Hot Xsss!!

i love those hot Xsss!! especially when it's HOT!! so YUmMMMMM and so tempting!!! i've been waiting for ages and now.... it's here for Me!!!! i'm lovin' it... i've been dreaming and have been craving for those hot Xss for days and nights... for months!!! i love you!!!! my hot Xsss!!!!! you are mine!!! mine!! i'm gonna miss you when you are gone... but i know i will see you again... those Xss are just so amazing!!! love it!! i'm gonna have you everyday if i can... you are just the best!!! Mamma Mia!! es muy fantastico!!!

what am i talking about?? it's hot cross buns!! yea.. i have been craving for them since last easter... they only make them when easter is around the corner and then stop selling them a week after easter.... easter is in one month time... meaning... i've got one more month to enjoy those hot Xss... i finally had the taste of it today... i got the chocolate ones... nice... but i prefer the sultanas one... gonna get em' tomorrow.... there's also fruitless ones... and the new flavour is coconut and cherry... i dun think i wanna have that tho... doesn't sound nice.... especially if they use those preserved cherries...ewwww.. i only like fresh cherries... those are yum! i tried to get my sandals today... but don't have my size... my sizes are all sold out.... so my dad is gonna try to fix my old one.... i hope it can be fixed!!!
tomorrow have a game of water polo.. i sooooo don't wanna go!! coz my mom and dad will be visiting rachel's family.. and i wanna go see rachel!!! and we seldom see them coz they moved house AGAIN and now it's further.... mannn!!!!! so because of the damn game at 4pm, i can't go with my parents anymore...*sob*..... they should have the game on friday... not sunday!! geeezzz!!! awww mann!! and i soooo wannna see rachel's new house..... now i don't even know when's the next time i will be able to see her house... her house is in northshore.... so i suppose that's north auckland? and i'm in the east.... so yea.. i think it's an hour drive....gosh!!! i guess i will have to live with it.... it's not the end of the world.... hahahaha!! if we do win 2mrw, then it will be gr8 and i won't feel gutted.... but if we lost in which i think we will lose, then i will feel what i'm feeling now.. it's a waste of time and i shld hv gone to rachel's house but i can't coz it's a school team... must have team spirit... bluek!!

What a Day!!

today is the very last day i will be seeing two of my school friends.... jocellin is leaving for korea and katherine is leaving for university.... i can't really believe it.... somehow i still have that feeling that i will still see them in school and i will be waving frantically at them on monday yelling out their name.... yess.. that's what i do in school.... waving to people like a psycho and yelling " Hi xxx!!!!" as if i haven't seen them for ages.... and if i see them twice that day, i will wave twice.... if i see them thrice a day, i will wave thrice.... but now, it's like two person less that i will be able to wave to... i don't really talk much to them....katherine is not in any of my classes this year but she was last year and she was always the girl walking around with this smile on her face.... even today, when she was making her speech as the intercultural club president, she still has that smile eventho tears were rolling down her cheeks... i'm gonna miss that smile... coz everytime when i see her, my day just brightens up.... she will always greet me with :" hi shermayne!" in a friendly tone.... she was really a supportive friend...especially last year when i felt inferior coz my brother is like so super smart and i'm like.... nothing.... i was really in the dumps and she was there to cheer me up....
as for jocellin, i know nothing much about her... except that she's in my maths class and she's smart....she left once in 5th form to go to china to pick up mandarin.. she's a korean by the way... and when she came back from china in 6th form.. she was speaking mandarin fluently!! it was so amazing.. i was so shocked! i mean, i had to learn it for 6 years and now my mandarin is terrible.. i still know how to order my food tho!! it's proven that i don't know her that well coz last night when i was writing her a farewell letter, i have been spelling her name as JOCELYN.... and when i wrapped her present up, i wrote JOCELYN on it... oh my gosh!! i felt so stink when i gave it to her today realizing that her name was spelt JOCELLIN.... it's like.. what kind of person am i?? i don't even know how to spell her name!!
we had a farewell party for both of them today.. it was really amazing.. as in.. the FOOD...hahaha! yea.. as u all know, i love food.. this is the very first shared lunch that actually have proper food.. meaning.... not just chips and more chips.... it was actually really good... there was coffee cake ( the cream was really YUM), this thing that looks like a spring roll but inside is potato, there's this south african dish that tasted really really delicious.. it's like milk tart and it's da' bomb!!! MmMMMMM... wedges, tim tams, oreos, this green tea cake with custard on it, taro cake with custard on it and other food in which i don't know what they are.... and the drinks... holy sh**!!! it's was like soooo nice... the aloe vera drink.. i thought it would taste like grass but no!! it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice.... yes, i bet u know it's really nice by now... haha!!! goshh!!! i can't wait for another intercultural club shared lunch...it's just awesome!!!! yummy!!!! haha! greedy me!!!!!
ohhh! my sandals broke today.... yea... kinda sad.. i think it was because of the rain yesterday and the rain of last three years..... i think it has finally decided to resign as it is sick of smelling my horrible feet... and also sick of getting wet and not getting dried properly by me... yeaaa..i just left it outside the door and let it dry by itself... i think it got really made at me and couldn't stand it anymore and decided to snap itself so i can't wear it anymore.... but at least it's good enough to snap when i was walking home from school and not walking to school.... coz if it did snap when i was walking to school, i will have to go barefoot in school in which i think it's not allowed because of "improper way of wearing the uniform"... haha! so yea.. i had to walk home barefoot today bearing in mind that i have to look out for any teachers and i wouldn't want to get told off by them... farewelll my sandals!!! u have been my servant for three years and a lil bit more...thanks! but curse u!!!! u could have snapped at the end of this year as now i need to get a new one and i will only be wearing it till april... and from october to end of november.... why couldn't u last a wee bit longer?? curse u!!!!!!! i take that back! i was just joking.. i still love u coz u were my feet protector and u had to smell my feet 5 times a week.... muakzzzzzzz!!!!

