seriously, I do not know why we're taking it. Arghhh arghhh!!!!
I try to tell myself not to worry, it's only mid-terms. If I fail, I still have the finals to make it up. But I do not know why in the world I'm still so stressed out. Where's the ignorance-is-bliss sher mayne?? Aikzzzzz!!! Need to go and find her!
On a brighter note, I was procrastinating last night for awhile and decided to drop leighton and mel an email and see what they were up to. Everytime I study, I always remember them because they were the ones that made me pull it through my undergrad years. I got a reply this afternoon and it just made me smile. Just knowing they're doing well, wishing me all the best, cracked up some old jokes and knowing that I'll be seeing them during graduation. Ahhh! I just love mails like that in my inbox because my inbox is usually now filled up with titles like this ... "week xx reading list", "pracs practice get together?", "splitting muscle charts", "independent study or group study this wknd?", "reading summary from so and so article/textbook" .... I am glad I have a group of study friends over here where we help each other out to lighten the burden. I am very thankful for that but yeaa.... sometimes i just need something in the email that is not study related. And that email today made my day. I really needed it to just get my mind away from study for awhile. Felt so much better after that.
and oh! plus ying swan's text on her lil drama with her assignment. wahahahaha!! it sounds so you la! lolxx!!! that made me smile too although it wasn't really a good thing but still.. haha!!!
I can do this. I'm almost 1/8th there!! Wahahahahhaa!!
And netball tomorrow! yeaaaa... couldn't say no to that. I was meant to study but I really need to clear my head. I'll study in the morning :p
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