thnx 4 long wknd

it's the end of the long weekend... was queen's bday weekend.. it's pretty good... tho i have a chemistry test tmrw.... just feels great having a tiny lil break... didn't do much work although i promised myself to complete my trampolining log.... ishhh.. have to do it next weekend.. hopefully i won't have any test next week so i won't need to worry and i can complete my log... more like.. LOGS!!
yesterday, went to family friend's house for dinner... being the quiet me and all that, i kinda felt left out... thank goodness i was able to leave at 8 coz gonna watch Pacifier at my place.... the show was alright.... thank goodness i didn't spend money on going to the cinemas and watch it.... was just fun having friends over... although i prefer to be at friend's place...haha!!! btw.. my phone got topped up 20 bucks!!!! i'm so happy!!!!!! will definitely last till next year.. thanks to the person who topped it up!! weEeEEEeeeEE!!!!!
was meant to go to the city today with caris.. called her up in the morning and she said she can't go coz she went out too much this week already.... i was like.. YES!!! i can sleep longer.. and so, i slept another 1 hour before fully gettin up.. washed the nissan car today... was much better than yesterday coz when i was washing the odyssey yestday, it rained while i was doing the final touch- DRYING it... thanks a lot stoopid sky!! but today, it didn't rain till the evening.. so ain't that bad.. i could at least see the sparkling clean car for a few hours...
that's all for now.... BE STRONG, LIVE STRONG!

like my new skin?

alalalaa.. like my new skin? if u hate it, too bad.. u hv to bear with me for ermm.... a year or so?? coz i'm loving it... wahahahaha..

anyway... the purpose i came on was..... well... u see, i was watching tv and then after tv, i came online at 1 something.. and then... i saw like three ppl on msn having the same/similar nick.. one is LIVE STRONG by yi wen, and two other ppl had BE STRONG.. one from my primary school friend, and one from a friend in macleans... it's pretty freaky coz they were all online the same time.. all having the word STRONG... then i thought to myself... is it a sign? a sign telling me to be strong despite the results i got during my exams? and then another friend came on.. having her nick as "got 2 B true".. now what? another sign telling me to be true to myself? and stay strong at the same time? what's with motivational nicknames all at once? freaky!!!! or maybe i'm just being paranoid and it's just a coincedence.. maybe yes, maybe not? who knows? *freaky music plays in background*

GrrRrR

life couldn't get any worse, can it? i think it can.... got back my other results.. so in conclusion......

chemistry- 52
maths- 57
biology- 66
Pe- 80

it's just so sad.. sometimes i wonder how much more work and effort do i hv to put in?? maybe i'm just not that smart.... or maybe my study method is wrong.. i think it's that... i mean, i studied till i hv panda eyes and yet..... such crap results... this sucks!!!!! how am i gonna move on? then again, there's this lil voice in my head still saying " shermayne, believe in yourself"... GrRrR!! that lil voice is starting to get annoying... i thought i wld do better in maths.... coz i did pretty well in those math tests in class... all also above 80.. and now.... 57!! how can it be? where's the confidence booster when i need it? i think i'm not good in maths afterall... i did good just bcoz i just learnt it so i know how to do it.. but after a few weeks, i would forget about it already... this sucks.. i've got bad memory... most ppl did well... i'm below the median for all subjects except PE coz ppl who take PE ain't that smart...maybe i'm just a score high PE student but suck at other subjects.... oh my goodness!! that lil voice is speaking again... "shermayne, believe in urself n be positive... u know u can be smart as well" ...

omg!! and i'm gna have a chemistry test this tuesday.. i feel so demotivated till i couldn't be bothered to study anymore... which isn't good because i will definitely regret it next time.... can't believe i'm so stressed up even after the exams... i'm so worried... i'm worried bout my studies.. i'm worried bout my future... sometimes i even wonder if i can be Dr.Chan.... little voice:"shermayne, nothing is impossible, believe in urself"... well, i've got nothing much to say already.. my life is just like this.... and well, i have to accept it.... little voice adds on:" u have to accept it and make it better"..... thanks my little voice....

The little voice in my head won't let me forget
The little voice in my head is never misled

3 D's.. depressed, disappointed, demotivated

omg! this is so depressing... 52 for chemistry.... median is 70 something.. meaning i'm way way below the median....arghhh!! how am i gonna move on? basically lost my hope in getting good grades for chem.. i could perhaps feel a wee bit happy coz last year i got 47 for chem.. but heck!! that doesnt' really cheer me up much..... plus there's a chem test on tuesday!!! right after queen's bday weekend.. meaning i can't go burger king and drink unlimited soft drinks and i can't really enjoy my weekend... getting my chem exam back today basically brought my mood really really down... man.. there's still maths and biology.. i wonder how i will fair in them.... please please please give me an A in maths.. please!!!!! if i get an A in maths, then i will get back my motivation to not give up..... please please please... and for bio.. please please please give me a B... i will be disappointed with a C and depressed with a D.... i hv a feelin i'm gna be disappointed or maybe even depressed judging by what chemistry have done to half of my feelings... but but... i have to remember my brother's speech.. believe in myself and don't give up.... go me! will blog again tomorrow..... btw, starting swimming today.. gonna get accessed in 2 weeks time for PE.... so yeaa. need to get my stroke right and dont' swim like a turtle... wish me luck!

Exams Over~!!!

exams are finally over today! today i sat my last paper- biology.... well, i was already celebrating on friday... haha!! my happy mode was turned on right after i finished my PE paper.... i thought maths was pretty alright.. but most ppl said it was tough ass! so most probably i did something wrong... can't wait to know my marks... got back my PE paper today, 80%.... very very, majorly satisfied.... because..... i only studied 2 hours prior to exam... well, i guess it was because some of my knowledge was from biology last year... so yeaaaa..... haven't get any other papers back yet....

my social life is gettin interesting... vodafone have free texting every weekends...yee--yahh! my phone is finally alive!!!!!!!! on weekends only.. but yeaaa.. wahahahahhahaa....on saturday, went to drink bubble tea with some caris, cerys and other friends... so funn!!! but the bubble tea was such a rip off.. i dun think i wna go there again.. will just go back to msia and have bubble tea over there......the bubble tea shop at 1 utama near the cinema have cool pressy buttons!!! yeee-yahhh!!! and next time if we wna go out and kill time at night, i shall suggest burger king... unlimited soft drink refil... it closes pretty late as well... wahahahahhaa...

today at bio... couldn't really study.. caris and i were planning our social life calender... haha! lemme see...this friday, shopping for caroline's belated bday prezzie... then msian club party... saturday is da howick mid winter festival.. sunday night, watching pacifier at my house.. vcd from caris.. monday.... MIGHT go to burger king and drink unlimited soft drinks... then after that, go for extreme makeover to get lyposuction... waahahahahaha.. next week, not sure yet... ice cream perhaps on friday... lolzzz!!! i got da buy one free one coupon for wendys... as well as starbucks but dun wna drink coffee at night coz i won't be able to sleep.. trust me... yesterday i had coffee at the library and then at night, i couldnt' sleep till 3! omg! i started panicking coz the next day (today) gna have exam.. so yeaa.. only had like 4 hrs of sleep.. i think i will just stay away from coffee.. it's not good for the brains as well... so yea. no coffee for me till.... i'm like 20 something? hahahahaha... but it's quite yum tho.. the ice blended ones... heeeheee....

ok, that's all for now..... can't wait to know my results....!!!!! byeee!

Exams!!

okok, i know i shouldn't be blogging coz i'm in the midst of my exams..... one week is over already... now i've got another week to go...... this is soooo stressful!!!! last week's paper was my resit of physics multi choice, pure maths, biology multi choice and physics practical.... how did they go?? well, the usual me will say... i'm screwed!! but the new me who believes in herself would say:" yeaa.. i think i did pretty alright.. apart from the fact that maths was tougher than last year... i will just make it up for my A2 paper end of this year as i BELIEVE in myself that i CAN make it up"....
this weekend was a nightmare!!! on saturday, i was at the library from 12-4.... studying what? biology AS and a wee bit of chemistryA2.... then at night at 11pm, i started on chemistry A2 and worked till 3am in the morning... how i managed it? well, caris was texting me from 11 till 1 something so that kept me awake... believe me, i was laughing hardout when reading here text so i was quite awake... at 3, i slept...
woke up at 9 and took my own sweet time in the shower which is the only time where i don't worry bout anything.. believe me, i worried in my sleep.. i was dreaming of organic chemistry.. all the electrophilic attack and nucleophilic substitution stuff... after my shower, i had breakfast and was then off to the library at 11.... studied physics basically the whole day... from 11-5.... ouch!!! well, i had a wee break to eat my lunch---strawberry milkshake and two large mcd fries... YuMMmmMM!! that's what i ate.. unhealthy stuff... apart from the milkshake, it has calcium for strong bones and teeth as well as it helps in the synapse to 0secrete neurotransmitter... yea, learnt that in bio...after a total of 6 hours(including eating time and daydreaming time), i decided to go home.. the library was gna close anyway... went home and had egg tarts.. yummm!! mum and dad got them from dim sum... then, i watch TV.. woho!!! i had dinner, TV till 10.30 and then back to studying.. for chemistry this time.. well, a wee bit of physics first coz i had to ask my brother some stuff... then later was hardout chemistry till 1 something...
i slept and then woke up at 6 and started on chemistry again... at 7, i showered, got into my school uniform, did a wee bit of chem till 8 and then breakfast time...after breakfast, was time to face my nightmare.. chemistry exam!!! how did i do? let's just say i know the stuff that i learnt but not the stuff i didn't learn.... so was kinda gutted coz there was heaps of stuff i couldn't bother to pay attention to when studying as i had revise a lot of organic chem as i couldn't get the hang of all the mechanism... by 11, i finished my chem exam, walked home and then did a bit of revision for physics...why? coz my physics structured was in the afternoon... how did it go? ermm.. let's just say it was a BIT better than last year... i HAVE to improve.. i really HAVE to...although there were some questions where my calculations were unrealistic....and when i say unrealistic, u've gotta believe me!!! but heck! physics is finally over!! i can now store my physics book and past papers away... my room is in a massive mess right now... all the papers and books lying around... that's why i go to the libary and study... it's heaps more tidy....now i'm blogging becoz i don't have the mood to revise my bio practical which will be tmrw...
i think i will go take a nap first so tonight i can start burning the midnight oil.. somehow i'm quite awake during the night..... ok, that's all for now......thanks for reading!!