Back in New Zealand

i'm back in new zealand... since like ermmm.... 3 weeks ago... arrived on the 31st of january but i didn't manage to blog because the internet wasn't working for 2 weeks... reason: i was home alone for 2 weeks and i had to wait for my brother to come back from msia to get it working. life's all good now and it's not depressing at all.... my previous blog was when i was really depressed but now everything is all being sorted out and i got what i want..... i'm doing A level biology, chemistry and maths with statistics.... and AS Pe... yea... something fun.. well, sort of.... i'm going to re-sit my biology, maths and physics paper in the mid-year... and my AS chemistry at the end of the year.....
AS Pe isn't all practical.. in fact, there's lots of theory as well.... 4 days theory, 1 day practical.... and for term 1, we have to do trampolining and by term 2, we will be assessed and video-ed and the video will be sent to UK to be marked... so by the end of term 1, we must be able to do flips and twists and drops and plan our routine.... really interesting.... but difficult..... but i will be able to do it.... just need more courage....
I've got a good biology teacher this year... the same one i had for IGCSE so it's really good.... have got good classmates as well...caris is in my class... and yea.. we are the two msians... woohoo!! so funny today... i was taking my ruler out from my pencil case.. it's those bendy rulers.... and it accidently flipped out of my pencil case and basically flew across the table... and at that time, the teacher was talking and i was also listening while doing it... and well, it was so funny then i couldn't help but to laugh.. caris also laughed... only both of us laughed because we were sitting at the back and everyone else was sitting in front.... thank goodness the teacher didn't look at us....
chemistry, i have smart classmates.... so i need not worry if the teacher teaches the wrong stuff... coz they will correct her.... the teacher is good though... she seems to like our class more than the other class... which is good!! haha... plus, there's also a cute guy to stare at... haha!!
maths.... is going fine... just that i left my theory book at school today and now i'm stuck.. can't solve the problems... so i will just have to do it tomorrow....
as for co-curricular activities...... at the moment, i'm the leader of the msian-sporean club, treasurer of interact club and i'm in the water polo team.... hope to still be in the swimming team as well... will just have to wait and see.....
ok, that's all for now.... feel kinda guilty for being online..... better go off now... bye!!!!

choices...

