YingSwan's 18th Bday Surprise

Ok, i better start writing about yingswan's birthday before i forget and then no semangat to blog about it after that.... very good example is... my dunedin trip.... hehehehe... no more semangat to blog about it.. actually, that's done already but still haven't put pictures in. i'll get that done by the end of this year la!!

Anyhuuzz...Ying Swan's bday SURPRISE
The planning:
Two masterminds : Natalie and me. I'll just give you the link to the convo we had. So much easier for me. Hehehehehe.... This was on Saturday night, well, more like Sunday early morning.

The Sabotage Plan

On the day itself:
Happy 18th Birthday Ying Swan!!! Got a text from her saying she's going to buy herself a new top to wear for her dinner. Ohh no!!!! Tried persuading her the day before not to get a new top. Didn't work. She got a new top. Bahh! The plan must still go on since I already bought 24 eggs which are going to expire the next day. During dinner, we were still thinking whether to go ahead with the sabotaging. It has to coz I don't wna waste the eggs PLUS we have to do something to her so she can remember it for the rest of her life!!! Found out that Hulu Cat is close hence we decided to just tell her that Hulu Cat is open so we can still do the egg-ing outside Nat's place. Since darren didn't want to throw the eggs at her, managed to get yean and daniel to join the sabotage team and daniel can throw the first few eggs at her. Got better aiming skills than me.

After dinner....

"Ying Swan, I gotta go already. Parked my car at Parnell, have to start walking. I got Cinderella curfew. Happy Birthday!! Enjoy the rest of your night."
4 of us (me, yean, darren, daniel) waited in the car with all the ingredients all set out nicely in the back seat. When the time came, VROOM VROOM!! CharGEEEE!!!

Left to right: White n Black Swan, Swan trying to attack Daniel, Yean got raped by Swan

Swan with David(claiming he's the nice one n yet still got attacked) and Daniel(who contributed the most mess)

Left to right: Swan, me and Yean, Swan and Nat the photographer, Swan and Shen the video girl

The Masterminds with the Victim

You're a great sport, Swan!!!

i ponder....

To so many things right now...........

When?? Time's really running out.

On the other hand,
I'm pretty much a happy person today. Went to have a jog at the beach today and clear my head, breathe some fresh air. Had tiramisu cake for celest's birthday which made me even happier coz I really had cravings for cake during lunch today. Dinner was quite good too. And and.... ice cream after that *big wide grin on my face*

Nitey nitez everyone :D

Happy 21st bday celest

Happy 21st Birthday Celest!!!

hope you have a great bday! Stay happy all the time...don't know u that well but u're one of the most happy-go-lucky person i ever met. May all ur wishes come true :D

OOoO!! the theme is WHITE!!! i'm really gonna dress for the theme tonight..wahahahhaa!!!!

*sigh*

no sports this weekend again..*sigh*
gym membership expiring this monday.. *sigh*
today's quite boring... *sigh*
wagged spanish today when i'm hvin a test next friday... *sigh*
i'm below average... *sigh*

gotta work harder already. feel so shitty. no chance in getting A- for medsci, everyone else is so smart.

don't think will have sports on wknds anymore. bluekk... not getting enough of exercise. feel so unhealthy.

so unfit. so tired on thursday. couldn't last an hour running around chasing the ball. can't wait for next thursday!!

2mrw must study already. hope hv good weather, really need to take a jog to the beach to clear my mind.

sunday maybe go gym in morning. my last chance to use my gym membership. then later, study.

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE! Have a Great Weekend!

happy 18th bday yingswan!

This is a wee bit late but ohh wellzzzz... This is specially for a good friend of mine that i met this year who just turned 18 a few days ago.....

Thanks for

- coming into this world in the same year as me and being younger than me :p.. ok larr.. I'll admit and give it to you larr...you may be younger but I'm more immature larr..hmph!!!
- skipping 7th form and come to uni instead – if you are still in 7th form, Iwon't be able to meet such an awesome person and I wouldn't even be writing this out. If I didn't know you, my lunch time would be so boring. I probably won't look forward to Sundays, won't be that active in UMSA and go for the events (it's true.. I always say... if you go, then only I go... hehehe.. I'm a follower).
- Embarrassing yourself so many times in front of me and let me make fun of you.. hehehe, more like I make fun of you but you don't get angry... hehehe,thanks larr!!!!
- Being my travelling buddy at Dunedin. You see, if it weren't for you, I most probably wouldn't go to Dunedin early and travel around first. Heck! I might not even go for Bersatu!!!!
- Always telling me you're going to do your assignment/study which makes me feel guilty for not doing mine hence making me go do some too!!! So hardworking larr you... Respect Respect!!!
- Blogging and keep me entertained
- Willing to teman me and do crazy things- MORE MORE MORE!! Must think of more things to do. I reckon' we should really stay a night in the airport next year when we go Christchurch. Wahahahaha!!!
- Meeting up with me for lunch most of the days so I won't be a loner and be bored during my break from 1-2.

Gosh!!! There's so many more things to thank you for but too many to list down. I'm just SUPER DUPER glad and thankful to have you as my friend. I can actually imagine my first year at uni without you. I'll be a loner and a lost kid who'll be so down everyday and still seeking for a group of people where I feel comfortable to be around with. I won't be able to sent out 333 texts msgs during the weekends, my phone will be very quiet and my weekends would be dead boring and I'll have nothing to look forward to. Life would be so mundane without you(wahlauu..sounds like some sort of lover to me or smth... don't simply interpret ar!). Hope you had a great 18th Birthday and sorry about the mess we made with your clothes. Hope the smell will wear off soon!!! Cheers to a great year ahead!!!!

nyehehehe... i just HAD to put this photo up.. sorry! hahahhaha!!! hope you like the present!!!!! and ooii!! no laughing in the library man! so bising!

sleepy sleepy sleepy. slept at 2.30 last night. woke up at 6 this morning. NEARLY dozed off when I was driving on the motorway to uni. Shucks man!! Definitely going to fall asleep in Spanish later. Didn't fall asleep in Medsci surprisingly. Coz I left my coursebook at my lab yesterday hence I use Assunta's coursebook and help her make notes coz she's sleepy as well. So yea..I guess I would feel guilty if I didn't take proper notes since it's her book and she kindly lent it to me. This results to me staying awake the whole lecture and didn't doze off AT ALL! She dozed off near the end of the lecture. Haha!WOooOTTtT! Felt so proud of myself. Maybe from now on I'll help people take notes, then Iwill not fall asleep.

Then, a question arised in my head: Does this mean I don't love myself? Ownnotes don't take properly, other people notes then do it properly. Why?Hmmnn..... something to ponder on. Gah! It's really true... I NEED to set my prorities right!!!!!!!!!

this week...

This week....

Monday: No class! woohoo!! slept in till 9.30. SYOKK!!!!! then went to uni later to try get some study done. end up meeting with swan and nat and start laughing. haha! i did managed to get some study done later on.

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Tuesday: normal classes. nearly fell asleep in spanish but didn't. got back spanish test. 91%! WOOTT!!! it's a 10% test hence 9.1%...lolx! lose 0.9% only eventhough it seems like i made so many mistakes....no wonder everyone says take spanish for general ed! sure won't fail...hell yea!!!

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Wednesday: DOM DOM DOM! Medsci 142 test!! Bluekk!!! First time I left early and yeaa...went to subway and grab dinner. Hehehehehe... tummy making noises during the test. Should be ok one la....

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Thursday: Wagged spanish coz I was falling asleep again on Wednesday. My mind always not in class, i figured, go for what right? I never wag before and Suad once said I should try wagging it so I'll be more awake the next time. Weird theory. Let's see if it works.

