Happy Easter Everyone!!!
MmmmMMmmm... this year's easter is awesome..why? coz i have free supply of HOT Xsss!! thanks to caris.... mmmmm... last year i spent like over 50 bucks just for hot Xsss.. heaps ay? but this year.. i spent nil... heeeheee..still loving those hot Xssss....
yesterday, was last day of school...had my exercise prescription test.. it turned out to be quite alright except that i have lost 8 marks coz i didn't get to finish my multi choice questions.. u see, i thought it was for an hour.. but turned out to be only 50 mins... so yea...ishhh!! ohh wellz, at least those that i finish, i know that they are correct... well, most of them... hehehehe....
after that, went to the city to the gym...was meant to meet up with stephanie nd ajita for lunch but they cldnt make it.. ohh wellzz... went to gym instead.... ran 3ks on the treadmill and then tried the rowing machine.. man!!! it was awesome!!!! so fun!! heeeheee... did 5ks of rowing.... when i was halfway thru ie 2.5k, i wanted to stop... coz it was my first time rowing so i shouldn't exert myself... arms were getting kinda sore but then they were nice video clips on the tv so i didn't want to leave... so yea..... continued and finished 5k... didn't dare to use the weights after that coz it was all guys doing weights... no girls on the weights area.... so i guess no resistance training for me eh! after running and rowing, got changed and went home...
now... my shoulders and arms are sore... and i have blisters on my fingers from the rowing.... no wonder this guy that was on the rowing machine beside me was wearing gloves... i thought he was some sort of freak or smth.. my bad!! need to get some gloves now i suppose? nahhh..toughen up shermayne!!
Friday, April 14, 2006
Thursday, April 13, 2006
i carry your heart with me
I Carry Your Heart With Me by E.E Cummings
I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(Anywhere I go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
Which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
heard this poem when i was watching In Her Shoes few weeks ago. it was actually quite a good movie. was really touched and really liked it so i decided to share it with all of you. i don't get touched easily ok... hahaha!! so yea, go watch the movie! i realized that this poem is suitable for all your loved ones.. family members, friends, bfs/gfs.... don't you think so?
I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(Anywhere I go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you
Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
Which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
heard this poem when i was watching In Her Shoes few weeks ago. it was actually quite a good movie. was really touched and really liked it so i decided to share it with all of you. i don't get touched easily ok... hahaha!! so yea, go watch the movie! i realized that this poem is suitable for all your loved ones.. family members, friends, bfs/gfs.... don't you think so?
Sunday, April 09, 2006
this week's resolution
My resolution from the 10th of April till 13th April 2pm:
Don't go on msn, don't blog, don't check friendster, don't read kennysia, don't read random blogs, don't check my hotmail, gmail.... uni's webmail is acceptable.... don't turn on the notebook in my room, it must stay put in the laptop bag till the 13th of april.
Highlights of this week:
Tuesday: get the psychology lab report done!
Wednesday: Human anatomy lab quiz 5%, Biology 107 lab 5%
Thursday: Exercise Prescription Quiz 15%
wish me luck!
Don't go on msn, don't blog, don't check friendster, don't read kennysia, don't read random blogs, don't check my hotmail, gmail.... uni's webmail is acceptable.... don't turn on the notebook in my room, it must stay put in the laptop bag till the 13th of april.
Highlights of this week:
Tuesday: get the psychology lab report done!
Wednesday: Human anatomy lab quiz 5%, Biology 107 lab 5%
Thursday: Exercise Prescription Quiz 15%
wish me luck!
pouring rain....
this morning.. it was sunny.. i was so happy coz then i won't need to run under the drizzle like the last two weeks to the recreation centre from where i parked....BUT it just had to start pouring on my way to the uni.... urgh! parked my car the usual place and well... i had to run.. under the POURING RAIN.. not DRIZZLE....ishh!! so yea, got really wet when i reached the rec centre.. u see, the parking near the rec centre was full..no parking for me...hehehe.. so had to park quite far.... 3 minutes run i think.... haha! my shorts were wet, my jacket was wet... my shoes were wet coz i stepped into a puddle...how lucky can i get, huh?
and during netball, my shoes were just making squicking sounds.... today's netball was by far the most tiring one... hehehe.. and most sucky one coz i was on the losing team.. i hate losing... tho it's just for fun..hahaa.... kinda depressing when we only scored 1 goal when the other team scored like heaps! haha! but i was the one that scored it!! weeee!! and then when we swap around, got a chance to score more goals but... it was 2 already and other ppl had to use the court..... ohh wellzz..it was FUN!!!! very challenging... hehehehe.... and i learnt that i can actually pivot around when i get the ball and want to shoot.. haha!!!i always thought once u get the ball, u can't move at all.. can only just throw.... hehehehe.... silly me.... i was like standing in a really awkward position and trying to shoot... no wonder the ball cldnt go in...lolx!
ooo!! met a girl that's same year as me!!! younger than me a few months..september girl..she skipped 7th form...yayy!! and she's playing netball also and planning to go for bersatu games as well.... yayy! got teman to go for tryout for volleyball as well... now i won't feel that out of place anymore...hehehehe....
after netball, when to tamaki campus to get some studying done... not really productive..the freaking photocopy machine did not let me photocopy the book..dno y..all three didn't work!!!! hmphhh!!!! but yea...thank goodness it was 4 so i get to take the book home for the night but hv to return it at 9 tmrw morning... i think i should really go get that book...but it's so expensive... hopefully my dad can find cheaper one in msia.... ok.... i gta go now... wna study for my exercise presciption paper.... niteeezzz
and during netball, my shoes were just making squicking sounds.... today's netball was by far the most tiring one... hehehe.. and most sucky one coz i was on the losing team.. i hate losing... tho it's just for fun..hahaa.... kinda depressing when we only scored 1 goal when the other team scored like heaps! haha! but i was the one that scored it!! weeee!! and then when we swap around, got a chance to score more goals but... it was 2 already and other ppl had to use the court..... ohh wellzz..it was FUN!!!! very challenging... hehehehe.... and i learnt that i can actually pivot around when i get the ball and want to shoot.. haha!!!i always thought once u get the ball, u can't move at all.. can only just throw.... hehehehe.... silly me.... i was like standing in a really awkward position and trying to shoot... no wonder the ball cldnt go in...lolx!
ooo!! met a girl that's same year as me!!! younger than me a few months..september girl..she skipped 7th form...yayy!! and she's playing netball also and planning to go for bersatu games as well.... yayy! got teman to go for tryout for volleyball as well... now i won't feel that out of place anymore...hehehehe....
after netball, when to tamaki campus to get some studying done... not really productive..the freaking photocopy machine did not let me photocopy the book..dno y..all three didn't work!!!! hmphhh!!!! but yea...thank goodness it was 4 so i get to take the book home for the night but hv to return it at 9 tmrw morning... i think i should really go get that book...but it's so expensive... hopefully my dad can find cheaper one in msia.... ok.... i gta go now... wna study for my exercise presciption paper.... niteeezzz
Saturday, April 08, 2006
so much stuff to do!!!
had bio test on thursday..... so disappointed...studied kinda hard for it and well, didn't do well... *sigh* lost 12 marks from the multi choice which was out of 56... and for short answers, i know i definitely lost 15 but i'm sure i'll lose more... haihhhh.... 36%.... better do good the next half of the semester...
got an exercise prescription test this coming thursday and i haven't touch it yet.. have been studying for the stupid biology paper...urghhh!!!! never really revise for exercise prescription as well....damnn!! better start revising tmrw coz i have to update my bio notes later.... after blogging..haha!
tmrw going for netball again.. it's so fun but so many freaking rules...urghh!! no wonder it's a game for girls only.. coz guys can't really follow much rules...haha!!! it's at 12.30 tmrw so i get to sleep in....weeee!! watched brokeback mountain yesterday night... i'm quite surprised so many ppl liked it.. i hated it.... no, not coz i'm SOOOO against gays but...... it was soooo slow moving and it was REALLY BORING!!! i fell asleep..... i tried to keep myself awake but just couldn't....
holidays in a weeks time!!! so many plans.... gonna go sleepover at rachel's... then i'm gonna have to update my biology notes, prepare for the next half of the term.... study for my human anatomy practical test...arghhh!!!! every single freaking muscles of the upper limb..including those tiny lil muscles that move the fingers..... booohoo!! might have to go to the lab and use the computer programme to see some movement... kinda sucked at the insertion nd origin... haihhh.... hopefully can get someone to go with me..... and yea, read my psychology book coz i haven't been reading after since the lecturer on child development came... BORING!!!! but i HAVE to do good... omg!!! and i have to complete my psychology lab report!!!! shucksss!!! so much for easter break eh? more like study break now.... hopefully i'll be disciplined and do the above....
bio notes time.. coz i can't watch OC coz my mom and bro are watching a movie on the tv..urgghhhh!!!! i missed it two weeks in a row now..... ishhh!!!! better not happen for LOST!
random note: my squishy pink koala pillow with glow in the dark ears hv a name now!! after one year of being namelesss.... it's now called kirby!! isn't it a cute name???
names of all my soft toys... pongky the purple punk, snoopy the blue dude, kolala the koala stitch look-alike, frolic the dog, tubby the chubby koala, pinky the girl koala, ferby the february bear, kirby the huggable comfy koala pillow.... yes, i dun hv that much soft toys. coz if i have too much, then i won't love them as much as i do now!!! hehehe..
omg! how random can i be?
got an exercise prescription test this coming thursday and i haven't touch it yet.. have been studying for the stupid biology paper...urghhh!!!! never really revise for exercise prescription as well....damnn!! better start revising tmrw coz i have to update my bio notes later.... after blogging..haha!
tmrw going for netball again.. it's so fun but so many freaking rules...urghh!! no wonder it's a game for girls only.. coz guys can't really follow much rules...haha!!! it's at 12.30 tmrw so i get to sleep in....weeee!! watched brokeback mountain yesterday night... i'm quite surprised so many ppl liked it.. i hated it.... no, not coz i'm SOOOO against gays but...... it was soooo slow moving and it was REALLY BORING!!! i fell asleep..... i tried to keep myself awake but just couldn't....
holidays in a weeks time!!! so many plans.... gonna go sleepover at rachel's... then i'm gonna have to update my biology notes, prepare for the next half of the term.... study for my human anatomy practical test...arghhh!!!! every single freaking muscles of the upper limb..including those tiny lil muscles that move the fingers..... booohoo!! might have to go to the lab and use the computer programme to see some movement... kinda sucked at the insertion nd origin... haihhh.... hopefully can get someone to go with me..... and yea, read my psychology book coz i haven't been reading after since the lecturer on child development came... BORING!!!! but i HAVE to do good... omg!!! and i have to complete my psychology lab report!!!! shucksss!!! so much for easter break eh? more like study break now.... hopefully i'll be disciplined and do the above....
bio notes time.. coz i can't watch OC coz my mom and bro are watching a movie on the tv..urgghhhh!!!! i missed it two weeks in a row now..... ishhh!!!! better not happen for LOST!
random note: my squishy pink koala pillow with glow in the dark ears hv a name now!! after one year of being namelesss.... it's now called kirby!! isn't it a cute name???
names of all my soft toys... pongky the purple punk, snoopy the blue dude, kolala the koala stitch look-alike, frolic the dog, tubby the chubby koala, pinky the girl koala, ferby the february bear, kirby the huggable comfy koala pillow.... yes, i dun hv that much soft toys. coz if i have too much, then i won't love them as much as i do now!!! hehehe..
omg! how random can i be?
Sunday, April 02, 2006
food night...
last night was great!!!! it's just so nice to see a huge whole bunch of msian and everyone's speaking with their msian accent.. how awesome is that!!!!! and everyone is so friendly.... saw hweigjin and yingjie there as well... hehehe.. went with caris.... saw the netball ppl as well.... so sucky how they can remember my name and i can't really remember theirs..... haihhhhh... i'll learn them today.. i was trying so hard to remember it last week... today will be better i suppose....
the food was nice but too little.. wanted more.... got a big whole lump of ginger and i thought i was lucky to get a chicken drumstick... ishh!!! and yea, all i got was one piece of chicken and heaps of bones.. i think the meat came out of the bones or smth... haha!!! the dessert was ermm... weird? well, the sago didn't taste or look like sago.. sago's meant to be white but this was green... well, at least the coconut milk nd gula melaka made it not so bad.... ahhhh!!!!!the best sago was in msia at ksas.... but that was the same night where i ate the "hainan" chicken rice which didn't TASTE or LOOK like hainan chicken rice... the chicken was meant to be white steamed chicken, but mine was brown, fried chicken.. and it was so dry..... lolx!! i'm straying away.... so yea.. food night was all good despite the one hour plus of delaying.. what can i say? malaysian time marrr.. one hour later than suggested...haha!!!
ok.. going for netball soon... then later i'll stay back at the uni and study... hehehehe.. got sort of distracted yesterday when i was using my computer.... lolxx!!!byeee!!!!!!
the food was nice but too little.. wanted more.... got a big whole lump of ginger and i thought i was lucky to get a chicken drumstick... ishh!!! and yea, all i got was one piece of chicken and heaps of bones.. i think the meat came out of the bones or smth... haha!!! the dessert was ermm... weird? well, the sago didn't taste or look like sago.. sago's meant to be white but this was green... well, at least the coconut milk nd gula melaka made it not so bad.... ahhhh!!!!!the best sago was in msia at ksas.... but that was the same night where i ate the "hainan" chicken rice which didn't TASTE or LOOK like hainan chicken rice... the chicken was meant to be white steamed chicken, but mine was brown, fried chicken.. and it was so dry..... lolx!! i'm straying away.... so yea.. food night was all good despite the one hour plus of delaying.. what can i say? malaysian time marrr.. one hour later than suggested...haha!!!
ok.. going for netball soon... then later i'll stay back at the uni and study... hehehehe.. got sort of distracted yesterday when i was using my computer.... lolxx!!!byeee!!!!!!
Saturday, April 01, 2006
tips for asian posing
Handy tips for asian posing:
1. open ur eyes darn freaking big
2. puff up ur face to look all cute
3. never leave out the "peace" sign
4. do the 1-5 with your fingers when posing
5. look up at the camera, remember.... BIG EYES!
no..not like this..
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it's more like THIS
before u click THIS, make sure you prepare urself.... or u might suffer from mental disturbance.. u might puke so make sure you did not just have your meal or having ur meal right now. i hold no responsibility for any causes.... if you are concern about this, i advise not to click it.
Thanks for your co-operation and for your time and bearing with me.
(yuck!! so disgusted with asian poses! urghh!!!!)