so many things to think about after getting my results... there's actually so many pathways.... i could just apply to go into uni and do some random course.. like journalism or somethin like that.... who knows? i might be good at it....and i get to travel as well..... u never know if u never try.... but it's a risk to take.... and i hate to take risk... but at this point in life, everything is risk-taking... i mean, i don't even know what i want to do in uni or what i want to do in the future... look at it, all my science subject are pretty crap... am i not a science student anymore? maybe i should just quit studying and work for people..... money won't come in huge amount but one day... one day, it might be possible...... or maybe i could start some random talk show.... and be rich one day like oprah winfrey.... lolzzz.... ok, the above three suggestions are like really random but yea... it's something i can do..... now.. i still have to think of what subjects to take... and making those choices are risk taking.....
say if i manage to continue my biology to A2, then i will take A2 maths as well.... i will have to re-sit my AS bio mid year to bring my mark to an A, and then for A2 bio i need to get an A and that would give me 120 points. as for maths, i won't re-sit it, but i need to get a high A in A2 maths to get an overall A and that would give me another 120 points. then i will take AS business studies eventho i suck at business and economics, and i will try to achieve an A in it and i will repeat AS chemistry and try to get an A. so overall i might be able to get 360 points which is the max... but that would be kinda impossible... but if i have faith, it might still come true. this is the most likely path i would take but there's still risk in it coz in reality, i might not be a good science student... maybe i might be good at other stuff in which i haven't tried like history, geography, classic studies and those kind of subjects.... who knows ayy? should i go for it? should i just like dump all my science subject and go for history AS, geography AS, classics studies AS, literature AS, repeat AS language and AS maths, and get A's for them and i will get 360 points as well. ... this choice is the biggest risk taking choice... another choice would be is to start doing all the sports subjects...... and if i dun like it, i can just stay another year at college and stick to science.... i mean, i 've already saved two years in msia so i might as well stay another year next year in college and repeat them all over again if i did really bad.... i could probably repeat all the subjects i did last year.... and see how well i do.. and then next year move on to A2... isn't that great?? tat's something to think about, right? i mean, i still manage to save one year.. and that's already good.. my brother saved one year... so maybe i should also just save one year and repeat last year at college next year.....
or maybe i could just come back to msia and study..... nahhh.... forget it, it's quite expensive as well to study at taylor's college.....
so many choices ayyy?? well, will tell my final decision when school starts...... tata

they're out!

results are out... results are bad... results are close to what i predicted. 2 C 2D 1 Fail....... real results... 2 C, 2 D, 1 B.... the only subject i can move on to a level is maths.... C for bio and english, D for chemistry and physics.... that's all i'm gonna say about it.. my mind is really blank. i don't even know what to think about and i dont' even know what's going on my mind right now.... all i know is that this is some sort of lesson to be learnt but what lesson?? i have no idea yet...screw it!!!

STill waiting

results are out today but i haven't got it yet because need to send email to school to give authority for friend to collect it.. so gay!!!!!! therefore, i mailed the school to ask them to just tell me my results straight... easier.. but..... haven't mailed me back yet thus my mind ain't at rest still.... since last night i was like really scared.... and now i still have to be till i get my results.... this isn't a good feeling at all... no no no.... mannn.... i wonder what i will get... my dream results.... straight A's... DuhHHH!!?!!.... if not... then perhaps 4A's 1 B?? that will also be my dream... the most likely results i will get?? well..... 2C 2D 1E or maybe ungraded... just heard from my friend that heaps of ppl failed physics....yupzzzz.... my worst nightmare.... D's, E's and ungraded.!!!! hope that won't happen.... please do not happen.. please please please!!!!

sleepover at pauline's house was great.... too much to telll.... but i can talk about yesterday when we were at her church... mannn.... it was so funny.... pearl and i were like just staring at the drummer the whole time as we think he's cute.. we also started scribbling on our hands... pearl wrote" cute drummer! holy shit!!" and i wroke" hallellujah! cute drummer! AMEN!" .... and then we tried to use pearl's phone to take a picture of him but it it was pretty far so the picture was blurry..... then after the service, pauline's friend came and talk to us and pauline told her that we wanted to take photo of the drummer... and she was like:" ohhh... david is it?" then later she was like :" hah?? david?? leng chai is it??" in a very shocking tone.... we were like what's so shocking about it...... well, she asked him to come to us and well, pearl and i were like so embarassed.. and when he came, i was like shocked coz he wasn't cute anymore.... even pearl thought the same.... then later we had a photo with him but was also very blur.... i kinda regretted for not bringing my camera.... ohh wellzzzzz....
ok, gotta go now.... my prediction of my results..... shall now be 2C, for bio and chem.. 2D for eng and maths... 1 fail for physics... yupzzzzz.... that's the only happiness i shall have since the results is gonna be shitty..... tata!!

Happy Birthday to my Daddy!!!

it's my dad's birthday todayy!!! happy birthday to him!! the coolest dad in the whole wide world!!!! he's xx years old... it's private and confidential... haha!! went and bought a cake yesterday from auntie may's cake shop... i hope i ordered the right type... tulti fruitti.... i hope it will be nice and enough... haha!! gonna eat it tonight and gonna have dinner.... therefore i'm gonna get fatter.... mum and dad gonna go indonesia tomorrow till tuesday.... therefore no parents therefore sleepover!!! hahahaha.. thursday night yi wen's house.... friday day time, not sure what i'm gonna do... coz yi wen is gonna do her work and i have to TRY not to disturb her.... maybe i should go rock climbing... BUT... you see, there's a but... with who??? hahahahahaha... friday night and saturday night, sleepover at pauline's!!! auntie susan said that she's gonna set up a tent in her garden.. but i doubt we will sleep there, but we WILL play there tho... haha! holly gosh!! i'm so excited!! and on saturday, gonna go summit and shaleeni might come!!! summit for bowling i suppose and movie perhaps? there ain't much shopping to be done at summit... hope on sunday after pauline's church we can go pyramid and then...... window shopping!!!!! so yea... that's my plan for the weekend.. i hope it will work out.... btw, tomorrow afternoon gonna have lunch with annabelle at the curve..... i hope she hasn't forgotten.... ok, that's all...ciaozzz!! one thing i gotta laugh at.......... *laughs at those ppl that has gone back to new zealand already before me* muahahahahhahahahahaa....