Went to K'rd with Swan instead. Met up with darren and had lunch at sri pinang. thanks for shouting us lunch!!! Later, Swan and I went shopping. K'rd have lots of dodgy shops lar...yuck! but didn't go in it.. went to an innocent looking shop to get her friend's present. they had cool stuff. walked around in it then.................. saw a section that sells dodgy stuff too..wahlau!!!

at 5, played indoor girls soccer. Wahh! haven't been exercising for ages! Felt so nice running around but then later got blisters. Don't know why. But yea, it was fun!! Suad saw me and she said :"good girl! u wagged spanish! u'll enjoy it tmrw!" lolx! i hope i do!

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Friday: kept on yawning non-stop... the consequences?The gum in my mouth fell out when I was yawning. SO embarassing. Could hear thegiggles behind me. Also, I missed the 1st hour of sports and society today. I thought today was Thursday. Usually on Thursday, I always have an hour break after medsci lecturebefore I catch the bus to Tamaki to go for my lecture. But today's Friday and Ihave a class at 10.30 at Tamaki and meant to catch the bus right after MEdsci.

So at 10.43a.m..... *ding dong* *checks phone*

Y rnt u @ class u bum! wagging huh?I still didn't click.

Even replied..

Ermm...it's only 10 sumthin. Class don't start till 11.30! haha! u're there soearly! Now u've gta wait for an hr there!

Aiyoo!! So malu!! She replied telling me it's Friday hence it's sportsci102, not 104. Haihhh!! So yea, missed one hour of class.
Spanish at 2. Had a feeling I'm gonna sleep but.. didn't!! haha! it worked man!!! I was paying full attention in class somemore. Hope the same thing will happen the next time.

AT 4, went to wellesley to have discussions for deco for malam merdeka. AIyo! malu man! I didn't know what songket is. All the while I was thinking songket is songkok. *sigh*
Dikir barat practice after that. I'm really musically retarded larr.... even simple things like coordinating my hands whilst singing also cannot do.

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Saturday: was invited to go to some KAC dinner thingy for free. Tempted to go. FREE mar!!! But yea, I already decided, today's family day. So long haven't spend time with family. Plus, dad came back on thursday. Sometimes I feel like we don't do things as a family anymore. If I'm in, my bro's not in. If my bro's in, I'm not. So today... the 4 all of us had jap for lunch. Eat till so full.

At night, still full from lunch. Didn't want to go out for dinner again but decided to go to just be around them.

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Sunday: Weird weird weather. Woke up at 7.30 and saw blue blue sky. Came out of shower then it started to rain. Go up for breakfast and then the sun came out. Left the house and then it rained. Dropped brother off at Short st and it started to shine. Parked at rec centre and started to rain. Go to level zero to do my work and then it started to shine. one hour later went to rec centre to meet swan and started to rain...... need i say more???

No Sports Sunday today hence we organized an outing to Auckland Domain. only 6 of us (me, swan, yin, shaun, darren and jeremy) turned up. Guess the rest are still sleeping in bed. Played touch. Should have worn shoes, so difficult to run. But hehehee... we (me, darren, jeremy) won!! hahaha!! i didn't do much. weakest link. lolx!! it was fun. laugh so much. very good very good.

after that, we ROLLED down the hill!!!!!! it was awesome!!! so funny also.. lolx!!! the feeling for me was very good. felt so care-free and worry-free. like nothing matters anymore. all the worries and thoughts just disappeared. must have rolled out my head whilst i was rolling down. the feeling was.......undescribable man!!! I suppose it's like kindy kids where they go to playgroud and just play. have no worries at all. I guess it's that kind of feeling that I had after rolling down. Good therapy session man! Free somemore!

But......Yingswan, jeremy and darren got pretty sick after that. Sorry!! i felt so bad for suggesting the rolling down the hill idea after seeing u all not feeling well. Sorry sorry!!! Especially yingswan! poor girl. went to rasa sayang and couldn't each much. haihhh.sorry sorry!!! but yea...thanks for doing it man!!!! i wouldn't do it alone... haha!

Went to uni after that to do assignment. fell asleep halfway. eeek! only done 3 sections. 3 more sections to go. Dinner after that at Grand Park at Alexandra's Park. Mum's friend's bday and anniversary. Two peking duck!!! wahhh! eat till so syok...but yea, there were so many of us. That's the only dish I like coz I was quite full from lunch and also still sleepy. Dessert was pao with lotus paste and chocolate cake. the pao was good. the cake, well, deco was good but the taste....not that WOW!

Now, i'm here blogging. Should go to sleep already. Tomorrow, I mean today, is gonna be a busy day! Sorry no pictures in this post. So many words instead. Next post next post....

HAVE A great Week Everyone!!!!

Happy 18th Bday Swannie Swan Swan!!!!!!!! I'll blog tmrw again to dedicate a post to u lar...wahhahahaa.... then i'll get u!! u'll be mine!!!

Guess what??? My blog turns 3 today!!! Happy Birthday!!!! Man, I'm so thankful for having this blog. It keeps me occupied and let me spill out all my crap in here and let the whole world reads it. Haha!! Attention-seeker :p It also lets me let out my feelings when I really cannot hold it inside (ok, so not all my feelings larrr... i do have some privacy ok...hehe). Gosh! We've shared so much together and my blog is the only thing that listens to me and don't talk back and remembers EVERY single word I say. It stores everything I say to it for 3 whole years!! It knows me the best. From my up and down days to the crazy thoughts and ideas that goes on in this little head of mine. It keeps me entertained when I'm bored, allows me to post up crazy pictures and everytime when I go back to those posts, it'll make me laugh (yes, i make myself laugh ok...). I love you Bloggie!!!! Happy Birthday!!! Thanks for hearing all my crap and there would be more to come!!! I'll give you a new blogskin when I have the time. You'll understand, you know I'm busy. hehehehehe...

happy belated father's day.

My radio alarm rang at 7.30 this morning and I lay in bed till 9.30 listening to the radio. Heard this song and realized today's 9-11!! Sad song larr...poor little girl, no more dad. The little girl's voice is so cute and so sad at the same time. She's so innocent, sucks how she lost her dad due to the 9-11 incident. Feel so sad for her.

Go to http://content.mediaworks.co.nz/radio/theedge/audio/911tribute.mp3 to listen to it if you want. Very touching. It's quite sad tho so if you don't want to feel sad, don't listen to it. hehehehe....

I heard the song last year as well and it also moved me. Now every single time I listen to the song, it will actually remind me of how lucky I am, to still have my dad with me. Man! I can't imagine a world without my dad. Who's gonna be there to guide me? Love me? What would my childhood be like if I didn't have him? Ok, now's actually a good time to show my appreciation for my dad since I haven't actually sit down and blog on how much I love him. I didn't do it on Father's Day, be it Msia father's day or NZ's Father's day(last sunday).We tend to take things(and people in this case) for granted in life and only start appreciating them when they are not with us anymore. But I don't want that to happen. I want to realize it now and then start showing how much I appreciate him and be thankful for still having him. Because without my dad, I won't be able to:

- get a goodnight hug and kiss from him
- celebrate father's day
- say "bye bye papa, love you, have a nice day" before i leave the house
- have someone to kacau and wrestle with when i'm bored (i can do that with my bro but sometimes he don't layan, dad always layan =D)
- put my cold hands on my dad's face during winter and start laughing
- just calling "papa" and then get a reply from him and then i would say "nothing!!" for fun
- listen to lame comments/excuses that dad would make during dinner time and laugh at it
- learn how to drink wine and know my limit ( 3 glasses is my limit, had a tough time doing the dishes after that. dizzy dizzy. i'm terrible.)
- save heaps of money on driving lessons
- have a education in NZ and do the course I'm doing now

The list can go on but I shall stop here. Till next Father's Day la... Happy Belated Father's Day Dad!!!