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
my new born embryo
remember how that time i was sort of advertising to sell my A level books?
well, i listed them on trademe like a week ago and after a week, i sold 6 of them!! wooot!!! and i did make some money from that... heeeheee!!! i made 35 bucks of profit!! wahahahahhaa... meaning i didn't have to pay for my revision books for the last two years...heeheeee...and it meant that my psychology book that i bought of trademe cost on 5 bucks since i can use the 35 bucks to pay for it...haha!! i'm so happpppyyyyy!!!!!
btw.. today's (29th march 2006) the birth of my embryo named "starsha"... she's got like really small hindbrain, and a distorted midbrain and forebrain...well, i suppose she will be better?? i dno ay!! and yea... she's got weird numbers of somites... meant to have 43 pairs but she's got less that 20..hmmnn.. i wonder how she's gna be like when she's a real human.... i bet she's gna be so special!!!! coz i created it with Du-kit (cancel the KIT nd add the REX..wot do u get? DURex...lolx! i'm so random)... all by myself... w'out a guy....i'm super, ain't i?
no, i'm not pregnant.. do u think i was pregnant? GEEZZZZ!!!!! what were u thinking????? hahaaha!! it's my embryo model i had to make during bio lab today...haha! we used this thing called Du-kit which feels like plasticine but will be hardened when it's heated....and yea.... it's really munted.. spent like one whole hour doing the neural tube.. it was so hard!!!!! i think it's gna turn out real crap...but it did have everything an embryo shld hv....a heart, a brain, blood vessels, guts, lung bud, optic and auditory vesicle, kidneys, trigeminal ganglion and somites... well, except the somites weren't in the correct numbers..lolxx!! and the model is distorted...very very distorted... i hope i put the blood vessels in the correct place!!! it was really stressful!! who knew that making an embryo cld be that stressful? at least music were playing throughout the lab and we were making jokes abt our embryo....
"i'm gna name my embryo charlie and he's gna be like charlie in LOST"
"u sure it's gna be a guy?"
"well, charlie cld be short form for charlotte"
"i'm gna name mine jo.. so it can be joseph of josephine"
"mine's gna be emma the embryo"
"mine's gna be tubby the troubled one coz even making it is so troublesome!"
"hmmnn...Du-kit.. sounds like Durex.... sounds like another condom brand.. i didn't know you can make embryos if you have a condom it.. must hv been a crappy brand"
"man, i didn't know making babies is so stressful, i thought it was gna be full of excitement"
hahaha!! i like the last one the best....
anyway.. my future plans for my starsha? well, it she turns out all pretty after going through the heating process, i'll give it shaleeni for xmas prezzie or bday prezzie...haha!! coz i told her that already.. if it turns out all munted, then i'll just keep it for myself and take good care of it... coz it would be an embryo with special ability..haha!!!
omg!! i'm getting so lame.. i just watched LOST... nd INVASION.. LOST is getting so exciting!!!! can't wait for next week!! OOOOOOOOOO!!!!
ok, i've gotta do some work right now... test next week.. arghhh!!!
can't wait for this wknd!! FOOD NIGHT nd SPORTS SUNDAY!! woo-hoo!!
well, i listed them on trademe like a week ago and after a week, i sold 6 of them!! wooot!!! and i did make some money from that... heeeheee!!! i made 35 bucks of profit!! wahahahahhaa... meaning i didn't have to pay for my revision books for the last two years...heeheeee...and it meant that my psychology book that i bought of trademe cost on 5 bucks since i can use the 35 bucks to pay for it...haha!! i'm so happpppyyyyy!!!!!
btw.. today's (29th march 2006) the birth of my embryo named "starsha"... she's got like really small hindbrain, and a distorted midbrain and forebrain...well, i suppose she will be better?? i dno ay!! and yea... she's got weird numbers of somites... meant to have 43 pairs but she's got less that 20..hmmnn.. i wonder how she's gna be like when she's a real human.... i bet she's gna be so special!!!! coz i created it with Du-kit (cancel the KIT nd add the REX..wot do u get? DURex...lolx! i'm so random)... all by myself... w'out a guy....i'm super, ain't i?
no, i'm not pregnant.. do u think i was pregnant? GEEZZZZ!!!!! what were u thinking????? hahaaha!! it's my embryo model i had to make during bio lab today...haha! we used this thing called Du-kit which feels like plasticine but will be hardened when it's heated....and yea.... it's really munted.. spent like one whole hour doing the neural tube.. it was so hard!!!!! i think it's gna turn out real crap...but it did have everything an embryo shld hv....a heart, a brain, blood vessels, guts, lung bud, optic and auditory vesicle, kidneys, trigeminal ganglion and somites... well, except the somites weren't in the correct numbers..lolxx!! and the model is distorted...very very distorted... i hope i put the blood vessels in the correct place!!! it was really stressful!! who knew that making an embryo cld be that stressful? at least music were playing throughout the lab and we were making jokes abt our embryo....
"i'm gna name my embryo charlie and he's gna be like charlie in LOST"
"u sure it's gna be a guy?"
"well, charlie cld be short form for charlotte"
"i'm gna name mine jo.. so it can be joseph of josephine"
"mine's gna be emma the embryo"
"mine's gna be tubby the troubled one coz even making it is so troublesome!"
"hmmnn...Du-kit.. sounds like Durex.... sounds like another condom brand.. i didn't know you can make embryos if you have a condom it.. must hv been a crappy brand"
"man, i didn't know making babies is so stressful, i thought it was gna be full of excitement"
hahaha!! i like the last one the best....
anyway.. my future plans for my starsha? well, it she turns out all pretty after going through the heating process, i'll give it shaleeni for xmas prezzie or bday prezzie...haha!! coz i told her that already.. if it turns out all munted, then i'll just keep it for myself and take good care of it... coz it would be an embryo with special ability..haha!!!
omg!! i'm getting so lame.. i just watched LOST... nd INVASION.. LOST is getting so exciting!!!! can't wait for next week!! OOOOOOOOOO!!!!
ok, i've gotta do some work right now... test next week.. arghhh!!!
can't wait for this wknd!! FOOD NIGHT nd SPORTS SUNDAY!! woo-hoo!!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
sick....sports sunday=awesome,msia kick nz nd spore ass in commonwealth
i'm sick... AGAIN!!! it's always like that.. first i get a sore throat, then running nose, then block nose, then dry cough, then cough with heaps of phlegms( if that how u spell it), then only i will be fine.. what stage am i at now? well, it's the runny nose going to block nose stage...arghh!!! 3 more stages to go...grrrrr!!!!
dad went back to msia today... sent him off to airport in the morning.... it's a cold and wet and miserable day today.. hate these kinds of day.. arghh!! the sign of winter's arrival...bluekkk... newayzzz... after sent dad to airport, went home nd got changed... went to auck uni's recreation centre for sports sunday by umsa... wanted to try volleyball but was too late.. so just go for netball..... i went there ALONE, ok. ALONE i tell you!! no one else wanted to go with me..ishh!! lazy bunch of ppl!!! so i went there w'out knowing anyone.... well, saw hweigjin but she was playing badminton at that time..so yea, felt such a loner....for a lil while surprizingly.. coz i decided it's time to be brave and go mix around and approach someone without having them approaching me... wahahhahaha!!! and yea... smart me... i approached the correct person!!! her name's jo and she's in charge of netball..so yea, she xplained all the rules to me and show me how to pass.. mind you i haven't played netball in my whole entire life ok! looked a lil dumb but there's always a first time for everyone.. hehehhee...
met more new ppl after that.... mann!! i can't remember all the names...i think i do but not sure... it takes time ok... haha!! everyone i talked to are either in their last year or second year... no one in their first year.. felt so young nd out of place a little... but they were really nice and friendly ppl.. ALL OF THEM.. what can i say? Malaysians!! ohh yeaa!!!!
speaking about malaysians... let's go on to Malaysia.. we beat NZ in the medal tally for commonwealth games!! woot!! just by one gold.. but we beat them!! woah woah!!!i think we came 7 and nz came 8th.. or maybe we came 8th and nz came 9th.. bluekk.. who cares! hahaha!! so proud right now... and to the s'poreans out there.... haha! who's better now, huh? huh? wahahahahahhaa!!!!
i just did my pre-lab quiz for bio just now.. woww!! STRESSFUL i tell you.. was texting caroline at the same time nd she helped me... felt so bad for interrupting her chinese soaps... why stressful? coz there's a time limit.. lolz! i was still on my 2nd question out of 5 after 30 mins.. obviously stressful lar! wasn't confident with my answers at all... only knew 1 one of them was definitely correct..the rest was just crossing my fingers.... and and.. i got 4 out of 5!!! who's the smart one now, huh? Caroline of course! haha!!! but yea.. got question 2 wrong which was the question i spent the most time on.. ish!! so geram!!!
ok.. i have to do my psychology lab report now.. due in on tuesday... must complete it tonight nd go nd ask help from tutor tmrw... then write it up tmrw night nicely... hehehe... byeeeee!!!
GET WELL SOON to ME!
dad went back to msia today... sent him off to airport in the morning.... it's a cold and wet and miserable day today.. hate these kinds of day.. arghh!! the sign of winter's arrival...bluekkk... newayzzz... after sent dad to airport, went home nd got changed... went to auck uni's recreation centre for sports sunday by umsa... wanted to try volleyball but was too late.. so just go for netball..... i went there ALONE, ok. ALONE i tell you!! no one else wanted to go with me..ishh!! lazy bunch of ppl!!! so i went there w'out knowing anyone.... well, saw hweigjin but she was playing badminton at that time..so yea, felt such a loner....for a lil while surprizingly.. coz i decided it's time to be brave and go mix around and approach someone without having them approaching me... wahahhahaha!!! and yea... smart me... i approached the correct person!!! her name's jo and she's in charge of netball..so yea, she xplained all the rules to me and show me how to pass.. mind you i haven't played netball in my whole entire life ok! looked a lil dumb but there's always a first time for everyone.. hehehhee...
met more new ppl after that.... mann!! i can't remember all the names...i think i do but not sure... it takes time ok... haha!! everyone i talked to are either in their last year or second year... no one in their first year.. felt so young nd out of place a little... but they were really nice and friendly ppl.. ALL OF THEM.. what can i say? Malaysians!! ohh yeaa!!!!
speaking about malaysians... let's go on to Malaysia.. we beat NZ in the medal tally for commonwealth games!! woot!! just by one gold.. but we beat them!! woah woah!!!i think we came 7 and nz came 8th.. or maybe we came 8th and nz came 9th.. bluekk.. who cares! hahaha!! so proud right now... and to the s'poreans out there.... haha! who's better now, huh? huh? wahahahahahhaa!!!!
i just did my pre-lab quiz for bio just now.. woww!! STRESSFUL i tell you.. was texting caroline at the same time nd she helped me... felt so bad for interrupting her chinese soaps... why stressful? coz there's a time limit.. lolz! i was still on my 2nd question out of 5 after 30 mins.. obviously stressful lar! wasn't confident with my answers at all... only knew 1 one of them was definitely correct..the rest was just crossing my fingers.... and and.. i got 4 out of 5!!! who's the smart one now, huh? Caroline of course! haha!!! but yea.. got question 2 wrong which was the question i spent the most time on.. ish!! so geram!!!
ok.. i have to do my psychology lab report now.. due in on tuesday... must complete it tonight nd go nd ask help from tutor tmrw... then write it up tmrw night nicely... hehehe... byeeeee!!!
GET WELL SOON to ME!
Friday, March 24, 2006
which celebrity do i look like?
i was reading the all time favourite kennysia and i found a very interesting site that tells you which celebrity you look like by submitting your own picture.. and here's what i found out.....
if i don't put on any make-up......
then i decided to use some of my "pretty pictures" where i'm all dressed up and have make-up on for the ball and grad dinner... here's what i got....
newayzzz.. i came to a conclusion... if i want to look like zhang zi yi, i should put on make up.. if i want to look like some french singer, LOST star!!!!!! or the girl clark kent loves!!!!! i shouldn't put any makeup!!!! wahahahhahaa.... what a nice thought, eh? haha!!!
i got carried away and started to try crazy pictures..... here's what i got....
my retarded grandma picture made me look like 64% keanu reeves.. poor fella! haha! he hv to be matched up with retards...
my nerdy picture made me look like the dalai lama.. far out!!!!! that's like so cool!!! i'm the dalai lama!!!
in conclusion, if i wna look like a dude............ wear SPECS!!
and then i tried my ninja picture....
64% beyonce... ROTFLMAO!!!!!! ohmigod! ohmigod!! i'm like... like...... like... i'm sooooo Beyonce... ohmigod!!!!!! *screams and jumps around like a bimbo* man!!! i don't see any resemblance...hahaha!! just imagine that ninja shermayne running around screaming and fanning herself with her pathetic hands coz she's like..... like so totally on a high coz she's like.............. beyonce..... i think beyonce gets matched up with weirdos.. like kennysia's green face with microsoft's PAINT drawn eyes.. go search his blog kennysia.com and search for the post on 23rd March and scroll all the way down.. u'll get what i mean...
hope you enjoyed that.. haha!! u wld enjoy more if you just go check out www.myheritage.com ... no regrets i tell you!!!
bye now!!!
if i don't put on any make-up......
72% of Michelle Rodriguez with this picture taken before my makeup for the ball.... who the heck in michelle rodriguez? name sounds familiar but dno who she is.. *googles her*.. omg omg!! she's the chic in LOST!!! Ana-lucia!! it's her!! woahhh!!! i cld be some LOST star now, ay? woot!!
what if i'm in school uniform? who wld i look like?
then i decided to use some of my "pretty pictures" where i'm all dressed up and have make-up on for the ball and grad dinner... here's what i got....
ahhhh..both also zhang zi yi, one of the actress from memoirs of a geisha....
hmmmn... from michelle rodriguez to jennifer garner.. haha!!!! but that's only like 63%... so it's not really counted...
newayzzz.. i came to a conclusion... if i want to look like zhang zi yi, i should put on make up.. if i want to look like some french singer, LOST star!!!!!! or the girl clark kent loves!!!!! i shouldn't put any makeup!!!! wahahahhahaa.... what a nice thought, eh? haha!!!
i got carried away and started to try crazy pictures..... here's what i got....
my retarded grandma picture made me look like 64% keanu reeves.. poor fella! haha! he hv to be matched up with retards...
my nerdy picture made me look like the dalai lama.. far out!!!!! that's like so cool!!! i'm the dalai lama!!!
in conclusion, if i wna look like a dude............ wear SPECS!!
and then i tried my ninja picture....
64% beyonce... ROTFLMAO!!!!!! ohmigod! ohmigod!! i'm like... like...... like... i'm sooooo Beyonce... ohmigod!!!!!! *screams and jumps around like a bimbo* man!!! i don't see any resemblance...hahaha!! just imagine that ninja shermayne running around screaming and fanning herself with her pathetic hands coz she's like..... like so totally on a high coz she's like.............. beyonce..... i think beyonce gets matched up with weirdos.. like kennysia's green face with microsoft's PAINT drawn eyes.. go search his blog kennysia.com and search for the post on 23rd March and scroll all the way down.. u'll get what i mean...
hope you enjoyed that.. haha!! u wld enjoy more if you just go check out www.myheritage.com ... no regrets i tell you!!!
bye now!!!