Macleans Ball 2005- A night in Paris

my school ball was last week.. it was awesome! Great food!! tons better than last year... and i love my tan... i'm not white this year.. i'm tanned!! so proud of it.. haha! my mom did my make up and my hair this year... my hairstyle idea was from chloe sullivan from Smallville....my mom love that hairstyle so she decided to do it on me.. and turned out pretty well... anyway......Ball pictures!! It's just a few of them with captions.... if you want to see the rest of them without captions, go to http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shermayne_chan/album?.dir=c534&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shermayne_chan/my_photos

That's me welcoming everyone to Paris. That thingy
there was meant to be eiffel tower. Haha!

My hairstyle for the ball. Like it? Those white stuff
ain't dandruff. It's glitter!!! My mom did my hair for me by the way.


Is there much difference before and after? I asked for
a light make-up, didn't want a heavy one. It's pretty good, don't u reckon?

Top is picture from last year. Bottom
is picture from this year. Katherine, Katie and Me.

Ok, is it me or are they just
extremely fair compared to me?

Weeeeeee!!!! The three Malaysians!!!
We were the coolest!!! wahahahahahahaa!!!

Yoon Young and I: Left: last year's ball. Right: this year's ball. the walking buddies!

No, she's not my friend. She's my biology teacher from last year and my 4th form science teacher. She's my favourite teacher!!

The Most Inspiring Day

today's the most inspiring day for me... in my life actually....i never ever felt so inspired before... so inspired that i decided to take up the advice given by the person presenting the speech.. usually i never follow what people say... there's those occassions where there's those talks about how to feel great in life or be a better person presented by a really important person who's really successful in life.. or those random attendance to ppls church to hear the pastor preaching about life and all that... they are good of course... but.. i never be bothered to take them into account and practice them.... i was always like... yahh yahh yahh..whatever larr.. i've heard that a gazillion times... still...no change..... but today.... today was the day... where i decided to change... to have faith and to believe in myself... to be confident in myself and to always tell myself that i can do it..... all because of one person...i never thought that he would be the one to inspire me.... but he was!!!

and who could that be? no one more inspiring than ......... my brother.... yes, i was inspired by my brother... he gave a speech in assembly today... and somehow after listening to his speech, i felt different... i felt that i can actually do it... do good in my exams if i believe in myself.... if i stop saying i can't do it or i'm not smart enough.... i realized that i need to be positive.. not only towards ppl, towards life.... but also towards myself... i have to believe in myself that i can achieve anything....i guess i listened to my brother's advice because i know his advice will work as i have witnessed it myself... he's the person he is today because he believed in himself... so if i stick to his advice, i would be a happier person... i would be happier with myself.... i won't need to be like him...all i need is to be satisfied with what i do....

i'm just so thankful to have a brother like him... there's no one else who can inspire me as much as he did today... probably the most inspirational speech i will ever hear!!! i will be successful one day.. and on that day, u would definitely know who i will thank....

Back to School....

my report this week starting from wednesday about my studying.. it's boring so dun bother reading.. just start from 2nd paragraph to hear bout my day yesterday which is walking around at botany with caris....hahahahaha..... but if u r bored and restless.. go ahead....wednesday, i finished up my chem hwk.. more like tryin to understand what i'm learning... coz i didnt' pay much attention on the last day of school and i so don't get what she taught on the last day of school during chem.... after 2 hrs of reading... i gave up... then i did some bio questions.. managed to do 13.... then on thursday, did 21 questions.... so now i hv 73 more.. and there are just questions from the textbook..still hv pass papers to do.....i did study for 2 hrs on friday... did last year's maths coz i'm resitting it....two hrs only coz my mom sent me to the library late...i can't study at home... i always end up sleeping or eating.. then saturday morning, did maths again..very lil bit only coz i forgotten everything from last year..so it's kinda hard.... i reckon' this year's maths is much easier than last year.. doesn't make sense tho coz last year was AS and this year is A level.. when i was stuck at maths, i will just look at my trig test and stare at that 100% and said to myself:"shermayne, u can do it!" hahahaha..damn dumb larr come to think bout it.....

then from 1pm onwards on saturday, didn't do any work.. went out jalan-jalan with caris.... coz she dun wan to stay at home and neither do i.. so we go and buy her makeup for the ball..i got a bronzing powder and she got her founation...and yea.. we got a free gift which is more foundation.. ahhahaa!! then after we bought the makeup, we had nothing to do already.... but.. we dun wan to go home.. so we went and grab a smoothy from wendys... two for the price of one... and walked around and go into 2 dollar shops to look at how cheap but bad quality the stuff are over there.....hahaha.. talk about restless.... so yea... then at farmers, we saw this butterfly necklace which is sooo darn nice but was close to 20 bucks..it's like this butterfly on a silver chain and then a black ribbon going through it... i really think it will go really well with caris's dress but then it's so expensive... so depressing coz can't buy it coz of the freaking price.. so we went to spotlight and saw a necklace with a butterfly on it which is cheaper... so she bought black string and put it through so now it looks kinda like the one at farmers but cheaper!! heck more cheaper!!! in your face, farmers!!! hahaha... will try to take a picture of it during the ball and put it up... went home at 5... then did a lil bit of maths but not a lot... just like 2 questions...hahaha... then dinner...then my mom did my hair and my makeup... just a trial run before the real day.. so now i'm gna know how i look....lolzzz.... my hair is gonna be something like chloe sullivan in smallville.. well, can't make it exactly like hers coz neither me or my mom is a pro.... but yea, the idea is sumthin like that....

then today, i woke up at 12... then went out and eat dim sum at 1.. came home at like 2 something... vacuumed MY ROOM only coz my mom say she'll do the rest coz she found out i'm allergic to dustmites so she dun wan me to start sneezing.... and then i cleaned up my table and pack my bag for tomorrow....after cleaning up my table and packing my bag, it was already 4.... (i took heck of a long time cleaning up n packing coz i was lying on my bed halfway and then lazing around).. so after cleaning and packing up, i actually touched some physics.. well, i digged out my physics books and past papers from my boxes and then read through some notes.... haven't done any exercises yet.. so on the whole, i haven't actually done anything for physics yet... i guess from tmrw onwards, i can't spend my lunch time sitting under the sun(there aint' much sun anyway) ... will hv to go study or get my school work done so i will hv time at home to study.... so the next thing i hv to discipline myself is not to waste my lunch time socializing ....GrrRRrr.. but yeaa.. it's kinda hard coz everyone will be talking about the ball which is this coming saturday and of course i would be interested n their conversation.... haihhh....ohh wellzzz...ok, i gotta go now... tv time.. not study.. hehee... it's enough.. hv to enjoy my last few hours of relaxation before the stress starts pouring in....byeee!!!!

ball shopping wasted my money...

20 days more to exams.. Grrrr... started doing my work today..finished my hwk for bio and pe... left chem and maths.. gna try to get them done tomorrow at the library so i can start studying for my exams... yesterday went ball shopping with peiyun... bought like golden strings and stars for my ball dress... was gonna decorate it so it won't look plain..... so when we went home, peiyun helped me sew on the golden string onto the dress.. looks really nice... and the stars, i was meant to make it into a crown... so anyway.... after the sewing and taking off and putting on the dress like a few times..... we decided............. not to wear that dress!! my mum said i look old in it.. my bro said i look like those ppl in athens with the stars on my head, peiyun said i look like a goddess.. not like there's anything wrong with looking like a goddess... lol.... in the end, we decided for me to go pink.... hot pinktop and black skirt..... mum said i look younger.. so now, i have to ditch the idea of going for GOLD.... at first, when i heard them say not to wear the dress, i wanted to wear peiyun's golden top and black skirt with my golden shoes.... so i can be like black and gold.. u know.. going for GOLD.... but then we were thinking of what necklace to wear... and my mom didn't want me to buy a new necklace... so she happened to see my last year's necklace which had pink fake diamonds on it.... and then stupid me had to say.... "it doesn't match larrr.. i'm wearing gold..." so, she asked me to put on the hot pink top... and peiyun and my mom agreed that i looked nice in it and that i should wear that.. arghshhh!!! my going for GOLD theme is gone.. lolzzzzz..... ohhh wellzzz.. instead of going for gold.. i shall go for pink now.. how degrading..... gold to pink....wasted my money to buy those golden strings and stars.... and from a 30 bucks dress to a 10 bucks top.. lolzzzz.... ohh wellzzz.. i will still hv fun.... now i just dno how i'm gna do my hair coz my hair is short.... ok, that's all for now.. btw.. i think i'm addicted to starbucks. i want more.. lolz.. so i can stay awake..... hopefully i won't be buyin them 2mrw.... lolzz.. bye!!!

What a Dayy!!

wowww.. what a day...!! yesterday.. rachel came for a sleepover.... didn't really sleep... slept at 5am in the morning.... and then we woke up at 8am today.... so it was basically 3 hrs of sleep..... at 8..we woke up.. got changed and picked up rachel woon... then.. we headed to botany for movies.... we watched Raise Your Voice.. it ain't worth to watch it at the cinemas but heck! oliver james is in it and he's sooooo cuteeee!!! along with his british accent.. PurRRrrFect! after the movie... we went window shopping and actually got stuff.. i got rachel her be-earlied bday prezzie.... eyeliner... lolzz.. she wanted it.. and then later we walked into some clothing shop but didn't get anything.. after that, went to starbucks to have coffee.. omgg! my first time having coffee and love it... but i mustn't get addicted to it.. not gna drink anymore till ermm.. end of this year??? hehehe... after grabbing some coffee, we went to rebel sports.. and rachel bought a ball for me for my super belated birthday.. love the ball!! lolzz.. always wanted a ball.. hahahahaha.... after rebel sports, we went to amazon.... both rachel's bought a top each.. was 50% off.. i ddn't buy... coz to me, it's still expensive.... but i was sooo tempted to buy.. but yeaa.. no money as welll.... after that.. went home coz gna have a msian sporean club party at my house.. then i followed my mom to this friend's house to pick up the food... eclairs, mango swiss roll and spring rolls... 80 bucks!! not worth it.. expensive!! not gonna ask him to cater... well, maybe just the mango swiss roll.. but ohhh wellzzz... let him earn a bit.. i suppose it's ok lorr.. coz we did go to his open house and ate heaps.... so yeaaaa... not too bad i suppose..... after that, we played with my new ball.... hehehehe.. it went to the neighbour's house.... luckily i got it back.... we played with it till it looks like a one year old ball now.. not a new one...hahahaha.. but hey! i did make good use of it... i just love that ball a lot!! thanks rach!!!! hehehehe.. we took quite a number of photos last night.. will post it up soon when rachel sends them to me... ok, gotta go now.. time to hv a good sleep.... ciaozzz!!!!