Fat Fats..bulging fats..ewww

just a note... i'm fat..!! ewww.. so fat and it's so yuck.... this morning went for a jog at bukit kiara... after the jog.... i looked at my tummy and i can really see the fats bulging out.... yeeeee errrrrrrr.... and i also can pinch it and i can pinch out a LOT... and i mean a LOT... oh my goodness!! how in the world i got so fatt!!!! never realized till today... and it ain't a good sight at all... losing all those fats will be tough... it ain't that easy to lose them but it is easy to gain them.... i think it's time to diet... and seriously diet... for the first time in my life..shermayne dieting.... noo!!!!! mannn, dieting is hard... all u get to eat is fruits and veges and boiled food...yuckssss... but then if i just eat fruits and veges, i will have no strength to exercise.. i will lose weight but ermm.. my muscles (not like i have much) will turn to fatsss!!!! dammmm... this is hard... i shall decide on what i will do with this issue when i'm in new zealand... not here, not in malaysia coz i wanna eat... but yea, have to cut down though.... and continue jogging... but jogging doesn't lose the fats on the tummy though... heck! i dun even know why i'm going jogging when i want to lose my tummy fatss... to keep the weight off i suppose.... last night had big dinner... tomorrow night, another big dinner.... the food will be so nice tomorrow i dun think i can resist.... gonna have dinner at kajang...the duck!! mmm... but but.... i .... i ... n..need to lose weight!! arghh! screw it! i will just eat rice and duck and the desert --> ice cream! and veges.. i'm going over to new zealand in 17 days.. so soon ehh? less than 3 weeks.. goshhh... it's fast!! well, shall start losing weight then... now is just trying to maintain what i have and not gaining more...haha! i hope i can manage it... coz the temptations here are really really really strong!!! woahh!! i've just go me my new year resolution... lose weight and lose fatssss .... shall try to aim for 50 kgs before year end exams... can't be after coz during the end of year exams i will start gaining coz i need to eat when i study.... so yea... 50!! it's pretty hard but i will try.... well, at least 52 larrr.... but yea...target 50!! go go go!!

New Year 2005!

welcome to the year 2005! haven't been blogging for quite sometime...been quite busy and don't really have the time to sit down and blog... i've got 23 more days till i go back to land of sheeps and cows...so sad... i dun wanna leave... results are coming out ont he 24th... i'm so scared.. will not know till i go to new zealand... month of december has been great.... enjoying myself and putting on lots of weight.. will lose them when i'm in new zealand, i hope?? this month, january, i'm going to start swimming. well, not everyday though... can't handle it... lolzzz.... i had my haircut today... and it's short... to me, i look like the old shermayne... hehehe.. the one who's always with shorthair... haha! my brother said i look like a guy...shitsss! ohh wellzzz... i'm not really gonna say what i have been doing these days coz it's a lot... i will slowly write it out when i'm in new zealand when i have the time to think and write down what i did during my stay in msia.... now all i'm actually waiting is hoping to go to sunway lagoon on the 21st of january.. and hopefully pearl lin can go this time.. i think it's a holiday..... so yea... please please please!!!! ok, that's all, tata!

In Singapore!