Thursday, March 23, 2006
pectoral girdle muscles...anterior nd posterior
i'm aching in so many places due to yesterday's gym... haven't been doing resistance training since.......since 12th of february... haha!!! so yea... i'm in PAIN!!!
ok.. don't read anymore coz u'll be bored.. i'm just gna state some of the muscles that is hurting and those that i can name.. haha!!! revising my anatomy at the same time...
the obvious ones wld be biceps brachii, triceps brachii, deltoid, trapezius, latissimus dorsi....
then new ones that i learnt this year... my serratus anterior (thought that part was just part of my lat.dorsi last year.. hehe), rhomboideus major nd minor, rotator cuff muscles(supraspinatus, infraspinatus, teres minor, subscapularis), teres majorand levator scapulae.... yupzzz... all these muscles are aching!! and i can feel it.. and i can name them!! wooot!!!! basically my whole pectoral girdle is aching.... tho i can't really tell whether my pectoralis major nd minor is aching or not... haha!!! i wanted my coracobrachialis to ache so i can identify it but i can't seem to find it... it's near the biceps brachii so maybe that's why i dno whether it's the one.. ohh wellzzzz....
next mission.... make my forearm muscles hurt so i can identify some of the muscles.. coz i can't really identify them... rock climbing wld be a good way to make them hurt...haha!!! i wna go rock climbing!! wna go back msia now!!! hahahahhahahaa...maybe i shld consider joining the gym at the city. there's a climbing wall there... lolx! hmmnn...really don't kno....
ok..time to do some studying.....
ok.. don't read anymore coz u'll be bored.. i'm just gna state some of the muscles that is hurting and those that i can name.. haha!!! revising my anatomy at the same time...
the obvious ones wld be biceps brachii, triceps brachii, deltoid, trapezius, latissimus dorsi....
then new ones that i learnt this year... my serratus anterior (thought that part was just part of my lat.dorsi last year.. hehe), rhomboideus major nd minor, rotator cuff muscles(supraspinatus, infraspinatus, teres minor, subscapularis), teres majorand levator scapulae.... yupzzz... all these muscles are aching!! and i can feel it.. and i can name them!! wooot!!!! basically my whole pectoral girdle is aching.... tho i can't really tell whether my pectoralis major nd minor is aching or not... haha!!! i wanted my coracobrachialis to ache so i can identify it but i can't seem to find it... it's near the biceps brachii so maybe that's why i dno whether it's the one.. ohh wellzzzz....
next mission.... make my forearm muscles hurt so i can identify some of the muscles.. coz i can't really identify them... rock climbing wld be a good way to make them hurt...haha!!! i wna go rock climbing!! wna go back msia now!!! hahahahhahahaa...maybe i shld consider joining the gym at the city. there's a climbing wall there... lolx! hmmnn...really don't kno....
ok..time to do some studying.....
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
ermmm..... dno what title to put...
wow... haven't been blogging for nearly a week!
got a car on monday.. went with mom and dad to the auction..hehehe..mitsubishi mirage... looks kinda new.. so that's good.. but haven't drove it yet.. dno why today we still take the odyssey to uni... ohh wellzzz.... maybe i can drive it later when i pick my brother up...yea, i'm home already coz i finished lecture at 11.30, went to gym for some resistance exercise till 1 then came home...forgotten to bring towel so i can't shower there and i don't like doing work when i stink...
so now i'm at home.. not doing work...haha!! yesterday's exercise prescription was a a tad better... at least could answer most of the questions.. but yea, still struggle a bit.. so freaked out bout next week's lab....so much reading to do for that....
i've been talking more this week and did laugh as well... shermayne's making progress here... haha! not really... still a loner when no lectures are on...hehehehe... ooo! but i did have lunch with this girl.. crap...omg! i can't remember her name.... shucks! and i went to gym with her today.. haha! how can i forget her name? woops!! aww mann... how embarassing is that? if i see her again i hv to ask for her name again..damnnn.... bad bad me... ishhh.....
i wna go for super sports sunday organized by umsa!! but then no friend to go with.. i know i can go make friends there but then... it's better to go with a friend then make more friends from there marr...aiishhhh.... don't want to look like a loner... tho i kno i'm one... haihhh... will just wait till sunday and see how it goes...
i shall go shower now.. hehehe.. i smell...
got a car on monday.. went with mom and dad to the auction..hehehe..mitsubishi mirage... looks kinda new.. so that's good.. but haven't drove it yet.. dno why today we still take the odyssey to uni... ohh wellzzz.... maybe i can drive it later when i pick my brother up...yea, i'm home already coz i finished lecture at 11.30, went to gym for some resistance exercise till 1 then came home...forgotten to bring towel so i can't shower there and i don't like doing work when i stink...
so now i'm at home.. not doing work...haha!! yesterday's exercise prescription was a a tad better... at least could answer most of the questions.. but yea, still struggle a bit.. so freaked out bout next week's lab....so much reading to do for that....
i've been talking more this week and did laugh as well... shermayne's making progress here... haha! not really... still a loner when no lectures are on...hehehehe... ooo! but i did have lunch with this girl.. crap...omg! i can't remember her name.... shucks! and i went to gym with her today.. haha! how can i forget her name? woops!! aww mann... how embarassing is that? if i see her again i hv to ask for her name again..damnnn.... bad bad me... ishhh.....
i wna go for super sports sunday organized by umsa!! but then no friend to go with.. i know i can go make friends there but then... it's better to go with a friend then make more friends from there marr...aiishhhh.... don't want to look like a loner... tho i kno i'm one... haihhh... will just wait till sunday and see how it goes...
i shall go shower now.. hehehe.. i smell...
Thursday, March 16, 2006
chicken wingssssss
had chicken wings today.. heeheee..am happy!!! after bio 107 lecture, got onto the bus to tamaki... was feeling kinda lonely and didn't feel like being alone.. tired of being alone.... thanks to caroline who texted me and say to meet her in front of library.. thank goodness i checked my phone!!! so yea.. i had to get off the bus!!! but it started to move... so yea.. had to get out of my seat real fast and asked the bus driver to stop. felt like an idiot!! but yea.. met up with caroline and had my chicken wings!! and chips!! 4 chicken wings and chips for $4.50... man it was good! i'm happy!!!!
had lecture at tamaki at 11.30.... we started 15 mins late and ended 20 mins earlier.. haha!! it was the shortest lecture ever... coz it was a diff lecturer and he had trouble with the computer at first that's why we started late... but yea... he finished the lecture so fast..... he didn't really explain much so gta do some readings later.... but no matter what, had to do readings anyway.. ex prescription ain't that easy afterall.... was so amazed we actually finished early... wooott!!
dad got a new car... not car actually.. it's like odyssey but bigger...toyota estima.. and we're gna get a small car to go uni.. lolxx!! we sold off the nissan car.... haha! so yea, he picked me up with the new ....van? lolxxx! it's second hand tho but looks quite new... later had lunch, went home, sleep till 6 and now.. online... hehehehe..
peiyun say we shld get a recycle box so when we want to give jewellery to each other, we can use the box.. and then we were thinking of names for the box.... such a crack up!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
no la something wacky like us
Sher Mayne says:
wacky box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
thats TOO wacky
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something exquisitely wacky!! ahhahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something that sounds "what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!?"
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok no thats too long a name
Sher Mayne says:
hahhahahaahahaa
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
we will get a sorethroat everytime we say it
Sher Mayne says:
yalorrrr!!!!!!
Sher Mayne says:
everytime wld be like.. hey! can you please pass me the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahaha
Sher Mayne says:
or... hey! can you please pass me the... ermmmm..wait i go check my msn.... ohhh yah!!! the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
Sher Mayne says:
siswatsdat box
Sher Mayne says:
hahahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
huh
Sher Mayne says:
i trying to shorten it marrr
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
oi pass me the xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
so funny
Sher Mayne says:
why xob?
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
and ew
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
box xob lor
Sher Mayne says:
oohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hahaha
Sher Mayne says:
blablooblabla box
Sher Mayne says:
martian box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
i think just call it the box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
until one day we have some funny experience with it
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then we name it afte rthe experience
Sher Mayne says:
okieeee
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then if ppl ask how come that name
Sher Mayne says:
THE box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
aha! we got STORY to tell!!!
Sher Mayne says:
yeaaaa!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hehe
Sher Mayne says:
i'm sure will hv something funny one
Sher Mayne says:
atm, when we say THE box... we have to stress the THE....
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok
so yea.. atm.. the box shall be called THE box.. we haven't got one yet but will get one soon.. ooo! so excited! wahahahhahaa... ok.. need to do some readings now.....
had lecture at tamaki at 11.30.... we started 15 mins late and ended 20 mins earlier.. haha!! it was the shortest lecture ever... coz it was a diff lecturer and he had trouble with the computer at first that's why we started late... but yea... he finished the lecture so fast..... he didn't really explain much so gta do some readings later.... but no matter what, had to do readings anyway.. ex prescription ain't that easy afterall.... was so amazed we actually finished early... wooott!!
dad got a new car... not car actually.. it's like odyssey but bigger...toyota estima.. and we're gna get a small car to go uni.. lolxx!! we sold off the nissan car.... haha! so yea, he picked me up with the new ....van? lolxxx! it's second hand tho but looks quite new... later had lunch, went home, sleep till 6 and now.. online... hehehehe..
peiyun say we shld get a recycle box so when we want to give jewellery to each other, we can use the box.. and then we were thinking of names for the box.... such a crack up!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
no la something wacky like us
Sher Mayne says:
wacky box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
thats TOO wacky
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something exquisitely wacky!! ahhahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
something that sounds "what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!?"
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok no thats too long a name
Sher Mayne says:
hahhahahaahahaa
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
we will get a sorethroat everytime we say it
Sher Mayne says:
yalorrrr!!!!!!
Sher Mayne says:
everytime wld be like.. hey! can you please pass me the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahaha
Sher Mayne says:
or... hey! can you please pass me the... ermmmm..wait i go check my msn.... ohhh yah!!! the sisterhood of the travelling what???? omg whats that? so cooL!!! whats that?!?!?!? box
Sher Mayne says:
siswatsdat box
Sher Mayne says:
hahahaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
huh
Sher Mayne says:
i trying to shorten it marrr
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
oi pass me the xob box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ahahahhaha
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
so funny
Sher Mayne says:
why xob?
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
and ew
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
box xob lor
Sher Mayne says:
oohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hahaha
Sher Mayne says:
blablooblabla box
Sher Mayne says:
martian box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
i think just call it the box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
until one day we have some funny experience with it
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then we name it afte rthe experience
Sher Mayne says:
okieeee
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
then if ppl ask how come that name
Sher Mayne says:
THE box
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
aha! we got STORY to tell!!!
Sher Mayne says:
yeaaaa!!!!
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
hehe
Sher Mayne says:
i'm sure will hv something funny one
Sher Mayne says:
atm, when we say THE box... we have to stress the THE....
peiyun - the drummer in The Eisen Guards is so damn hot!!! says:
ok
so yea.. atm.. the box shall be called THE box.. we haven't got one yet but will get one soon.. ooo! so excited! wahahahhahaa... ok.. need to do some readings now.....
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
last whining session for the month...
whining session 3..hopefully the last one.... don't read if u hate my whines... this is gna be long...
"sorry we didn't spend much time together... when u're free, i'm not, and when i'm free, you're not. and when we're both free, WE don't have transport coz YOUR parents don't let YOU drive or YOUR parents aren't free to take us around" omg!!! wth?? first u said i didn't mail u and that i've forgotten u.. now u say this.... i've been mailing u so much nd no replies... nw u blame it on me.. nd u make it seem that i'm the reason y we didn't meet up so much... geez! who's the one with appropriate full license nd drives in that kind of traffic more often? i dun even kno if my license is valid.... u think it's alright for me to trouble my parents and not urs? nd then urghh!! ppl who saw me quite often now say i didn't spend much time with them as well... but at least they say it in a nicer way and don't blame me.... they say i've changed tho, say i don't organize things anymore... say i stayed home more as if i can't be stuffed going out... man! it's really hard to please both sides as said earlier on....
u think u're always right and ppl hv to always suit ur time.. u think it's alright to always cancel plans last minute?? and the one day that we decided to go out for lunch.. heck! u didn't eat..u left me eating and u went off to exchange ur top... it seems like the main reason for u to go was to exchange ur stuff... and then u had to rush home ... and i had to finish my lunch fast....i kept the whole day for u and u told me last minute that u hv to be home at a certain time... u didn't even bother to tell me earlier... i cld hv planned other things...
all the time i've fallen for ur reasonings....and i always say it's alright.. i always say it can wait....now................. u know what? i didn't even bother to wish or have a small hope that u came that day (that day shall not be mentioned or ppl will kno who it is).. but u turned up.... u turned up late and left early.... to me, u just came for a show... let them stare at u, the way u dress, act as if u care... then u left to another... i guess i'm not important to u anymore even when u say i am... and all those times when u asked me to go for the functions at ur ch, now it seems u juz want me to change...not want me to have fun.... y dun u respect what i am? i'm happy with my religion, i respect urs, respect the teachings as well... now, i'll still respect ur religion.. but not u... coz u're not right.. u dun make ppl happy.... ppl who hv good teachings will make ppl happy... but u don't nd u go arnd complainin abt me as well.. guess u dno who's close to me, and who isn't... u tld the wrong ppl nd it got to me.... u came up with a reason to avoid it but u gave others a diff reason.. how am i gna make u happy if u dun tell me what u really want? argh! screw it!
u say u'll go back eoy and we'll meet up for sure... u know what? bullsh**! even if u go back, u won't hv time for me.. u nv will.. u'll come up with so many reasons... and even if u do, it will just be for an hour or so where i'm eating and u're doing ur stuff...
as i said.. i'm not gna get pushed arnd so much anymore... i'm gna stand up for myelf... i'm nt gna get ur fav stuff, i'm nt gna drive u arnd(not ur chauffeur).. u can do all the plannings if u wna meet up.. i'm just gna wait for ur call... wait for ur offer... and then..... i'll do what u did to me=ffk.. i'm not the nice person u think i am anymore... not to u of course... u still consider us best buds, i don't... they're just words.. they dun mean anything to me anymore.... to me, i see that u're just using that term to maintain our friendship...yupz, friendship will be maintained... u'll just be my HI-BYE friend so i won't feel bad anymore....