No pain no Gain

No Pain, No Gain..... this is indeed true. Especially today when I finally learnt to do a front sommie on a trampoline and landing on my feet. Yesterday, all I could do was doing a front sommie and landing on my bum.. and believe me, it was painful after that.... especially my bum.. i mean, trampolining for 3 hrs.. is TIRING!! when i came home, i couldn't really sit.... i have to sit down real slowly.. and when i sleep... i couldn't really turn as my head hurts as well.... my arms also hurt and part of my leg hurts and i have bruises on my hands and my legs... i dno how i got the bruises but they to hurt.... when i woke up this morning, i can hardly lift my hands up and my butt still hurts.... but i still had to go to school for trampolining.. i seriously didn't want to go because it was hurting so bad.. but i pushed myself because at the same time, i'm seriously determined to do a front sommie landing on feet.... so when i went to school.. i started practising.. took me quite a long time to learn it.... did like god knows how many sommersaults.... fall on my bum heaps of times.... but.... i managed to do it in the end!!! i'm not consistent but at least i can do it now!!! i'm sooooo happy!! it was seriously a big gain for me... and...a big pain... i couldn't really walk home from school... my back is also aching like mad.... and somehow, my tummy ached as well.. the only part of my body that doesn't hurt are my fingers and my toes and my face.... i have several blue-blacks on my legs and my arms...
my mom even said i looked like as if i was beaten up.... BUT... it was definitely worth it... also, i FINALLY managed to do swivel hips... ok ok.. i know it's easy to most ppl but somehow i just couldn't do it.... but today.... with the help of my pe teacher, i managed it!! he was sooo shocked when i said i couldn't do it coz it was easy.. everyone could do it after a few tries.. but somehow i just can't do it.... but today.. wowwww!!! i'm so happy with my progressions today... weee.. i should put that in my log session... i hvn't written a single log.. meant to write up 10! haha! have to start writing!!!!

Wow! haven't been blogging for 2 weeks.. i have so much stuff to write right now because so many things happened.... so yeaaa.. prepare urself for a very long blog.....
last friday's water polo game was da' bomb!!! we didn't win but it was the best water polo game ever played.... we lost 6-7... the other team scored the last goal the very last minute.... it was really a nail-biting event and was fun!!!! because both teams are like the same standard so it's quite competitive.... we finished the game at 9.. .coz our game started at 8.20pm.. so late.... but yeaaa.. best game ever played in my entire life!! no joke!!!
last week was the last week of school... a really busy week indeed so it passed by really fast... monday, didn't have anything.... tuesday, was cross country day... so we had period 4,5 off.... and yeaa.. i got 17th!!!!! i'm so happy!!!! last year was 18.... i thought this year i can't get better anymore because the younger ones are fitter... but yeaa.. i pushed myself and got 17! and really proud of it.... so... i have the rights to boast about it in here.. hahaha! this cross country was one of the most tiring one.... much more tiring than last year.. an yet, i only improve by one placing... at first i was 16th.. but then the very last few metres... my feet was burning so i couldn't sprint any faster.. so the girl behind me overtook me.... when i took out my shoes, i realized i had a blister... and it was huge!! but heck!! 17th place, good enough.. top 20!! out of 300 something people..... and then wehn i came home from school, had to help my mom to cook the curry chicken by peeling the potatoes and cutting them.... the day before i was helping her to cook the sambal.....
so that was tuesday.. now.... wednesday... was food festival day.... i get to skip period 2,3,4 to prepare the msian food and set up the stall... we had so many types of food.. nasi lemak, mee goreng, curry chicken, pisang goreng... all also sooo tasty!! mmmmm.. but it was a really tiring day... had to walk back and forth to grab all the cooking stuff, then carry tables to set up the stalls and then grab the food from the preparation room and bring it outside the library where all the food stalls are.. and i had only 3 helpers coz we are only limited to 3.. i reckon' it's too little..... after school, i had badminton trials.... everyone's like so much better than me... didn't think i can make it into the team coz i kinda sucked at it.. the teacher also told me that she thinks i should come back next tern and trial for the other team.. but then she still let me trial for this team for fun.... and then surprisingly, i played pretty well and won 3 out of 4 games.. she was impressed and shocked! coz my last game was against a guy and i won him 5-4... very close fight.... so yeaaa.. in the end.. i got in.. quite happy with that.. another participation.... i still want participation coz i lose out on the counties manukau cross country which will be held on may 16.. i really wanted to go for that because apparently the route is much more easier as the slope isn't as steep as the one at my school.... i was chosen to go because i'm in the top 20.. but.. i'm having my physics exam of that day so i can't go.. wasted!!!! i really wanna go coz i will be able to wear the school's singlet... it looks so cool!!! but ohh wellzzz.. blew my chance....
Now.. thursday.. blood donation day.... i skipped a bit of period 3, whole of period 4 and a bit of period 5.....this time's one is painful!!!! and my hand just went really numb at the end of it... i couldn't feel anything at all.... my hands were like all pale and stuff and i felt a bit dizzy.... but overall, it was quite alright because i didn't faint and i get to eat chocolate after that.. the chocolate was sooooo yummy!!!!! i think i'm gonna go look for it and buy it.... hehehehhee..... after the blood donation, i had a bit of pe... we get to play softball coz we couldn't use the gym trampolining... fun!!!!!!
thursday's gone.. now friday.. nothing much.. last day of school!!!!! reached home and realized that the leukaemia and blod foundation sent be the banner... so happy.. had a carwash on saturday and sunday..... i was there whole of both days from 9-5.... so tiring... and now i'm back in here typing this..... carwash was great.. well, we made 205 in total.... so lil cars today(sunday) but so many cars yesterday... ok.. that's all ... it's the holidays now..... !!!! but i have to study..... coz my exams are in less than a month..... byeee!!!!

The very First Win

WeeeeEEeeEE!!! we just had our very first win for water polo today!! final score.. 11-4!!! am so happy eventhough i only played like the last 2 quarters... why?? coz i was late for the game as i lost my way on the way there.. u see, it was usually at sacred heart and today... was at epsoms.... so yeaaaa... got lost and since epsoms is in the city.... city = traffic jam ... to make things worst, the game was at 5.40 = rush hour time!! i'm not even sure how many more games will we have but at least we didn't lose all our games... we are being disadvantaged already from the start judging that the opposing teams are always all boys and ours is a mixed team.. boys and girls.. so yeaa.. girls have to defend the opposing guys.... i reckon' we could have won the previous game as well but the team was fooling around in the last game.. and yeaa.. i committed my first major foul in the last game... apparently i drowned a guy... i don't remember drowning him... but ohh wellzzz..

Ohh Ohh Ohh! and yesterday, during trampolining... i managed a front sommersault... and i landed on my feet!! with the help of the harness(not sure how 2 spell it) of course.. lolzzz!!! i dun think i will be able to land on my feet w'out the harness.. but i am gonna do it coz i can't do the swivel hips so i will hv to do front sommersaults in my routine so that it will look nice.... perhaps even back sommersault.. i'm so ambitious.. lolzzz... damn swivel hips! everyone can do it except it.. i don't know why... btw... two more weeks till the holidays!!! not THAT excited because i will have to study during the holzzz.... arghssshh!!! ok, that's all.... cross country on tuesday!!!!!! byeee!

The Crazy Side of Me!

BEFORE: Retarded Monkey..
and Pearl says it's cute!! coz cute = adorable but ugly!

 

AFTER: thnx to extreme makeover...and some lessons
in posing.... wala!!

 

Beware of the black and white ninja!  OoO..
look at my tan lines!

 

Told u to beware! the black ninja is crazy!!

 

I wonder what religion is this. I think it
Shermaynism. the best religion coz u r worshipping me!!!

 

Eastside rocks!!

 

WeeeEEee!! i'm free!!! @ Murray's Bay. Island behind
is Rangitoto.

 

Where East meets North! Eastside still Rule!!

Sleepover at Rachel's

Happy Easter Everyone!!
woah!! 5 days of holidays is just awesome!! well, i've got one more day to go.. but tomorrow will be a study day for me.. have to get some homework done and study for my biology test.... i had a sleepover at rachel's house on saturday and it was just CRAZZZYyyyYYyyYY!!! her house is at northshore so we took like an hour to get there.... and then had dinner with her family as well as with another family friend.... then my mom and brother and the other family went home at 10.. and i stayed back.. we watched resident evil 2 at 11pm and finished at around 1 something.. i was so sleepy when the show was finishing so i decided to sleep after the movie... so after the show.. i went to bed and sleep.. but... somehow, i couldn't sleep anymore...in fact, i went really really hyper and got psycho!!!! so yea.. we started taking heaps of photos...we dressed up and started posing... yeaaa.. i have to admit, i'm a poser... can't help it.. i just find them really funny... i couldn't stop laughing when i look at them again.... perhaps it was our record... we took a total of 171 pictures including the ones we took the next morning at the beach.... it was just crazy....we snap pictures till 3am in the morning.. those posing were tiring.... and well.. it made me hungry i suppose... we went to the kitchen and had coffee cake at 3am in the morning..crazy ayy?? and then.. we clean the room up and decided to sleep although it was pretty hard to sleep.... this was because we had to wake up at 7 the next morning.... so yea.. 4 hrs of sleep.. coz we ended waking up at 7.40... so yea.. we got changed and went to the beach.. it was freezing at first and we weren't allowed to swim.... but yea.. after her parents left... we ended up swimming.. well, not really swimming.. we got really wet... hahahhaa.. took some pictures but not a lot... was just great fun!!!! can't wait for another sleepover!! holiday is coming soon.... 3 more weeks till the term break.. rachel!! it's ur turn to come to my place.. there's a beach as well and mine's bigger!!! as for the pictures, i will put some up.. but definitely not all... hehehehe... that's all for now.. byeee!!!