i'm in singapore right now at my cousin's house... arrived yesterday and stayed at my 1st aunt's house.. now at my 5th aunt's house... got a sim card as well... lolzzz... coz i realized that i can't sms or call using my digi sim card but i can receive calls and sms... the number is pretty good.. too bad i can't keep it... 9347 8005... lolzzz.. i'm putting it here coz not to worry.. no one can stalk me coz i'm only using it for one week... haha!! today.... let me see what i shall talk about... ohh.. my bus trip from katong to clementi... bus arrived roxy square at 11am.. before that, my 1st aunt was worrying that i will go onto the wrong bus... she was like number 14!! not 40! don't take wrong bus arr.. you sure u can? u need me to wait for u? 14 arrr, don't go onto the wrong bus... she was saying it in mandarin... i'm translating into english.. it's even funnier when it's in mandarin... she thinks i'm still a small kid... but i'm thankful that she cares.. and heck! my prediction is right again.. she gave me money again.. but this time, it ain't 100 bucks, this time is 200 bucks! siao!! i think it's coz my 2nd aunt not able to see me, so she give 200... my grandma gave me 100... i'm richer in singapore than i am in msia... as in dollar to dollar... don't even need to convert... i think i shall just use the money they give to buy xmas present for them... anyway, to my bus trip... it took an hour... she said to go down at the very last stop... but...... i don't even know which was the last stop!!! until the bus actually went to the bus bay where all the buses are being parked, then only i got down... and yea... i only had 73 cents in the bus card when i got up... i was already worrying the whole way coz i know that 73 cents ain't enough! the whole way i was like thinking:" should i just quickly run out of the bus when it comes to my stop?" or "should i just delay everyone and tell the bus driver that my card not enough money and ask him what i should do?" and then later i also thought of the consequences...... if i ran out, maybe i will get caught.... if i tell him, he might be good and just ask me to pay him in cash or he might ask me to top it up and will wait till i come back which is kinda stupid... but in the end, i didn't scan my bus card when i got down the bus coz honestly i was really blur when i asked the bus driver whether i'm at clementi... man!! later on when i got down the bus, i was really blur as i don't know where i should go next... so i decided to find a public phone and call my cousin.... but as i was finding, i walked towards a bus stop and so happened that my cousin was there waiting for me... haha!! i was soooooooooo lucky... later when i reached his house, his mum, my 5th aunt, gave me another 100 bucks!!! my cousin took me out for dinner with my two other cousin sisters and i wanted to pay for the dinner coz honestly i'm full with sgp money and i dun really know how to spend them... but then they dun let me pay.... ok, i'm gonna get xmas presents for them as well!!! i'm really fat already!! i can't put on my black slacks... shitss!! so fat till i can't fit my clothes.. i'm officially fat... oh my goodness!! tomorrow morning i have to jog.. seriously MUST!!! i was so shocked when i can't fit into my pants just now... help me!!! i need to go on diet.. but with so many tempting food.. .it's hard!!! tomororw i will jog and see if i can fit into my black slacks.. i think that shall be my indication on whether i have lost weight.. haha!!! ok, gotta go now.. bye!!!

A FREE day to write!

woah!! i haven't been blogging since i left new zealand... shows how busy i am.... ehh?n but now i'm writing this coz today meant to go ice skating but then was cancelled so i'm at my dad's office blogging.... hahaha... the night before i left... couldn't really sleep... around 4 something only slept and then woke up at 8 i think.... hahaha.. then at 9 had to go to the airport arleady.... had to stopover at brunei for a night coz there isn't any connecting flight at that time.. when we reached brunei, i finalyl experienced the warm and humid feeling... we reached brunei at around 6 something..reached the hotel at 8 coz had to wait for others to get on the bus..... then later walked to some foodstall and eat the local food.... it was after soooooo many months and i finally get to taste coconut water and have coconut meat.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... was yum!! and had nasi pataya.... eventho i wasn't in msia yet, it already felt like home.... but when i reached msia... was even more home.... msia not as hot as in brunei and i got used to the weather straight away...so nice!!! the only bad thing was that i was sick for around 3 days when i was in msia.... so couldn't really eat all the nice food yet.... but after that.. i have been eating and eating and i have gone really really really heavy.... too ashame to announce my weight....
i have been here for two weeks and have watched 4 movies and 5 dvds... movies are

1.the forgotten
2.polar express
3.the incredibles
4.without a paddle

dvds are
1.princess diaries 2
2.sharks tale
3.ella enchanted
4.agents cody banks
5.harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban

and guess what?? i'm going rock climbing later at 1!! and now is 11.45am... hahahhaa.. planned it in around 15 minutes this morning.....after i started blogging this.. going with siew aun, yi wen and yit wei.. and if we need parents permission, we will just go for movies instead.... so chunted...even have back up plan... haha! ok...gotta go now... going with my dad to buy some t shirts then later go to summit for rock climbing or movies.... byeeeee!!!!!! happy holidaysss!

Last Night in New Zealand for 2004

yepz yepzzz.. my last night in new zealand 2004. i'm soooo excited!! today went shopping with mum... bought lotsa stuff... and i've packed finished already.. i was meant to pack at 12 tonight but i was too excited so i started packing.. plusss, i didn't want my parents to put more stuff into my luggage... hehehe.. so i packed all my stuff and then filled it up with macadamia nuts and food stuff from my parents... so now, it's full!! and i still have my hand carry stuff to pack... have to stay in brunei for a night so have to pack a set of clothes and then i still have my teddy bear and my toothbrush and shoes and other tiny stuff.... i don't think i will be able to sleep tonight.. too excited!! right now, i have to jot down some stuff to do when i go back. orelse i might forget.