THE END (i doubt u'll read this coz u're still so busy.. but i'm nt gna reply ur mail)
this is the end of it... i think? i've got nothing to else to say already.. i've said everything i wanted to say.... it's out.. it's out for the world to read it.... but person still remain anonymous.... i'm a happy person right now... both sides been sorted... or shall i say 3? lolx!!!
I hold no grudges. Ignorance is bliss. Nothing ever happened. Forget the past(forget that u existed), treasure the present, plan for the future.
IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED IF YOU DON'T QUESTION THIS ENTRY AND THE PREVIOUS 2 THAT WERE SIMILAR TO THIS. ALSO I ASK U NOT TO DISCUSS THIS WITH OTHERS AS THEY JUST MIGHT BE THE ONE I'M TALKIN ABT. HAVE A NICE LIFE :-)
"sorry we didn't spend much time together... when u're free, i'm not, and when i'm free, you're not. and when we're both free, WE don't have transport coz YOUR parents don't let YOU drive or YOUR parents aren't free to take us around" omg!!! wth?? first u said i didn't mail u and that i've forgotten u.. now u say this.... i've been mailing u so much nd no replies... nw u blame it on me.. nd u make it seem that i'm the reason y we didn't meet up so much... geez! who's the one with appropriate full license nd drives in that kind of traffic more often? i dun even kno if my license is valid.... u think it's alright for me to trouble my parents and not urs? nd then urghh!! ppl who saw me quite often now say i didn't spend much time with them as well... but at least they say it in a nicer way and don't blame me.... they say i've changed tho, say i don't organize things anymore... say i stayed home more as if i can't be stuffed going out... man! it's really hard to please both sides as said earlier on....
u think u're always right and ppl hv to always suit ur time.. u think it's alright to always cancel plans last minute?? and the one day that we decided to go out for lunch.. heck! u didn't eat..u left me eating and u went off to exchange ur top... it seems like the main reason for u to go was to exchange ur stuff... and then u had to rush home ... and i had to finish my lunch fast....i kept the whole day for u and u told me last minute that u hv to be home at a certain time... u didn't even bother to tell me earlier... i cld hv planned other things...
all the time i've fallen for ur reasonings....and i always say it's alright.. i always say it can wait....now................. u know what? i didn't even bother to wish or have a small hope that u came that day (that day shall not be mentioned or ppl will kno who it is).. but u turned up.... u turned up late and left early.... to me, u just came for a show... let them stare at u, the way u dress, act as if u care... then u left to another... i guess i'm not important to u anymore even when u say i am... and all those times when u asked me to go for the functions at ur ch, now it seems u juz want me to change...not want me to have fun.... y dun u respect what i am? i'm happy with my religion, i respect urs, respect the teachings as well... now, i'll still respect ur religion.. but not u... coz u're not right.. u dun make ppl happy.... ppl who hv good teachings will make ppl happy... but u don't nd u go arnd complainin abt me as well.. guess u dno who's close to me, and who isn't... u tld the wrong ppl nd it got to me.... u came up with a reason to avoid it but u gave others a diff reason.. how am i gna make u happy if u dun tell me what u really want? argh! screw it!
u say u'll go back eoy and we'll meet up for sure... u know what? bullsh**! even if u go back, u won't hv time for me.. u nv will.. u'll come up with so many reasons... and even if u do, it will just be for an hour or so where i'm eating and u're doing ur stuff...
as i said.. i'm not gna get pushed arnd so much anymore... i'm gna stand up for myelf... i'm nt gna get ur fav stuff, i'm nt gna drive u arnd(not ur chauffeur).. u can do all the plannings if u wna meet up.. i'm just gna wait for ur call... wait for ur offer... and then..... i'll do what u did to me=ffk.. i'm not the nice person u think i am anymore... not to u of course... u still consider us best buds, i don't... they're just words.. they dun mean anything to me anymore.... to me, i see that u're just using that term to maintain our friendship...yupz, friendship will be maintained... u'll just be my HI-BYE friend so i won't feel bad anymore....
THE END (i doubt u'll read this coz u're still so busy.. but i'm nt gna reply ur mail)
this is the end of it... i think? i've got nothing to else to say already.. i've said everything i wanted to say.... it's out.. it's out for the world to read it.... but person still remain anonymous.... i'm a happy person right now... both sides been sorted... or shall i say 3? lolx!!!
I hold no grudges. Ignorance is bliss. Nothing ever happened. Forget the past(forget that u existed), treasure the present, plan for the future.
IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED IF YOU DON'T QUESTION THIS ENTRY AND THE PREVIOUS 2 THAT WERE SIMILAR TO THIS. ALSO I ASK U NOT TO DISCUSS THIS WITH OTHERS AS THEY JUST MIGHT BE THE ONE I'M TALKIN ABT. HAVE A NICE LIFE :-)
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
so screwed.. so blur... so not happy
my body hurts for no reason.. didn't do anything during ex. prescription lab today.. coz only 1 person in grp of 3 hv to do it... they had to cycle on the stationary bike for 40 mins in total but can rest every 10 mins... got diff level they hv to cycle and diff time intervals and so on.. nd after that we gather the info on heart rate, RPE and calories to finish up the assignment.. omg!!! it was so freaking hard!!! we have to write up training programmes including warm-up, stretching, main programme, warm down for 3 diff kind of ppl.. one was the 40 yr old dude who's lazy but healthy.. another was this 20 yr old chic who goes to gym everyday and she's fit... last one was a netball pro who's preparing the for the new season.... wth? we have to give reasons for every single programme... be it short interval, constant pace, med interval, mixed interval bla bla bla. omg!! i don't even know what intervals are appropriate for each of these ppl!!!
i mean, all we did was the bike!!! takkan u get the netball chic to ride the bike at mixed intervals.. doesn't make sense! she's training for netball.. not cycling.... grrr!! and i don't play netball so i wldnt kno what kind of training she needs... and i don't kno hw the treadmill works..dno whether the levels are the same as the bike... dno whether the cadence wld be the same as bike as well... besides, wth is cadence??? this is so unfair!!! and what's worst is that these weekly lab assignments count towards our final mark!!! got 8 out of 11 for the first one.. that's not that good already... i think i'm gna get like 2 out of 11 for this one?? crap!
tmrw's bio lab... urgh! better try not to lose so much marks! ishhh.. need to go do some readings now....i prefer ppl to set hwk for me.. heehee... if i dun hv a set hwk like now, i'll be blogging, surfing the net.. and hvin a laptop in my room is kinda distracting.... ishh!!! *offs laptop, unplug it and study now*
i mean, all we did was the bike!!! takkan u get the netball chic to ride the bike at mixed intervals.. doesn't make sense! she's training for netball.. not cycling.... grrr!! and i don't play netball so i wldnt kno what kind of training she needs... and i don't kno hw the treadmill works..dno whether the levels are the same as the bike... dno whether the cadence wld be the same as bike as well... besides, wth is cadence??? this is so unfair!!! and what's worst is that these weekly lab assignments count towards our final mark!!! got 8 out of 11 for the first one.. that's not that good already... i think i'm gna get like 2 out of 11 for this one?? crap!
tmrw's bio lab... urgh! better try not to lose so much marks! ishhh.. need to go do some readings now....i prefer ppl to set hwk for me.. heehee... if i dun hv a set hwk like now, i'll be blogging, surfing the net.. and hvin a laptop in my room is kinda distracting.... ishh!!! *offs laptop, unplug it and study now*
Sunday, March 12, 2006
i miss mt.kinabalu!! wna go climb it again!!
was just looking through the pictures i took at mt.kinabalu....so beautiful..made me feel like going back there again as the photos i took for the sunrise wasn't that nice and i don't have a proper one of me at the peak of the mountain.... if only i can be there without having to climb it again...haha! then again, the self-satisfaction won't be there nd the feeling won't be the same... won't have the WOW factor...haha!
if i have a chance to go to sabah at the end of this year or start of next year, i will definitely take it.. want to be there for a longer duration.. maybe a week? then i can go climb the mountain again, go around exploring, snorkelling maybe? hmmmnnn... but i will do the mountain last... i'll pack less and MUST take nice photos of sunrise (got heaps of nice sunset ones already) and me at the peak!!! teeheee...
man! this post is so random! hehehe... me talking about holidays...end of the year holidays...haha! hmmnnn..maybe i should go join the diving club at uni, then go for lessons, get a cert for diving then when i go back to msia, i can go diving!! ooo!! hmnnn... anyone up for it? 320 bucks i think.... apparently to get a diving cert elsewhere is way way more expensive....hmmn.. i really dno.. need to find someone to do it with me....
ok... yea..that's all.... nitezz!! 3rd week of uni here i come!
if i have a chance to go to sabah at the end of this year or start of next year, i will definitely take it.. want to be there for a longer duration.. maybe a week? then i can go climb the mountain again, go around exploring, snorkelling maybe? hmmmnnn... but i will do the mountain last... i'll pack less and MUST take nice photos of sunrise (got heaps of nice sunset ones already) and me at the peak!!! teeheee...
man! this post is so random! hehehe... me talking about holidays...end of the year holidays...haha! hmmnnn..maybe i should go join the diving club at uni, then go for lessons, get a cert for diving then when i go back to msia, i can go diving!! ooo!! hmnnn... anyone up for it? 320 bucks i think.... apparently to get a diving cert elsewhere is way way more expensive....hmmn.. i really dno.. need to find someone to do it with me....
ok... yea..that's all.... nitezz!! 3rd week of uni here i come!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
angry, upset..cnt bliv u did this to me... i'm stronger nw....
This is what i figured out on what i should do.......
Just because you're unhappy with it and think it's unfair, it doesn't mean that it's right to voice it out to others and convince them to think they should be unhappy as well and make complaints. It's just wrong, morally wrong. I can't believe someone like you, someone who came from a good religious background, would actually do such thing. You don't gain from it, you gain nothing, in fact, you lose someone's respect towards you. You think you can get what you want just because you can make others complain? Think again! It doesn't work that way. I respected you all the while. Now I know a different side of you. Can't believe you're so petty over tiny little things, and what more, you need to complain to others behind my back? But I'm willing to forgive and forget and I shall not talk bad about you to others because I don't gain anything from it. All it would do is just ruin a relationship. And I don't want to lose someone just because of this. As for my respect towards you, you have to gain it back. How? Go figure! But I guess someone like you wouldn't care. Just bear in mind that I'm not going to give in so much anymore. I've been giving in all the while and I guess you didn't really realize it. I want to let you know I'm not that easily bullied anymore.
ok, just what was that about? well, i'm not gonna tell the whole world about it because then it would be wrong as well to talk bad about someone. now it's just anonymous so it's all good. you have no idea who it is, what it was about. heck! you don't even know whether this person exist or not.
>>>>> What all of you should learn from this post: Forgive and Forget. Give and Take. That's how it should be for the world to go around. For everyone to live a happy, harmonic life.
Just because you're unhappy with it and think it's unfair, it doesn't mean that it's right to voice it out to others and convince them to think they should be unhappy as well and make complaints. It's just wrong, morally wrong. I can't believe someone like you, someone who came from a good religious background, would actually do such thing. You don't gain from it, you gain nothing, in fact, you lose someone's respect towards you. You think you can get what you want just because you can make others complain? Think again! It doesn't work that way. I respected you all the while. Now I know a different side of you. Can't believe you're so petty over tiny little things, and what more, you need to complain to others behind my back? But I'm willing to forgive and forget and I shall not talk bad about you to others because I don't gain anything from it. All it would do is just ruin a relationship. And I don't want to lose someone just because of this. As for my respect towards you, you have to gain it back. How? Go figure! But I guess someone like you wouldn't care. Just bear in mind that I'm not going to give in so much anymore. I've been giving in all the while and I guess you didn't really realize it. I want to let you know I'm not that easily bullied anymore.
ok, just what was that about? well, i'm not gonna tell the whole world about it because then it would be wrong as well to talk bad about someone. now it's just anonymous so it's all good. you have no idea who it is, what it was about. heck! you don't even know whether this person exist or not.
>>>>> What all of you should learn from this post: Forgive and Forget. Give and Take. That's how it should be for the world to go around. For everyone to live a happy, harmonic life.
Friday, March 10, 2006
of statistics and conclusions...
stats: 50% of sportsci student failed bio 107 or medsci 142 or both
stats: there's an average of 10 ppl per year from sportsci who graduates. that's around 10%.
stats: sportsci students who went for 107 tutorial that was organized specially for them passed their 107 paper last year.
conclusion: screw the time at the library on fridays, don't take a nap ... go for tutorial to pass and be one of those 50% end of this year and those 10% in 3/4 yrs time!
what i learnt from today's tutorial: the above and get a textbook if i want to pass!
stats: there's an average of 10 ppl per year from sportsci who graduates. that's around 10%.
stats: sportsci students who went for 107 tutorial that was organized specially for them passed their 107 paper last year.
conclusion: screw the time at the library on fridays, don't take a nap ... go for tutorial to pass and be one of those 50% end of this year and those 10% in 3/4 yrs time!
what i learnt from today's tutorial: the above and get a textbook if i want to pass!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
ewwww...disgusting!
i wasn't that late to bio lecture this morning.. so i managed a seat in the lecture hall that has a real lecturer in it, not just an image. it's so unfair for paying few hundred bucks to just see an image of the lecturer and sometimes u can't even see him, only can hear his voice..... talked to 3 new ppl today...yayyy me!! haha! but then i can't remember one of their names...woops! hehe...told u i'm bad at making friends......
newayzzz... after exercise prescription, took the bus to city as we have a anatomy tutorial at grafton.... i didn't go alone... went with melissa, the first friend i made during that 7k run...haha! and then two other girls who guided us there..... coz we were both kinda lost in the city.... so yea, we just followed them.... didn't know the med school was actually so far... 20 mins walk frm the city campus.. i reckon' they shld hv a shuttle bus... man! imagine if it's winter.... brrrrrrr......
what did we see in the med school? well, let's just say i'm studying anatomy..... so it's got something to do with the human body.... some of the stuff was pretty cool but disgusting at the same time..... was having goose bumps most of the time... kinda freaked out but it's all good.. will get use to it.... HAVE to anyway coz if not, i'll flunk my anatomy....nd i don't want that to happen....
after that, we walked back to city campus...another 20 mins.. for some reason, the city stinks!!! stinks like rotten eggs...like what u smell in rotorua... ewwwww.... maybe it's just today or maybe it's just the city... i think i prefer tamaki....not so crowded and not so lost... heeeheee...
hallelujah! it's friday tmrw!!! will just keep the day before yesterday, yesterday, today's work for the weekend...teeehee!!
newayzzz... after exercise prescription, took the bus to city as we have a anatomy tutorial at grafton.... i didn't go alone... went with melissa, the first friend i made during that 7k run...haha! and then two other girls who guided us there..... coz we were both kinda lost in the city.... so yea, we just followed them.... didn't know the med school was actually so far... 20 mins walk frm the city campus.. i reckon' they shld hv a shuttle bus... man! imagine if it's winter.... brrrrrrr......