Kayakking n 40 Hr Famine dun go together

Kayakking on Saturday morning was GREAT!!! The price is pretty reasonable as well... 22 bucks for 3 hours... pretty good ay? we paid for 3 hours but only kayakked for 2 hours... wasted... could hv just paid 18 bucks..... ohh wellzzz... we were tired after kayakking for 2 hours.. and my kayak was kinda cacated.... it's not going straight!!! so yea.... pretty tiring... we rent out kayaks from fergs kayaks... just in case any of u are curious... hehehe....it was a really good experience. i don't mind going again as long as i got a proper kayak.... haha!!! i reckon' it's so much better than kayakking at sentosa which was rather pathetic when i come to think about it now.....
so yea.... after kayakking.... i was well.. tired and not forgetting.. HUNGRY....BUT... i was on my 40 hour famine... so all i have with me was apple juice and water.... i drank like heaps to fill up my tummy so i won't feel hungry.. but when i followed my brother to the beach to meet all his msian friends from uni.. guess what?? they were eating... and they were eating fish and chips... warm ones and not the soggy looking type!!! and gosh! the smell... irresistable!!!! not only that, peiyun was tempting me.... i was soooo tempted to screw the famine and grab the fish!!!! but...... being THE GREAT SHER MAYNE and all that.... i managed to control myself and focus.. lolzz.. focus on what you ask? well, focus on the taste of the fish.. i just imagined that i was eating the hot crispy fish with creamy white tartar sauce to top it all up.. every single crunch, i can feel the juice of the fish (more like the unhealthy oil) rolling over my tongue and down to my tummy... the taste was just soooo satisfying.... MmMMMMmmmm... yea.. i was imagining all that.... so that's how i control myself... haha! anyway, after an hour of looking at ppl eating.. i decided to drag my brother off and go home.. i was kinda tired and well, the lack of food = lack of energy..... before we went home, my brother JUST had to stop by burger king and grab his lunch.... he was eating in the car and gosh!! the smell of the french fries was just soooooooooooooooooo YUMMM.... and then he got out his BK hawaiian burger... mannn... i just take a stare at it and i tummy started grumbling again despite the "meal" of fish and chips i had before that.... but i didn't want to try imaginin eating it or i will just get into trouble coz i was on the wheel!!!!

driving with lack of food is pretty dangerous as well... i was sleepy.... and i nearly dozed off a couple of times... and my brother was sleeping as well so i couldn't ask him to take over.... when i was at one of the traffic light.. i decided to just close my eyes for a lil while because the light was red..... but closing my eyes was a pretty bad idea.. i started to go to dreamland.. and i was dreaming i was driving the car back home and going to my bed and finally get to sleep.... suddenly, HONK HONK!!! yea. i got woken up by the car behind of me. i looked in front all the cars started moving and there was this huge empty space in front of me.. i was indeed blocking the traffic.... but yea... that honk really made me so alert that i wasn't sleepy anymore.... so in the end, i managed to reach home safe and sound and i was tired and took a nap till...... i hv no idea till what time.. haha!! In conclusion: do not do anything that's energy consuming when you are doing your famine!!!!

ohhh btw.. here's a lil tip from Sher Mayne The Great:
If you wanna have a flat tummy.... don't eat for 40 hrs.... but when u start eating, the tummy starts to bulge out again.. but yea.. it's temporary flatness... haha!! especially if u hv to fit into ur fitting ball dress and u do not want ur tummy to be bulging out!!! so yea.. the ball is May 7th.. start fasting on May 5th!! haha!! that's all.. random thought!

Tired... Exhausted.. but i'm all good...

I'm Tired... Exhausted.. but i'm all good...today was so stressful yet eventful yet funny.... let me just tell you bout today.. first, i had biology.. the teacher just gave us some worksheets to do coz assembly today was pretty long coz of flag pageant to celebrate race unity day... so we only had like 45 minutes of the period.... so at biology, caris and i were just day dreaming coz we didn't understand the whole topic and we are seriously blur about it...and we started laughing till tears came out coz of some stupid joke we made.... yea.... we are just the two msians in the class and we laugh a lot.... then anyway, second period.. chemistry test.. we only had 45 minutes to do it... maybe even less coz have to wait for ppl to come in the class and wait for her to give out the paper....

then during chemistry test, we could hear someone singing an opera song.. it was played on a radio or something... i managed not to laugh but when i looked around.. some ppl were smiling.. and then i looked at my chem teacher face... it was such a crack up! her face was like all red... and yea, my chem teacher, she's quite chubby... so yea... then she was like covering her mouth trying not to laugh and disturb us.. then her whole body is like vibrating... damn funny....

anyway, when the bell rang.. .was interval.. but the teacher let us continue doing the paper throughout interval.. it was for 20 minutes.. so after interval which means when i just handed up my chemistry test, i had to go for maths and guess what? i have to sit a math test!! isn't that lovely?? lolzzz... so yea... it's like two tests in a row.. no rest... when i went into the maths class, i was a bit late.. and yea, when i took out paper to do my math test, i realized i forgotten to hand in the second sheet of my chemistry test!!! i decided to find the teacher during lunch.... math test wasn't that bad... managed to finish it... so after the math test.. i was so relieved... really let out a great sigh.... it was like.. finally, both are over!! and the 4th period is PE so not that bad.. and last period, i have another math class but since i set the test in my study slot, so i no need take the test again... so yea.... during lunch time.. i went and walk around the school to find my chemistry teacher.. couldn't find her... then i realized i had to go to the language block and collect a box of chocolate to sell for fundraising.. so i rushed there and got my box and then the bell rang.. so i had to walk to the gym which is like on the other side of the school.... so tiring...

then after PE.. went for math class... tina who was sitting next to me in chemistry class as well and my other math class told me then she found my first sheet of chemistry test and her two sheets of chemistry test in her folder when she was at physics.... it was like so funny.. so after her physics she went to the top office to track down my chemistry teacher and see what class she is in.. then passed her the tests papers.... so when she came to math, she told me what happened and i was like shocked... so after maths, i went to find my chemistry teacher.. and when i gave her my other half of my tests, she definitely know we didn't cheat coz i left question 9 empty as i didn't know hv time to do it....

the day for me hasn't ended yet.. coz i had taekwondo performance practice at school and i had to go home to bring the ice blocks to school.. we gonna practice to break ice...walking home at a fast pace was just so tiring.. luckily my mom was at home to send me back to school.... so yea.. we practiced till 5pm.. and i walked home again but this time.. at a slower pace with rossanna... in the evening at around 6.30, i went for a walk with my mom for an hour. it was after dinner.... quite relaxing....

so i supposed i'm all GOOD now... tomorrow going kayaking .. have to be ready by 10.. wow! hv to wake up early and can't wake up at 11! and i'm not eating tomorrow.. coz i'm doing the 40 hr famine which will only end on sunday 11am.... but yea.. at least i can still drink juice for energy.... i'm so excited for tomorrow!!! kayakking! weee!!! but the waking up..... not really fancy-ing that...

this morning i woke up at 6.45.. earlier than usual.. usually i wake up at 7.30.. hahaha.. coz this morning coz flag pageant and i'm in it so hv to reach school earlier.. it's pretty cool.. go to this site and then u can see some pictures.... http://www.macleans.school.nz/events/2005/18_03_05.htm .... i'm in the last photo!!! i'm the one with red top and orange skirt... cannot really see my face.. i was looking away... hehehehe.. i'm the one carrying the msian flag.. i was sucking my stomach in so that's why it looks flat as i didn't want it to bulge out... it's still full of fats.. well, less but still..... i'm still not gonna give up to go down to my 52 kg mark....

ok, i'm done for now... this is a pretty long entry.. i'm gonna sleep now... i'll talk more about the kayakking after i've done it.... byeeeee!!!!

can't think of a title....

heyyyy.. i've been sick for a week already.... mann!! and i'm still sick.. well, at least i'm getting better..... i went for a blood test the other day... oh my goodness!! it was the worst injection i ever had!! ouchh!!!!!!! first, this person took the needle and poke it into my skin and after that, he moved the needle around in my skin!! ewww!! and OUCH!!! it seriously hurts!!! i thought to myself:" ohh wellzzzz.... at least it will be over soon...maybe he is trying to find the vein" then he took out the needle.. and i thought it was over... but NO!!! he took the needle and poke it into my skin again but at a different place.. so i thought... " ohh, ok... maybe just now he couldn't find the vein that's why no blood is coming out...." but after the needle was in my skin, he moved the needle around again in my skin!!! still looking for the vein!! what a loser!!!! geez... someone is in pain right now!!!! it was seriously the worst injection i ever had.. if a first timer go to him for injection, they will be so terrified at needles for the rest of their lives!!! i reckon' he should be fired.. he's not qualified to take blood from people or do any injections..... my arm hurt for the next few DAYS.. not HOURS... and now it's blue-black... and it still hurts when i press the part where the needle was injected..... no way am i going back there for any injections..... it's freaky!!!! i told my parents about what happened and they were so disgusted.... and when i told my brother... well, he's scared of needles so yea.. he was freaked out....

in other news............

i got 84% for my very first math test!! i'm so proud of myself!! weeeeeee!!!! i havent' been geting A for maths since like last last year..... goshh!! see how terrible my math is???? so yea... i'm happy with it.. perhaps it shall give me more confidence with math now.. i hope...... next week.. gonna have another math test.. it will be on logarithms..... i hope i can do as well as i did for the first test..... i dun think i can but well... my 84% will encourage me to do so...... also next week on tuesday, i'm gonna have the very first biology test of the year... and on thursday, chemistry test..... goshh!! three tests next week.... and one chemistry assignment due... and still have my PE homework as well..... so tomorrow, i will have to study for bio, study for chem, study for maths, do my PE homework... lots of stuff to do.. basically i have stuff to do for every subject.... ain't that lovely??? ok, time to go now... nitezZzzZZ!!!!