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And for the crocodile hunter fans out there... here's a tribute song for him done by The Morning Madhouse from The Edge. Heard it in the morning as well some time between 7.30-9.30 also. His lil' girl also lost her daddy!!! *sigh* What a way to start my day huh?

holiday's ending

Holiday is coming to an end... so fast!! hardly done anything and it's back to school already. *sigh* medsci 142 test this wednesday. 28% and i still have heaps to do. Started on it on thursday and I'm not even halfway through. Me and my last minute-ness in EVERYTHING. Mum's right, i've gotta get my priorities right. When will I learn? When? When? Still haven't decide which uni to go to for exchange next year's semester 2. After my test this Wednesday, I'm gonna do something about it already before the nagging starts again. Hope I'll keep to my word this time.

Highlight of this 2 week break? Ermmm... I'm actually quite proud of myself coz I settled the whole accident thing by myself :D. Ok, not the money part la... not my money larrr.. but yea... I got the price down from 1136 all the way to 600. All those bargaining experience at petaling street do come in handy :p. Bargained with the car shop ppl, asked the indian fella to pay some. Heeheee... as for my car, 500. It's all good now, all fixed. No more worries. Phew!! gotta be careful next time.

I also learnt that if you cry, you actually can get some sympathy and people won't be harsh on you. If you hide it all and just keep it to yourself and put on a strong face, you'll even get more shit. Wahlauuu.. not a good thing la.... what now? next time i just cry if i want something? no right? cannot cannot. This accident really built up a lot of tension between my mom and I. That's what i felt the whole holidays. Even things that's not related to car also she scold. Bahh!!! Important thing is, it's all sorted out and it's all good. Thank goodness everything's back to normal already. How? Tears. I couldn't handle it already yesterday. Car all fixed but then she wasn't happy with something then complain complain. I just yelled: " Enough already la... you think I no feelings? whole week scold scold scold. u think i'm not affected by the accident at all? I am!! I just didn't want to show it and throw a tantrum. I put on a strong face but I'm feeling very bad inside the whole time. Today I finally sort everything out then you come and complain again. Everything I do also it's never right." then, i cried. This happened when I was driving. And, had to go to post office after that to renew the car license.. with my red, swollen eyes. so malu!!! Later, mom came and apologized to me. She realized she was being a bit too harsh on me (i think she only realized it when i cried.. see, tears work...yes? no?). But maybe I also too much, felt so bad for yelling at her. Felt so rude. She was just doing it for my own good, teaching me. So yeaa.. it's all good now. *lets out a great big sigh of relief :D* Mom, I love you and I'm sorry for being rude.

This holidays could have been better but just unlucky that the accident happened hence my heart and mind wasn't fully in a relaxed, happy mode. Perhaps that could explain my horrible tummy ache and diarrhoea this week too? Haha!!

So sad tomorrow no super sports sunday. Can't end the holiday with sports and laughter. So sad. And I'll be at uni instead. Hopefully studying from 10-6 since my brother's going to go uni as well. Ohh wellzz..... time to work hard anyway and not everything will always go the way I want it to be. Live with it and still enjoy it!!!! Nitey nite...

Smile!
Don't Worry, Be Happy for Worrying is like sitting on a rocking horse. It keeps you occupied but will get you no where. ehehehe... saw that at the back of a lorry. It made me smile =D

mean but good

i posted my ball pictures up on my msn space and asked if my makeup sucks.... THEN, a very "nice" friend of mine said.....

Siew Aun says:
u look bad in makeup - wahh! first person saying that to me in my face :D but coming from him, it's not really surprising...

Sher Mayne says:
lolxxx

Sher Mayne says:
so mean

Sher Mayne says:
but nvm..i dun put make up all the time anyway

Siew Aun says:
my fren say ur shoulder very broad

Sher Mayne says:
what to do? like that already lor...

Siew Aun says:
dont wear shoulder revealing clothes

Sher Mayne says:
lolxxxx
i shld go for shoulder surgery

Sher Mayne says:
my friends also say i got broad shoulders... used to it already la

Siew Aun says:
they say urs really obvious

Siew Aun says:
train long distance somore la

Siew Aun says:
hahahhaha

Sher Mayne says:
haihhhh

Sher Mayne says:
is it THAT obvious?

Sher Mayne says:
i very disproportionate la

Siew Aun says:
they say u look like transexual - rofl!!!!! i want to fly all the way to christchurch and stranggle all of them whoever they are!!! kidding kidding... i'm not that mean... :p

Siew Aun says:
sorry if its abit mean - A BIT?? u lucky i know u for a long time.

Sher Mayne says:
u got so mean friends

Sher Mayne says:
but u know i'm not a trans

Siew Aun says:
with that make up quite scarry lor

Siew Aun says:
seriously

in conclusion:
- i shouldn't wear make up coz i look ugly and i look like a transexual!!!!!! rofl!!!
- i can get a job at k'rd by putting make up on? haha!!
- my shoulders..... *sob**sob* didn't know it's THAT bad... someone chop it off please!!!
- whoever goes to christchurch will become mean mean people

now, don't you just love constructive criticism?? wahahahaahahaa

cheers steve irwin!

Crikey!!!!
Yes, we will all miss you. You've been a great entertainer and educator, for both the young and the old. When I was young, after tuition, I used to grab a big bowl of ice cream, sit in front of the tele and watch The Crocodile Hunter and be amazed with it. Man, what are all the little kids that comes home from tuition gonna watch now? I think MSN should make a crocodile icon just for Mr.Crocodile hunter, Steve Irwin.

good good day

A week ago, it was the ball. A rather hectic Sunday. Hectic but enjoyable at night.

This Sunday, it was fun, relaxing and enjoyable. Really enjoyed today.
Body clock woke me up at 7.30am, looked out the window and I saw blue blue sky and sunny Mr.Sun. Teehee!! Got so happy, but then went back to sleep a lil while more with a big wide smile on my face. Then phone alarm woke me up at 8am. Did the laundry (after sooooooooo long!) and then showered then off to city for Super Sports Sunday!!

10-11.30: Netball
11.30-1: Volleyball

Fun fun fun!!! Haven't played for two weeks already. Too bad I wasn't on the winning team(got a bit geram at some point... hehehe...) but it's all good coz I finally had my dosage on sports and laughter and worry-free :D WeeeEeeEETTT!!!!

Later, lunch time!! This time, no Rasa Sayang. Nyehehehee... it's all the way to EASTSIDE. 7 of us- Me, Swan, Zaf, Weien, Darren, Henry and Sheng. Went to Penang Cuisine at Howick. My 4th time there this week. Lolx!!! Don't know why this time I couldn't finish my meal. Maybe coz getting a wee bit jelak on it already. 4 times!! Darren wanted to pay for my meal but lucky fella, aunty treat me instead since I bring so many ppl. Haha!!

Yingswan looks like she's feeding Darren!! Open up! Haha!! and henry got a praise from the aunty saying he leng chai

Sheng and Weien with the Large Yee Mee

Zaf never finish her food :p hehehehehe

After that, went to the beach....
First, we went to the dairy and got ice cream...

Cookies n Cream Rox!!!

Sheng, Weien, Henry - each had different flavours

Then, it was a walk along the beach and taking photos... funny photos...ahh!!!!

Ermmm... eastern beach taichi??

mer-darren?

The cool bunch

The Cute Bunch (more like the shy looking bunch coz had some ppl walking by when we were taking that photo and they were staring at us! haha)

Next, we decided to do the jumping in the air thing.....

Testing testing... first try...we were too fast....

Second try...Henry mis-counted the number of blinks so some of us not prepared....

WeeeeEee!! Success!!!! Where's Sheng jumping to?

Ahhhh!! Had a wonderful time with a wonderful bunch of friends. Didn't mind the driving to the east, then back to city then back to the east at all. It was definitely worth it. What a great way to end the weekends :D

Now, I shall go to bed early. No school tomorrow but getting kinda sleepy already. Have a great week everyone!!!!

yucky feeling

wahhh....today felt so crappy when i woke up. No, not emotionally crappy. Come to think about it, I rather be emotionally crappy coz today wasn't a good feeling at all. Quite torturing. Spent the whole day in bed tossing and turning. Get out of bed, then headache and tummy feels weird. Plus, stupid flu still not yet gone.