what did we see in the med school? well, let's just say i'm studying anatomy..... so it's got something to do with the human body.... some of the stuff was pretty cool but disgusting at the same time..... was having goose bumps most of the time... kinda freaked out but it's all good.. will get use to it.... HAVE to anyway coz if not, i'll flunk my anatomy....nd i don't want that to happen....
after that, we walked back to city campus...another 20 mins.. for some reason, the city stinks!!! stinks like rotten eggs...like what u smell in rotorua... ewwwww.... maybe it's just today or maybe it's just the city... i think i prefer tamaki....not so crowded and not so lost... heeeheee...
hallelujah! it's friday tmrw!!! will just keep the day before yesterday, yesterday, today's work for the weekend...teeehee!!
relaxing day..aching body
today's a very........................... relaxing day? but my body hurts frm yesterday.. think i really need to start exercising to prevent this frm happening again.....
had anatomy lab from 8.30-10.30... played with skeletons...haha! naming the bones nd identifying them was kinda hard tho.... it looks diff from the pictures in the book...so yea, was just spending a lot of time standing next to the skeleton shaking its hands.. i've wanted to do that for quite some time ok.... macleans had a skeleton in the bio lab but well.... we weren't allowed to touch it.... or maybe we just didn't dare to.... anyway, i remembered it has a name...it's charlie... nd we wld go on and on saying how much we love charlie...haha! ooo!! made another new friend...yay for me!!! ok, i kno i only hv two friends atm.. i told u i'm shy...geez! she helped me a lot in remembering some bones that i always mix them up last year.... now i know... tubby tibia, fina fibula.... i remembered last year i was like.... tibia is the Thick one coz it starts with T, fibula is the fine one.... then i got sorta confused coz...... tibia cld be the thin one coz thin starts with T as well! oh no!!! haha!
at 10.30, went straight to anatomy lecture..... so confused!!! man, it's getting harder....ohhh no! gta start studying....
lectures for the day ended at 11.30...woohoo!!!!! mum nd dad picked me up at 12...went for lunch then went home... i slept till 5...... hehehehe..how nice... woke up, had dinner and now i'm blogging...read over bio just now..... confusing again...bluekkk.... this weekend i MUST update my notes..... hvnt been doing much this whole week.... so sleepy... gna sleep again.
had anatomy lab from 8.30-10.30... played with skeletons...haha! naming the bones nd identifying them was kinda hard tho.... it looks diff from the pictures in the book...so yea, was just spending a lot of time standing next to the skeleton shaking its hands.. i've wanted to do that for quite some time ok.... macleans had a skeleton in the bio lab but well.... we weren't allowed to touch it.... or maybe we just didn't dare to.... anyway, i remembered it has a name...it's charlie... nd we wld go on and on saying how much we love charlie...haha! ooo!! made another new friend...yay for me!!! ok, i kno i only hv two friends atm.. i told u i'm shy...geez! she helped me a lot in remembering some bones that i always mix them up last year.... now i know... tubby tibia, fina fibula.... i remembered last year i was like.... tibia is the Thick one coz it starts with T, fibula is the fine one.... then i got sorta confused coz...... tibia cld be the thin one coz thin starts with T as well! oh no!!! haha!
at 10.30, went straight to anatomy lecture..... so confused!!! man, it's getting harder....ohhh no! gta start studying....
lectures for the day ended at 11.30...woohoo!!!!! mum nd dad picked me up at 12...went for lunch then went home... i slept till 5...... hehehehe..how nice... woke up, had dinner and now i'm blogging...read over bio just now..... confusing again...bluekkk.... this weekend i MUST update my notes..... hvnt been doing much this whole week.... so sleepy... gna sleep again.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
busy tuesday... exhausted but interesting
Happy Birthday to my mummy!!!!!!!!
today was a very busy day.... reached the city late coz we drove there.. reached bio lecture late so had to go to the lecture hall that doesn't hv a real lecture... just the image of the lecturer... unfortunately, the camera wasn't working so we can't see the lecturer at the other lecture hall and can only hear his voice... grrrr!!!!
went to tamaki nd had an hour break.. and then there was a fire drill..... interrupting my sleep in the library...haha! at 11.30, went for exercise precription lecture.. 12.30 went for psychology lecture... 1.30 to 3.30, had psychology lab... then had to walk to the unisports training centre.. that's 8 mins walk if i walk fast... the lab is from 3.30-5.30... but i finish psych lab 10 mins earlier... so yea... reached the training centre in time, got changed and then went to the field...it was drizzling by the way..... played a game for around 5 mins to warm up then started our lab session...first lab for exercise prescription.... ooo! i made a friend today!!!! coz yea, had to get a lab partner...haha! so yea.. go me!!! ok... i've only one friend right now...how saddening is that? haha!! nvm... slowly...
anyway... first we had to run 1k to see the route..... (bear in mind it was drizzling and getting heavier)..... then later the next 1k, we had to do 4 step breathing and then measure our heart rate after 1k... it's kinda hard to jog 4 steps then breathe in, jog another 4 steps and breathe out nd so on... i can't multi task! hv to concentrate on my breathing nd at the same time the no. of steps i take! hahahaha!!!!! then later it was 3 steps breathing for 1k, 2 steps breathing for 1k....
nope.. it aint over yet.. the next 1k we have to make sure our heart rate was btwn 120bpm nd 140 bpm... this time we had to walk real slow.. kinda hard to bring a heart rate of 200 down to 120!! dno why... hahaha!!! then the next k it was 155bpm..had to walk faster...... and the final k, 180bpm.... but my heart rate monitor wasn't working.. it was remaining at 164 all the time... omg!! so i had to run faster and faster and it was still remaining at 164... and then somehow... it shot up to 224!!!! wth?? how can it be 224? it's like...... impossible? coz a person's maximum HR is 220 minus age.... haha!! maybe i had an heart attack or something.... we were both laughing... and then few seconds later... it went to 53bpm!!! hahahahhaha.. it was just crazy!! so yea.... got back and then told the tutor abt it... so we had to make up a result... after that, had to do or lab report... we were soaking wet and we were doing the lab report outside!! it was shaded but yea, not closed up... so it was really cold! how lucky! we had to draw bar graphs and line graphs for our lab nd we didn't hv rulers.. and the lab reports count towards our final mark.... hahaha!! ohh wellzz.. hd really crooked lines and the book got kinda muddy... heeheee.... i was shivering so even my handwriting was terrible....
finished lab really late.. was meant to finish at 5.30 but in the end, we finished at 6... and i was meant to meet my brother at tamaki campus at 5.30..... so yea, half an hr late.... ran back but went the wrong direction. i got kinda lost....haha! so yea.. it was so tiring... after 7k and then to running with carrying two bags! must've looked like an idiot!!! got there and yea.... my brother said he wasted 20 bucks to find me coz he missed called my phone so many times and called my dad nd asked him about me.... nd my dad also missed called me.... and........ they seriously thought i was kidnapped!!! my brother wanted to report to the police and go to the city and find me.... woah!! felt so bad! but i cldnt really text coz my bag was locked up when i was doing the lab.... nd i din kno it wld drag on till so late.....
went for jap dinner for mom's bday... yum!!!!!!! so full but not guilty at all coz i only had breakfast and i ran 7k! well, 6 actually since the other 1 was walking...haha! came home and had cake.... now i'm really full... didn't do any notes today...ohh wellzzz...tmrw i finish at 11.30!! yayyy! so i'm gna go home early and complete my notes......
ok..real sleepy now... heeheee..i'm back to my normal self!! weeeeeee!!!
today was a very busy day.... reached the city late coz we drove there.. reached bio lecture late so had to go to the lecture hall that doesn't hv a real lecture... just the image of the lecturer... unfortunately, the camera wasn't working so we can't see the lecturer at the other lecture hall and can only hear his voice... grrrr!!!!
went to tamaki nd had an hour break.. and then there was a fire drill..... interrupting my sleep in the library...haha! at 11.30, went for exercise precription lecture.. 12.30 went for psychology lecture... 1.30 to 3.30, had psychology lab... then had to walk to the unisports training centre.. that's 8 mins walk if i walk fast... the lab is from 3.30-5.30... but i finish psych lab 10 mins earlier... so yea... reached the training centre in time, got changed and then went to the field...it was drizzling by the way..... played a game for around 5 mins to warm up then started our lab session...first lab for exercise prescription.... ooo! i made a friend today!!!! coz yea, had to get a lab partner...haha! so yea.. go me!!! ok... i've only one friend right now...how saddening is that? haha!! nvm... slowly...
anyway... first we had to run 1k to see the route..... (bear in mind it was drizzling and getting heavier)..... then later the next 1k, we had to do 4 step breathing and then measure our heart rate after 1k... it's kinda hard to jog 4 steps then breathe in, jog another 4 steps and breathe out nd so on... i can't multi task! hv to concentrate on my breathing nd at the same time the no. of steps i take! hahahaha!!!!! then later it was 3 steps breathing for 1k, 2 steps breathing for 1k....
nope.. it aint over yet.. the next 1k we have to make sure our heart rate was btwn 120bpm nd 140 bpm... this time we had to walk real slow.. kinda hard to bring a heart rate of 200 down to 120!! dno why... hahaha!!! then the next k it was 155bpm..had to walk faster...... and the final k, 180bpm.... but my heart rate monitor wasn't working.. it was remaining at 164 all the time... omg!! so i had to run faster and faster and it was still remaining at 164... and then somehow... it shot up to 224!!!! wth?? how can it be 224? it's like...... impossible? coz a person's maximum HR is 220 minus age.... haha!! maybe i had an heart attack or something.... we were both laughing... and then few seconds later... it went to 53bpm!!! hahahahhaha.. it was just crazy!! so yea.... got back and then told the tutor abt it... so we had to make up a result... after that, had to do or lab report... we were soaking wet and we were doing the lab report outside!! it was shaded but yea, not closed up... so it was really cold! how lucky! we had to draw bar graphs and line graphs for our lab nd we didn't hv rulers.. and the lab reports count towards our final mark.... hahaha!! ohh wellzz.. hd really crooked lines and the book got kinda muddy... heeheee.... i was shivering so even my handwriting was terrible....
finished lab really late.. was meant to finish at 5.30 but in the end, we finished at 6... and i was meant to meet my brother at tamaki campus at 5.30..... so yea, half an hr late.... ran back but went the wrong direction. i got kinda lost....haha! so yea.. it was so tiring... after 7k and then to running with carrying two bags! must've looked like an idiot!!! got there and yea.... my brother said he wasted 20 bucks to find me coz he missed called my phone so many times and called my dad nd asked him about me.... nd my dad also missed called me.... and........ they seriously thought i was kidnapped!!! my brother wanted to report to the police and go to the city and find me.... woah!! felt so bad! but i cldnt really text coz my bag was locked up when i was doing the lab.... nd i din kno it wld drag on till so late.....
went for jap dinner for mom's bday... yum!!!!!!! so full but not guilty at all coz i only had breakfast and i ran 7k! well, 6 actually since the other 1 was walking...haha! came home and had cake.... now i'm really full... didn't do any notes today...ohh wellzzz...tmrw i finish at 11.30!! yayyy! so i'm gna go home early and complete my notes......
ok..real sleepy now... heeheee..i'm back to my normal self!! weeeeeee!!!
Monday, March 06, 2006
u think i'm inconsiderate? think again!
i'm feeling sooooooooo.................. bluekkkkk right now.... arghh!! not a nice feeling at all.... everyone's grumpy.. it's not nice at all... grrrrr.....can't sleep... that's why i'm blogging.. hopefully i'll feel better by the end of this.....
u know what? i just realized that i'm always giving in too much.. it sucks.... coz when u always give in, ppl wld expect u to give in all the time and do things for them.. and when u make a mistake, u get blamed..... nd when u try to stand up for urself for once, it's hard... it's hard to say no.. when u say no, u'll automatically hv this guilt in you and u'll feel that it's ur fault straight away..... it's hard to say what u really want.... it's also hard to please everyone around you.... i hate this feeling.. i really really do.... i mean, you please one side but it won't favour the other side..... i hate it!!!! nd u will be called inconsiderate, inflexible just because u made the wrong choice but actually u think of a lot of things before making that choice..... and when u want to try to fix it and make it easier for someone, u get rejected....man, this is the first time where i blog and hv tears in my eyes at the same time.... kinda weird....
i think i'm not going to do it anymore... will just let the rest do it.... all i get is all the blames... "why didn't u do that?"..."you should have said it earlier on!"... "perhaps u're too young that's why u can't understand."....yea, i prob agree with the last one... and i can't handle the blames... and i can't take it.. maybe i'm making it such a big deal eventho it's just minute... but how can it be minute when everyone is grumpy???? even getting a freaking ruler can be grumpy? ishhh!!!! i hate feeling bad...... even if i do this, i'll just do it once awhile when help is really needed...or when they beg me...hah!!!!! i'm gna get a proper job.. gna go check out student job search one of these days..maybe on wednesday... hopefully i can get a coaching job.... pays well... 13 bucks an hr.... keep myself busy so they can't drag me into it... i can even say.. i'm getting experience frm it..something that will be useful in my course... or maybe get a job at the gym... i dno.. i'm inexperienced.... but hopefully get a job that has something to do with my course.. or maybe work at countdown or something first if they require some working experience.... i mean the one i've been doing all the time isn't really working experience.... it's not even certified or anything....
i'm just gna forget everything.. i'm gna try to be a bit more assertive.... to the right people of course.... i must learn not to feel bad all the time... screw it if you're not happy! u might be thinking everything is always going my way coz i'm all happy all the time... and i'm making this such a big fuss just because it's not going my way.. think again!! so many things happened and i'm not happy with it but i learn to live with it, compromise and make it seem as nothing happened and just put on a fake smile.... but now, i really can't.... ENOUGH is ENOUGH... maybe next time i shldn't give in at all so one day when i give in, then i'll be appreciated.....
on the brighter side, caris delivered cape seed bread and hot Xsss to me today!!!!! ahh! it's hot X's season again!!! oh yeaa!!!! nd she lent me her super thick bio book in exchange of me helpin her in chem.... hahaha! more like i just told her to search google and gave her my notes frm last year.... didn't get much work done but at least we did get some work done.. learnt a new word.... toluene... haha! thank goodness i'm not doing chem this year.. poor her.... and my bio notes are up to date atm....
tmrw's the start of week 2 of uni....arghh! i'll survive.... hopefully i'm alive on wednesday.... tuesday we are apparently gna do 10k of exercise in total for lab in exercise precription.... haha! fun! NOT!
nitez nd i'm feeling heaps better! do not question what i was really talking abt.... it's for me to know, and NOT for u to find out.... byeeeee!!!