Surprise Surprise!

Surprise surprise!!!! I'm sick!!! WeeeeeeeooooooooooooooooooooooNOOOOOOO!!!!!! aww mann.. i'm sick!!!! as in physically sick.. not mentally of course... having cough, sore throat and runny nose.... goshh!! and it was just this morning when i woke up and felt really sick.... i have a really weak immune system..... the number of times of me falling sick is more than the number of times my parents fall sick in their whole entire life.... so yea.... this sucks! maybe it was because of last night's pizza..... have been eating healthy food for the last two weeks... and yesterday suddenly became unhealthy and ate heaps of pizzas.... that might be the reason.. my body can't take it..... mann!! i hate getting sick.. it's the worst thing to be... it's like..... bluekkk.... if only i'm not sick... i will feel so lively and stuff.. now i'm like... blehh! i feel sick... man i'm so sick... and it's really irritating coz i can't breathe thru my nose... i have to breathe thru my mouth which will make me even more sick coz i won't get to filter the air if i breathe thru my mouth.... or the dirt will just go into my body....GrrRRR!! ok,. that's all for now.. mann!!! i'm sick......

busy but interesting

ahhh!!! what a busy and eventful day today.. goshh!! i am so tired now.. i can just fall into my bed right now and fall into a deep sleep.... i can barely open my eyes but i need to type this out because i wouldnt be bothered to type it out tomorrow.. thus, i'm blogging now about my day today=)....

in the morning, had to wake up 10 mins earlier than usual.. yes, eventhough it's just a wee bit earlier, i will still complain because sleep is really important to me... i had to wake up because caroline was going to pick me up as i didn't want to carry 5 litres of ice cream and walk to school... coz by the time i reach there, my arms will be aching and the ice cream would be a wee bit mushy... well, my arms were aching already from yesterday's trampolining.. we did front sommersault... i can only do one that lands of my bum.. but yea, i'm on my way to land on my feet! before that i landed of my back, now my bum.. so soon, my feet.. and yea, body was aching in the morning.... what was the ice cream for by the way? it was for my class fundraising... and no one in my class wants to do it... so i decided to do it this term and get rid with it so i need not worry about it next term or the term after that and so on... ok.... anyway... at school.....

during chemistry, we were doing titration.. and well, i was kinda playful today and i missed the end point by a lot and we had to pack up and it was just too time consuming to make up another solution and repeat the titration.... and our burrette was munted so the potassium permanganate doesn't flow out easily, it comes out drop my drop.. good way to get the end point but takes ages!!! anyway, while we were packing up the equipments, the bell rang and it's interval.. so i had to quickly pack up as i have an interact board meeting during interval... and well, this is the very first meeting this year and i had to turn up coz i'm clueless as a treasurer... anyway, i managed to know what i have to do as a treasurer.. all i have to do is go to the accounts and take money out and put money in.. and get account statements and make sure we also have $1000 inside....

so that took the whole interval.. by the time i get to the lokcer, the bell rang so i had to rush and get my books for the next lesson, which was maths..... had a maths test and i forgotten to get refill paper... so had to borrow it off... i had to stay back at maths for a few mins after the bell rang coz i didn't finish the test so i had to finish it up... then, i had to rush to my locker and set up the ice cream stall as fast as possible and start the selling.... and everyone was like rushing to the stall buying the cups of ice cream floats so i had to scoop the ice cream real fast.. but the ice cream was just out of the freezer not long so it was rock hard... we manage to earn some money from it and we still had a quarter box of ice cream left.. and it was 5 minutes before lunch is over thus we had to pack up.... my hand as well as the table was all sticky due to the ice cream... so we had to clean our hands up and wipe the table.. by the time we were done... RINGGGGGGG!! off to class!! Again.... i had to rush to my lockers and grab my books for the next two classes..... thank goodness the gym was near my lockers.... so i wasn't late... but my hands were still sticky and smelt like vanilla.. so i had to excuse myself and wash my hands again....

what a rush! ayyy? it's not all...... when i got home, i managed to rest a lil while.... eat some chicken.... MmmMMM... and then it was off to water polo.. game starts at 5.30pm so i had to leave the house at 4.40 becoz i had to drop some stuff at the post office and then i had 30 mins to reach sacred heart college for the game.. and it was already 5 and that's like when the traffic is heavy..... i managed to reach there on time and well, we played and ... surprise surprise!! we LOST AGAIN!! weeee... how wonderful is that?? but at least it's our best score so far... meaning we didn't lose that much... but i really think it's soooo unfair for a mix team to play against a guy team.... they are obviously stronger than girls and one of the player was basically grabbing my right hand under water and i couldn't escape at all.... luckily my team m8s didn't pass the ball to me at that time... i managed to escape my elbowing that fella underwater.... haha!!! serves him right!!! at first i was using my left hand to try to take off his fingers from my right hand.. but i decided.. nahhh.. it's too hard and he's a guy... so just decided to do it the fast way... muahahahaha.... actually the first thought was to kick him in the **** but nahh.. ain't that mean.. so just elbow him in the stomach..... besides that, i also did get hit on the head by someone... but he did get a foul.... muahahhaha... luckily the referee saw it....

after the game, it was already 6pm.. so i had to rush back to order the pizza.. by the time i reached pizza hut, it was 6.30.. so i ordered them.. then picked caroline up.... then go to countdown, get drinks and after the drinks... i remembered that i have to get biscuits for my mom.. so i rushed into the supermarket again, grabbed a pack of biscuits and then drove to pizza hut and pick up the pizzas...10 boxes!! by the time i reached home.. it was already 7.15... yung jin was there already.. the party was meant to start at 7.30.... but he was early... thanks to my brother who kept him occupied by talking to him... love my brother!!! and then i had to get the cups out, set up the table... and then....shower!! yes, i was still having my swimsuit on all the while.... by the time i shower.. there were like heaps of ppl arrived already.... and i was rushing to collect 5 bucks from them.. i looked so un-organized.. what an impression!! they must be thinking i'm such a disorganized leader.. haha! ohh wellzzzz.... later on, everything was all good.. the party went well.. it was successful...

and now, it's the end for this blog.. i'm tired.. i'm exhausted.. i want to sleep... night night!!!!

Hot Xsss!!

i love those hot Xsss!! especially when it's HOT!! so YUmMMMMM and so tempting!!! i've been waiting for ages and now.... it's here for Me!!!! i'm lovin' it... i've been dreaming and have been craving for those hot Xss for days and nights... for months!!! i love you!!!! my hot Xsss!!!!! you are mine!!! mine!! i'm gonna miss you when you are gone... but i know i will see you again... those Xss are just so amazing!!! love it!! i'm gonna have you everyday if i can... you are just the best!!! Mamma Mia!! es muy fantastico!!!

what am i talking about?? it's hot cross buns!! yea.. i have been craving for them since last easter... they only make them when easter is around the corner and then stop selling them a week after easter.... easter is in one month time... meaning... i've got one more month to enjoy those hot Xss... i finally had the taste of it today... i got the chocolate ones... nice... but i prefer the sultanas one... gonna get em' tomorrow.... there's also fruitless ones... and the new flavour is coconut and cherry... i dun think i wanna have that tho... doesn't sound nice.... especially if they use those preserved cherries...ewwww.. i only like fresh cherries... those are yum! i tried to get my sandals today... but don't have my size... my sizes are all sold out.... so my dad is gonna try to fix my old one.... i hope it can be fixed!!!
tomorrow have a game of water polo.. i sooooo don't wanna go!! coz my mom and dad will be visiting rachel's family.. and i wanna go see rachel!!! and we seldom see them coz they moved house AGAIN and now it's further.... mannn!!!!! so because of the damn game at 4pm, i can't go with my parents anymore...*sob*..... they should have the game on friday... not sunday!! geeezzz!!! awww mann!! and i soooo wannna see rachel's new house..... now i don't even know when's the next time i will be able to see her house... her house is in northshore.... so i suppose that's north auckland? and i'm in the east.... so yea.. i think it's an hour drive....gosh!!! i guess i will have to live with it.... it's not the end of the world.... hahahaha!! if we do win 2mrw, then it will be gr8 and i won't feel gutted.... but if we lost in which i think we will lose, then i will feel what i'm feeling now.. it's a waste of time and i shld hv gone to rachel's house but i can't coz it's a school team... must have team spirit... bluek!!