now 30- call jinyi and confirm about outing
dec 1- outing with jinyi and other ppl
dec 2- lucas's bday, annabelle graduation. annabelle says go out and then at night, go to club play water!
dec 3- hopefully can meet up with serena to pass her the muesli bars
dec 14- 4th aunt and mom coming back frm indonesia
dec 16- 4th aunt leaving for aust (tis is the reason y i can't go 2 sgp earlier)
dec 17-27- singapore perhaps.

that's all i know for the moment. also, i have to remember to:
go out with primary school mates
secondary school mates
meet up with friendster friends
go yi wen's house bake stuff or she come to my house
shop for a ball dress for next year, i want a new wallet!
get sim card
text denise's hp on dec 7 and ask for new number
call jack when in sgp
ask annabelle if she's going to go sgp during christmas

ok... i think that's all i have to remember at the moment... hahhaa.. the above are really important.. so that's why i'm jotting them down..... ok, bye and happy holidaysss!!!!!

Denise' Farewell Party

yesterday (wednesday) i had a farewell party for denise at the beach. at like 3 something, peiyun and kevin came to my house and we filled up the balloons for water bomb fight... was quite fun filling it up and some of them had holes in it so the water start squirting out... hahaha... when i went there, only yuen was there.... and it was already like 4.15.. the party was meant to start at 4!! hahaha.. ohh wellzzz, we were all msians and singaporeans and we are known to be fashionably late... well, singaporeans tend to be later... hahaha! throwing the water bombs were fun.. BUT............... filling up the bucket with sea water and splashing it at other ppl were even better!!!!!! hahaha. i filled up one bucket of sea water and poured it right on top of denise when she was talking to other ppl.. i sneaked up from her back!!! hahahahahaha.. and she was soaking wet from top to bottom.. and mind you that yesterday wasn't really a hot day.. not much of sun.... then later, peiyun and i went to pizza hut and get pizzas and brought them to the beach.... we left the beach at 7 coz it started to rain... then we went to kah wen's house... had lots of laughter over there... hahahahaa.. she had this foosball table and then jack and i VS denise and kah wen... first round... we won!!
second round the won coz i couldn't stop laughing.... because denise was trying to turn the handle and i was holding it from the other side so it couldn't move and denise was like "ehh! stuck stuck!! i can't move it!!!" and i just started cracking up and kah wen was trying to fix it... by the she looked at the handle, i was already rolling on the floor laughing my ass out.... as in physically ok, not figuratively.... so yea..... we lost coz of my mischevious and uncontrollable laughter.... later we also played basketball/netball... it was neither... hahaha... and also played softball...sort of... hahaha.. coz we didn't hv much ppl.... went home at 10 something....
and then when i got back... talked to yi wen on msn.. and yi wen was packing as they are all going to penang todayyy for ong kee hui!!! aishhh.. i want to go... all the fun... i'm missing it!! so sad...and yi wen showed my the t-shirts they are gonna have for the swimming meet... wahlauuu.. ARENA green shirt, ARENA orange shirt and ARENA white shirt... and the logo is sooooooo nice!!!! i seriously want it!!!! i want the green shirt.... can i buy it from you yi wen?? when i get back... hehehehehe.... lolzzzzz... i'm going mad.... just jokinggg.... mann!! i'm seriously boredd... really nothing to do.... went out this afternoon to burger king.. and also had bubble tea after that... played cards with denise and assunta.. see how boring my day is!!!! wahlauuu... now is 11.33 am msia time... yupz yupzzz. everyone is in the bus to penang either eating/sleeping/playing cards/laughing/disturbing other ppl... haiyoyoyoyyoyoyo.... this is a super long post... haha! and i shall make it colourful.. byeeee!!!

Finished!

Exams are over!!!! Yayyyyy!! but but.. ermm... overall, it wasn't good.. heck.. i would be happy if i still managed some A's... i honestly don't think i can make it this time... but ohh welzzz.. time to enjoy and forget bout it till next year when the results come back... i shall be upset about it next year but not now... hehehehee... by the way.... Australian Idol 2 sucksss!!! it wouldn't have sucked if anthony wins it.. in fact, it will rock!!! but but... casey won... blehh..*dull tone* congrats to her, wow, i'm so happy for her, i can't believe she won. she deserves it.. clap clap..*dull tone ends*.... haha!!! you ppl should see how cute he is.... http://www.anthonycallea.com.au .... so so cuteeeee... don't even know why the damnnn australians didn't vote for him... he's an italian so maybe that's why... he's mixed... so cute.. but short.. but that makes him cutee!!!!! wahlauuu.. i have never ever been so excited at some cute singer... lolzzzz... but yea yea, i will get over it... lolzZzzz... but at the moment, WE shall ALL drool over him coz he's such a cuttie!!!!! you HAVE to agree with me!!! today.. after exams.... i cycled to the pool, swam for ermm... 1.5km (i know, very little) and then cycled back to my house... wanted to jog but the not-so-fit me is so tired.... so i decided not go jog and now i'm online blogging.... ok.. that's all for now.. byebye!