u know what? i just realized that i'm always giving in too much.. it sucks.... coz when u always give in, ppl wld expect u to give in all the time and do things for them.. and when u make a mistake, u get blamed..... nd when u try to stand up for urself for once, it's hard... it's hard to say no.. when u say no, u'll automatically hv this guilt in you and u'll feel that it's ur fault straight away..... it's hard to say what u really want.... it's also hard to please everyone around you.... i hate this feeling.. i really really do.... i mean, you please one side but it won't favour the other side..... i hate it!!!! nd u will be called inconsiderate, inflexible just because u made the wrong choice but actually u think of a lot of things before making that choice..... and when u want to try to fix it and make it easier for someone, u get rejected....man, this is the first time where i blog and hv tears in my eyes at the same time.... kinda weird....
i think i'm not going to do it anymore... will just let the rest do it.... all i get is all the blames... "why didn't u do that?"..."you should have said it earlier on!"... "perhaps u're too young that's why u can't understand."....yea, i prob agree with the last one... and i can't handle the blames... and i can't take it.. maybe i'm making it such a big deal eventho it's just minute... but how can it be minute when everyone is grumpy???? even getting a freaking ruler can be grumpy? ishhh!!!! i hate feeling bad...... even if i do this, i'll just do it once awhile when help is really needed...or when they beg me...hah!!!!! i'm gna get a proper job.. gna go check out student job search one of these days..maybe on wednesday... hopefully i can get a coaching job.... pays well... 13 bucks an hr.... keep myself busy so they can't drag me into it... i can even say.. i'm getting experience frm it..something that will be useful in my course... or maybe get a job at the gym... i dno.. i'm inexperienced.... but hopefully get a job that has something to do with my course.. or maybe work at countdown or something first if they require some working experience.... i mean the one i've been doing all the time isn't really working experience.... it's not even certified or anything....
i'm just gna forget everything.. i'm gna try to be a bit more assertive.... to the right people of course.... i must learn not to feel bad all the time... screw it if you're not happy! u might be thinking everything is always going my way coz i'm all happy all the time... and i'm making this such a big fuss just because it's not going my way.. think again!! so many things happened and i'm not happy with it but i learn to live with it, compromise and make it seem as nothing happened and just put on a fake smile.... but now, i really can't.... ENOUGH is ENOUGH... maybe next time i shldn't give in at all so one day when i give in, then i'll be appreciated.....
on the brighter side, caris delivered cape seed bread and hot Xsss to me today!!!!! ahh! it's hot X's season again!!! oh yeaa!!!! nd she lent me her super thick bio book in exchange of me helpin her in chem.... hahaha! more like i just told her to search google and gave her my notes frm last year.... didn't get much work done but at least we did get some work done.. learnt a new word.... toluene... haha! thank goodness i'm not doing chem this year.. poor her.... and my bio notes are up to date atm....
tmrw's the start of week 2 of uni....arghh! i'll survive.... hopefully i'm alive on wednesday.... tuesday we are apparently gna do 10k of exercise in total for lab in exercise precription.... haha! fun! NOT!
nitez nd i'm feeling heaps better! do not question what i was really talking abt.... it's for me to know, and NOT for u to find out.... byeeeee!!!
Saturday, March 04, 2006
still friendless...
nope.. uni's not getting any better.. still remaining as the loner.. no friends.... this is so depressing.... why can't i be more friendlier? why can't i be more outgoing and just hv the guts to make friends? why??????? gosh!!!! i'm gna hate uni soon if i don't get any friends.... damnit!!! i can't!! this musn't happen!!!! shermayne wants to go back to macleans...where she actually have FRIENDS! *sigh* mom's always saying i have to be more sociable... is that hw u spell sociable? coz somehow it looks kinda weird... newayzzzz... socialble? hmm...socialbel? nahh...socialbal? def not it...ok... whatever it is, u understand me....
on the bright side, i ended my week with shopping along queen st with peiyun!!!! and had bk nd had cookies.... nd i bought a top frm glassons for 10 bucks.... that' 26 ringgit.... it's quite alright... the quality is good compared to msia ones...... so, i'm happy...and mom came back frm msia today.... heheheehe....
to sum it up...............
uni life sux atm bt others are sweet!
on the bright side, i ended my week with shopping along queen st with peiyun!!!! and had bk nd had cookies.... nd i bought a top frm glassons for 10 bucks.... that' 26 ringgit.... it's quite alright... the quality is good compared to msia ones...... so, i'm happy...and mom came back frm msia today.... heheheehe....
to sum it up...............
uni life sux atm bt others are sweet!
Monday, February 27, 2006
first day at uni....
Stepped onto uni grounds and here's what i said the WHOLE of today whilst at uni.....
at biosci 107...
"No, I'm from Macleans, hehe..."
"I'm Sher Mayne, what yours?"
"Nice to meet you" *forgets name of person*
"So, what course are u taking this year?"
"Ahh... right... i'm doing sports science and physiology"
"No, it's not a brainy course, medicinal chemistry is more brainy"
"This is kinda cool, we can eat in here coz the lecture can't see us"
"Can he even see us when we raise our hands?"
"bye"
outside library...
"Does this bus goes to tamaki?"
student resource centre at tamaki...
"So do i get free parking for the next two weeks since i don't have the parking permit yet?"
"ok, thanks!"
outside sportsci 103 to karsia, ex-macleans/pe classmate
"i got a C, what did u get?"
"wow! that's really good!"
"i thought jono got an A, he did really well in school exams"
"hah! i reckon!"
"is this your first class of the day?"
"ahh, same"
at the library...
"oh hey shalene! nice to meet you again. how's ur day so far?"
"mine's alright, a bit weird but yea.. looking up for a textbook, can't be stuffed buying it."
"ahhh...ok...."
"can i get this book on short loan?"
"thanks"
"no, i'm returning it"
THE END
haha! yea, i didn't talk that much... *sighs* i'm really shy when it comes to making friends.. don't really kno what to say. i only talk when ppl talk to me.... hmmmnnn.... hopefully tmrw will be better.. or maybe... worst? i dno... just hv to wait nd see.... till then, bye!
at biosci 107...
"No, I'm from Macleans, hehe..."
"I'm Sher Mayne, what yours?"
"Nice to meet you" *forgets name of person*
"So, what course are u taking this year?"
"Ahh... right... i'm doing sports science and physiology"
"No, it's not a brainy course, medicinal chemistry is more brainy"
"This is kinda cool, we can eat in here coz the lecture can't see us"
"Can he even see us when we raise our hands?"
"bye"
outside library...
"Does this bus goes to tamaki?"
student resource centre at tamaki...
"So do i get free parking for the next two weeks since i don't have the parking permit yet?"
"ok, thanks!"
outside sportsci 103 to karsia, ex-macleans/pe classmate
"i got a C, what did u get?"
"wow! that's really good!"
"i thought jono got an A, he did really well in school exams"
"hah! i reckon!"
"is this your first class of the day?"
"ahh, same"
at the library...
"oh hey shalene! nice to meet you again. how's ur day so far?"
"mine's alright, a bit weird but yea.. looking up for a textbook, can't be stuffed buying it."
"ahhh...ok...."
"can i get this book on short loan?"
"thanks"
"no, i'm returning it"
THE END
haha! yea, i didn't talk that much... *sighs* i'm really shy when it comes to making friends.. don't really kno what to say. i only talk when ppl talk to me.... hmmmnnn.... hopefully tmrw will be better.. or maybe... worst? i dno... just hv to wait nd see.... till then, bye!
Sunday, February 26, 2006
dreading the first day.....
my brother was meant to arrive today from msia.... but at 2am in the morning, received a text from him saying he missed his flight!!!!!! aww mann!!! i was kinda disappointed coz i was looking forward to see him.... and tomorrow, will be going to uni without him... but following peiyun coz kevin is giving her a ride....
oh my!! tmrw shall be the first day of school!! i hate making new friends.. it's like.. what do u say??? Hi, my name is Shermayne, can i be your friend? pfft! i think i wld just scare the person off if i say that.... or maybe i should say... Hi *snorts* i'm *snorts* shermayne *snorts snorts*..... hahaha!! then i'll get eggs thrown at me.... or maybe i should just sit next to the person and go.. "hi".. yupzzz.. i think i shld just do that.... the normal way and then end up with no friends... hahaha!
omg!! i'm freaking out!!! helppppppp!! somebody!!! i dun wna go to school!!
oh my!! tmrw shall be the first day of school!! i hate making new friends.. it's like.. what do u say??? Hi, my name is Shermayne, can i be your friend? pfft! i think i wld just scare the person off if i say that.... or maybe i should say... Hi *snorts* i'm *snorts* shermayne *snorts snorts*..... hahaha!! then i'll get eggs thrown at me.... or maybe i should just sit next to the person and go.. "hi".. yupzzz.. i think i shld just do that.... the normal way and then end up with no friends... hahaha!
omg!! i'm freaking out!!! helppppppp!! somebody!!! i dun wna go to school!!
Saturday, February 25, 2006
i'm sick nd books on sale
spent the nearly the whole day in bed.. still feeling kinda sick but a bit better.... was meant to go shopping with peiyun but had to cancel coz still sick.. sorry peiyun! just hope i get better by monday orelse i'll have a really weird voice on my first day of school uni .... had domino pizza for dinner... $6.95 for a large pizza... worth it.. it's on promo that's why... but yea.. pizza when i'm sick?? hmmnn.. i wonder how i'm gna get better... ohh wellzzz....
cleaned up my room today AGAIN.... this time was my study table and my bookshelf.... i still hv to buy a hook to hang my dolphin calendar up.... and then my room is all set for the new year!!! i'm so dolphin-ish this year.. got a new dolphin keychain frm bro's gf, got a free dolphin table calendar, and earlier on before i left for msia, i was given a 12 page dolphin wall calendar by cathy.. so yea... go dolphins!!!
planning to sell all my cambridge AS and A level revision books on trademe... took pictures of all of them already.... if anyone reading this is interested, email me: shermayne@hotmail.com nd tell me the book title u want...
cleaned up my room today AGAIN.... this time was my study table and my bookshelf.... i still hv to buy a hook to hang my dolphin calendar up.... and then my room is all set for the new year!!! i'm so dolphin-ish this year.. got a new dolphin keychain frm bro's gf, got a free dolphin table calendar, and earlier on before i left for msia, i was given a 12 page dolphin wall calendar by cathy.. so yea... go dolphins!!!
planning to sell all my cambridge AS and A level revision books on trademe... took pictures of all of them already.... if anyone reading this is interested, email me: shermayne@hotmail.com nd tell me the book title u want...
- Letts... gets results - A Level Exam Practice, Chemistry : Covers AS and A2. Consists of exam questions, model answers, mock exams. NZD 18. $27.95 at fishpond.co.nz
- Letts... gets results - A Level Exam Practice, Biology: Description same as the above except diff subject. NZD 18. $27.95 at fishpond.co.nz
- Letts... gets results - A Level Exam Practive, Mathematics(Pure, Stats, Mechanics): Refer to above. NZD 18. $27.95 at fishpond.co.nz
- Letts... gets results - AS in a Week, Chemistry: Get the best results in the shortest time with UK's best-selling timed revision course! It allows you to test your knowledge, improve your knowledge and then useyour knowledge. NZD 15. $24.95 at fishpond.co.nz
- Letts... gets results - AS in a Week, Biology: Refer to No.4. NZD 15. $24.95 at fishpond.co.nz
- Collins Do Brilliantly AS Chemistry by George Facer: Shows you How to Score Full Marks, What Mistakes to Avoid and Key Points to Remember. Also consists of Exam questions to Answer. NZD 20
- Redspot Chemistry (Topical) A Level: Consists of actual exam papers from 1992-2003 with answers. NB: these are not the CIE exam papers but the course outline are the same. NZD 22
- Redspot Biology (Topical) A Level: Refer to above. NZD 22
- Oxford Biology- Facts and Practice for A Level by Adam Johnstone: This guide presents a good balance of both practice questions and key contents. Answers provided at the end of the book. NZD 20. $31.34 at fishpond.co.nz
- Oxford Chemistry - Facts and Practive for A Level by Max Parsonage: Refer to adove. NZD 20. $31.34 at fishpond.co.nz
- Oxford Revision Guides AS & A level- Chemistry Through Diagrams by Michael Lewis: Personally, this is a really really great revision book. Even the school teacher uses it. You can get it from Paperplus for $39.95, fishpond.co.nz for $28.49, from shermayne at NZD 22.
Obviously they are all second-hands but no markings at all. Maybe a few pencil markings that's not rubbed of completely. You can't find any place that sells cheaper than this. Unless you travel all the way to Singapore or Malaysia. Ha-ha! But not in NZ, never in NZ. Bookstores EVERYWHERE will be trying to rip you off. I'm not even getting my uni textbooks. I'll most prob get them from trademe as well.
Ok, i'm done with my lil' promotion. Bye!
Friday, February 24, 2006
orientation at tamaki campus
as promised in the previous post, i shall be nice and blog good in my next post, i.e. this post....
this morning went to city campus with caris nd assunta... got my course manual and lab coat... we wanted to buy books but bumped into lili and joanna and they said they didn't use text books at all.. li li has been there for 3 yrs, joanna has been there for 2 yrs.. so yea, decided not to get the expensive text books.. shall just borrow from library when i need them..... went to the biological science tour coz i have a bio paper in the city... then went to this cecil learning thingy... hehehe.. learnt how to log on to my webmail as well.. haha!! not bad at all.. very useful.... bump into a few ex-macleans as well.... has free sausage sizzle after that....
at 2pm, took the free bus with caris to go to tamaki campus.....
10 reasons why i like tamaki campus
1. the people there don't dress weirdly, very decent ---> think it's coz there's no "fashionable" asians there... by means of "fashionable" asians wld be that they dress till very la-la.. very jap, very korean-ish, very hongkee-ish.... u kno, a few striking colours that don't quite match.... u can start to see some in sungei wang in msia.. ouch!!!! my aunt didn't understand what la-la meant and when i showed her this shop at 1u where the clothes are very asian-ish, she said: " ohhh, junk dressing?" hahaha.. good one!!!! i dun mean to offend anyone out there.. it's just my own opinions and i have the right to say it out... sorry if i've offended u, i didn't intend to.....
2. overall, the campus is very new. looks like a resort when the bus drove in. i was just shocked! it don't even look like a uni.
this morning went to city campus with caris nd assunta... got my course manual and lab coat... we wanted to buy books but bumped into lili and joanna and they said they didn't use text books at all.. li li has been there for 3 yrs, joanna has been there for 2 yrs.. so yea, decided not to get the expensive text books.. shall just borrow from library when i need them..... went to the biological science tour coz i have a bio paper in the city... then went to this cecil learning thingy... hehehe.. learnt how to log on to my webmail as well.. haha!! not bad at all.. very useful.... bump into a few ex-macleans as well.... has free sausage sizzle after that....
at 2pm, took the free bus with caris to go to tamaki campus.....