Mum blended one whole piece of ginger to extract the juice, added some honey and gave it to me. Drank it and my tummy and throat was burning. Went back to bed after that. Woke up around 6 and throat felt so much better and not coughing anymore. Voice still sounds flu-ish. Went out for dinner coz mom don't feel like cooking. I didn't feel like going out but still went anyway. Halfway during dinner, I felt so uncomfortable. Thank goodness my instinct of i-think-i
m-going-to-puke arrived in time. Went to toilet right in time!!! Man!! If not, I would embarass myself so badly and they would have to clean up after me. So paiseh.

What's in my puke? Last night's dinner!!! Mushrooms in it as well as the rice. Lolx!!! Also got today's dinner which was just beans. Ok, this is gross but hehehehehee..... Feel so much better after that. Must be indigestion I suppose. Mom said my body's too tired from the last few weeks and finally took its toll on me. Thank goodness it's all good now :D Gosh!! What a day!!!! Now, I'm wide awake. Cannot sleep. Gahh!!!!!

Can't wait for tmrw!!! Super Sports Sunday!!! WeeeEeeEEE!!!

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*Edit- Audrey's Bday
It was last night. So good. First time attending a dinner where there's a theme. The theme- Sex in the City. Didn't really know what to wear. Asked peiyun and she said:" aiyerr.. as long as u dress up looking sexy or dress up and look like u're in new york, can already." haha!! Wahhhh.. i dn't even kno how to dress up looking like that. Hence, I decided to dress up good and it would be all good. Put some effort in. Hehehehee..

Went and meet Audrey and Cynthia up at 3 in the city. Had a late lunch and then to smith and caughey's coz audrey wanted to get stockings. Later, met up with yingswan and then.....juice!! Tank juice! wahhahaha.. i haven't had that since........berfore BERSATU!!! but yea, i got a wee bit greedy and got a full tank. haha! nvm, still managed to finish it.

Went back to cynthia's place to get ready and dress up. Kesian the birthday girl who had to rush to get ready as we were running late. Audrey!! you still looked great!!!!!! And...we made it in time!!!

Had dinner at St.Tropez, a french restaurant at Parnell.

French restaurant...meaning..... got snails!!! MmMmMMMmm..escargot!! Yummy!! look at audrey and jeanette's faces at the back... got that yeeeeee look...haha!!

my main meal which half of it ended up in my puke the next day...haha!!!!!

and that's me and the bday girl- Ms. Audrey. Woott!! Happy bday!!

After dinner, it was back to cynthia's place where the cameras start coming out again and..... cam-whoring!! lolxxx!!! too many to put up...

here's one of them.... the crazy look? yes? no? i also don't know what look it's meant to be..... damn blur...

hahahaha!! i see this pic i cannot stop laughing...that's when we decided to invade darren's room and take pictures on his bed and suddenly....he came home and found us in his room...lolx!!! everyone started running out...haha!!

Had cake after that and then had to go home and the clock strikes twelve. Actually, meant to reach home by 12 but only left the place at 12. Reached home, mom and bro were asleep already. Phew!! I think if mom's still awake, she'll probably start scolding me. I already felt guilty but.... once in awhile marr....haha!!!! All in all, it was a great night. Thanks audrey for the invite. good experience for me, first time going to a theme-ed birthday dinner. very fun. Hope you enjoyed it and make full use of that whistle next year!! haha!!

Spring and happy bday audrey!

Someone just made my day by sending me a txt all the way from msia for no special reason....was rather random and the msg made me smile.... yes, i can't wait to see you too and i miss you too!! thanks for the msg whoever you are! but no thanks for not leaving ur name and made me waste 20 cents to reply to ask who you are... lolxx!!!! kidding kidding!!! u're still awesome!

Anyhuuuzzzz.....

PINCH AND A PUNCH ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE MONTH to all of you AND NO RETURNS!!!

nyehehehehheheee.... and and... HELLO SPRING!!!! OooOoOoOO!!!

i'm so thankful to have this view when i look out of my window when i wake up

beautiful flowers accompanied with blue blue sky....ahh!! enjoy while it last...come summer and the whole tree will be green, no more flowers...dno why..... and come winter, botak!!

Now now.... a birthday shout-out to Ms. Audrey!!! woootttTtT!! Happy Birthday Girl!!!

I want to take this opportunity to thank this great woman here for...

- having so much patience with me in netball
- not giving up on me and believing in me
- building up my confidence
- spending 8 bucks per hour just to coach a few of us on some wednesdays.
- teaching me how to accept criticism and learn from my mistakes
- giving me extra training sessions on fridays at windmill courts. eventhough it was only 3 or 4 of us, i still looked forward to them and i had heaps of fun!! You made it fun and I really learnt a lot!! Still hv more to learn from you!! Next year!! Next year!!!! WEeeeeEeEE!!
- spending your free time coaching the whole team eventhough you didn't go for the Games. You're so committed and cared for us. I really respect and look up to you for that. If it's me, I won't be bothered using my free time doing that. Man!!! You're so awesome!!!
- introducing TANK juice to me.I really owe it to you!!!!

I really appreciate what you've done and you mean a lot to me!!!!! Girl, YOU ROCK!!!!!!! Hope you have a wonderful birthday!!!!!!!

selamat hari kebangsaan ke-49!

MERDEKA!!! MERDEKA!!! MERDEKA!!!

To all Malaysians,
Selamat Hari Kebangsaan Ke-49!!!!

Woww!! 49 years of independence already... next year will be the big 50!!! OooOOooOO!!!!! don't really celebrate national day... only remembered that i love it coz of holiday. and when the clock strikes twelve, i would run to my window and scream MERDEKA just for the sake of screaming and hoping to wake the whole neighbourhood up :p Miss Malaysia so much!! Realized after I came to NZ, i became more patriotic. just seeing the word Malaysia already makes me all happy and proud to be a msian. Hence, I still hv my msian accent despite living in moo-moo land for 5 yrs. Remembered my first year at NZ and it was the commonwealth games and I got so happy when I see the Msian flag or when the national anthem is being played.

teeheee.. that's a picture last year during Race Relations Day at Macleans. Go the Msian flag!! Weeee!!!!

And now, a big Happy 18th Birthday to Miao Sern!!! Merdeka baby!! Happy birthday dude!!! You've been such a wonderful friend. Super funny and dodgy at the same time. Never knew u were so dodgy until selangor age group this year. Gosh!!! You can turn the most innocent comment into something dodgy. Crazzzyy!!! It's all good man, u make me laugh. May you be blessed with ....ermm.... heaps of hot chics in oz!!! bet u hv a long list!! go get em'!!!! All the best in your studies too!!! You can DO IT!!!!! ...... all night long? heeeheeeheeee

bloody freaking idiots!!!

urghhh!!!! never been so angry so rude in my whole entire life!! yelled at this indian lady (wife of indian dude who knocked into me but it's my fault) on the phone!! urgh!! she said to call back at 1, i called bck at 1, no one picked up and she blamed me... far out!!!! i want to just go stranggle her and if i can, i'll strangle him as well and they both can go die!! and now he sent his car for repair already that's gonna cost 1136.. dude!! i'm not gna pay that much!!!! i found a cheaper one, and since i'm the person paying for it, i have the rights to choose where he shld go send his car for repair! last night i told him that i can only afford 600 and i'm not totally in the wrong... we're both in the wrong.. i'm the wrong for not checking my blindspot and just turn out and u're in the wrong for not looking far ahead and brake in time...he said no so i brought it up to 800...so i pay 70% and he pay 30%..freaking idiot! u think u can scare me and go to police and bring it to court? go ahead dude!!! u don't have insurance at all and your WOF have expired... haha! shame!!! no, i didn't tell him that yet... don't want to lay out all my cards....