4 more torturing days...

2 more papers left!!! not like i'm done but yea... at least i know it's coming to an end after suffering for more than a month..... i hope i will still be alive by the 23rd of november tuesday 2004... i mean, i do have a strong will power to live.... the oh-so fine weather is making me want to live and not lose this battle of torturing exams.... although they did not go really fine... i still wanna live coz i still want to enjoy.. life is meant to be enjoyed!!! today, i went for a swim at the beach for the very first time since i came to new zealand!!! *admits* i haven't swim in the beach since i came to new zealand and have been here for like nearly 3 years ... but today, i did it!!! now that makes me think of adding another thing to do after the exams.. this was what i was thinking of doing after today's swim ( more likely to be playing). after exams, i'm thinking of jogging from one end to the other end of the beach, then swim from one end to the other end, and then cycle from one end to the other end again!!!! sounds interesting?? yes? no? i mean, i would be able to lose some fat after all this eating during exams.... i don't even know whether i will do it.. i'm afraid ppl walking along the beach might think i'm a maniac doing that... but, it does sounds interesting, right right?? ok, that's all larrr.... till the next time i blog.. which will be in 4 days time i suppose.... haha! luv ya!!!

10 Things To Do After Exams

i have done 6 papers so far and 7 left. not even half way through! soon it will be half way through on thursday. haha! anyway, here are things i want to do before i go back to malaysia. i have like 24,25,26,27 to do them. i wonder how much i can accomplish.

• clean my room, my windows, under my bed, clear up this years stuff which i don't need for next year
• go cycling to the airport AT LEAST once
• go to the beach and get darker and hope no one in msia will comment i'm so fair AGAIN
• finish painting the house.. hopefully
• jogging
• PERHAPS swimming but i doubt it, 4 days to get back to shape?? impossible.
• find a dolphin paua necklace because SOMEONE lost my penguin one!!!
• celebrate denise's farewell party.. waterbomb fight is the best idea to farewell her
• watch all the movies that i have on CD but haven't watched them
• pack and get ready to go back!

that's about it at the moment. not sure whether i will have somemore. but yea... 10 THINGS TO DO AFTER EXAMS... hahahaha...

Guy Fawkes Day- NOv 5

woahhh.. last two days have been going to the beach at night to see fireworks... guy fawkes was on friday.. nov 5... just went down there to see people letting off their fireworks.. the beach filled with ppl... it's really like something huge coz i never really see so many ppl in new zealand all at once... hahahaha!!! and then there was also police patrolling the area.... so cool!! went there and then bumped into yinmae and she said john also at the beach and looking for me coz i did say i am also going down to beach to look at fireworks... then later saw him with jack, esther, patricia and daniel... and also a lot of ppl from my school was there as well.... the fireworks were beautiful... and like it was going non-stop for like more than two hours.... coz so many ppl playing.... there was one that was so nice till like those ppl that saw it clapped their hands after it was finished.... we didn't want to play because we know the fireworks we bought won't be as good as that so we won't appreciate our ones that much... later on, at 9.30, i ran home coz i wanted to watch TV... hahaha!! then on saturday which was yesterday, we went to the beach at 6pm ... played monkey rugby at the beach... was so funny!! and then later on, had fish n chips in which i couldn't eat coz i was sick... well, i'm still sick right now... then at 8.30, it was OUR turn to play the fireworks...!!!! so happy... i reckon' ours was the best one there coz like got not many ppl play... hahahaha.. so ours looks like the nicest one... hhahahahaa... coz we lighted 3 in one go... so yea, it seemed BIG... and for our "grand finale", we lighted 3 big ones in one go.. and then clapped hands at the end of it.. hahaha!!!! ok, i just wanted to put this entry in coz it's really two nights to be remembered... i love the fireworks!!! and i love it A LOT!!! that's all!!!!