10 reasons why i like tamaki campus
1. the people there don't dress weirdly, very decent ---> think it's coz there's no "fashionable" asians there... by means of "fashionable" asians wld be that they dress till very la-la.. very jap, very korean-ish, very hongkee-ish.... u kno, a few striking colours that don't quite match.... u can start to see some in sungei wang in msia.. ouch!!!! my aunt didn't understand what la-la meant and when i showed her this shop at 1u where the clothes are very asian-ish, she said: " ohhh, junk dressing?" hahaha.. good one!!!! i dun mean to offend anyone out there.. it's just my own opinions and i have the right to say it out... sorry if i've offended u, i didn't intend to.....
2. overall, the campus is very new. looks like a resort when the bus drove in. i was just shocked! it don't even look like a uni.
3. library is way smaller therefore less likely to get lost. me and caris got sort of lost in the city library.
4. it's a very peaceful place to study. well, it has that peaceful kind of feeling. not like in the city where it's like so crowded. then again, guess it's coz not many ppl turn up for the tour. will just wait till monday and see.
5. free bus to city - tamaki. distance from my house to tamaki campus is way shorter than to city and less traffic. ----> saves petrol, that is if my brother can get a bus pass to travel from tamaki to city.
6. we have FREE PARKING for students who have classes at tamaki. haha! city don't even have free parking.. weeee!!! shame u city ppl!!
7. there's this security phone where when u pick up the phone, u will be directly linked to the security guards already.... and apparently u can get them to watch ur back when u're feeling unsafe when u're staying back at the uni late. haha! sounds a bit scary how u need security guards but hey.. it's at glenn innes... u never kno... but hehehe.. it's so cool!! cool security phone!
8. the cafeteria whatever u call it have WAY cooler tables than the one at city... it's like so stylish nd modern... super uber cool! even caris reckons' it's so cool! it's like those ermm round tables with cool looking chairs...
9. it doesn't have as much buildings as the city therefore easier to find classes... buildings are labelled with numbers... and they hv kinda like a systematic way for our class number.. 1st 3 numbers wld be the building number, then next number wld be the floor number and then later then room number... hehehe... ok, sounds complicated but it's easier when u start finding the class...
10. i'm studying there so obviously i must like it!
see! so many positives!!! hehehe.. but i'm still kinda nervous to go to uni.....*shivers*
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
orientation day at auck uni...
went for orientation day today with yoonyoung and kathryn...found out lots of stuff.... e.g. i need to pay my fees by the 28th of february.. bluek!! i didn't even kno about the fees and stuff till today! hahaha!!! also, i signed up for a bnz account to get the free student card and free $20 airtime.. shermayne loves free stuff!
why can't we be like cartoons? everyone's outfit is different but they wear the same one everyday.. e.g. bart simpson, Doug, Sabrina the teenage witch (cartoon version of course) , the kids at Recesss etc etc etc....
man!! uni is SO different frm college... three of us were complaining about it and how we miss macleans so much.. weird isn't it? when we were in macleans, we cldn't wait to come out, nw we just attend the orientation, nd we wna go back!! i mean.... we hv to plan our own timetables.. bluekk!!! and we HAVE to pay for everything.. pfft!!!! the books cost HEAPS of $$! and they are so freakin thick!!! but hey! no worries, we can put them in lockers... no worries????? dream on! we have to pay for the lockers.... according to yoony, it's 45 bucks per sem... grrrrrr.... but then again, i'll prob get one.. but in tamaki or city? i'm nt too sure... sucks to hv lectures in both campus... but hey! we have FREE PARKING at tamaki! shame u city ppl!! ok, i'm just trying to think of the good stuff at tamaki... i hvnt been there yet... hahaha!
and omg!! some ppl at uni are WEIRD! the way they dress... OUCH! my eyes hurt... and this is only one day.. imagine the rest of the year. help? guess i'll get used to it... hope the sports science ppl don't dress weird... UNIFORMS are way better!!!
- you don't need to think of what to wear everyday --> saves brain space
- you won't be judge by other ppl ---> cut down gossips
- you won't need to buy new clothes all the time just to impress ppl nd always hv the IN-LOOK -----> saves money!!!
why can't we be like cartoons? everyone's outfit is different but they wear the same one everyday.. e.g. bart simpson, Doug, Sabrina the teenage witch (cartoon version of course) , the kids at Recesss etc etc etc....
ok.. enough about the uni... now i shall complain about the meanie bus driver! ok, we rushed to the bus stop and reached there at 3.20 coz the bus was scheduled to arrive at 3.23... the bus arrived a few minutes late and it stopped before the bus stop coz this man waved it down... so...... we walked to where that man was and lined up behind him.... omg!!!!! after the man get on the bus, the freaking bloody fat maori bus driver just closed the freakin door and drove away!! ishhhh!!!! when he closed the door, we stuck our hands out to show that we wna get on the bus... he looked at us and still just drove away... omg!! i'm sooooooo pissed at him!! son of a *****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean, it's alright if we were late but we weren't!! we were there early WAITING for the bus!!! GRRRRRR~!!!!!!!!!!! blogging this down is already making me so angry! i mean, i could just burn the whole bus down and get him to lose his job!!! i kno u r not making as much money as pickin adults up .... but hey! we're still ur customers! pfft!!! damnit!!!!
so yea.. we had to wait for more than half an hour for the next bus.... shermayne reckon' they shld hv more bus 52!!! they hv heaps of bus 51 and 50 but not 52!! anyway, when the next bus FINALLY came (bear in mind it was LATE)... kathyrn n i got onto the bus.. yoonyoung decided to wait for her dad coz if she took the bus, she'll be late for her appointment...anyhuuuu... we got on the bus and paid $3.50 nd showed him our macleans college student card - expires on the 28th of feb.. and that old fag said we are not allowed to use it.. we are no longer students anymore.... grrr!! dude! it's not expired meaning it still can be used!! geeeezzz!!! he blabbed nd blabbed on hw his boss will tell him of nd all those shit nd we still insisted on our student price.. wasting time and saliva... so he hd to give it to us but he said this is the last time... yea man! it'll be the last time on the 28th of feb.... i still need to catch the bus on friday.. grrrr.. hopefully he won't be driving it orelse i'll hv to pay 6 bucks... grrrr!!!! the next few stops were freshies to uni as well so they were using their college id as well.. and yea, u guessed it!! same ol' blabbering.. no wonder the bus was LATE!!! dude! just give us the student price man!! if the thing ain't expired, then just let us use it.. but yea.... poor asian fellas, they didn't even try to argue with him and had to pay 6 bucks.....
wow! today's post is just full of rantings and complaints.. sorryyy!!! i'll be nice the next post.. i promise....
Sunday, February 19, 2006
climbing mt.kinabalu and trip at sabah
haven't been bloggin since i went to kota kinabalu, sabah... and now, i'm back in new zealand... blehhh... anywayzzzz.. i shall not complain about the unintresting food and the boredom i'm having already.. i shall just tell you about my trip to sabah - first time ever going to east msia!!!
13th feb- woke up kinda late.. was meant to wake up at 5 and leave at 5.30 as flight was at 7 so hv to reach there at 6.15.... woke up at 5.45 instead...coz i turn off my alarm when it rang as i was so sleepy.. u see, i slept at 4..... so yea.. and dad's alarm did not ring.... very rush but reached airport in time..... reached kk at 9.30... then checked into hotel... stayed in hotel watching tv... typical me.. it's an expensive hotel ok.. so u gta enjoy the facilities! e.g. tv! and... slept as well due to lack of sleep the night before.. in the evening, went and sort out my mountain climbing trip... mum and dad didn't want to climb mount kinabalu so i had to climb alone.... booked my place at gunting lagadan... no heaters, 30 bucks a night.... after the bookings, the unprepared me had to buy some warm clothings.. the only warm thing i brought along was this white hoodie that's quite thin and track pants.... i mean.. how cold can it be?? it's malaysia!!!! bought another jacket that's pretty cool- reversible and bought another track pants.... at night, went for seafood dinner at portview restaurat... prawns was just awesome!! and they had this culture show but couldn't really see it properly as we were sitting at the corner.
14th feb- Happy Valentines Day!!!! more like... Happy dying-climbing-up-the-mountain Day for me.. haha! had buffet for breakkie at 6 and left for mt.kinabalu at 7 smth.. apparently it was a 2 hr plus drive to the foot of the mountain.... so yea.. reached there at 10... was planning to find a group of ppl so can share same guide.... cheaper marrr.. split the guiding fees... but for my mom, it was more like i need a companion.. orelse so lonely one person...hahaha!! but yea.. i think we arrived kinda late... no one to share a guide....later on there was this american dude, jesse, who wanted to share a guide.. so not that bad... 35 bucks each.. guide name was molonius tinggal... come to think about it, they don't earn much as a guide.. i mean, two days accompanying us to climb up mount.kinabalu and only get 70 bucks or maybe less since part of it will go to the company whatsoever.....
anyway...... the climb up was EXHAUSTING!!! it was a 6km climb to laban rata resthouse....it was hot coz i was wearing track pants(silly me!) and my backpack was HEAVY!!!!! and the american is tall so he climbs way faster.. and i was behind all the time trying to catch up... mind you it's not easy since it's uphill and full of rocks and the stairs didn't help much as the gaps are huge!!! and the air gets thinner as u go up.... i kinda envy those who got to rest.... in the end, i asked the guy to go ahead as i was slowing him down.. the guide stayed behind to look after me... i think he got kinda annoyed with me asking how long more after every hundred metres or so...reached laban rata resthouse after 4.5++ hrs of climbing.... so torturing! at times i was thinking whether it wld be worth it.. i mean, it's just a sunrise afterall.. u can go to any other mountains that's way smaller and still get to see the sunrise.... i was wondering whether snorkelling wld hv bn better.. hehehe... anyway, sat at laban rata for an hour or so enjoying the view.. it was very peaceful... they had a restaurant... i think food's not that cheap coz a can of 100 plus cost 4 bucks!!!
at 4 smth, climbed to gunting lagadan hut.... the walk up felt long and i was tired.... stupid rocks and stairs again... GRRRR!!! the place was ermm..... really really basic... toilets, baths, a kitchen with stoves and dishes and a sink, and rooms.. that's all.... each room has two double decker beds.. shared a room with the american and two ozzies... showered and took a nap till 6... woke up to have my cup noodles.. no way i'm going all the way down and back up just to hv my dinner.. it wld kill me and i wld be hungry after i come back up again.... besides, had to reduce the weight of my bag.... dinner was GOOD as i was in time for the sunset!!! the view was breath-taking.... mann!! it was the most beautiful sunset i ever seen as i was above the clouds.... it was just gorgeous!! sunset dinner on valentines day..... how romantic ... hahaha! i don't need to mention who with or it will just spoil everything and it won't be romantic anymore.. lolx! as if i know what romantic is anyway.. pfft! but.. just check out the view below... it's better to see it in real life.... it's not as impressive in photos coz i'm not a good photographer.... but still... it's nice..right??
13th feb- woke up kinda late.. was meant to wake up at 5 and leave at 5.30 as flight was at 7 so hv to reach there at 6.15.... woke up at 5.45 instead...coz i turn off my alarm when it rang as i was so sleepy.. u see, i slept at 4..... so yea.. and dad's alarm did not ring.... very rush but reached airport in time..... reached kk at 9.30... then checked into hotel... stayed in hotel watching tv... typical me.. it's an expensive hotel ok.. so u gta enjoy the facilities! e.g. tv! and... slept as well due to lack of sleep the night before.. in the evening, went and sort out my mountain climbing trip... mum and dad didn't want to climb mount kinabalu so i had to climb alone.... booked my place at gunting lagadan... no heaters, 30 bucks a night.... after the bookings, the unprepared me had to buy some warm clothings.. the only warm thing i brought along was this white hoodie that's quite thin and track pants.... i mean.. how cold can it be?? it's malaysia!!!! bought another jacket that's pretty cool- reversible and bought another track pants.... at night, went for seafood dinner at portview restaurat... prawns was just awesome!! and they had this culture show but couldn't really see it properly as we were sitting at the corner.
14th feb- Happy Valentines Day!!!! more like... Happy dying-climbing-up-the-mountain Day for me.. haha! had buffet for breakkie at 6 and left for mt.kinabalu at 7 smth.. apparently it was a 2 hr plus drive to the foot of the mountain.... so yea.. reached there at 10... was planning to find a group of ppl so can share same guide.... cheaper marrr.. split the guiding fees... but for my mom, it was more like i need a companion.. orelse so lonely one person...hahaha!! but yea.. i think we arrived kinda late... no one to share a guide....later on there was this american dude, jesse, who wanted to share a guide.. so not that bad... 35 bucks each.. guide name was molonius tinggal... come to think about it, they don't earn much as a guide.. i mean, two days accompanying us to climb up mount.kinabalu and only get 70 bucks or maybe less since part of it will go to the company whatsoever.....
anyway...... the climb up was EXHAUSTING!!! it was a 6km climb to laban rata resthouse....it was hot coz i was wearing track pants(silly me!) and my backpack was HEAVY!!!!! and the american is tall so he climbs way faster.. and i was behind all the time trying to catch up... mind you it's not easy since it's uphill and full of rocks and the stairs didn't help much as the gaps are huge!!! and the air gets thinner as u go up.... i kinda envy those who got to rest.... in the end, i asked the guy to go ahead as i was slowing him down.. the guide stayed behind to look after me... i think he got kinda annoyed with me asking how long more after every hundred metres or so...reached laban rata resthouse after 4.5++ hrs of climbing.... so torturing! at times i was thinking whether it wld be worth it.. i mean, it's just a sunrise afterall.. u can go to any other mountains that's way smaller and still get to see the sunrise.... i was wondering whether snorkelling wld hv bn better.. hehehe... anyway, sat at laban rata for an hour or so enjoying the view.. it was very peaceful... they had a restaurant... i think food's not that cheap coz a can of 100 plus cost 4 bucks!!!
at 4 smth, climbed to gunting lagadan hut.... the walk up felt long and i was tired.... stupid rocks and stairs again... GRRRR!!! the place was ermm..... really really basic... toilets, baths, a kitchen with stoves and dishes and a sink, and rooms.. that's all.... each room has two double decker beds.. shared a room with the american and two ozzies... showered and took a nap till 6... woke up to have my cup noodles.. no way i'm going all the way down and back up just to hv my dinner.. it wld kill me and i wld be hungry after i come back up again.... besides, had to reduce the weight of my bag.... dinner was GOOD as i was in time for the sunset!!! the view was breath-taking.... mann!! it was the most beautiful sunset i ever seen as i was above the clouds.... it was just gorgeous!! sunset dinner on valentines day..... how romantic ... hahaha! i don't need to mention who with or it will just spoil everything and it won't be romantic anymore.. lolx! as if i know what romantic is anyway.. pfft! but.. just check out the view below... it's better to see it in real life.... it's not as impressive in photos coz i'm not a good photographer.... but still... it's nice..right??
eye level to the clouds
getting dark...
happy with my maggi noodles and sunset dinner.