so anyway.. this morning i went to a car repair shop... at these kinda times, it's good to know chinese... speak to her in chinese and told her what happened and everything in chinese!! showed her the quotation that freaking idiot gave me and she said she can do it for 800 and she's willing to let the person borrow a car from them for FREEso he can drive around whilst they repair the car!! good deal? hell yeah!! came home and called the stupid idiot up but not in... then yea, call at 1, not in again.. i just called and he's not in but wife's in and that's when all the yelling happened.. he sent his car to the garage without telling me!! plus, he did told me he will be sending his car to the garage for repair on thursday... that means i have today to find cheaper quotations..that's what i thought.. but no, he send it today... screw him man!!! u think i don't know my days? today is wednesday.. i don't care... i'm not paying freaking 800... i'm paying 70% for 800...hmph!!!! i guess i haven't gone to my extreme.. i was on the verge of swearing at her and curse her and make racist comments to insult her... no, i did not do that.. all i did was raise my voice.. she found it rude but hey!! she was raising her voice too! man i could so imitate her with her accent!!! No, i don't have anythings against any races. if i hv to come up with a racist comment, all i would say is bloody *inserts race*... haha!! it's insulting enough. bloody asians, bloody pakehas, bloody indians, bloody pakehas, bloody blacks...see!!! somebody shoot me! i'm so rude!!

AHHH!!! so nice to let it all out... feel kinda bad to be so rude..never been so rude before... i think i'm still gna be rude again tonight when i call the fella up... right now.....*breathe in breathe out*

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned."

I'm all good now!!!! heeeheeeheeee!!!

ps:/ sorry if i offended any of you... no, i'm not like this all the time.. just the dark side of me that comes out once in a blue moon!

photospot destruction

This is what happens when you've reached the point of extreme exhaustion- your mind starts playing tricks on you and you start getting crazy and do stupid stuff.

Here's a video of what yingswan and i did:


Revival of the Fairtytale's Photospot Destruction during the umsa ball

Listen to the end of it- it's when we realized our actions have consequences

Luckily nothing happened!!!!

Revival of the Fairytale

Wow!!! I didn't blog since Wednesday. Not bad not bad... ehehehe...
Have been pretty busy. Today after sooooo long, I'm actually free and even felt bored at times.

Anyhuuzzz...Recap for the past few days

Thursday: Functional Anatomy Test - wasn't as bad as I expected

Friday: Sports and Society Test - worst than I expected. Skit practice at night. Left my wallet in the car so didn't have money to go for dinner. Waited for brother till 9 something then only went home. Had BK for dinner. Stayed up till 4.30 making Zaf's present.

Saturday: Woke up at 7.30 to vacuum the house. Went to peiyun's house to borrow a bag from her for the ball (yes, I do not own any evening bags :S). Went to placemakers after that to get cardboard boxes. Went to crowne hotel to do the deco and skit practice again. Reached city and spent heaps of time finding a parking as well as finding a place to keep my jelly. In the end, I decided to fork out 5 bucks for parking and risk my jelly being spoilt. It was fine in the end. Reached the hotel 1 hour late. Thank goodness there's a thing called Malaysian time and they haven't started. Phew!!! Haven't been this late for soooooooooooooooooooooo long. Can't even remember the last time being that late. Went back to Wellesley after that to do the card guards. So hard cutting the boxes. Yingswan was finishing up zaf's present. It was 6.15 and we were still at wellesley. Meant to be at railway by 6.30 But you see, because of Malaysian time, it doesn't matter again. Hehehehe...was there before the suprise.

Happy Birthday Zaf!!!!! Hope you enjoyed the suprise party :D It's been great knowing you. Can still remember the very first time I met you was during my very first time to sports sunday and you were teaching me how to pass the netball. Hehehehe....
Reached home around 10.30 with yingswan. She stayed a night at my place. We slept at 1 hoping the panda eyes will disappear the next day.

Sunday:
OooOO!!!the day of the ball. Woke up at 7. Left the house at 8 to go to the hotel. Started on deco. Panic panic panic!!!! So much stuff to do. Had so much trouble with the photospot. It looked ugly with the paper. Not properly done. Arghh!! Thank goodness it turned out alright in the photos. I think... and with all the props, ppl didn't really notice the ugly corners, i hope!! We were running out of time. Everyone was so busy. Meant to finish by 3 but ended up leaving for nat's place at 4.45. The backdrop wasn't even up when yingswan and i left. By the time we showered, do hair, do makeup, it was already 6.50. On the ticket, it says 6. Thanks again to Malaysian time!! ahhh!! have been counting on it the last few days. Bad bad bad. Feel so bad. I hate being late. I'm not gonna be late anymore from now on!!

The ball was awesome! Very different compared to college ball. College ball was all dancing the whole night, no proper seatings, no performances and all finger food. This ball had a proper seat for everyone of us, buffet (tho i wld hv to say that the food could hv been better coz i did enjoy last year's finger food a lot!), band performances and skit!!! Even had lucky draws but I do have to say, the MCs could have been more entertaining and enthusiastic about it. But overall, it was great!! Enjoyed myself and I reckon' it ended too soon!!! But somehow didn't have the fairytale effect for me tho.... Where's my prince charming? I didn't see mine nor did I see any potential ones. Guess he still sesat. Havent' make it to Auckland yet. Nevermind, I shall wait patiently :D



Monday:
Went for the afterball. first time swan and i go clubbing. Hehehehe.... no bouncers so swan can go. it was just dancing and dancing and dancing. quite nice coz i felt like jumping around after the ball. sitll very energetic. plus, during the ball, it was all slow, lovey derby kinda songs, not suitable for the single ppl!!!! hmph!!! for others, it was dancing and drinking. i didn't drink. wanted to get a drink since i never got one before but was put off by the price..yingswan's one was 13 bucks!! ripping ppl off only....CRAZZYYY!!! Left the place at 4. Gta admit, the highlight for that day was between 4am-6am. wahahahhahaa!!! I've got videos but mean to put it up. I'll only give it to you if you were there to see it for urself or you've asked permission from those who were in the video.

Only had 1.5 hrs of sleep then had to wake up and drive my car away. Waited outside rec centre till 11am coz have to give yuen and wibian a ride back to my place. Whilst waiting, saw the parking wardens walking around and they chased me off coz i never pay for parking. WTF? I'm in the car!!!!! GrrRRr!! So I started to find yuen's place located on hobson st. Took quite a long time finding it coz it's a one way street and I only been there once and it was by foot. Found it in the end and it's located next to la porchetta. So hopefully next monday I wont have trouble finding la porchetta!! Saw them load their snowboards and luggage into the car. Then they started talking about what they're gonna do this ski trip. ARghh!! Make me feel so jealous!! I wanna go i wanna go!! GrRrRrRRRRR!!!

Reached home at 1 and slept till 5.30. It was a good sleep. The sun was shining into my room so I slept under the warm sun. Nice!!! At night, slept at 10.30. Haven't slept this early for so long!!!

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Now, the ball's over. No more busy days, no more travelling much to city. I still want my sports sunday tho!!!!!! Pictures of the ball will be in my msn space soon. Will put up the link when i've uploaded them. Bye for now and hope you guys have a great week!

Those that went to the ball, hope you guys enjoyed it!!!!

If only...

This morning....
If only...

If only I wiped the mirrors
If only I wiped the windows
If only I signalled earlier
If only I switched lane earlier or
If only I stayed on the same lane....

Then today would have been a good day.
(good breakfast,going to hv good lunch,8 out of 10 for my last minute assignment, spanish test yesterday went well)

*sigh*

I should be removed from the road, I should be banned from driving.
I'm going to get scolded, I even know what's going to come out from her mouth.
Lots of money wasted just because of my stupid, careless actions.