What a Day!!

today is the very last day i will be seeing two of my school friends.... jocellin is leaving for korea and katherine is leaving for university.... i can't really believe it.... somehow i still have that feeling that i will still see them in school and i will be waving frantically at them on monday yelling out their name.... yess.. that's what i do in school.... waving to people like a psycho and yelling " Hi xxx!!!!" as if i haven't seen them for ages.... and if i see them twice that day, i will wave twice.... if i see them thrice a day, i will wave thrice.... but now, it's like two person less that i will be able to wave to... i don't really talk much to them....katherine is not in any of my classes this year but she was last year and she was always the girl walking around with this smile on her face.... even today, when she was making her speech as the intercultural club president, she still has that smile eventho tears were rolling down her cheeks... i'm gonna miss that smile... coz everytime when i see her, my day just brightens up.... she will always greet me with :" hi shermayne!" in a friendly tone.... she was really a supportive friend...especially last year when i felt inferior coz my brother is like so super smart and i'm like.... nothing.... i was really in the dumps and she was there to cheer me up....
as for jocellin, i know nothing much about her... except that she's in my maths class and she's smart....she left once in 5th form to go to china to pick up mandarin.. she's a korean by the way... and when she came back from china in 6th form.. she was speaking mandarin fluently!! it was so amazing.. i was so shocked! i mean, i had to learn it for 6 years and now my mandarin is terrible.. i still know how to order my food tho!! it's proven that i don't know her that well coz last night when i was writing her a farewell letter, i have been spelling her name as JOCELYN.... and when i wrapped her present up, i wrote JOCELYN on it... oh my gosh!! i felt so stink when i gave it to her today realizing that her name was spelt JOCELLIN.... it's like.. what kind of person am i?? i don't even know how to spell her name!!
we had a farewell party for both of them today.. it was really amazing.. as in.. the FOOD...hahaha! yea.. as u all know, i love food.. this is the very first shared lunch that actually have proper food.. meaning.... not just chips and more chips.... it was actually really good... there was coffee cake ( the cream was really YUM), this thing that looks like a spring roll but inside is potato, there's this south african dish that tasted really really delicious.. it's like milk tart and it's da' bomb!!! MmMMMMM... wedges, tim tams, oreos, this green tea cake with custard on it, taro cake with custard on it and other food in which i don't know what they are.... and the drinks... holy sh**!!! it's was like soooo nice... the aloe vera drink.. i thought it would taste like grass but no!! it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice.... yes, i bet u know it's really nice by now... haha!!! goshh!!! i can't wait for another intercultural club shared lunch...it's just awesome!!!! yummy!!!! haha! greedy me!!!!!
ohhh! my sandals broke today.... yea... kinda sad.. i think it was because of the rain yesterday and the rain of last three years..... i think it has finally decided to resign as it is sick of smelling my horrible feet... and also sick of getting wet and not getting dried properly by me... yeaaa..i just left it outside the door and let it dry by itself... i think it got really made at me and couldn't stand it anymore and decided to snap itself so i can't wear it anymore.... but at least it's good enough to snap when i was walking home from school and not walking to school.... coz if it did snap when i was walking to school, i will have to go barefoot in school in which i think it's not allowed because of "improper way of wearing the uniform"... haha! so yea.. i had to walk home barefoot today bearing in mind that i have to look out for any teachers and i wouldn't want to get told off by them... farewelll my sandals!!! u have been my servant for three years and a lil bit more...thanks! but curse u!!!! u could have snapped at the end of this year as now i need to get a new one and i will only be wearing it till april... and from october to end of november.... why couldn't u last a wee bit longer?? curse u!!!!!!! i take that back! i was just joking.. i still love u coz u were my feet protector and u had to smell my feet 5 times a week.... muakzzzzzzz!!!!

Back in New Zealand

i'm back in new zealand... since like ermmm.... 3 weeks ago... arrived on the 31st of january but i didn't manage to blog because the internet wasn't working for 2 weeks... reason: i was home alone for 2 weeks and i had to wait for my brother to come back from msia to get it working. life's all good now and it's not depressing at all.... my previous blog was when i was really depressed but now everything is all being sorted out and i got what i want..... i'm doing A level biology, chemistry and maths with statistics.... and AS Pe... yea... something fun.. well, sort of.... i'm going to re-sit my biology, maths and physics paper in the mid-year... and my AS chemistry at the end of the year.....
AS Pe isn't all practical.. in fact, there's lots of theory as well.... 4 days theory, 1 day practical.... and for term 1, we have to do trampolining and by term 2, we will be assessed and video-ed and the video will be sent to UK to be marked... so by the end of term 1, we must be able to do flips and twists and drops and plan our routine.... really interesting.... but difficult..... but i will be able to do it.... just need more courage....
I've got a good biology teacher this year... the same one i had for IGCSE so it's really good.... have got good classmates as well...caris is in my class... and yea.. we are the two msians... woohoo!! so funny today... i was taking my ruler out from my pencil case.. it's those bendy rulers.... and it accidently flipped out of my pencil case and basically flew across the table... and at that time, the teacher was talking and i was also listening while doing it... and well, it was so funny then i couldn't help but to laugh.. caris also laughed... only both of us laughed because we were sitting at the back and everyone else was sitting in front.... thank goodness the teacher didn't look at us....
chemistry, i have smart classmates.... so i need not worry if the teacher teaches the wrong stuff... coz they will correct her.... the teacher is good though... she seems to like our class more than the other class... which is good!! haha... plus, there's also a cute guy to stare at... haha!!
maths.... is going fine... just that i left my theory book at school today and now i'm stuck.. can't solve the problems... so i will just have to do it tomorrow....
as for co-curricular activities...... at the moment, i'm the leader of the msian-sporean club, treasurer of interact club and i'm in the water polo team.... hope to still be in the swimming team as well... will just have to wait and see.....
ok, that's all for now.... feel kinda guilty for being online..... better go off now... bye!!!!

choices...

so many things to think about after getting my results... there's actually so many pathways.... i could just apply to go into uni and do some random course.. like journalism or somethin like that.... who knows? i might be good at it....and i get to travel as well..... u never know if u never try.... but it's a risk to take.... and i hate to take risk... but at this point in life, everything is risk-taking... i mean, i don't even know what i want to do in uni or what i want to do in the future... look at it, all my science subject are pretty crap... am i not a science student anymore? maybe i should just quit studying and work for people..... money won't come in huge amount but one day... one day, it might be possible...... or maybe i could start some random talk show.... and be rich one day like oprah winfrey.... lolzzz.... ok, the above three suggestions are like really random but yea... it's something i can do..... now.. i still have to think of what subjects to take... and making those choices are risk taking.....
say if i manage to continue my biology to A2, then i will take A2 maths as well.... i will have to re-sit my AS bio mid year to bring my mark to an A, and then for A2 bio i need to get an A and that would give me 120 points. as for maths, i won't re-sit it, but i need to get a high A in A2 maths to get an overall A and that would give me another 120 points. then i will take AS business studies eventho i suck at business and economics, and i will try to achieve an A in it and i will repeat AS chemistry and try to get an A. so overall i might be able to get 360 points which is the max... but that would be kinda impossible... but if i have faith, it might still come true. this is the most likely path i would take but there's still risk in it coz in reality, i might not be a good science student... maybe i might be good at other stuff in which i haven't tried like history, geography, classic studies and those kind of subjects.... who knows ayy? should i go for it? should i just like dump all my science subject and go for history AS, geography AS, classics studies AS, literature AS, repeat AS language and AS maths, and get A's for them and i will get 360 points as well. ... this choice is the biggest risk taking choice... another choice would be is to start doing all the sports subjects...... and if i dun like it, i can just stay another year at college and stick to science.... i mean, i 've already saved two years in msia so i might as well stay another year next year in college and repeat them all over again if i did really bad.... i could probably repeat all the subjects i did last year.... and see how well i do.. and then next year move on to A2... isn't that great?? tat's something to think about, right? i mean, i still manage to save one year.. and that's already good.. my brother saved one year... so maybe i should also just save one year and repeat last year at college next year.....
or maybe i could just come back to msia and study..... nahhh.... forget it, it's quite expensive as well to study at taylor's college.....
so many choices ayyy?? well, will tell my final decision when school starts...... tata

they're out!

results are out... results are bad... results are close to what i predicted. 2 C 2D 1 Fail....... real results... 2 C, 2 D, 1 B.... the only subject i can move on to a level is maths.... C for bio and english, D for chemistry and physics.... that's all i'm gonna say about it.. my mind is really blank. i don't even know what to think about and i dont' even know what's going on my mind right now.... all i know is that this is some sort of lesson to be learnt but what lesson?? i have no idea yet...screw it!!!

STill waiting

results are out today but i haven't got it yet because need to send email to school to give authority for friend to collect it.. so gay!!!!!! therefore, i mailed the school to ask them to just tell me my results straight... easier.. but..... haven't mailed me back yet thus my mind ain't at rest still.... since last night i was like really scared.... and now i still have to be till i get my results.... this isn't a good feeling at all... no no no.... mannn.... i wonder what i will get... my dream results.... straight A's... DuhHHH!!?!!.... if not... then perhaps 4A's 1 B?? that will also be my dream... the most likely results i will get?? well..... 2C 2D 1E or maybe ungraded... just heard from my friend that heaps of ppl failed physics....yupzzzz.... my worst nightmare.... D's, E's and ungraded.!!!! hope that won't happen.... please do not happen.. please please please!!!!

sleepover at pauline's house was great.... too much to telll.... but i can talk about yesterday when we were at her church... mannn.... it was so funny.... pearl and i were like just staring at the drummer the whole time as we think he's cute.. we also started scribbling on our hands... pearl wrote" cute drummer! holy shit!!" and i wroke" hallellujah! cute drummer! AMEN!" .... and then we tried to use pearl's phone to take a picture of him but it it was pretty far so the picture was blurry..... then after the service, pauline's friend came and talk to us and pauline told her that we wanted to take photo of the drummer... and she was like:" ohhh... david is it?" then later she was like :" hah?? david?? leng chai is it??" in a very shocking tone.... we were like what's so shocking about it...... well, she asked him to come to us and well, pearl and i were like so embarassed.. and when he came, i was like shocked coz he wasn't cute anymore.... even pearl thought the same.... then later we had a photo with him but was also very blur.... i kinda regretted for not bringing my camera.... ohh wellzzzzz....
ok, gotta go now.... my prediction of my results..... shall now be 2C, for bio and chem.. 2D for eng and maths... 1 fail for physics... yupzzzzz.... that's the only happiness i shall have since the results is gonna be shitty..... tata!!

Happy Birthday to my Daddy!!!

it's my dad's birthday todayy!!! happy birthday to him!! the coolest dad in the whole wide world!!!! he's xx years old... it's private and confidential... haha!! went and bought a cake yesterday from auntie may's cake shop... i hope i ordered the right type... tulti fruitti.... i hope it will be nice and enough... haha!! gonna eat it tonight and gonna have dinner.... therefore i'm gonna get fatter.... mum and dad gonna go indonesia tomorrow till tuesday.... therefore no parents therefore sleepover!!! hahahaha.. thursday night yi wen's house.... friday day time, not sure what i'm gonna do... coz yi wen is gonna do her work and i have to TRY not to disturb her.... maybe i should go rock climbing... BUT... you see, there's a but... with who??? hahahahahaha... friday night and saturday night, sleepover at pauline's!!! auntie susan said that she's gonna set up a tent in her garden.. but i doubt we will sleep there, but we WILL play there tho... haha! holly gosh!! i'm so excited!! and on saturday, gonna go summit and shaleeni might come!!! summit for bowling i suppose and movie perhaps? there ain't much shopping to be done at summit... hope on sunday after pauline's church we can go pyramid and then...... window shopping!!!!! so yea... that's my plan for the weekend.. i hope it will work out.... btw, tomorrow afternoon gonna have lunch with annabelle at the curve..... i hope she hasn't forgotten.... ok, that's all...ciaozzz!! one thing i gotta laugh at.......... *laughs at those ppl that has gone back to new zealand already before me* muahahahahhahahahahaa....

