Choices

Choices...

Choices Choices Choices.... Having a hard time putting my top 5 choices for my final placement.

The options are pretty crap unless I go out rural.

I think if I want to make the most out of it and learn more, get heaps of experience, I should go rural. As in real rural, in those ulu towns, not Newcastle 'rural'.

But the comfort of home.... not needing to pay rent.... *sigh*

For my own good, really, I think I should go rural. I know it's gonna be super challenging, I know I'm gonna be worried like shit everyday because I'll get thrown in the deepest of deep ends.... but I will learn. Question is, do I want to step out of my comfort zone again?? I am comfortable going for another placement in cardio or neuro. But outpatients... I can't. I hate it, coz I suck. I could do just outpatients in the city but if I wanna challenge myself, why not take the ultimate? Rural + outpatients + ulu town + overweight bogans + heat....

Rent is really not a problem. $80/week accommodation with own computer, own room, free internet, a cleaner to clean every week..... it's is freaking cheap!!!!

But the travelling..... i don't think I will come back at all in that 5 weeks if I do go. It is like 6 hours train ride. Unless... I fly. But then money is a concern.

And the heat... ohhh it's gonna pretty hot come Oct & Nov.

It's Convenience + Comfort VS Experience.

*sigh* hate choices. And this really, is only the start of it. Gonna have to make even more choices after this.

Grow up Sher Mayne, grow up!! It's just another placement of 5 weeks. It's not even a job for goodness sake.

eeekssss.. need to talk to mummy.