Now tell me, how am I supposed to enjoy anything at all? I won't and I can't.
*sigh* At this point, this week is definitely not going to get better.

You guys have a great week!!!

feeling sick...

urghh...feeling so sick... since friday night, i've been eating out and i think my tummy is not used to it. friday ate at bbq king for dinner then bubble tea for...supper? had mcds for breakkie on sat morning and tummy ache the whole day. not a comfortable feeling at all when u have to drive around the whole day without a map, getting lost, making so many stops and with 4 other ppl (swan,puili,jeremy, caleb) in the car.

went to:

spotlight in panmure - sylvia park- warehouse stationery at mt.wellington- first scene at new north road - party hire at dominion road - geoff's emporium at i dno where - warehouse along balmoral road

are those places even call central auckland? or is it west auckland? gahhh...newayz, i hv very bad sense of direction for all those places except the first three stops. signboards were clear and i hv been to spotlight and mt.wellington. the roads were pretty busy and getting lost didn't help at all. don't know how many u-turns, 3 point turns i made that day. arms also tiring. tummy also hurt like hell. only travelled 75kms but it seemed longer. gahh! i rather drive to hamilton and back than going around busy auckland. the only thing i got out from it was.... i get to know all these places better.

for dinner, didn't really eat. ate a cookie and a few strands of udon noodles from yingswan. went home and....diarrhoea. watched some prison break and fell asleep halfway.

this morning, woke up at 8. i think i'm used to getting up early until i want to sleep in also cannot. body clock not allowing it to happen. Decided to change my bedsheet (haven't change since the term started), vacuum the house (dad's been doing it and he only does upstairs so my room isn't vacuumed since the term started as well), do the laundry and sun out the clothes. watched a bit more of pb then had to go out for dim sum. just one more episode to go!! couldn't eat much for dim sum, don't know why. but main reason i wanted to go was to have some family time. dad's going back on wednesday :(

went to city after that for skit practice. later, went to have laksa at food alley with yean, daniel, darren, kevin and chris. went home....diarrhoea. was it the dim sum or the laksa? don't know. maybe it's just me, tummy can't handle too much outside food. took a nap after that, woke up at 9 and then....vomitted. shucks man! what's wrong with me. i think my body is giving up on me. bad eating habits, late night sleeps accompanied with early mornings.

Time to take care of my body. Sleep earlier, wake up a bit earlier, prepare breakfast, pack lunch... i should be fine for this week then.

Three tests:
Tuesday: Spanish 10%
Thursday: Funtional Anatomy 20%
Friday: Sports and Society 15%

After this week, two weeks break!!! More like.. study break and chance to do assignment. 2 assignments due few weeks after the break and a 28% Medsci test first week back.

Not feeling too good at the moment for some reasons. This weekend wasn't THAT fun. There were some laughters in it but not enough. Too much other stuff going on in the back of my head at the same time. Can laugh outside but inside ...... ANYHUUZZZZ, let's not elaborate on it. I'll share the fun stuff with you all.

Let me present....................................

leg-eating shermayne (maybe that's how i got my tummy ache)

evil jeremy haunting yingswan (yingswan gets 'geli' with all these stuff.. u shld've been there to hear her scream..sorry swan!! embarass u again:p)

Enjoy your week everyone!!!

- i better hv sum1 2 talk to in the bus orelse...

revival of the... elephants?

OooOoOOOOOoOO!!!!

I can't wait for Dec 9-10 or Dec 10-11 - Mentakab Friendly Meet!!!

No, I'm not looking forward to the swimming part. Definitely get last but it's ok. I'm looking forward to the elephants!! OooOOOOOoo!! Revive the fun times back in 2001.

- swimming with elephants
- riding on elephants
- swimming with elephant poo
- stuff myself up with heaps on durians the day before the swimming meet.

great times...great times... and it's gna happen again this December!!

ok, i was 13 when i rode those elephants. now, i'm 18. wow! so old!! wld it be wrong to ride on those elephants at 18? Should be ok right? I want to revive my childhood. Besides, yu sheng was 17 that time and he rode on the elephant too. So i'm not THAT old. Paiseh larr...all the young kids then with this big kid here being so childish...i bet i'm gna be damn childish. But... nvm nvm... i have the rights to revive my happy childhood :p

I'm so excited! Thnx sinseanne for asking me to go!!

birthday shout-outs

Just watched The Lake House. gahh! was too sleepy so I didn't really understand the whole thing. Got kinda confused. At times, it was kinda boring and I fell asleep for awhile. My brother didn't really enjoy it eventhough he understood most of it. But at least the ending is good. So yea, if you go watch it, pay attention and make sure u're not sleepy!!

"I sometimes feel as if I'm invisible, as if no one can see me at all"

" One man I can never meet. Him, I would like to give my whole heart to"

"I'll wait! Don't give up on me."

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This week....

16th August- Happy 18th Birthday Chia Wen!!!! Gosh!! only know you for a year in form 1 but you're amazing!! Love your blog!! Cracks me up!! Can still remember the very first time u talked to me: "is your name pronounced as sher mayneeeeeeeee?" haha! what a nice way to start a convo eh? No regrets knowing u. in fact, i regret for not knowing u more, if only i stayed back for my secondary school years.....*sigh* but no worries, still can see u at the end of the year ... you owe me a meal :p

17th August-
Happy 18th Birthday Melissa!!!I've known you since we were 8. My horror movie buddy everytime when I go back to Msia. The one who sets the bar high during primary school days. Always compete to have the most stars in our chinese essay during tuition. You always beat me but somehow I never gave up. Smart and pretty. No wonder nowadays so busy and hardly see you online anymore. haha! Must be busy with guys and studies. Yes? No? Heeheee... hope you'll have a great 18th bday...so sad i can't be there but thnx for being at mine :D Thanks for being such an awesome friend!!!

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sunny day at tamaki

Today's been pretty good despite the chilly weather in the morning till lunch time, the bus ride where I had to sit alone and just thought about stuff and came up with .... just not happy thoughts... that always happen during lonely bus rides. Other than that, today's GREAT!!

> Didn't sleep in spanish
> Didn't sleep in functional anatomy
> Petrol price gone down by 5 cents - 1.71.9 now!!
> Sunny weather
> Managed to get quite a lot of readings done
> Finally finished my notes on the reproductive system
> Had japanese food for dinner with brother and his friends and Ajita!!!
> Sat under the sun for 2 whole hours doing my readings and enjoying the sun at the same time and snapped pictures of Auckland Uni Tamaki campus.

Have I shown you Tamaki Campus? It's definitely not like the city campus at all.

Tamaki Campus at 3.43 p.m. on a sunny day - TODAY!!

Beautiful sky... warm weather... YES, this is where I have two of my classes. Not a single soul to be found when classes go on.

And that's ermm......me! Enjoying the sun whilst doing my readings and cam-whoring. Ahhh! Nice feeling!

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That's it for today. I know I've been really slack with the bersatu diary. It's been more than a month since I came back and I'm still on the pre-bersatu days. But I PROMISE, I'm gna finish it ONE day. And you know me, I keep to my promises :)

So... here's Day 4 - of sleeping, laundry and superman...

http://www.geocities.com/waterdivablog/dunedin3.html

weekend recap

Weekend Recap

Saturday
Went to the uni at 10 to get some study done with yingswan. Swan was there since 9 and when I came, she said she's not even done a question. Later I found out this girl was blogging instead of studying.. bad swan!! bad bad swan!! haha!! Me coming didn't help much either. We were spending most of our time laughing and making jokes. Finally the other side of her came out and play today!! Told you everyone's dodgy except some chose to keep it all to themselves:p Good that you decided to share now. Haha!!!

At 2, it was time for the skit filming at Mission Bay! Was hoping for a sunny weather so it won't be too freezing. But Mr.Sun wasn't co-operating much. He was playing hide and seek. Sometimes he's out, sometimes he's not. *sigh* Then again, it's good in a way if the weather isn't too good. Like Darren said, if it's raining, there won't be much people around looking at us. Hence, it won't be too embarassing.