Fat Fats..bulging fats..ewww

just a note... i'm fat..!! ewww.. so fat and it's so yuck.... this morning went for a jog at bukit kiara... after the jog.... i looked at my tummy and i can really see the fats bulging out.... yeeeee errrrrrrr.... and i also can pinch it and i can pinch out a LOT... and i mean a LOT... oh my goodness!! how in the world i got so fatt!!!! never realized till today... and it ain't a good sight at all... losing all those fats will be tough... it ain't that easy to lose them but it is easy to gain them.... i think it's time to diet... and seriously diet... for the first time in my life..shermayne dieting.... noo!!!!! mannn, dieting is hard... all u get to eat is fruits and veges and boiled food...yuckssss... but then if i just eat fruits and veges, i will have no strength to exercise.. i will lose weight but ermm.. my muscles (not like i have much) will turn to fatsss!!!! dammmm... this is hard... i shall decide on what i will do with this issue when i'm in new zealand... not here, not in malaysia coz i wanna eat... but yea, have to cut down though.... and continue jogging... but jogging doesn't lose the fats on the tummy though... heck! i dun even know why i'm going jogging when i want to lose my tummy fatss... to keep the weight off i suppose.... last night had big dinner... tomorrow night, another big dinner.... the food will be so nice tomorrow i dun think i can resist.... gonna have dinner at kajang...the duck!! mmm... but but.... i .... i ... n..need to lose weight!! arghh! screw it! i will just eat rice and duck and the desert --> ice cream! and veges.. i'm going over to new zealand in 17 days.. so soon ehh? less than 3 weeks.. goshhh... it's fast!! well, shall start losing weight then... now is just trying to maintain what i have and not gaining more...haha! i hope i can manage it... coz the temptations here are really really really strong!!! woahh!! i've just go me my new year resolution... lose weight and lose fatssss .... shall try to aim for 50 kgs before year end exams... can't be after coz during the end of year exams i will start gaining coz i need to eat when i study.... so yea... 50!! it's pretty hard but i will try.... well, at least 52 larrr.... but yea...target 50!! go go go!!

New Year 2005!

welcome to the year 2005! haven't been blogging for quite sometime...been quite busy and don't really have the time to sit down and blog... i've got 23 more days till i go back to land of sheeps and cows...so sad... i dun wanna leave... results are coming out ont he 24th... i'm so scared.. will not know till i go to new zealand... month of december has been great.... enjoying myself and putting on lots of weight.. will lose them when i'm in new zealand, i hope?? this month, january, i'm going to start swimming. well, not everyday though... can't handle it... lolzzz.... i had my haircut today... and it's short... to me, i look like the old shermayne... hehehe.. the one who's always with shorthair... haha! my brother said i look like a guy...shitsss! ohh wellzzz... i'm not really gonna say what i have been doing these days coz it's a lot... i will slowly write it out when i'm in new zealand when i have the time to think and write down what i did during my stay in msia.... now all i'm actually waiting is hoping to go to sunway lagoon on the 21st of january.. and hopefully pearl lin can go this time.. i think it's a holiday..... so yea... please please please!!!! ok, that's all, tata!

In Singapore!

i'm in singapore right now at my cousin's house... arrived yesterday and stayed at my 1st aunt's house.. now at my 5th aunt's house... got a sim card as well... lolzzz... coz i realized that i can't sms or call using my digi sim card but i can receive calls and sms... the number is pretty good.. too bad i can't keep it... 9347 8005... lolzzz.. i'm putting it here coz not to worry.. no one can stalk me coz i'm only using it for one week... haha!! today.... let me see what i shall talk about... ohh.. my bus trip from katong to clementi... bus arrived roxy square at 11am.. before that, my 1st aunt was worrying that i will go onto the wrong bus... she was like number 14!! not 40! don't take wrong bus arr.. you sure u can? u need me to wait for u? 14 arrr, don't go onto the wrong bus... she was saying it in mandarin... i'm translating into english.. it's even funnier when it's in mandarin... she thinks i'm still a small kid... but i'm thankful that she cares.. and heck! my prediction is right again.. she gave me money again.. but this time, it ain't 100 bucks, this time is 200 bucks! siao!! i think it's coz my 2nd aunt not able to see me, so she give 200... my grandma gave me 100... i'm richer in singapore than i am in msia... as in dollar to dollar... don't even need to convert... i think i shall just use the money they give to buy xmas present for them... anyway, to my bus trip... it took an hour... she said to go down at the very last stop... but...... i don't even know which was the last stop!!! until the bus actually went to the bus bay where all the buses are being parked, then only i got down... and yea... i only had 73 cents in the bus card when i got up... i was already worrying the whole way coz i know that 73 cents ain't enough! the whole way i was like thinking:" should i just quickly run out of the bus when it comes to my stop?" or "should i just delay everyone and tell the bus driver that my card not enough money and ask him what i should do?" and then later i also thought of the consequences...... if i ran out, maybe i will get caught.... if i tell him, he might be good and just ask me to pay him in cash or he might ask me to top it up and will wait till i come back which is kinda stupid... but in the end, i didn't scan my bus card when i got down the bus coz honestly i was really blur when i asked the bus driver whether i'm at clementi... man!! later on when i got down the bus, i was really blur as i don't know where i should go next... so i decided to find a public phone and call my cousin.... but as i was finding, i walked towards a bus stop and so happened that my cousin was there waiting for me... haha!! i was soooooooooo lucky... later when i reached his house, his mum, my 5th aunt, gave me another 100 bucks!!! my cousin took me out for dinner with my two other cousin sisters and i wanted to pay for the dinner coz honestly i'm full with sgp money and i dun really know how to spend them... but then they dun let me pay.... ok, i'm gonna get xmas presents for them as well!!! i'm really fat already!! i can't put on my black slacks... shitss!! so fat till i can't fit my clothes.. i'm officially fat... oh my goodness!! tomorrow morning i have to jog.. seriously MUST!!! i was so shocked when i can't fit into my pants just now... help me!!! i need to go on diet.. but with so many tempting food.. .it's hard!!! tomororw i will jog and see if i can fit into my black slacks.. i think that shall be my indication on whether i have lost weight.. haha!!! ok, gotta go now.. bye!!!

A FREE day to write!

woah!! i haven't been blogging since i left new zealand... shows how busy i am.... ehh?n but now i'm writing this coz today meant to go ice skating but then was cancelled so i'm at my dad's office blogging.... hahaha... the night before i left... couldn't really sleep... around 4 something only slept and then woke up at 8 i think.... hahaha.. then at 9 had to go to the airport arleady.... had to stopover at brunei for a night coz there isn't any connecting flight at that time.. when we reached brunei, i finalyl experienced the warm and humid feeling... we reached brunei at around 6 something..reached the hotel at 8 coz had to wait for others to get on the bus..... then later walked to some foodstall and eat the local food.... it was after soooooo many months and i finally get to taste coconut water and have coconut meat.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... was yum!! and had nasi pataya.... eventho i wasn't in msia yet, it already felt like home.... but when i reached msia... was even more home.... msia not as hot as in brunei and i got used to the weather straight away...so nice!!! the only bad thing was that i was sick for around 3 days when i was in msia.... so couldn't really eat all the nice food yet.... but after that.. i have been eating and eating and i have gone really really really heavy.... too ashame to announce my weight....
i have been here for two weeks and have watched 4 movies and 5 dvds... movies are

1.the forgotten
2.polar express
3.the incredibles
4.without a paddle

dvds are
1.princess diaries 2
2.sharks tale
3.ella enchanted
4.agents cody banks
5.harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban

and guess what?? i'm going rock climbing later at 1!! and now is 11.45am... hahahhaa.. planned it in around 15 minutes this morning.....after i started blogging this.. going with siew aun, yi wen and yit wei.. and if we need parents permission, we will just go for movies instead.... so chunted...even have back up plan... haha! ok...gotta go now... going with my dad to buy some t shirts then later go to summit for rock climbing or movies.... byeeeee!!!!!! happy holidaysss!

Last Night in New Zealand for 2004

yepz yepzzz.. my last night in new zealand 2004. i'm soooo excited!! today went shopping with mum... bought lotsa stuff... and i've packed finished already.. i was meant to pack at 12 tonight but i was too excited so i started packing.. plusss, i didn't want my parents to put more stuff into my luggage... hehehe.. so i packed all my stuff and then filled it up with macadamia nuts and food stuff from my parents... so now, it's full!! and i still have my hand carry stuff to pack... have to stay in brunei for a night so have to pack a set of clothes and then i still have my teddy bear and my toothbrush and shoes and other tiny stuff.... i don't think i will be able to sleep tonight.. too excited!! right now, i have to jot down some stuff to do when i go back. orelse i might forget.

now 30- call jinyi and confirm about outing
dec 1- outing with jinyi and other ppl
dec 2- lucas's bday, annabelle graduation. annabelle says go out and then at night, go to club play water!
dec 3- hopefully can meet up with serena to pass her the muesli bars
dec 14- 4th aunt and mom coming back frm indonesia
dec 16- 4th aunt leaving for aust (tis is the reason y i can't go 2 sgp earlier)
dec 17-27- singapore perhaps.

that's all i know for the moment. also, i have to remember to:
go out with primary school mates
secondary school mates
meet up with friendster friends
go yi wen's house bake stuff or she come to my house
shop for a ball dress for next year, i want a new wallet!
get sim card
text denise's hp on dec 7 and ask for new number
call jack when in sgp
ask annabelle if she's going to go sgp during christmas

ok... i think that's all i have to remember at the moment... hahhaa.. the above are really important.. so that's why i'm jotting them down..... ok, bye and happy holidaysss!!!!!