Exams

ahhh... wahhh... haha! never blog for so long.... good on me... but i do come in here to check my tagboard... hehehehe.. although no one really use it... ahhh, 10 more papers to go.. finished three... chem practical and bio practical was a nightmare.. heck.. i'm not gonna talk bout it... pure maths was pretty good to me.. as in the fact that i managed to do most of them.. had a break for one week.. tomorrow the exam fever starts again... tomorrow is statistics.. hahahaa... funnyyy!! i "love" stats... hope i will do alright... ahhhh.. binomial, approximation... bla bla bla... whatelse.. outliers, mean, median, mode, upper quartile, lower quartile, interquartile, frequency density... ermmm.. permutation( i dunno what that is), combination ( i know what that is), hmmnnn.. i don't know already... yea... i'm blaberring.. arghhh.. exam exam.. thursday physics practical.. hope i don't screw up.... after the physics practical, gonna have my meniggococcal(not sure of the spelling) immunisation.... then saturday, i hope can go play fireworks... but have to know by friday so can go buy them.. hehehee... coz friday last day to get them.. by the way, it's spring in new zealand already.. muahahaha.. so happy, the sun is out.. lalalala....i am in playing mood but at the same time, exam mood.....

ohh yah! have a good news... well, my brother's good news.... he got the DUX for school.. meaning he's the smartest person in school larr.. 500 bucks.... a lot of money ehh? and then have the auckland uni scholarship as well... 2500 a year and his tuition fees is all paid for... so basically i think his education in uni is free and they pay him 2500 to study... well, he still have to manage his living costs in which my parents always have to do every year... so yea... i feel so dumb.. suffered from depression.... sometimes i wonder why i can't be like him.. honestly, i nearly cried on prizegiving night for being so dumb and not as good as him.. i mean, there's no chance at all getting a scholarship ... the only scholarship that i stand a chance to get is the Crapping Scholarship in which it doesn't exist... but of course i didn't cry.. as u all know, i don't like to show my emotions... so yea.. that's his good news....

ok, i think that's all i gotta say... look forward to my next entry!! yes?? no?? hahaha.. love ya all!!

i made it

i made it!!! i managed to not blog for one week and i did it... one thing that's weird... see the RANDOM on my tagboard.. does anyone know who that person is?? quite scary lerrr... somemore his/her blog is aquariusdiva.blogspot.com and i'm also aquarius... got anyone go to that blog? i dare not go.. scared kena virus.. my comp right now flooded with virus and i don't want anymore coming in.... ohh, by the way, did not get selected for school prefect.. kinda sad but ohh well, i knew it! i knew i'm not as good as my brother that's why.... all the participations this year all a waste... well, not really... hehehe.. it kept me busy... and i have a feeling that my house leader hates me a lot that's why didn't recommend to the senior management to consider me for school prefect.. just coz i didn't contribute much to the house.. lolzzz... he's probably threw away my application form.. dahahaha... there's 7 houses in this school... and then some houses have 10 prefects from it, some has 13... my house had the least number.. only 4!!!! can you believe it?? i think my house leader just wants to make our life miserable.... ok ok, shldn't complain.. have to be like fox and sour grapes... ermm.. be school prefect, will be so busy... have to do duties... besides, i can still hold other roles.. i wanna be the leader of the malaysian club and i will change it to Malaysian Singaporean Club coz if not, then s'poreans won't join and the club will be so empty coz so few malaysians... and i hope to be the treasurer of the Interact CLub coz i love moneyyy.. counting money of couse.. i won't steal them... hehehehe... anyway.... i got something to share with all of you..

A bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an
animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at
first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the
following:

"Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come
once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee
twice. Then I come one lasta time."

“You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. "In
this country... we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex
lives..."

"Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who’s talkin' abouta sex? I'm a
justa tellin' my frienda how to spell 'Mississippi'."


I BET YOU GONNA READ THIS AGAIN! this is soooo funny...!!!! hope you all enjoy it... hehehehe...

don't expect much from me

don't expect much from me anymore in here.. it's time for me to be serious and start doing some studying... most i will write will be once a week.... no more of me saying :" if i'm naughty, i might write more than once a week" coz i have to be good and not be naughty... i have to concentrate.. this exams is more important than my exams next year... next year is my A levels, this year is AS level... to me, AS is more important than A level coz it determines whether i can move on to my A levels.. sux.. i know.. i can't complain.. i will have to live with it and i will have to do my best.... i hate working hard... but i shall learn to like it.... i'll be back writing nearly everyday after 23 november... here's my exams schedule... not like any of you would be interested but yea.. here goes....
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14 oct- chem practical
20 oct- pure maths
21 oct- bio practical
3 nov- statistics maths
4 nov- physics practical
8 nov- chemistry short answers
11 nov- physics multiple choice
12 nov- english 2
17 nov- chemistry multiple choice
18 nov- physics short answer and english 1
22 nov- biology short answers
23 nov- biology multiple choice
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ok, that's all for now.. make sure my next entry will be after next thursday.. can't be before!!!!!! if not, you will have to give me some spanking.. yell at me at my tagboard if i've bn a bad girl.. you've gotta help me.. that's what friends are for!!! thanksss!! love you all!! muakzzZZzzz