15th feb- woke up at 1.45am.... cldnt really sleep the night before... was waking up every hour... i can't really sleep if there's ppl snoring.... 2.45...started the climb up the mountain to reach the peak... approx. 2.1 km to the peak from the resthouse.... towards the peak, i really had difficulty in breathing... had to stop and catch my breath after every 10 steps or so.. it's that bad... probably coz i'm not fit enough..i was really really tired and cln't really walk straight.... and the guide didn't let me take my time and rest.... think it's coz jesse is way way in front.. and as a guide, i think he's meant to keep an eye on both of us...... if i rested, it wldn't be so torturing... i really don't see the rush to go up there so fast coz sunrise is only at 6.. have like heaps of time...jesse was way way ahead of me... meaning he was freezing up there way before me..haha! i didn't kno that we wld be climbing all the way to the top, to the very highest peak.. i thought will be just one of the lower ones and see the sunrise from there... wld kinda hv the same effects coz we are already so high up.. few metres won't hv much diff... anywayz... i reached the peak at 5.20.. it was freezing up there... really really freezing cold!!!! and guess what? sunset is arnd 6.. meaning i had to freeze my butt of for another 40 mins.... but heck i'm proud of myself!! i climbed the highest mountain in south east asia!!!!!!!!!!!! sunrise was just as good as the sunset.. well, maybe a bit better coz there's that feeling of success... too bad the photos weren't as nice as sunset.... coz i didn't kno how to use the camera function.....
on my right.... yay!! i see some light!!! the sun's rising!!!
on my left.. the moon is still up... a more nicely taken picture.... with pinkish cotton candy clouds.. can u see it??
interesting cloud shape... it looks like a....... dog? i dno.. hehehe.. use ur imaginations...
i'm above the clouds!! WOOT!!!! haha!
walking down.....
look... the sun is popping out!!
the walk back down to laban rata was tiring.. i slipped a couple of times and my toes hurt coz of downhill... ankle was bruised as well... but still had to walk down..was going quite slow... reached laban rata at 8.20 something..... they had free breakfast there.. i didn't know that!!!! shldnt have brought so much food then!! they have koko crunch, cornflakes, mee goreng, nasi goreng, toast, eggs, tea, coffee, milk..... cldn't eat much tho.. damn!!! bought a can of 100 plus for my journey back to timpohon gate and two plasters for my bruise on my ankle.... at 9.. we started walking back down... we were going pretty fast and this time i could keep up coz it was downhill... hehehehe.. but later, our legs were hurting, esp the knees.... ouch!!!! i really wished i could just fly down or something.... we reached at 11.15am...the last 50m perhaps was another flight of stairs... but it was going up!!! so legs weren't as painful as going down but still...tiring... mom and dad was there already.. according to them, we were one of the earliest... woottt!!! go us!!!
where's my bag? the guide is carrying it... no wonder i cld keep up.. haha!
after the climb, got back to the kinabalu park and got my cert.. had to pay 10 ringgit for it but i def want it!! all the way up there.. it's a big accomplishment for me!! no training somemore.. hehehe.. apparently ppl do train or get themselves fit first before climbing.. i told my dad i did't know it was that tough.. and he said :"u think what? climb one tree hill or bukit gasing is it?" haha! well, i actually thought it was just like that.. but hehehe. i underestimated the power of the MOUNTAIN.. not hill... ishh.. silly me! gunung, bukan bukit! hahahahaa!! anyways... when got back to the hotel, i showered then sleep... mom and dad went and buy those dry seafood... at night, had western food at those restaurant house place called gunters.. the lamb was SOOOOOOO yummy!!!
16th feb- day to go back... woke up in the morning and body was aching like hell.. i couldn't walk properly.. it hurts a lot especially when i walk down any stairs.... went to the pool and swim for a lil.. can't even swim!!!! omg! after that, had buffet for breakkie again.. then walked around the pool and snapped photos.... hehehe.. dolphin photos!!!!!!!
woah! i think this is the longest post ever!!!! longer than my bday one.. hehehe.. well, it's 4 days combined into one.. hehehehe.... and then so many pictures.. the most pictures in one entry.... ok, time for me to sleep now.. it's 2.25am over here.. i'm kinda awake but nd to sleep so i won't get jet lag....bye!!
Sunday, February 12, 2006
shermayne's 18th birthday...
had a great 18th bday party yesterday... so many presents!!! more than i can ask for.... love everything!!!! just let me tell u all about it... bare with me... hehehehhee...
came back from one-u at 5 smth with see song koko....karkei, matthew, sinseanne and my brother were at home already.... had some coconut jelly then showered... when i came down... yiwen, yitwei, yitweng, bobby, ernest, siewaun, shaleeni were there already... kinda embarassing coz i wasn't at the door to greet them.... they were playing mafia... joined in..later, melissa, angeline, pauline and her parents, my 3rd uncle's family, lyntern koko nd yee min che che (nt sure bout the spelling), uncle ngang nd family arrived.... when yuen, xuan nd wibian arrived, my brother went out with them to collect the cake, the naan nd rendang frm ss2..so yea... we continued playing card games.... was already 7 by then...
at 7 smth, started eating and chit chat and took photos... annabelle came at 8 but just for a lil while...took some photos again... was kinda worried that melissa nd angeline wld feel kinda left out coz the rest were swimming friends... cldnt get more primary school mates to come coz they can't make it.... but it turned out well... they blended in easily... it was all good... later....played this drinking game with shandy and coke... pretty unhealthy but it was fun....
basically it goes like this..
came back from one-u at 5 smth with see song koko....karkei, matthew, sinseanne and my brother were at home already.... had some coconut jelly then showered... when i came down... yiwen, yitwei, yitweng, bobby, ernest, siewaun, shaleeni were there already... kinda embarassing coz i wasn't at the door to greet them.... they were playing mafia... joined in..later, melissa, angeline, pauline and her parents, my 3rd uncle's family, lyntern koko nd yee min che che (nt sure bout the spelling), uncle ngang nd family arrived.... when yuen, xuan nd wibian arrived, my brother went out with them to collect the cake, the naan nd rendang frm ss2..so yea... we continued playing card games.... was already 7 by then...
at 7 smth, started eating and chit chat and took photos... annabelle came at 8 but just for a lil while...took some photos again... was kinda worried that melissa nd angeline wld feel kinda left out coz the rest were swimming friends... cldnt get more primary school mates to come coz they can't make it.... but it turned out well... they blended in easily... it was all good... later....played this drinking game with shandy and coke... pretty unhealthy but it was fun....
basically it goes like this..
- the cards are spread out forming a small circle... we all sit around it and each hv a cup of whatever drinks... we take turns taking the card....
- black 2,3,4,5 means that the person will hv to take the amount of gulps corresponding to the no. shown on the card...
- red 2,3,4,5 means that the person can choose anyone in the cirlce to take the no. of gulps....
- 6 is the toilet pass meaning u can use it to go to the toilet if ur bladdes is real full frm drinking too much....
- 7 is the happy game... where we start counting and the 7th person will hv to say Happy instead of 7... multiples of 7 or any number that consists of 7 must be replaced to Happy.... the person who loses will hv to take one gulp....
- 8 is fruit game where each of us take turns saying the name of a fruit and the next person will have to say the previous fruit and add their own fruit....e.g. first person says apple.... 2nd person will hv to say apple, orange(choice of their fruit), 3rd person will have to say apple, orange, honeydew(choice of their fruit) and the list goes on till the person forget the sequence.... loser will take a gulp....
- 9 is where u automatically take one gulp...
- 10...ho ho ho... 10 is the marathon game aka terrible!! everyone starts drinking the same time but can only stop after the previous person stops....the maximum u can drink is 2 cups... so if u want, u can just drink 2 cups straight instead of drinking it slowly nd waiting for the previous person to stop....
- J is where u decide what actions must be done before or after u drink...
- Q is the topic game where u come up with a topic...e.g the person decides on food.. the each person will hv to name a type of food.... the person who ran out of what to say or repeated what others said loses and will have to take a gulp...
- K is the nothing unless u take the 4th K where u hv to consume one whole can....
- A is where everyone takes a gulp....
- if you really hv to go to the toilet and don't have a toilet pass, then u will hv to quit the game.... if u say the word DRINK, then u urself will have to take one gulp....
phew! that was long.. doubt u wld read it anyway.. just typing it down just in case i wna play it next time and i can refer to this to see the rules...hehehehe.... played halfway then blow cake... the cake was huge!!!! choc banana cake, double recipe from secret recipe.. it was so good!!!!!!!! after that, continued the drinking game.... when the shandy ran out, we had to take the coke which was worst coz it was so fizzy.... really had to go to the toilet....what made it worst is when siewaun and matthew started tickling me... man!! angeline was the first to quit coz she couldn't consume one whole can of coke, matt quit coz he cldn't stand it anymore... i used my toilet pass and it felt soooooooooooooooooooo good!!!! it's like.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! hahahaha.... the best feeling man.... later, everyone started to quit... couldn't stand it anymore...all went to the toilet...
arnd 11 smth, 12, it was opening presents time.... so fun!!!! felt like a little girl opening up her presents in front of everyone.. hehehehe.. i was meant to feel 18!! lolx! but screw it man!!! i enjoyed the opening presents part... haha!!! can't remember all the presents but i'll try..
silver bracelet
o'reef shorts and top
teddy bear key ring and towel
tropicana life bag
teddy bear photo frame
magic 8 ball
perfume
vintage bracelet
this cute lil february angel with my birthstone
guylian chocs
necklace
baby blue arena swim towel
eletronic toothbrush
snowboarding pants
a laptop, optical mouse
abswing exercise machine
the above was listed in the order that i opened the presents...hehehehe... not the EXACT order but sort of.. hehehehe... after i opened all my presents, everyone started to go home..some went home before that coz it was kinda late already.... shaleeni sleptover.... we slept at 4 smth and work up 6... so tired..
went to the club for gym then training... today was crosswise so i could keep up... hehehe..short distance sprints so it's impossible for them to overlap me...hahaha!!! did 20 laps of warm up then 20 laps of kicking sprints..... 10 free, 10 no.1....felt proud of myself coz i managed to do 20 x 1 lap of butterfly with hsien ming after the kicking..... decided to do it with her coz poor her, she's the only one swimming fly... the rest swam either backstroke or breastroke... after that was 20 x 1 lap of freestyle sprints.... can't really sprint anymore...arms aren't pulling that fast...could feel it... hehehe.. after that, warm down... so nice... hehehehehee....
now i'm at home and my brother and see song koko is still sleeping.. it's 11.52 already.... sorry for the long entry.. :-)
Saturday, February 11, 2006
*~*Happy 18th Birthday to Sher Mayne a.k.a. ME!!!!!! *~*
yayyyy yayyyy!!!!! i'm 18!!! lalalalalalala... so excited!! gna hv a party tonight.. heeheeee...
here's what i got from birthday alarm.. lolx!!!
Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation You are a freedom-loving, strong-willed, and independent-minded individual, and you insist upon living your own life as you see fit, even if that means ignoring convention and tradition. In personal relationships you cannot be owned or possessed, and while you are willing to share yourself with another, you do not always adjust easily to the emotional give and take of a close relationship. Though intellectually open, you can be enormously stubborn, opinionated, and inflexible on a one-to-one level. You have strong convictions and feelings about fairness and equality, and you try to live by your ideals, but your ideals about how people SHOULD treat one another don't always take into account human weaknesses, differences, and needs. You probably dislike sentimentality and traditional gender roles and "games".
Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities You are a progressive thinker, open and receptive to new technologies and breakthroughs in science, and the latest discoveries in any field. You have high expectations and a deep belief that mankind's problems can be solved through the use of our creative intelligence and inventive mind. You have no patience for those whose conservative, unimaginative outlook limits their capacity to find solutions and envision a better future. You also like to keep abreast of current developments in world affairs, for you instinctively know that what happens in one part of the world affects everyone. You have a strong humanitarian impulse. Practically speaking, you have an aptitude for organization and enjoy being involved in cooperative endeavors or businesses that are contemporary and innovative
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
one week summary
ive been away for a week now..... have been in sgp since the 2nd day of cny.. so what hv i been up to? let me just tell u...
- visit relatives in sgp, played with cute joash
- eat eat eat - prawn mee, katong laksa
- watched I NOT STUPID TOO
- shopping with 4th auntie, bought jeans that fits PERFECTLY, black jacket n brown top.
- eat eat eat, more prawn mee, 3 times of cheesy jap noodles, and put on weight
- shopping with peiyun, bought boarshorts, brown hoodie, long skirt for ball that's only S$20.
- went to sentosa with peiyun nd her cousin
- rcv email frm school regarding results. 2B, 2 C. 280 ucas points. bleh... not impressive/outstanding or anything but i'm satisfied.
- played with joash heaps. he's so adorable!!!!!! but stinks when he pees and poos.. doh!!!!
- back to msia on monday night. huisann che che and joash came along so this few days i'll hv to entertain them. it's all good.. he's so cute!! never sick of him!!!!!!
ok, that's about it... pretty short.... hallelujah! thank goodness they are sort of bullet-pointed... orelse u wld be reading paragraphs and paragraphs and spend money on specs.... (lame)... ok, need to sleep now..feeling a bit sick...bye!!!
- visit relatives in sgp, played with cute joash
- eat eat eat - prawn mee, katong laksa
- watched I NOT STUPID TOO
- shopping with 4th auntie, bought jeans that fits PERFECTLY, black jacket n brown top.
- eat eat eat, more prawn mee, 3 times of cheesy jap noodles, and put on weight
- shopping with peiyun, bought boarshorts, brown hoodie, long skirt for ball that's only S$20.
- went to sentosa with peiyun nd her cousin
- rcv email frm school regarding results. 2B, 2 C. 280 ucas points. bleh... not impressive/outstanding or anything but i'm satisfied.
- played with joash heaps. he's so adorable!!!!!! but stinks when he pees and poos.. doh!!!!
- back to msia on monday night. huisann che che and joash came along so this few days i'll hv to entertain them. it's all good.. he's so cute!! never sick of him!!!!!!
ok, that's about it... pretty short.... hallelujah! thank goodness they are sort of bullet-pointed... orelse u wld be reading paragraphs and paragraphs and spend money on specs.... (lame)... ok, need to sleep now..feeling a bit sick...bye!!!