Denise' Farewell Party

yesterday (wednesday) i had a farewell party for denise at the beach. at like 3 something, peiyun and kevin came to my house and we filled up the balloons for water bomb fight... was quite fun filling it up and some of them had holes in it so the water start squirting out... hahaha... when i went there, only yuen was there.... and it was already like 4.15.. the party was meant to start at 4!! hahaha.. ohh wellzzz, we were all msians and singaporeans and we are known to be fashionably late... well, singaporeans tend to be later... hahaha! throwing the water bombs were fun.. BUT............... filling up the bucket with sea water and splashing it at other ppl were even better!!!!!! hahaha. i filled up one bucket of sea water and poured it right on top of denise when she was talking to other ppl.. i sneaked up from her back!!! hahahahahaha.. and she was soaking wet from top to bottom.. and mind you that yesterday wasn't really a hot day.. not much of sun.... then later, peiyun and i went to pizza hut and get pizzas and brought them to the beach.... we left the beach at 7 coz it started to rain... then we went to kah wen's house... had lots of laughter over there... hahahahaa.. she had this foosball table and then jack and i VS denise and kah wen... first round... we won!!
second round the won coz i couldn't stop laughing.... because denise was trying to turn the handle and i was holding it from the other side so it couldn't move and denise was like "ehh! stuck stuck!! i can't move it!!!" and i just started cracking up and kah wen was trying to fix it... by the she looked at the handle, i was already rolling on the floor laughing my ass out.... as in physically ok, not figuratively.... so yea..... we lost coz of my mischevious and uncontrollable laughter.... later we also played basketball/netball... it was neither... hahaha... and also played softball...sort of... hahaha.. coz we didn't hv much ppl.... went home at 10 something....
and then when i got back... talked to yi wen on msn.. and yi wen was packing as they are all going to penang todayyy for ong kee hui!!! aishhh.. i want to go... all the fun... i'm missing it!! so sad...and yi wen showed my the t-shirts they are gonna have for the swimming meet... wahlauuu.. ARENA green shirt, ARENA orange shirt and ARENA white shirt... and the logo is sooooooo nice!!!! i seriously want it!!!! i want the green shirt.... can i buy it from you yi wen?? when i get back... hehehehehe.... lolzzzzz... i'm going mad.... just jokinggg.... mann!! i'm seriously boredd... really nothing to do.... went out this afternoon to burger king.. and also had bubble tea after that... played cards with denise and assunta.. see how boring my day is!!!! wahlauuu... now is 11.33 am msia time... yupz yupzzz. everyone is in the bus to penang either eating/sleeping/playing cards/laughing/disturbing other ppl... haiyoyoyoyyoyoyo.... this is a super long post... haha! and i shall make it colourful.. byeeee!!!

Finished!

Exams are over!!!! Yayyyyy!! but but.. ermm... overall, it wasn't good.. heck.. i would be happy if i still managed some A's... i honestly don't think i can make it this time... but ohh welzzz.. time to enjoy and forget bout it till next year when the results come back... i shall be upset about it next year but not now... hehehehee... by the way.... Australian Idol 2 sucksss!!! it wouldn't have sucked if anthony wins it.. in fact, it will rock!!! but but... casey won... blehh..*dull tone* congrats to her, wow, i'm so happy for her, i can't believe she won. she deserves it.. clap clap..*dull tone ends*.... haha!!! you ppl should see how cute he is.... http://www.anthonycallea.com.au .... so so cuteeeee... don't even know why the damnnn australians didn't vote for him... he's an italian so maybe that's why... he's mixed... so cute.. but short.. but that makes him cutee!!!!! wahlauuu.. i have never ever been so excited at some cute singer... lolzzzz... but yea yea, i will get over it... lolzZzzz... but at the moment, WE shall ALL drool over him coz he's such a cuttie!!!!! you HAVE to agree with me!!! today.. after exams.... i cycled to the pool, swam for ermm... 1.5km (i know, very little) and then cycled back to my house... wanted to jog but the not-so-fit me is so tired.... so i decided not go jog and now i'm online blogging.... ok.. that's all for now.. byebye!

4 more torturing days...

2 more papers left!!! not like i'm done but yea... at least i know it's coming to an end after suffering for more than a month..... i hope i will still be alive by the 23rd of november tuesday 2004... i mean, i do have a strong will power to live.... the oh-so fine weather is making me want to live and not lose this battle of torturing exams.... although they did not go really fine... i still wanna live coz i still want to enjoy.. life is meant to be enjoyed!!! today, i went for a swim at the beach for the very first time since i came to new zealand!!! *admits* i haven't swim in the beach since i came to new zealand and have been here for like nearly 3 years ... but today, i did it!!! now that makes me think of adding another thing to do after the exams.. this was what i was thinking of doing after today's swim ( more likely to be playing). after exams, i'm thinking of jogging from one end to the other end of the beach, then swim from one end to the other end, and then cycle from one end to the other end again!!!! sounds interesting?? yes? no? i mean, i would be able to lose some fat after all this eating during exams.... i don't even know whether i will do it.. i'm afraid ppl walking along the beach might think i'm a maniac doing that... but, it does sounds interesting, right right?? ok, that's all larrr.... till the next time i blog.. which will be in 4 days time i suppose.... haha! luv ya!!!

10 Things To Do After Exams

i have done 6 papers so far and 7 left. not even half way through! soon it will be half way through on thursday. haha! anyway, here are things i want to do before i go back to malaysia. i have like 24,25,26,27 to do them. i wonder how much i can accomplish.

• clean my room, my windows, under my bed, clear up this years stuff which i don't need for next year
• go cycling to the airport AT LEAST once
• go to the beach and get darker and hope no one in msia will comment i'm so fair AGAIN
• finish painting the house.. hopefully
• jogging
• PERHAPS swimming but i doubt it, 4 days to get back to shape?? impossible.
• find a dolphin paua necklace because SOMEONE lost my penguin one!!!
• celebrate denise's farewell party.. waterbomb fight is the best idea to farewell her
• watch all the movies that i have on CD but haven't watched them
• pack and get ready to go back!

that's about it at the moment. not sure whether i will have somemore. but yea... 10 THINGS TO DO AFTER EXAMS... hahahaha...

Guy Fawkes Day- NOv 5

woahhh.. last two days have been going to the beach at night to see fireworks... guy fawkes was on friday.. nov 5... just went down there to see people letting off their fireworks.. the beach filled with ppl... it's really like something huge coz i never really see so many ppl in new zealand all at once... hahahaha!!! and then there was also police patrolling the area.... so cool!! went there and then bumped into yinmae and she said john also at the beach and looking for me coz i did say i am also going down to beach to look at fireworks... then later saw him with jack, esther, patricia and daniel... and also a lot of ppl from my school was there as well.... the fireworks were beautiful... and like it was going non-stop for like more than two hours.... coz so many ppl playing.... there was one that was so nice till like those ppl that saw it clapped their hands after it was finished.... we didn't want to play because we know the fireworks we bought won't be as good as that so we won't appreciate our ones that much... later on, at 9.30, i ran home coz i wanted to watch TV... hahaha!! then on saturday which was yesterday, we went to the beach at 6pm ... played monkey rugby at the beach... was so funny!! and then later on, had fish n chips in which i couldn't eat coz i was sick... well, i'm still sick right now... then at 8.30, it was OUR turn to play the fireworks...!!!! so happy... i reckon' ours was the best one there coz like got not many ppl play... hahahaha.. so ours looks like the nicest one... hhahahahaa... coz we lighted 3 in one go... so yea, it seemed BIG... and for our "grand finale", we lighted 3 big ones in one go.. and then clapped hands at the end of it.. hahaha!!!! ok, i just wanted to put this entry in coz it's really two nights to be remembered... i love the fireworks!!! and i love it A LOT!!! that's all!!!!

Exams

ahhh... wahhh... haha! never blog for so long.... good on me... but i do come in here to check my tagboard... hehehehe.. although no one really use it... ahhh, 10 more papers to go.. finished three... chem practical and bio practical was a nightmare.. heck.. i'm not gonna talk bout it... pure maths was pretty good to me.. as in the fact that i managed to do most of them.. had a break for one week.. tomorrow the exam fever starts again... tomorrow is statistics.. hahahaa... funnyyy!! i "love" stats... hope i will do alright... ahhhh.. binomial, approximation... bla bla bla... whatelse.. outliers, mean, median, mode, upper quartile, lower quartile, interquartile, frequency density... ermmm.. permutation( i dunno what that is), combination ( i know what that is), hmmnnn.. i don't know already... yea... i'm blaberring.. arghhh.. exam exam.. thursday physics practical.. hope i don't screw up.... after the physics practical, gonna have my meniggococcal(not sure of the spelling) immunisation.... then saturday, i hope can go play fireworks... but have to know by friday so can go buy them.. hehehee... coz friday last day to get them.. by the way, it's spring in new zealand already.. muahahaha.. so happy, the sun is out.. lalalala....i am in playing mood but at the same time, exam mood.....

ohh yah! have a good news... well, my brother's good news.... he got the DUX for school.. meaning he's the smartest person in school larr.. 500 bucks.... a lot of money ehh? and then have the auckland uni scholarship as well... 2500 a year and his tuition fees is all paid for... so basically i think his education in uni is free and they pay him 2500 to study... well, he still have to manage his living costs in which my parents always have to do every year... so yea... i feel so dumb.. suffered from depression.... sometimes i wonder why i can't be like him.. honestly, i nearly cried on prizegiving night for being so dumb and not as good as him.. i mean, there's no chance at all getting a scholarship ... the only scholarship that i stand a chance to get is the Crapping Scholarship in which it doesn't exist... but of course i didn't cry.. as u all know, i don't like to show my emotions... so yea.. that's his good news....

ok, i think that's all i gotta say... look forward to my next entry!! yes?? no?? hahaha.. love ya all!!