There weren't much people at mission bay but there were still some. Must be entertaining standing by the side watching a bunch of crazy asians playing in the fountain during WINTER!! You could see the smiles on their face. Lolx!! Thank goodness we were entertaining enough that they also got carried away and didn't call the securities/cops. Not even sure if we're allowed to go into the fountain coz there was a sign saying NO SWIMMING. Blehhh....

Had BK after that and then went home. Then had vietnamese with my brother for dinner. So full!! Overall, it was a fun fun fun day!! Really enjoyed myself. Good way to start the weekends after a not-so-good week.

Sunday:
No Super Sports Sunday :( Went to the gym with yingswan at 9 something. Our plans for the day:

9-10.30: Gym and shower
10.30-3: Study
3-5: Lunch and shopping

Before gym, went to weigh myself. I got the shock of my life! I stood on it and waiting for it to go up to 54 and stop somewhere there. Mana tahu it went all the way up to 65 and counting. Yeeeee-errrrrrr... then i heard this idiot laughing behind my back. Notti notti Swan!!!! Put her leg on the scale. Wahlauu!! scare me only. GrrrRrRr!! At least I got you after that!!

Was quite productive for today's study. Why? Coz I sat by the computers and Yingswan sat by the tables. Hence, we couldn't talk and distract each other. But, our study stopped at 1.30. We went to Rasa Sayang for lunch with David, Natalie and Gladys. Stupid weather again. It rained, it was windy. ARghh!!!

After lunch, it was already close to 3. Hence, both of us decided.... shopping time! Yingswan's wants to get shoes for the ball. As for me, I just wanted to escape studying and jalan-jalan a bit. Went to no.1 shoe warehouse, the shoes were...... kinda UGLY. Went to Hannah's after that. First shoe I picked up, $99.95. Man! I don't think she'll be getting anything out of this shop. Then, I saw the under $40 section. No need to see the others, just go to that section straight away. Saw one really nice shoe but it was sort of out of the under 40 section. Picked it up and WOAHH!!! the price was BEAUTIFUL too!! She got it! It's a nice shoe and can even wear with jeans. it looked good with her jeans :D Good buy, good buy.

Think Yingswan was in a good mood so she decided to donate 1 buck to Youthline and got a sling bag as well. This results in me walking around Queen St. looking like that:

Yes, I was her partner for the day. Carried her gym bag and then her shopping bag as well. X marks the spot! Hai-yak!!

So this week's Sunday wasn't too bad afterall despite the crappy weather and no Super Sports. Had quite a huge dosage of laughter.

Now, it's good-bye to the weekends and Hello to yet another week of school. It better be better than last week. I don't want another crappy week. I've got enough pimples from last week. And I'm expecting more on my last week before the holz.

Have a great week ahead everyone and let's all wish for a sunny and happy week!!

all we need is a hug

A hug can brighten a person's day, a hug can do miracles. A hug says it all - " I care, I love you." That's all we need in life. To be cared for and to be loved. That's what keeps us going.

Yesterday, my brother's CCM's friend, Lynie, msged me on msn and said :"can you give your brother a big bear hug and say 'god's goin to prove you wrong, he's goin to blow you away with his miracles!' ? " I said YES straight away, just my nature, I don't say NO to ppl. But I was thinking, should I actually do it? I don't hug my brother randomly, only when I don't see him for ages then I will give him a hug. Besides, would he even believe the words that come out from my mouth knowing that I don't believe in God? What's the point saying something that I don't mean it and he knows that I don't mean it as well?

In the end, I decided to go ahead with it. Why? Coz my instinct said so. Somehow, I believe that if I said that to him and gave him a big hug, he would be happy, he would smile. I'm sure Lynie had a reason behind all this. Maybe it's because he didn't agree with something God said hence she said God's gna prove him wrong. Maybe he didn't believe God is that powerful, hence she said God's gna blow him away with his miracles. Maybe.... all my brother wanted was a hug from me!!!! HAha!! I don't believe in God, but deciding to go ahead with it and say that to my brother makes it seem that I want my brother to not stop believing in God. I guess it's because I just want him to be happy and not lose hope.

Some time last year, he seemed kinda sad. But later on after joining the youth group and going to church occasionally, he seemed a happier person. I suppose he's found someone there to guide him and to give him hope. I'm happy for him eventhough it meant that we're not sharing the same beliefs anymore. I just want people to be happy, that's the only thing that matters.

So today, after dinner, I gave him a hug.

"Koko, come here, I've got something to give you."
*big big bear hug along with the lines I took some time memorising*

End result: A giggle and a smile that lasted for quite some time. Maybe from the stairs (where I hugged him) till he sat down on the computer in the living room.

As for me, I felt like I've spreaded happiness in a way. It felt great. Ok, so I said something I don't believe in. Blehhh.... But if that is what it takes for a person to be happy, I would do that anytime :) Love making ppl happy, of course, a hug has to be in it :D

- sometimes all we need is a lil bit of love

of assignment

3.40 a.m. and this girl here is still wide awake. Decided to come on and blog because I've only got one more article to go. Done two in the last 5 hours. 2.5 hours per article. I'm planning to start my next one at 4, finish by 6, shower, breakfast, then uni. If I don't, I still got 10-11 later part of TODAY to finish it. But, I'm not planning to do that. That's super super last minute. And I'm planning to use that super super last minute to proof read and print them out from the uni. Quite proud of myself, I know I will be able to finish up yet another last minute assignment. wahahahahahaa....when will I learn? when will I learn? when will I learn not to do things last minute? *sigh* Can't wait to finish up this assignment, I will be so happy. Can't believe I actually got so disturbed by it until I couldn't laugh much, felt so dull and ....... pimples on my face. Eeeek!!! Hmmnn...imagine my last week before the holzz.. 3 tests, 10%, 20% and 15%. wahhhhhhhh!! My Clearasil usage will be shooting up!!!

Ok, time to tackle my last one now.

Enjoy the last two school days of this week!! Then bring on the wknds!! what to do this wknd? i dno still...gahhh....sleeping in this time i suppose? ok ok, i'll go now...go go go go go!!!

ps:/ - i'm the 1st to pay up my ball ticket :p swan's second. i'm 55 bucks poorer :(
- i just found out if u put Busy status on MSN and when ppl msg u, u won't hear the message alert sound. Gahh! and i thought there was something wrong with my speakers :-S

sien

2nd post today. not really, it's past midnight. thank goodness i never limit myself to a certain no. of posts i can post this semester. i'd die.

why blogging now? i don't exactly know. i feel very......very sien. or lost. i don't know also. just a feeling i don't really like right now. that's it. why? honestly, no idea. weird right? no, i think it's just my 10% assignment and i can't think of what to write. one whole day tmrw to do it. i better feel better tmrw and turn my brain on. Plus, the idea of having no sports this wknd, what's there to look forward to? Sien la.... good in a way i can spend the wknd doing some study but.... no, that's not how shermayne's weekend goes. Hope yingswan can get the tennis courts and then go play tennis on sunday. and hope it doesn't rain.

aiihhhh...still sien.... ishh...blogging is not helping... maybe i shld just go to bed then i won't feel sien. according to chia wen's definition of "sien", "sien" is when you have lots of things to do but you don't feel like doing it and u just sit there, do nothing and procrastinate. i like that definition of sien.

ok, good night and sweet dreams!!

ps:/ i've decided to use my phone as my alarm instead of my radio clock coz music can't wake me up aymore. first time this year i went to uni without a shower.

Welcome back mr.Sun

TODAY:
Rainy Rain Rain has gone. Sunny Sun Sun is back from vacation!! Windy wind wind still here but it's ok, lil shermayne don't mind the wind as long as it's not strong and chilly.

I like August.

Today's the 8th of August!!!!!!

8th August - Happy Birthday 4th Auntie!! Best aunt on earth, love her to bits!! Took care of me since I was young, disciplined me well (my mom wasn't fierce enough for a child like me), wonderful cook, makes the best dumpling on earth, knew how I felt last year when I was feeling down, my hairdresser since I was young till I came to NZ, taught me how not to take things for granted, taught me that there's no point putting a sour face if I can't get something ... Without her, I don't think I would be the person I am today. I would be a super spoilt kid, selfish and will get angry easily if things don't go my way. Thanks a lot!! I love you heapsss and I will not disappoint you!!!

Other birthdays this week...

9th August- Happy 18th Birthday Ajita!! aka Super Patriotic Singaporean. It's Singapore's National Day today as well.

10th August - Happy 18th Birthday to Angeline!!!! aka partner in crime during std 6 :p

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edit (11/8)- Happy Birthday Yin!!! aka great netball captain!!! thanks heaps!!!

of gloomy weather but still a good wknd...

*sigh* This weekend has been pretty gloomy. Weather sucked. Mr.Sun went for a weekend vacation so Mr.Clouds and his whole family decided to come. The sky isn't a really big place for them so they piled up on top of each other. Hence, the gloominess. As if it wasn't enough, Mr.Clouds also invited his cousin, Mr.Rain. Man, I seriously hope Mr.Sun comes back from his vacation tomorrow. I miss Mr.Sun!!!!

Yesterday, was freezing. Usually when it rains, it's not freezing but yesterday was freezing. Wet and freezing. Ishh!!! Drove to city to pick up yingswan, caleb and puili and then drove to Spotlight at Panmure to check out the deco materials for the ball. Somehow on Friday we counted more than 5 ppl so I decided to take the Odyssey. GAhh!! ended up only 4 of us, shld have just driven the Mirage. Geram-nya!!! Why? Odyssey = big car = huge petrol consumption = heart-broken shermayne. Ohhhh wellzzzz... Felt pretty tensed at Spotlight. A budget of 400 to decorate the place is very minimal. Especially with a theme like this - Revival of the Fairytale. Kept on changing our plans on how to decorate the place since we are on a tight budget. Thank goodness I don't need to think of how my ball dress is gonna be. That's one less thing on my list to think of. Why? Coz I don't really care if i dress to the theme or not. Doesn't bother me. The only thing I care about is money. Haha! And yes, what I'm wearing is cheap as usual. My ball dress have always been less than 50 NZD.

6th form: 75 ringgit(las vegas theme). 7th form: 10 NZD top plus aunt's skirt (night in paris theme). See! I don't dress to the theme :p

This year: Not telling how much is it until the ball's over. Let's just say it's less than the ball ticket. If u wna kno now, ask me. Yes, that's gna be my date: Mr.Crazy Frog. At least he's dressing to the theme - How many frogs do I have to kiss till I meet my prince charming? :p

Came home and went for dim sum. It was a bit late for dim sum, was 1 something already when we reached there. All the nice desserts were gone, so disappointing. But, I still ate a lot. So full as I had breakfast in the morning already.

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Today, Super Sports Sunday. Netball at 9. Bugger! So early!! Slept at 3 the night before. If it weren't for Yingswan, I probably wld have missed today's sports. Woke up at 8.20 which is considered late as I'm meant to leave the house by 8.30. I jumped up of my bed, showered and left the house at 8.40. Reached city in time, meaning I took 20 minutes! Hehe, and it was raining :p. Record record! Sports wasn't at super as last week. Not as tiring so no body aches. Then again, if it's tiring, might still have no body aches since I stretched properly this time and I'm young :p. Meant to have a friendly match against Petunia but none of the girls showed up, think they don't like us after what happened at Bersatu :( Not many of the umsa girls turned up as well, most still in bed. 9am is too early! Played volleyball after that. Yes, still scared of the ball. *sigh*. Was so hungry during volleyball. Kept on thinking about lunch after that - chicken laksa!! Hv been craving for it since last week!!

MmMmm...lunch was good. got my chicken laksa with lots of coconut, very fatty but who cares? Once in awhile, haven't had it since I went to Dunedin. Walked back to uni after that. Mr.Clouds and Mr.Rain invited Mr.Wind to join their party. Hence, it was windy. Went to rec centre with yingswan to shower. Warm shower is good, didn't want to get out. Plus, gossip with yingswan was quite interesting:p Haha! as she mentioned in her blog...JUICY!! heehee... Was meant to do some studying but silly me didn't bring my book along coz i was in a rush this morning that I forgotten to bring my books. Amazing how i remembered my laptop but not my books, hehehehe... I really do know how to set my priorties right, eh?

Went home after I showered, did some reading and then slept from 5 till 8. Had dinner after that and then continued my reading. Assignment due in this thursday, 10%. Everyone i know have started writing on it. Me, I'm still reading my second article. 15 more pages to go for article 2. I haven't even found article 3. Slack. And I thought most sportscience ppl are gna be more slack than me, I underestimated them! gahh!! Shall continue reading it tmrw. Tuesday, I will get article 3. Wednesday, do the writing. I'm ready for a no sleep night on Wednesday :p.

Ok, that's all for now! Mr.Sun, please come back!!

Smile and have a great week everyone! (if mr.sun don't come out, still keep on smiling and Mr.Sun will come back!!!)

ps:/ darren sifu, thanks for the chocs!! meant to buy frm u but since u don't want to accept it, i shall say a great big thanks to u here! nd thanks for greys anatomy too

happy day

- Drove out the house this morning and it was so foggy, very poor visibility. Do I have anything to complain? No, it actually made me happy. I like fogs (despite i nearly crashed into a car). It reminds me of Genting Highlands.

- Watched a Disney movie that has something to do with Special Olympics during Sports and Society, hence no brain usage. No brain usage = Happy Me

- Sat at Albert Park during lunch time under the sun and it was quite warm. Sunny + Warm day = Happy me again

- Dessert night: Cakes + Free flow of drinks + Cards + Wonderful company = Happy Me

In conclusion: Today's a Great Day :D

this week...

today at 11, went to gym to see henry's max.strength so can write up a weights programme for him. see, i got final destination 3 from him so in return, i have to do a programme for him. since i've tested my brother a week ago, so i thought it wouldn't be too bad. then, we bumped into ivan. he also wanted one. cannot say no, right? besides, it means more practice for me and more chance to build up my confidence. the whole testing thing went alright. i hope? hope i am giving the correct information as well. this is what happens when you don't know your stuff properly. but it's good, it would make me look up my notes and then i'll remember it the next time.

anyhuuzz...now the pressure in on! writing up three programmes and hope they are effective and will meet their goals and hopefully won't cause any damage to their body *touch wood touch wood*. malu larr if it don't work out, they don't see any improvements, or they just get bored of it. that's another challenge - to make the programme interesting. arghh! later, henry texted and said if in 3 months time he do see changes, he'll buy me lunch. wahhh, pressure pressure! lolx!!

yingswan came at 12 and just showed her some stuff on the swiss ball. that was easy since she wanted the same thing as me - abs and make the thighs smaller. yes, i still hv big thighs and no abs coz i'm not disciplined enough to workout. should start soon, 27 days to the ball, i don't want to go with a bulging tummy.

what's on this week for me apart from lectures:
tuesday- physio appointment (dat reminds me, i hvnt been doing the ankle exercises that i was meant to do! arghh!!) , tarea 1 due in
wednesday- normal day, probably should start writing up the programmes eh!
thursday- asia games event review due in to yean by 4 (yingswan u bum! u were meant to write it right? i cldnt say no lorr..hmphh!), West Side Story Musical Production by Macleans College!!!!! OOOOooOO!! so excited for this!!
friday- deco team meeting, DESSERT NIGHT!! yea man!!!!!! bring on the sweet stuff and go on a sugar high! WeeEEeEEEEe!!